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# Statistics
Favourites: 162; Deviations: 5; Watchers: 1
Watching: 7; Pageviews: 2602; Comments Made: 192; Friends: 7
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: I cant choose just one!Favorite movies: Wayne's World
Favorite bands / musical artists: Bullet for My Valentine
Favorite writers: I love Stephen King so blow me if you don't!
Favorite games: Ragnarok Online
Favorite gaming platform: MMORPG and RPG
Tools of the Trade: Photoshp, Illustrator, Indesign, Wacom Bamboo Fun
Other Interests: Art, gaming, reading, playing with my daughter, and music
# About me
So umm where do I start....I am a 23 year old single mom, a student, and a daughter. I love to create things from a blank canvas using just my imagination and a couple of programs. I love to lose myself in games, my favorite one is Ragnarok online. Im not the best artist in the world but I keep trying, if you see something you like of mine I will tell you in advance -THANKS your support means a lot to me!
Current Residence: The wastelands
deviantWEAR sizing preference: What ever fits
Print preference: I don't have one
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite photographer: My mother
Favourite style of art: Abstract
Operating System: Vista, I cant my games to run on Mac
MP3 player of choice: What ever works and is cheap
Shell of choice: dont have one
Wallpaper of choice: nope
Skin of choice: I dunno
Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha (my fav. manga/anime anyway)
Personal Quote: "False affection A spawn of neglection A love, lust, hoax"
# Comments
Comments: 62
MalevolentMinded In reply to uchihalizzy [2010-08-15 07:16:36 +0000 UTC]
no problem, you deserve it!
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jasumdeen [2010-08-14 03:15:13 +0000 UTC]
Hi! Thank you so much for the ~ I really appreciate it
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MalevolentMinded In reply to jasumdeen [2010-08-15 01:49:06 +0000 UTC]
no problem you deserved it!
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-08-14 01:52:01 +0000 UTC]
Your more than welcome, thanks for being considerate!
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to MalevolentMinded [2010-08-14 07:52:33 +0000 UTC]
Just a quick question in which way do you feel that I was considerate, confuzzled (confused/puzzled) me a little bit
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-08-15 01:53:51 +0000 UTC]
I just mean that it is very polite to say thank you and such to someone when they give you a well deserved comment, My mamma raised me to be polite so I am very big on manners you'll just have to overlook me, I "confuzzle" myself sometimes!
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to MalevolentMinded [2010-08-15 06:37:03 +0000 UTC]
Well it was a breath of fresh air Thank you again for your kind words I'm glad some people were raised right I am not one to overlook anyone because I know how that feels that is why I try and make the effort out of respect to say thank you to every person that favourites my works, it's the least I can do for other generosity. I would also like to add it is delightful the way in which you write, very eloquent
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-08-15 07:32:38 +0000 UTC]
Thank you once again for your kind thoughts and words, Im glad some one appreciates my country bumpkin ways! I never thought of being eloquent but that has to be one of the nicest compliments I have ever received. Thank you!
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to MalevolentMinded [2010-08-15 07:46:00 +0000 UTC]
Very Welcome I just check out your gallery and I see you like to colour linearts, well I have made a club for people to bring their linearts in and for people to displayed their coloured works come on down I think you might enjoy it Here is the [link] By the way no need to say thanks the compliments are well deserved
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-08-16 21:30:19 +0000 UTC]
This club seems like something I would enjoy, so I sent a request to join, thanks for the invite!
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to MalevolentMinded [2010-08-16 23:40:05 +0000 UTC]
I thought it would be You are very welcome, feel free to submit any work and any questions you have I'll try my best to answer them
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-08-19 00:33:40 +0000 UTC]
Is this just for lineart? Or for the coloring of lineart also?
I have a pretty big stack to work through, I usually use photoshop but I downloaded manga studio and a book for it also to try. New Software! Yesh!
