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LonelyDollAlice
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[2011-11-18 05:57:39 +0000 UTC]
"The Hermit Posessed: Maronakins"
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# Statistics
Favourites: 80; Deviations: 3; Watchers: 12
Watching: 56; Pageviews: 5046; Comments Made: 964; Friends: 56
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: So many... but atm I am leaning Yuji Shiozaki. ZUN is boss if only for creating Touhou as a whole. You know I'm right.Favorite movies: "This changes nothing. You're still my enemy in the morning." "You are still my enemy tonight. But even enemies can show respect." ...Yea quotes are better than just listing crap, amirite?
Favorite TV shows: House. It cannot be said enough. Word girl is a close second *WTF?!* Other than that, if it's not anime, gtfo. Few exceptions. Rozen Maiden gets a special mention since if not for it, I'd have never met my precious sister.
Favorite bands / musical artists: Michiru Yamane. Oh yea. ZUN gets on the list twice too... too awesome. Wth, throw Mozart and Santana in there. FFS, why not?
Favorite books: ...READ?! WITH NO PRETTY ANIME GIRLS AND BOOBIES AND DICKGIRLS?! NO WAI!!! ...But Catcher in the rye is fine too.
Favorite writers: The writers of my favorite Mangas... Chibi Vampire, Lucky Star, Peach Girl, Rozen Maiden (TIED WITH ZUN), and fuck... so many. Most if not all Touhou Doujin artists. Ero or otherwise.
Favorite games: TOUHOU... Phantom Brave being the best non-touhou game of all time, of course. After that, Persona 2: Batsu. Am I the only one who likes it more than Tsumi? FFX has gone high, because Auron is boss. And Mario Kart Wii... geez what an odd collection.
Favorite gaming platform: PC since it emulates lotsa stuff... otherwise 3DS, PSP, PS2 (which also means PS1), NES, SNES, Wii
Tools of the Trade: My existance, my beliefs, my wit... oh wait you mean... um mostly HB pencils and decade old paper with the occasional Pigma/Micron pen... I plan to add more to that list though, someday
Other Interests: ...Dickgirls? (YES TIED WITH ROZEN MAIDEN... OH WAIT FFUUU-) Well I'll put it this way: Anything with cute/sexy/busty anime girls is welcome. Futanari, Traps and other such variants are always a plus. Sex Wise, all genders: Homo>Hetero. Always.
# About me
First off, I moved accounts: So follow me there, please. I rarely check this account, so there's a low chance I will reply to you because of that alone....Well what to say? Truly I don't know where to start... well I'm always up to meeting new people and experiencing new things... I think it would be better to simply ask me whatever it is you want to know: I am an open book... though some pages are stuck together and maybe you wont get all the info but... well it's up to you to read a book and decide if it's good or not. But I assure you, there are no locks and masks *bows* It is a pleasure to meet you, whoever you are.
# Comments
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Ahh thank you kindly :3
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cool, thanks again :3
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Yea. I'm truly happy for you. Really.
Ahh geez... so much to tell. But I'll try to condense it. Basically life has been going DOWNHILL... and REALLY bad... (this was last year mostly btw) but... a lot happened, and finally acknowledged... that hey, I had a problem. I needed to go to rehab. I was seriously... turning into a suicidal murderer (hope it doesn't scare you but it's true)... so I've been getting help from that. It's been hard... but I think that, as slow as it may be, there's been progress. I'd like to be able to sustain it.
...Although good things have occurred too. Such situations show you who really does/doesn't care about you. I Seriously threw away A LOT of fake friends. Even now, still weeding out the posers. (no no, not you, I never thought of you as such, ok? We've been through a lot... and I still remember how your being there... got me to stop thinking about offing myself. Seriously, I still thank you for that) But yea. It needs to be done. I will give to others. I do not mind. Even being utilized to some extent... fine. But people who take must give as well. If they can do no such thing, then they are naught but leeches, I'd say.
Btw... remember Batya? ...Fuck her. XD. I actually found her fairly recently (She NEVER uses her first name anymore, this is part of why she was so "hidden") Wanna know what? The bitch... didn't even remember me!!! Gawd, the nerve! ...But yes, such revelations have suddenly occurred that just totally opened my eyes.
As I said before, it will take LONG to fix the cracks and scars but I feel it's doable... and that's the first step in the healing process,isn't it?
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Well, it is good that you realized you had a problem and got help for it. Nah, it doesn't scare me away... I know how you are. I've done A LOT of weeding out the fake friends too, especially this past year. I deleted about 40+ people on my Facebook (yes, I still use that thing!). I know who my true friends are and that is what truly matters.
Ahhhh yes, Batya.The girl with the weird, interesting name which I could never pronounce. XD lol So she was trying to hide, huh? Not surprised. It really sucks that she didn't remember you!!! Oh well. Shows how little you meant to her, sadly. Best to move on with life. It seemed like you were truly in love with her at one point... or just an infatuation.
Yes, healing takes time... some wounds never fully heal... I have more emotional scars than I care to count... but hey, that's life.
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Oh I use FB too. We should add each other again. I've actually been using it more a bit lately. Here's a link:
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Anyway yea, I hope I'm in that "good friends list" somewhere?
Lol. Yea. Don't get me wrong. I do like her name, and I didn't delete the OC based on her but... even that... I think ultimately, it was glorification. But well, immature people will be immature (me). About time I changed that.
Meh. I was just that unimportant. I mean she has had at least 100 boyfriends (probably not exaggerating either) And that doesn't necessarily mean she's a whore (though maybe), I do remember she just had trouble keeping ppl around... and I think now I understand better as to why that is.
Hah. It was infatuation. Because when I think about "why I loved her", beyond her being my first gf, and making me feel happy and cuddly... it was just cuz she was nice, really. when I begin thinking about who she was and how we differed... no way it could ever work. It's true I did wanna apologize but if she doesn't even remember me... what's to apologize for? It's been forgotten. If anything, now I'm like "...WHAT?! I should have hurt her MORE! T_T" ...b-besides... I found someone I actually love... as it stands she's my best friend too. I don't know if it could actually work out or not but... I do know I wanna keep her in my life, y'know? I'll just see where it goes, but that's another story...
likewise. But then, everytime we see those scars we're like "...that's right, don't get sliced and cut up like that again. It hurts. Be more careful." and things of the sort. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, after all.
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