Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2011-09-06 16:56:39 +0000 UTC]

Off an on. You?

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2011-09-06 22:51:37 +0000 UTC]

I lurk about, and rarely contribute. How has the human experience been for you?

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-10-29 08:13:58 +0000 UTC]

Waz uuupppppppp? lol.

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-10-30 02:23:57 +0000 UTC]

Sup.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-05 07:51:01 +0000 UTC]

You still doing okay?

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-05 09:13:18 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, yeah I'm doing okay, I've spent the past two days with Cassi and so I haven't really been at the computer to answer any replies. I'm doing fine though, relatively. You doing alright?

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-05 18:36:14 +0000 UTC]

As alright as I'll ever be I suppose.
It's all good, I was just askin, wouldn't want ya to get too worked up.

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-14 10:24:47 +0000 UTC]

I'm workin' on replyin' to your replies. I haven't forgotten about ya, and you're on my mind a lot, just so you know Lauren. But my life being what it is and my mind being what it is, I don't get to respond as soon as I want to. So I'm just clearing that up for you and letting you know that I will reply.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-14 17:33:41 +0000 UTC]

Ok, lol, cuz i DO check for your replies. I worry a little if you take too long..
Haha I understand totally though, no worries!
Thanks for letting me know.

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-08-03 05:56:29 +0000 UTC]

Sorry I have taken so long lately then.
Life sucks.
I'm still alive though and still thinking of you.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-08-03 08:12:26 +0000 UTC]

It's ok.
And yes, yes it does.
Well, thank you very much, for not being dead, and keeping me in mind.

Right now I'm afraid, really afraid.
Before, I wanted to badly to be erased, to not exist, in my body or in anyone's memory.
But now...now I'm afraid and I want to be on people's minds cuz I gotta exist somewhere, because my stupid illness might really get me...
Haha it's kinda hilarious, stupid irony.
Hahaha dude I hate life right now so much, yet for some reason I want so badly not to lose it.
Wow that made total sense...
Aw well...

Anyway, keep fightin the good fight, cuz ya are strong, like you said! And despite what you think, you're doing well.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-03 19:45:28 +0000 UTC]

Good. I did the same thing not too long ago, and it helped me a little.
STAY free.
If you're anything like me, you hate it when people have so much power over you.
Don't give her power back.
Take control!!
Good luck!

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-05 09:15:17 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. I intend to stay in control.

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Hybrid19 In reply to BearBbad [2009-07-03 01:35:43 +0000 UTC]

yeah the police called and said I had too.
Fuckin coppers.

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BearBbad In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-03 02:01:44 +0000 UTC]

hahahaha well i know its not me now cause I have had 6 new freinds since then and nothing
so
hahaha

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Hybrid19 In reply to BearBbad [2009-07-03 03:24:42 +0000 UTC]

good, glad its not you.

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BearBbad In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-03 03:36:46 +0000 UTC]

hahaha i can see the sarcasm and hate
but whatever
are you still depressed?

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Hybrid19 In reply to BearBbad [2009-07-03 04:30:46 +0000 UTC]

sarcasm and hate?
Yeah, I'm still depressed.

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BearBbad In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-03 05:01:25 +0000 UTC]

from what? I mean I know teh cop thing, but you never said how the test went or anything about the doctors.
I know ya dont wanna talk to me much, but I still want to know how your doing hun

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Hybrid19 In reply to BearBbad [2009-07-03 05:23:20 +0000 UTC]

I don't know how the test went yet. They're going to call me sometime next week.
It was hell is go through though.
Anyway, I'll post a journal about what happens with it.
And don't act like I didn't feel bad. And don't sit there and think that I think badly of you.
Enough. I said I was sorry.

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BearBbad In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-03 05:27:04 +0000 UTC]

whoa whoa whoa
just as long as ya dont ignore me
lol
sheesh
anywho, how was your day?

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Hybrid19 In reply to BearBbad [2009-07-03 05:51:00 +0000 UTC]

Eh...kinda crappy.
Therapy was hard.
I guess I was more stressed than I thought.
I think I actually worried my therapist.
I dunno though, I'll get stuff figured out.
I think.
And your day?

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BearBbad In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-03 05:53:30 +0000 UTC]

lets see my day
woke up at noone, went to debugg my sister place and nearly passed out in her attic because it was (literally, i had a thermometer) 120 degrees in there
drew a bit, posted a bunch of work on here, (lame stuff eh?)
talked to a friend in Ireland, was coo'
and all in all, trying to be upbeat
if i stay still to long its a bit hard for me

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Hybrid19 In reply to BearBbad [2009-07-03 06:57:46 +0000 UTC]

Debuggin..sounds fun.
120 degrees? Damn. Not sure I've ever been in weather that hot.
It's not that lame.
My stuff is lame too cuz the quality is bad...

