MagnaEssence In reply to Colonel-Knight-Rider [2019-09-21 05:31:08 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, and thank you aswell!. ^_^

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Colonel-Knight-Rider In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-09-21 16:48:11 +0000 UTC]

My pleasure!

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MagnaEssence In reply to RandomlyBlue [2019-07-15 05:36:21 +0000 UTC]

my mood has elevated,
and my day is quite alright!
~aww, thank you for the birthday wish,
it means so much to me!

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RandomlyBlue In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-07-31 12:18:32 +0000 UTC]

Thats awesome to hear  
How did your big day go? 

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MagnaEssence In reply to RandomlyBlue [2019-07-31 21:51:37 +0000 UTC]

It went quite alright! 
we didn't do anything, but i got a gift,
and it made me sooo happy that all y'all came to say hello  so awesome!.
i was in such a stupid mood the day, but i soon realized it was ridiculous!.

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RandomlyBlue In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-08-04 13:31:45 +0000 UTC]

Aww no cake?
Glad you got something though cx
Yep gotta love those birthday messages, can really make your day special  
Oh?

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MagnaEssence In reply to RandomlyBlue [2019-08-05 07:53:45 +0000 UTC]

Super thankies!.
AHA!, that reminds me, i should try making a vegan cake  
Hmm, perhaps i'll make some chocolate bread using my cocoa powder
    ~aaoh, it'll be so amazing~~~~.
_
All messages make my days very special, every word and interaction means so much, lol.
_

Oh, you know, the usual existential crisis' and such 
   lol, i'm used to it, and it's getting WAY less frequent and easy to overcome and prevail, 
but sometimes i allow my anxiety, and, not thinking enough to convince me
that i don't Really matter to anyone and that i am but a single grain of rice that can be forgotten by people.
but then i remember not to forget to remember things that i have realized, 
and then i'm alright, lol.
i ALWAYS find a solution!!!,
it just takes a while until the "omg-ultra-remember-realization-woohaheee" moment,
-the secret, is to not give up trying to find an answer, or thinking that i'm thinking too much,
thinking 'too much'...that's the most dumbass advice i've heard!,
because it's exactly the opposite of helpful, no matter how true it feels at the time, it's bad.
Switching that train of thought around and tackling issues head on, or finding a solution,
eventhough it can be tough and take a while to figure out...
it is how i am able to go on!, and
it's also the reason why the occurrence of angst and existential crisis in me has plummeted!,
because i no longer 'put things away for later' or whatever,
and i let people know how i feel, so i am not lost in my own skipping-record of thoughts;
it is much like a person with a limited amount of music...sometimes you gotta go out there,
and find something new to add to your collection,
or else it becomes stale, and even the music you love can become annoying and repetitive!,
or, like how we cannot grow or exist without nutrients coming from outside ourselves.
 magnifique!

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RandomlyBlue In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-08-05 10:32:04 +0000 UTC]

Vegan cake? o.0
Chocolate bread sounds nice cx
Same here getting a message can always make your day.. Unless its one full of hate |'D
Oh that yeah I've experienced that feeling so many times and it can be really hard to break from, you want to talk to people but you feel like it be a burden for them, but yes! You do matter ;v; 
It can take some time to break from that though/feelings. I think hormones play a big part to it as well, like sometimes it can happen before that time of the month. 
Wow your exactly right with the music metaphor and again with the nutrients. 

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MagnaEssence In reply to RandomlyBlue [2019-08-05 12:03:55 +0000 UTC]

Ahh yeah, vegan cake!  
people make it alot, and my mom's vegan friend made HEAVENLY-FLIPPING-AWESOME 'cheesecakes' that i loved
and i make bread all the time, so it shouldn't be TOO hard
to make cake from scratch with the easy vegan recipies i found online,
i'mma become an ultra-super chef!!!.

Aww yeah, people can be so salty...i still can't believe people would salt at you

Oh definitely, 'that' time of month, gosh dang, all my logic gets scrambled
and my anxiety goes
i can't even speak properly and my hands become dyslexic when i'm like that, lol.

Perfecto! 

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RandomlyBlue In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-08-08 09:48:53 +0000 UTC]

Not tried that :'D 
Oh wow what does she use? ovo Or is it a family secret? 
I though making bread was hard and required a bread maker |'D but I guess it depends on the bread you want?

It can happen to us all, the longer your on here the bigger your chances but usually they are trolls so I wouldn't take it personal. 

