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KillerPandaRage
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[2010-08-27 22:47:48 +0000 UTC]
"Look! I'm happy! :o"
(United Kingdom)
# Statistics
Favourites: 215; Deviations: 19; Watchers: 12
Watching: 15; Pageviews: 5041; Comments Made: 327; Friends: 15
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Has to be Humon at the momentFavorite movies: Sweeney Todd, Matrix and more that I can't be bothered listing
Favorite bands / musical artists: Radiohead
Favorite writers: Seamus Heaney/Terry Pratchet
Favorite games: Minecraft!
Favorite gaming platform: PC/Nintendo/XBOX
Other Interests: Programming and Photography(and digital manipulation)
# About me
I'm weird... I hope.My name is Panda, it's how I introduce myself, and is what most people call me!
I spend a lot of my time on my computer, usually customising everything(I especially like it when I don't break things)! And when I am not doing that I program or do some sort of art. I love photos of nature(THE BEAUTY), and I also love photos of dirty industry buildings, like the rust colour or just the general vibrance!
In real life, I struggle to speak, the stuff I want to say is in my head, it's just my mouth scrambles it up. I would love just to be able to transfer my thoughts straight to somebody's head, or at least straight down on paper!
I can speak English, a little bit of Spanish "pero no me gusta hablar en Espanol porque es muy dificil y es no util para mi"(I must have got something wrong there), and fluently in "Aigy Paigy"(no, I am not claiming that is a language, but I can still speak it, probably "more fluently" than English as it gives me more time to speak). My favourite word is probably "pagenagis" and I always have the urge to shout it out, usually in an awkward situation. I plan to convert many people to speaking aigy paigy, however, it has been made difficult by people being annoyed by it, but my quest still goes on.
I don't have any irrational fears, and I have limited rational fears(well, except getting lost, which has never properly happened)! I do not believe in God, Fate or Luck(Terry Pratchett has got me spelling those with capital letters) or any gods at all. I think it would be great if there was an all loving god who was omnipotent and omniscient who would forgive me for any sin that I had done and then after all of that go to heaven, but I doubt that is happening, but if there is infinite "universes" then it must exist somewhere(the same could be said about the Discworld) which would be AWESOME!
I want to be liked by everybody! I don't mean in the popular way but so people can speak to me. I am friendly to everybody but I am sometime mean, but I always feel guilty for it (I also feel guilty for stealing on Minecraft). And thinking about it is making the guilt flow through me now! I always try to be nice, but I have a habit of annoying people; this incidentally means that people don't like me, though, I can usually fix that, eventually, and after many cookies! I am trying to cut back on my addiction to annoying people, and it is going well. It's not as if it got me anywhere anyway!
I'm nervous about speaking when around other people and when I usually go to say something I am ignored or nobody hears me, which is terribly frustrating as I am a very opinionated person! I like being right(who doesn't), but I find it annoying when I am right and somebody just won't listen.
As I mentioned before, I tend to feel guilty; I say sorry to people when THEY bump into ME on corridors. I get emotionally attached to movies too, and always think of different scenarios or what could have happened if Mrs Lovette didn't lie to Sweeney Todd about his wife, and then feeling extremely sorry for Sweeney Todd.
My favourite font is "Century Gothic", it's a nice, clear and simple font! I don't like things underlined, unless they are hyper-linked but I love a lot of things in bold, especially in "Century Gothic"!
Changed this bit... I'm gay, yes. However, I have never been in a relationship of any sort with anybody, it must be a mixture of being an introvert and being almost scared of people, especially somebody I like! I don't identify myself as having a gender really. I am not really a guy, but I'm not really that feminine either. So I will just stick somewhere in the middle or just outside that classification completely. I did go around Sixth Form in pink nail varnish for quite a while, which I did enjoy, but as people where quite worried about me, I had to give them a cover story about it. I want to go put some more on now, really, but never mind.
I'm hoping that last sentence made me convince you that I am weird! I am sure that I could keep on writing but I am sure that people would have already stopped reading!
Current Residence: England
Favourite genre of music: Don't really have one.
Favourite style of art: Digital/Pencil
Operating System: Windows 7/Ubuntu
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
# Comments
Comments: 137
Thank you very much for the 
I highly appreciate it!
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Hey! 
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For the most part ^^
how are you?
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I'm good. 
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That's good!
well, one week to go, right?
Aw :c being sick is not fun. i was sick the first 2 weeks of school, and that was not fun at all. then i wasn't sick for a week and then i got sick again.
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I keep on thinking: I'll be fine tomorrow! YAY! I wake up the next morning and feel completely dead. It's horrible. At least I feel better by the evening.