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BearBbad In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-03 08:42:48 +0000 UTC]

pfft, lol you dont even comment, how do i know if its good (so do me a favor!)
i do agree though a lot of it was pretty good though *confident grin*
it was that hot in the attic, the actual weather was around 90
it 'twas a good day, I actually got the chance to fly a kite

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Hybrid19 In reply to BearBbad [2009-07-03 19:46:34 +0000 UTC]

I havn't flown a kite in a long time.
I have one that looks like the red barron, it's hanging on my ceiling.
I'll start commenting on your art more.

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BearBbad In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-04 02:21:48 +0000 UTC]

lol
do if you do
but id understand if you dont
wanna keep yur distance and all that jazz

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-01 04:50:22 +0000 UTC]

Maybe you're never gonna talk to me again, but either way, thank you for all the talks.
I really appreciate it.
And I really am sorry.

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-01 05:11:05 +0000 UTC]

I will talk to you on here, Lauren. I didn't think that I would be able to, but if I am, then I will.
I've enjoyed our conversations immensely and looked forward to them. So that it was suddenly ripped away like that, was sort of like... ouch.

I get the situation though, and I understand.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-01 05:33:44 +0000 UTC]

I think we can. I don't see why not.
I think they were just pissy about the messenger?
I dunno.
I wasn't here, I'm going to call the police and confirm this...
I looked forward to them just as much, or more, so I almost didn't do it. But if I really lost my computer...
Then I couldn't talk to you at ALL. I really didn't want this ripped away.

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-01 06:37:08 +0000 UTC]

You really should get in touch with the police and figure out what this is all about...
You did what you had to do and I understand that, now. And I would much rather you took me off of MSN and just talked to me on here, than not do that and possibly lose your computer, and be out of touch with me totally.

Still, it does suck.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-01 06:46:35 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I'm starting to wonder if my grandma just made that up..
God I'd be furious.
I mean I'm 18, can't I talk to whoever I want?????
Well, our convos are gonna be slower...but at least they arn't gone!!!
Maybe I can add you again after I get this figured out..

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-01 08:03:00 +0000 UTC]

I hope you can add me again after you get it figured out, but, yeah, it's totally up to you. You are 18, and you should be able to talk to whoever you want to. Nobody should be able to take away your computer, for any reason. But you should still be careful. Lots of fucked up shit happens.

And yeah, the convos are slower but, they're here. And that's better than nothing at all, I would say.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-01 08:25:12 +0000 UTC]

When we take over the world, let's get rid of all the fucked up shit.
Or hire people to do it, cuz there's a lot of it and it'd be a lot of work!!!
Ypu, this is better than nothing.

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-02 08:02:04 +0000 UTC]

Hell yeah... We can just train our slaves to take care of all the fucked up shit. Better yet, enslave everyone's mind and make it so they can't cause fucked up shit to happen to begin with. That'd be awesome.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-02 08:22:15 +0000 UTC]

Yeah!!!! Mind control!! Eliminate the stupid shit!!!
We're gonna be the best rulers ever!!!

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-05 10:21:42 +0000 UTC]

Oh hell yeah. There are no two others in this world who would better be suited for ruling this world than you and I. Mind control is sweet, too.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-05 18:29:33 +0000 UTC]

If anyone else tries to take over the world, we gotta crush um!!! Cuz you're right, we're best suited.

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-07 07:05:35 +0000 UTC]

Damn straight.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-01 04:35:14 +0000 UTC]

Dude, I'm sorry, I don't think you're a sexual predator at ALL, but I HAD to delete everyone I don't know personally, or the frikin police where going to take our damn computers.

I really didn't want to cut you off!!!! *cries*
The only person I could think of that's the reason for it is my online bf..well, EX now.
But I had to delete everyone.

You didn't give a fuck? Well I did. I felt like SHIT.

I'm not cutting you off on here tho, so if you'll still talk to me...
If not I understand and I'm sorry.

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MistakenPoet In reply to Hybrid19 [2009-07-01 05:08:16 +0000 UTC]

I've never had anything like this happen before, I thought it sounded a little bit unbelievable. Particularly since I never said anything in our conversations that could possibly make me seem like I was a predator. But I get it. I get that you didn't have a choice in the matter, and that you do have to be careful. So I accept your apology.

I'm not saying it didn't hurt that you had to do that. That's not what I meant by "I don't give a fuck". What I mean is I don't want to let it hurt me. It also goes back to me not trusting anyone, and just trying to keep myself safe...

I'll still talk to you on here, if you think that it's okay.

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Hybrid19 In reply to MistakenPoet [2009-07-01 05:26:56 +0000 UTC]

*is crying* *is really stressed*
I had to delete everyone, and everyone got mad!!! But yeah, what else could I do? They said I had to.
I thought it was unbelieveable too, it's not like I have sex-talks with people...*sobs*

It really freaking sucks cuz you made me feel better a lot...*sobs* damnit whenever something good happens...

I really am sorry though, please forgive me. I really feel like shit for it.

Yeah, I'd be really happy if you were still willing to talk to me on here...we could send messages or something.
Thank you ^_^

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