Yep thats the time of pain and suffering |'D 

I hear you there, my spelling just goes out the window when that happens ;v;

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MagnaEssence In reply to RandomlyBlue [2019-08-08 15:47:38 +0000 UTC]

You mean the 'cheesecake?
He uses some condensed coconut cream, then adds something else, it's difficult to explain!
i have the recipe somewhere for it (he recently moved away and gave copies)
if you want, i could make it myself to gauge the difficulty of making it, and give it to you

AH!, and what i do, for making ~~heavenly bread~~ is, here, lol

{Challah Bread} -also, don't forget to flour your dough area so it doesn't stick all crazy)))

In a small bowl, combine 
a spoon of yeast, 
a pinch of sugar
about a cup of warm water.
-Wait 5 minutes until the yeast is ''bubly''
-Then, add 2 tablespoons of oil.

In separate bowl, mix 
3 tbs oil, 
3 of baking powder
3 tbs warm water.

In another bowl, mix
3 cups flour
tsp salt
half a cup sugar
-Then, add the other mixtures, and add flour until not too sticky.
-Flour the bowl once you scrape and gather all the dough from it,
and flour the top when you put the dough back in.
-Let dough rise in warm place for 2 hours.

Make the dough fall out of the bowl onto a floured area, and any of the stuck dough, -stick it back on.
-Form it like a fat sausage shape.
Cut it into even slices. -this recipe's amount is good for 3.
-Then, squish the pieces in to long, braidable shapes,
while remembering to flour them so they aren't sticky.

Move it to an oiled baking sheet, and let it sit for another hour like before.

Preheat oven to 325 F.

Brush the bread with oil, and perhaps half way through baking too.
-Bake it for 25-30 minutes, or until golden brown.
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RandomlyBlue In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-08-26 10:52:06 +0000 UTC]

Ohh that makes sense now :'D Must taste real good with coconut ;v; 
Haha most cooking is difficult for me, although I am pretty good at the cake mix stuff.. sometimes |'D
Thank you so much! I'll have to try it sometime, saved what you said to text so I don't lose it  
I guess it depends on your taste pallet, some people like savory others like sour/sweet. I'm more a sweet person |'3
That it is ;v;

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MagnaEssence In reply to princeasle [2019-07-13 22:56:37 +0000 UTC]

 Oo yay, thank you!.
 Oh cool, i am excited!, how kind of you~~~
    

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MagnaEssence In reply to Tri-Chiy [2019-07-12 03:21:46 +0000 UTC]

Yay, thank you!, i'm doing my best!,
and i hope your day is going splended also!!1!11!!!!

hehe~
i'm glad people haven't completely forgotten about me yet ^_^
  

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Tri-Chiy In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-07-15 15:15:36 +0000 UTC]

So far things are good. Summer is being weird right now and try to rain and I'm still working a lot. XP

I know that feeling rip

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MagnaEssence In reply to Tri-Chiy [2019-07-15 19:59:04 +0000 UTC]

Ah, and in this weather!, hopefully you're somewhere that is air conditioned,
you're (as far as i'm aware) closer to the equator than me, and if it's hot here, then...yikes!.
lol, good old weather.
it drought'ed here for a week, then it rained for a week...   
   

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Tri-Chiy In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-07-16 14:54:39 +0000 UTC]

Well for the past week it's been trying to rain off and on XP
This a very wwird July. Usually it only rains maybe one day near the beginning of the month, but not this year. And it hasn't been too muggy during the day do my working conditions aren't bad at all. But yeah, I'm closer to the equator, however I'm also near the coast. 

Gosh, the weather can't make up its mind XD

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MagnaEssence In reply to Tri-Chiy [2019-07-17 06:46:08 +0000 UTC]

*high fives* coast buddy!!!

it's so interesting how different the
weather patterns are around the world.

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Tri-Chiy In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-07-18 13:59:14 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, the weather is pretty interesting. 

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MagnaEssence In reply to Ora-Ivory [2019-07-12 00:05:19 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!, i am doing my best!
This means so much to me, i hope your day is going well aswell!.

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Ora-Ivory In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-07-12 04:19:20 +0000 UTC]

You're ever so welcome!
And thanks heheh.

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MagnaEssence In reply to blueyoshiegg [2019-07-12 00:07:21 +0000 UTC]

I'm doing my best!,
and thank you, this means so much to me.
i hope your day is wonderful also!.

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blueyoshiegg In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-07-12 20:37:12 +0000 UTC]

Aww~ you're very welcome

Yeah, things are going well over here ^^

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MagnaEssence In reply to NightFlame98 [2019-06-10 00:23:53 +0000 UTC]

Oh yaaay! happy friend day to you too!
       
lol, i had no idea there was an international friends day
____

OMG, oops, i had no idea you take time to write
sorry for deleting my posts.
what do you do, copy and paste it and write your comment somewhere?
(if you ever really want me to, if you could remember the subject, i
might have my post saved somewhere in my archives so you can read it again
lol, i just get shy with my writing  
_
Aww~~~~~~~~~

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NightFlame98 In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-06-10 12:52:07 +0000 UTC]

I didnt know it neither. I only heard of it two days ago. Without Twitter I woudn't even know 99% of all those things XD

----
Yeah, you should know me and my infamous infinitely long essays now XD
Even if I don't write you (immediately), I read (almost) everything.
It always takes me hours, sometimes days if I dont finish writing immediately and/or get busy (sometimes I also forget about my comments and remember only days/weeks later - IF I remember ^^") I always take my time for....everything I do (I dont care if I am slow or late, I just need my time to do things thoroughly and right) Especially for friends and people I care about, who might need my "help" or just some encouraging words to cheer up.

