xI0x In reply to xI0x [2004-08-01 07:03:10 +0000 UTC]

Haha. You didnt even give me a chance to answer...Patience, sweetie, is the key. LEARN IT! Anyhow, I am already in college, for graphic design (Northlake) and I have a license now. I am getting a 78' Chevy Chevelle soon. I have grown up, ever since you left me. Thank you. Honestly. From the bottom of my burned, black, shattered void of a heart. You've also caused me to hate bisexual girls and lesbians, as well as to not trust anymore. I really thank you for that. You have helped me to become a better person. Too bad you will never grow up, and accept your mistakes. It's not what I did wrong,[nothing] It was YOU.


YOU wanted to have sex with ME. It was your idea. Anyhow, I have a letter I need to write to Mr. Webb. Here it is:


Dear Blanton,

Hello. This is Chris. This letter is ment in all seriousness. Although you may not like me, and I'm sure you dont, I am continuing to write this letter anyhow. I would just like you to know. I really dont care if you "have" Meagan or not. I would rather not be with someone who has fidelity issues. Fidelity, you ask? I'm sure you know what it means. You're a smart guy. Basically, I found out last night, that she cheated on me. FOUR TIMES. You're probably thinking "Why is this relevant to me, I'm not you." or something like that. Well, honestly, I am not mad at you, nor was I ever. I may have not liked you, just as you dont like me now, but that is perfectly fine. I know you may not believe a word of this, but when it is coming to me from Meagan's mouth, to her ex-best friend Chrissy, and a guy she used to date( and tried to cheat on as well, but Chrissy had to talk her out of it), I believe it. Basically, She did this whilst we were on a break, with about three to four guys, ages ranging from 18-24, From what I was told. Then, waaay before all this happened, in March, she made out with an ex-flame, A guy by the name of Sterling Hyden, who's life (and relationship ) I am going to ruin. This was in physics class, at lunch, whilst everyone was gone. Chrissy was in the room at the time, she said, studying. She said she paid no attention to it, and I am now mad at her for not saying anything, considering that Meagan was my girlfriend at the time. And then, when spring break rolled around, she was very upset at the fact that she was "grounded" and whatnot. Anyhow, Chrissy also told me that she was cheating on me with a guy all the way from spring break, until May 24th, the day she left me. Once I heard all of this, I laughed my head off. I just think it is funny how you got the unfortunate luck of getting stuck, yes I said S-T-U-C-K with someone like her.. I'm sorry to offend you Blanton, and you seem to be an intelligent guy, one who I could possibly be friends with and carry on a deep, intelligent conversation with, so I feel sorry for your luck. Yes, she may seem to be so nice, great, cute, innocent, whatever you call her, but trust me, she has a very dark side. I've come to two conclusions here as well. Upon confronting her about this, [as you might, hopefully, if you care for your own feelings] They are: 1. She will totally, blatantly, and completely deny all accusations of this, and tell you something like, "he's just an asshole baby, I would never do that to anyone, that is like, totally the worst thing you can do to someone. I "love" you too much to do that to you, or anyone else."

2. She will admit to doing it, and of saying that she has "changed" and that she would never do that to anyone again, she just hated me or something. [when this was but only 2-3 months ago.]


Either way, I wrote this letter to you under the motivation and circumstances to get you to understand that Meagan is, simply, A lying, cheating bitch. Again, I never ment to offend you by defamating her, but that is just my perception of her now. When I thought about it, after hearing and taking in it all, it made me sad to think of you in the same situation I was, crying and being sad over someone who will do nothing but make fun of you. And either way, I know that you will never believe this letter, because it is from an ex, and because I do not like her, and you may assume that I am only trying to stir trouble in your relationship soup. I am BY NO MEANS, doing this at all. Just looking out for a fellow male, who may be sensitive enough to get hurt, and I dont want that, past insults aside. I originally planned to catch you in person one day, have a sit with you, and talk this all out. But for some strange reason, you dont want to talk to me in person. I understand this, and no physical contact or violence would have ensued at all. I am not mad at this situation at all, and are right now, as of this letter, laughing my fucking ass off about her. Understand that I am not jealous at all, as some of you misguided and diluted idiots think. What exactly is there to be jealous of anymore? I have burned, torn, and destroyed everything that was us, today. Every picture, letter, article of clothing, every gift, the hairbrush, everything. Destroyed and spit on. It is all in a ditch near the park. If you dont believe me, go take a look-see. Anyhow, sorry to get off topic, I just thought I would show you that this is no attepmt to get back with her at all. But either way, I know this may or may not put doubts or thoughts into your head, but I hope it does, in a sense. I hope that, this does make you think about the person you say you love, and care for so much. I really dont want to see you get hurt, even though I have only seen you in person once. But in the end, if you totally disregard this letter, than I guess that's just too bad.. You'll have to learn the hard way. And granted, she may not even cheat, but that's expecting too much out of her. Just like with Robbers, murders, rapists, and the like, if they can get away with it, they will keep doing it until they get caught. It is only our human nature to act this way, though cheating is NOT at all. This is usually a sign of failed past relationships, and a lack of attention and mental problems. All of these point to Meagan. But I know in my mind you might not at all believe this letter. But I just hope this makes you think. Her own ex best friend, [who's name I mentioned , because she said I could, although at first did NOT want me to, just got sick of Meagan and her being mean to her and changing] told me all this, and she would have no reason to lie about it, and Meagan tells her everything. Trust me, I know. Chrissy used to ask me about things I never knew anyone else knew. Which is also implying that Meagan has a big mouth, and couldn't keep a secret if her life depended on it. Again, do not get mad at me for telling the truth, please. I just dont want you to get hurt when this ends because trust me, it will end at one point or another. "Nothing gold can stay" as a famous poet who's name escapes me at the moment once said. I just hope you heed my warning, and think about everything I have said. Remember what I said the outcomes of this might be.