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to MalevolentMinded [2010-08-19 07:51:28 +0000 UTC]
We welcome coloured works too :d have a look in the folders section we welcome sketches/WIP, and tutorials too That's fine if you just submit them to the folder I'll accept them accordingly
That sound wicked don't know much about manga studio look forward to seeing how your work turns out I'm more of a photoshop person I tried SAI but wasn't that comfortable with it
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-08-20 02:46:52 +0000 UTC]
Yes I have been a true blue photoshop fan since my at the time boyfriend first lead me to a tutorial site. I am now an employed graphic designer and am finishing up my associates degree in graphic design and looking to start a Ba. I of course out shined my ex-boyfriend which gives me great pleasure in knowing ( he graduated from college as a graphic designer, but is now working as a tard farmer! ha ha!
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to MalevolentMinded [2010-08-20 04:10:52 +0000 UTC]
That's awesome It would have been my dream to go into graphic design I just never got the support I asked for in my school years, I just ended up doing a computing degree, really just do art as my hobby now, I hadn't drawn I years and then I found DA, having never used Photoshop until almost 11 months ago :S
It's great you able to follow through your ambitions (and outshine the tard farmer lol) Best of luck with the achieving your BA
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-08-21 18:56:21 +0000 UTC]
Well it's never to late to get started! Its difficult for me, Im a young single mom to a little girl who'll be 3 in just over a month, and she's always on the go. Luckily she loves watching things that I like (spongebob, invader zim, Inuyasha, Naruto and family guy, anything that looks like a cartoon!) so I put her down at her little table, give her some crayons and some paper and turn on some cartoons while I do my homework. I didn't do so great in high school either, I was working till 3 in the morning and trying to have a social life at the same time so a lot of my school work took a back seat but years later I found myself faced with trying to raise a kid on minimum wage and found it was really hard so I decided to make a better life for my daughter and I and went back to college. So at the risk of sounding like a cliche, dont let any thing stand in your way of what you want to do in life, I went to college a year after I graduated high school studying for radiology because I live in a town thats filthy with doctors. I realized that I hated it so I quit, and now Im going for what makes me happy because I would rather make less at a job that I love going to! My brother wants to be a forest ranger but he thinks he's to old (at 35) to start school again so im always preaching at him too!
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to MalevolentMinded [2010-08-21 19:11:43 +0000 UTC]
Very inspirational, I'm sure that with your determination you could achieve all you put your mind to. I've never really given up, I've just finished my diploma of higher education, once I settle in a job I aim to go back to my one true love which is acting and theatre work. I know I just have to be patient because currently I'm in no position mentally or financially to achieve that dream but one day
I agree with what you said about being in a job for less money if it makes you happy, I guess I'm slightly lucky in that way in the case that I love working with computers and am working towards becoming a project manager which I love and the pay isn't terrible. I just have to work hard and hopefully life will be good to me, God knows I've had enough hard time which I won't go into. Life is tough I'm just really glad to hear a life like yours is moving for the better it gives me more hope
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-08-21 22:55:17 +0000 UTC]
Acting really? I love to sing and have been involved in music most of my life its sort of something that has been handed down through the generations, I started singing to my daughter when she was born and I am always happy to hear her singing along with the music she hears (her favorite song to sing along with is white liar) shes like me in music taste she head bangs to metallica which makes me so happy ( I would die of embarrassment if I had to deal with her listening to the micky mouse boppers or something ha ha!. My boss used to be a project manager before she struck out with a business of her own, its nice to be able to follow your dreams I guess. I must admit that my first love was writing but after my best friend and band mate died while we were in high school I wrote a poem for him that I never really imagined for anyone else to have but mothers being mothers, mine found it one day and took a copy to his family. They loved it and now it is in a display case next to his picture and uniform at school but that ruined me on showing my work to anyone because I saw that it made his mother cry. I pretty much keep what I write to myself (god help my mother if she shows anything I have entrusted her to read!) But I digress, have you had much experience acting? I mean what have you acted in? We dont have much of an avenue for acting around where I live but when is when chorus in during my school years we won many distinguished ratings and awards and my church choir is pretty well known around "these parts". Life can suck sometimes I can attest to that I've been some pretty bad hands in my time but I like to think I'm a better person for getting through those times and not making them my crutch, it always makes it worse when you let those things hold you back and make excuses for it. My biggest dream for myself would be getting to go to school for game design and getting into that industry. I taught myself how to script for a game called ragnarok online, (do you know that one?) and I always wanted to be a video game designer but in order to get a job doing it I would have to move away and leave my mother and brother behind and I just cant do that, maybe something to look forward to in the future?