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:c awh. i'm sorry that sucks, but at least you feel a little better by evening
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Omg it's you!!! I haven't spoken to you in years!!!! Last time i saw you i think was when we played battle realms and my mum child minded you ;OOOO jesus!
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XD It is me.
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didn't think anyone owuld like it that much hahah!
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No problem! I thought it was very good! XD
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Thank you. 
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Yup.
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Yep I do! I'm in year 11
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I'll have a look out. But I am usually in my own head when I am walking, so I probably won't realise that I have seen you until around 10 minutes later.
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Thanks for the watch
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That's okay, thanks for the watch too. It definitely is! It's much calmer and, well, I'd say quieter, but it is quite busy in there.
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But somewhat clearer than the outside world, I feel more content in there.
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Yes. It's probably why I like my computer so much... I can transfer my brain into it, and be in my own head there, without anybody getting in the way. XD
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Yes. YES. They're called personal computers for a reason it seems.
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Mine is personal. Whenever I leave it, I lock it. It feels safe and secure for me.
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I do that too... everything is passworded and secure
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Plus I have TrueCrypt... hehehe. And if I want to do anything on my computer, it is all tunneled through SSH, slow, but secure.
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Very. Worth the slowness. I also like Ubuntu... it's good for security...
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Windows 7 is much more polished, though. But I always have it there, with Dual Boot, just in case I need it, which hasn't been a lot recently... I suppose it runs smoother as well, with less things running on it a lot.
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Windows 7 is pretty good, I use it about 80% of the time and Linux 20%. It's a darn shame ol' faithful XP will be going out of service soon though, R.I.P XP.
I despise Vista so much... I got the technician dudes in our school to consider replacing Vista with XP on the library PCs and it worked.
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One of the technician dudes is my dad.
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Cool!
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He is the, none-Irish, bald one, with glasses. And he knows it is bad anyway... Vista tries to do everything for you, but fails at most of it. That's his main reason of why he doesn't like it. I just don't like it because it is slow, looks bad, and just never works how I want it to. Windows 7 is sort of doing that to me today, not wanting to let me play my music out of the speakers and Minecraft in the headphones... :/
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Oh I know him.
Yeah, Windows 7 is OK, it has it's flaws, and a few Vista elements... I do wonder what Windows 8 will be like. @_@ Oooo.
Ah! Minecraft. Fun game. My boyfriend made a server that lets you play multiplayer and chat to minecrafting piers in the same world as you!
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Also... I don't really have that many nerdy friends, or friends as nerdy as me... I actually don't really know anybody who is as nerdy as me. XD
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I'm nerdy.
Wh-what's your favourite shell?
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Yeah, BASH is awesome! I am also "seriously Nerd(over)lord". The only other nerds I know are not real, like you, as in, I only know you from the internet... My alias is always "KillerPandaRage", well, not always, that's just my non-anonymous one.(The only part that suits me is the Panda bit, as I don't, usually, kill people, and I'm not usually angry)
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I may as well not exist... I use my laptop so much, I might as well just be a GIF file on a repetitive loop of typing, scrolling and mouse-clicking. But I am real, every last byte of me...
Cool! I have many internet names... I usually call people by their internet name in real life, too.
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Haha. I get called Panda everywhere.
I probably have seen you, I just can't think of who you actually are.
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Maybe your eye-level is above my height, so you never saw me... I'm pretty small
Yep, people are gif images on the internet... or a newer more flexible version of Cleverbot. It's nice that way
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Yes, my name is Panda, well, the thing I will reply to the most! I usually don't look around either, as there are so many people. Also, if I seem scared, when you shout Panda as well, it's probably because I am; being brought back to real life after being in my head is a big thing!
They are more than gif images, some people, they are whole years of video, so you can't tell that they are being looped. And then their speach is something like Cleverbot, except ran by supercomputers and much better!
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Very true.
I won't shout... I'll just talk at a normal volume, so you can partially remain in your head.
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It would be awesome if it actually exists... I am sure that we are in a simulation, as, around the area that I walk my dog, there is a house, with people in it, who are always watching the T.V.! I mean every single time they are watching it, in the same seats! I just think, every time I walk past there: "This part of the world mustn't be simulated well.
I will still be torn from my brain, though. It will be horrible. And then, if we do speak, I won't do well, because I don't speak that well to people. The sentences don't come out of my mouth when I think them, they get muddled up, then I'll stop speaking, or something...! A little while ago, somebody introduced themselves to me, and, as I am quite an awkward person in conversations, I didn't introduce myself back... They had to prompt me to give them my name... It was quite an awkward situation. I would say I was embarrassed, but I don't really get embarrassed.
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I talk so quickly people don't understand, get weirded out and leave.
I don't really get embarrassed either, I'm often either: confused, perplexed, discombobulated, in deep thought or hyper-active.
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