Aaww no worry, nothing wrong with being shy ^^
So you archieve your posts ? That would be really helpfull. Yeah, I copied and pasted my text I wrote, but unfortunately not your post ^^" So I dont remember exactly what you wrote and what else I wanted to say.
It was from last weekend or Monday I think. One of your longer rants and I really wanted to write something to cheer you up. You seemed so depressed again and I was really touched and emotional - I didnt know what to say first, I was so speachless - because I really wanted to let you know what an amazing person and good friend you are.
You wrote something about your progress, your plants (and videos ?) and then about your mother and your past, what happened during your school time. Aaaawww I really didnt know what to say first and just wanted to give you all hugs in the world and never let you go.      
                   

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MagnaEssence In reply to NightFlame98 [2019-06-10 13:41:45 +0000 UTC]

AHA!, i think i know the one, here it is
{random-rambling: eventually interesting edition {random-rambling: eventually interesting edition!}
AH. i have finally come up with a 
good idea for my 
channel+deviantart+whereverelse banner.
-SO, i shall work on it...THEN, someday,
i'll have a nice, proper-looking page.
it'll be sooo awesome!!!.
Man, i always forget that eventhough i only got 
2 'animations' done, that i did the BG+character-art
for 4 OTHER ones/stories within the same time...
lol, and i even have 2 other's audio done and ready.
HAHAH!, "nothing done" "slow" 
lol, i'm so hard on myself!!!%!!!!!.
__
i've been bullying myself a bit lately again,
and augh, the existential crisis's!, so stupid!!!.
LOL.
__
i'm glad i'll get a bit of a break soon 
from physical work atleast.
-i've picked my fiddleheads, and the itadori,
and also, i've planted over half my 22x55 garden,
and things are starting to grow,
and my plants i've started indoors have gotten used to being outside,
AND i've saved many of them from their 
plant-disease and bug
_________________
Aww, it's so nice that you take your time with your words,
 it's amazing!!!!!!!!!, i thought i was the only one who did that   
aH, it is so noble!, so respectable!!!.
________
lol, i am truly shy, i read what i write obsessively, 
then i re-think about it in my head all day,
and, in the process, forget about the parts that i wasn't worried about
and then condense everything i have anxiety about me saying,
and that leads me to delete it.
________
Eeeee!, you're so kind!, sooo kind!
     
 

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MagnaEssence In reply to princeasle [2019-05-21 08:29:36 +0000 UTC]

AHH. IT'S GENIUS!.
lol, i've been noticing lately since i've...been noticing, and studying,
how animators make things work and move...wow, and there are so many amazing ways they do it!.
My little animator-brain, it has seen something divine!.

Also...What a pretty animation!, such a complementary style it is done in...ah, and so...wow.
No wonder why you've got a week-long obsession with it, it's quite awesome.

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MagnaEssence In reply to princeasle [2019-04-27 04:37:46 +0000 UTC]

Getting better!, (although today when i woke up,
the one finger felt AWFUL again) yesterday i felt fine. ;-;

Aww, thank you for checking up on me,
how sweet~~~

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MagnaEssence In reply to Blaqk-Artist-337 [2019-02-08 11:50:46 +0000 UTC]

^w^ no problem!.
your art is beeeaaautiful!,
even though it is old ones that you did

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MagnaEssence In reply to spike4ever15 [2019-02-06 04:22:19 +0000 UTC]

Ofcourse! ^_^ you're welcome~.
Even though that drawing was old, it's pretty awesome!.

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spike4ever15 In reply to MagnaEssence [2019-02-06 20:13:45 +0000 UTC]

Why thank you it’s definitely one of my better ones

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MagnaEssence In reply to Ev-rgreen [2019-01-22 04:22:38 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome, i appreciate it! ^_^
 

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MagnaEssence In reply to MarshmallowBiscuit [2018-12-24 22:22:31 +0000 UTC]

~Ofcourse!  
your welcome.~~~

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MagnaEssence In reply to princeasle [2018-08-27 22:50:45 +0000 UTC]

LOL
i don't think i'd be able to beat the game cause i'd be
laughing the whole time

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MagnaEssence In reply to NightFlame98 [2018-07-16 00:23:40 +0000 UTC]

 
yay!, thank you,

and i missed you!.
(lol, i've been away enjoying the springtime weather sortof too)   

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