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to MalevolentMinded [2010-08-22 00:12:21 +0000 UTC]
I've not had much mainstream acting experience but I have been in a lot of plays and done a few short films. I guess if I think back my first on stage role that I had to properly audition for was when I was 10 had you play a young boy who had been abused by all his family was very emotional. I know everyone say I could have mad it in the big time, but in my case I went for a very big role for a big play which was playing in the west end (London) and I got to the final cut and lost out on the main role because of popularity and lost the understudy to the producers nephew. So I felt really hard done by, this happened 2 years ago and since then I have not stepped on stage as an actor. It's like they say it's not what you know but who you know. But having said that I've been in quite large productions I received one accolade for a short film I stared in when I was in my teens. I know what you mean about leaving your family can be hard, if I had less commitments a few years ago I would have travelled abroad to further my acting, but I'm happy found a wonderful woman and right now I'm content, I think I have the patients to wait for the right time to try and take another stab at acting.
Well the thing you mentioned about your writing I know you don't want to share it because I may be personal or will invoke certain emotions, but that is the point of it, although your friends mother was crying I'm sure that it helps her to know that someone cared enough to write something special for a person close to both your hearts. A lot of the time writers can enable others to realise their true emotions and can help with healing process.
I've herd of the game you mentioned it's similar concept to runescape right? That's amazing that you were able to teach yourself scripting (kudos) I'm sure like I said when the time is right you will get your chance to shine whether it is at a local level or global level you just stick in there, I think you might be right that it will be something for you to look forward to in the future
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-08-26 20:34:18 +0000 UTC]
Thanks for the encouraging words, I have my mind set to follow through with my graphic degree and then on to bigger and better things. It gripes my ass when I see people getting recognition just because they know some one, there are people out there who can do really great on their own merit but some times they get swept to the side but I've always been taught that there is a time and place for every thing and I guess it can apply to your problem as well. Im glad you satisfied in life because thats what really matters I've seen a few people go down hill fast because they could never find satisfaction in their lives.
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to MalevolentMinded [2010-08-26 20:49:54 +0000 UTC]
Good on you, it great that you will keep going a prosper. The point that I think of is that you will have more satisfaction when you achieve what you want in life. Whereas others who have it served on a platter will never have that. I know exactly how it feels to be pushed aside because the other was a relative. I'll explain, I went for an audition for a major west end play and I got to the last 3, I was aiming for the number one spot, but I got outdone in that case because one of the other actors was very famous, and I missed out on the understudy to someone who was the producers nephew.
I still do feel hard done by because of that because that one play would have transformed my life. However, I am content with my life, I know that I tried my hardest, just have to keep at it. I haven't got for an audition since though Maybe in the future when I am in a more comfortable situation financially, right now it is not viable.