THESE:
|1. She will totally, blatantly, and completely deny all accusations of this, and tell you something like, "he's just an asshole baby, I would never do that to anyone, that is like, totally the worst thing you can do to someone. I "love" you too much to do that to you, or anyone else."

2. She will admit to doing it, and of saying that she has "changed" and that she would never do that to anyone again, she just hated me or something. [when this was but only 2-3 months ago.]


But, if you dont want to believe any of this, then fine. I guess this was just a waste of my 45 minutes. A waste of half an hour of typing this all out, just to warn someone who hates me. I dont hate you. I dont like you much, after the insults, but hey, I started it. My apologies for this. I am saying thats right, I AM SORRY. I hope you can forgive me, and not be like others who claim to be a christian [even though I know you are not, I think] and can't even do something as simple as forgive. Anyhow, This is all just a warning, and I am apologizing for the insults. I am being the mature one here, and telling you this. Whether you decide to be mature about it, and accept the apology, and whatnot, depends on you. Or if you wish to continue being immature and making fun of me, go right ahead. It will just show what kind of person you are, in the end. Although I have heard you are a mature guy, and I am giving you the benifiet of the doubt, something I hardly EVER do anymore. But just think about what I have told you about her.

Remember: Once a cheater, always a cheater. They never seem to fully stop. Especially someone who's as immature as Meagan. I am dissappointed in her. I never thought she would go as low as to do something like this, and become everything she supposedly hated. Much like her sister, Tonya. How sad. What a truly Fucked up family. Again, just my opinion. Hate me if you want. I'm sorry to offend you if I did.

If you dont want to believe me, that's fine. I guess find out the hard way. I will just hate to see you in such a state of anguish over someone who's morales and self respect are as low as hers. But if you want to beLIEve Meagan, I am truly and genuinely sorry. Just read this and remember what I said.

By the way, I was also told she did EVERYTHING with all these guy, but have sex with them. Which I still think is a lie. [no wonder she didn't feel like a virgin the first time..]

Good luck Blanton, in whatever decision you make. Just remember, these things:

1. Never trust any girl
2. Never beLIEve her when she says she's innocent and all guys have broken up with her, and anything else they might say.
3.****most important. NEVER GIVE YOUR HEART AWAY. I have learned the hard way, I dont want you to hurt like I am/have.
4. Sex is a terrible thing. It ruins people, lives, and relationships. Look at me and her, I've turned her into a slut. [No offense.]

With worried and concerned regards,



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crazySEXIEcool In reply to xI0x [2004-07-30 02:20:33 +0000 UTC]

well shouldnt you be out of highschool by now dumbass? if you werent a dumb shit and failed you wouldnt have to put up with all this "highschool bullshit" as you call it... its your fault that you dated me in the first place... why did you date me and have sex with me if im sooo ugly and fat?? huh? huh?huh? ya thats what i thought ass!

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crazySEXIEcool In reply to xI0x [2004-07-28 15:27:31 +0000 UTC]

omg you are 18 everytime you state your age you make yourself older and older and stop calling me a lesbian... i am not... and stop calling my baby a deformed fuck before i kick your fucking ass.

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xI0x In reply to crazySEXIEcool [2004-07-28 22:43:47 +0000 UTC]

Ha. You kick my ass? Sweetie I am much much bigger and stronger than you. Trust you wouldn't want to fuck with me. OH NOES! THATS A THREAT! EYE AMA GOIIGN TWO CALL TEH COPZZZ NOWE JUZT LIEK J00!!!

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crazySEXIEcool In reply to xI0x [2004-07-24 23:18:42 +0000 UTC]

why should HE slit HIS wrists?
HE is the one that has ME!! hahahahaha
i love you blanton
and hes not balding and hes not hairy and hes not fat and hes not 18 and still cant drive and hes not psycho and i looooove him! so if anyone should slit their wrists [cough cough]...

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xI0x In reply to crazySEXIEcool [2004-07-24 23:45:03 +0000 UTC]

....



What the fuck. You shouldn't talk. If you've seen me now, I am quite muscular. So whatever. I still have my hair, and a car (78' Chevelle, in the shop for a new carborator, and a job.)


Be a bitch if you want. I hope YOU die a lonely, painful death, whilst you watch Blanton screw some other girl right in front of your bleeding, crying eyes.. and I will laugh. My constant, loving heart, will finally laugh. You will end up like Tonya.

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