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-09-10 23:51:10 +0000 UTC]
Im soooo sorry its to took me this long to respond! Please forgive me. I got a another job working at the college in the computer lab and let me tell you when I come home at night my brain is fried. I also took on a new design job for the college as well, I have to take photos of people and events going on at the college and add them to a new event page on the site that I too have to create and then design some huge posters to hang up all over the campus (yay for me!) So this makes a total of 2 full time jobs and with the on the side graphics going on I have my hands full, plus full time school and a little one. Im sad to hear your tale. I've been screwed out of a lot of things by my own family things that has to do with family but to have worked so hard and have it stolen from you. If it happened where I'm from "Mr.Nephew" would have gotten "sick" all of a sudden (). I know that it is disheartening but you will survive and prevail! I just know it! Once you can swing both in body and in funds you should jump back in and give it your all! I know that we have only spoken through a few messages but you come off as a positive soul, kind and hard working! Plus you do some pretty great art! I have faith in you! The one great thing about my new job in the computer lab is that I can do what I wish with my time as long as someone doesn't need assistance or the computers aren't crashing and burning so I get time to work on homework, my art and a little time for me (I get very little of it but I'm happy when it comes) I use this time to either watch anime, read (right now Im on the 8th book in the trueblood series, I go through about one every 3 days) and watching True Blood the series, Im in love with it, Im the only girl working in the lab and that kinda blows. Guys come in asking for the other guys thinking I don't know my stuff but I blow em away so hah! True bloods a pretty risky show (not that I havent seen more graphic) but the guys that I work with in the lab will catch a glimpse of it and blush which I think is so funny. I'm kinda of a crude person nothing surprises me Im not lude or personal or anything but I have ran with a pretty rough bunch and grew up as a tom boy and the guys in there think its funny seing a girl watching fairly pornographic stuff (I think its weird, im not used to guys being so...angelic I guess is the word) and once they caught me working on a fairly naked Kakashi lineart and I had to tell them to pick up their gaping jaws! So how are things? I hope there going great for you. Im trying to plan two birthday parties for my daughter, one which will be pretty plain since its just for the family that I am the black sheep of and the other for the people that really matter, hers is the 27th and my brothers is the 19th so Im trying to help my sister in law with his also. My grant money should be coming in well whats left after tuition and books, and it is much needed. I was playing ASDA Story the other day (at work) and went leveling with some newbie to help him get his quests done. We talked about each other a little and by the end of it I had a little 13 year old boy wanting to marry me in real life (lord why is it always me?) I never meet any one in real life and and when ever I meet people online they usually end up being well...not right in some form or fashion but to have a thirteen year old boy trying to have online sex in game is a little disheartening not to say embarrassing so I politely made an exuse and evacuated the game. What the funniest things thats ever happened to you online? I'm thrilled at the moment because I am currently in the process of obtaining Dark House a movie I have been waiting for forever its going to be awesome, have you heard of it? I'm also awaiting True Blood Season 3! Well I've got dishes to do and supper to cook, I love cooking Italian and I make a mean Baked zittie (If I have to say so myself!) and Kira loves it so thats whats on the menu for tonight. Looking forward to hearing from you and again please exuse my long absence prease!
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to MalevolentMinded [2010-09-17 11:14:42 +0000 UTC]
Itβs OK sorry for my own delay have been quite pre-occupied with a few health and family issues. Thatβs great news about your new job sounds like a lot of fun, good luck with the project, Iβm sure you are able to balance all of it.
Itβs was quite a hard time, trust me I had considered having a little accident with the nephew. Iβll keep trying for sure itβs just a matter of time. Thanks so much for your kind words, same as you although we have only spoken a few times you have been a very positive person and very kind hearted Itβs good you get time for yourself and work through things. Iβve never really got into true blood, been recommended it by a lot of my friends but never really seen it, been told itβs very erotic lol. Itβs great you can put the guys in their place lol.
Iβm not opposed to women watching stuff like that I would be more uncomfortable with watching a guy watching it because that generally leads to them jerking off. Thatβs funny about the kakashi, they can see it as art not pornography.
Iβm doing OK just my gran not very well and Iβve been not too well either Sounds like a hectic September for you. How old is your little one going to be? I hope it all goes to plan. I have to laugh because when you said ASDA I though you meant the shopping store, so I searched it and realised what you talking about lol. Well that sound like a horny little toad to me, some sock it going to get it. Iβm sorry you had to go though that, Iβve had that problem once before but in a slightly opposite direction I was 18 and had a 30 year old trying to seduce me online through forums and private messages. And before you ask I didnβt do it lol tempted but I wasnβt gonna risk it lol. But thatβs not the funniest, the funniest amd probably saddest was I caught one of my exβs having sex with my then best mate because we were having a webcam chat and we said good night and we forgot to turn them off, and lo and behold I wake up with my laptop screen on my desk seeing them doing it. So I messaged her and told her I had recorded it (which I hadnβt) and was the funny part because one of my girls mates told me that my ex had been searching the net to see if I had to put it online lol and got caught by her parents looking for porn which I find hilarious lol (I know Iβm evil) Oh and I told my then best mateβs girlfriend and let me just say she wasnβt too happy.
Iβve heard to Dark House the movie havenβt seen it though. The visual effects look freaking awesome. Whatβs a baked zittie never tried it before, Iβll take your word more it . My best dish are my pasta bake with grilled chicken, and I do a mean lamb curry lol.
No need to be excused I know everyone gets busy Iβm sorry for my own delay. Should hopefully have some more time soon, still have so many comments and thank you messages for favs to do get very tiring. And Iβve got a back log of art work that I need to complete. Hopefully get them done soon.
Look forward to hearing from you.
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MalevolentMinded In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-09-21 21:32:05 +0000 UTC]
Im sorry to hear that your and your gran aren't feeling well. I had to take my daughter to the doctor yesterday because she has been walking with a stiff leg, she wont bend her left leg. They took xrays because they thought she had a fracture but those came back clear so they did some blood tests and found out she had a viral infection in the fluid of her knee. Yeah I love seeing the faces of the guys I work with when they catch sight of some thing pornographic (at least in their eyes) on my screen. My little girl will be turning 3 this weekend and Im running around trying to get things together for her birthday. I had this awesome cake with dora and diago on it waiting for her party but my worthless father complained until I finally let her eat it. She kept looking at it with wide eyes sayin"oh my! Oh my god!" I got such a kick out of it. Lol I thought I had problems online, I kept telling this kid that I didn't do "Jailbait!" I never thought I would have to say that. If I had seen two of my friends doing it I would have laughed myself to death, thats the problem with me, either Im totally fine with sex and pornographic type stuff or I get embarrassed and start laughing. Once my daughters father and I were messing around in the ladies restroom at the recreation area and this woman came in and caught me with my panties around my feet, I almost died of embarrassment and I couldn't make myself decent because I was laughing to hard. I think it was worse for my boyfriend because he was the one who had to "straighten" me up and get my close on right. Dark hose was freakin' awesome you have to watch it! True blood is pretty erotic which is one of the reasons I love it, I always wish when Im reading twilight that it was written for a more adult crowd. Baked zitti is just an italian dish, I make mine with homemade sauce, hamburger meat with my own blend of italian seasoning and onions, green peppers, and mushrooms, penne pasta all cooked mixed together in a baking dish and then covered with mozerella cheese and baked, its yummy! Speaking of ex's I ran into Kira's father a few days ago, we were talking of days gone by and all at once he became very "upclose and personal" I shoved him away after restraining myself ( i wanted to knee him in the balls but im proud of myself for being a good girl) he wanted things to be like the "good ole' days" but I told him that was impossible. This made him angry so sunday he had his mother call telling me that he wanted to take kira with him some where one day. (I only let him visit with kira at his mothers house with my mother present I told her NO! so I expect to be having some trouble with him (hmmm maybe I should have kneed him after all) he he he. I hope you and gran get to feeling better, I think I will go work on some lineart. I look forward to hearing from you!
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CrypticRiddlers In reply to CrypticRiddlers [2010-08-16 23:41:39 +0000 UTC]
Oh and thanks so much for the DAWatch
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aruarian-dancer [2009-09-13 18:51:16 +0000 UTC]
Thank you for faving "Moonlit Farewell - lineart".
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since91 [2009-09-11 11:42:28 +0000 UTC]
Thank you very much for your visit and Nice gallery you have!
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MalevolentMinded In reply to since91 [2009-09-23 01:58:34 +0000 UTC]
your very welcome and thanks!
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Mays-dream [2009-07-05 06:38:10 +0000 UTC]
hi, thanks for the fav
nice to know u,
how should i call u?
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MalevolentMinded In reply to Mays-dream [2009-07-08 15:00:02 +0000 UTC]
No prob, what do you mean "how should i call u?"
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Mays-dream In reply to MalevolentMinded [2009-07-08 16:21:15 +0000 UTC]
i mean, what's ur nick name? there's nothing in ur profile
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MalevolentMinded In reply to Mays-dream [2009-07-09 01:29:00 +0000 UTC]
ahhh I guess I need to change that, I guess I make my nickname fuzzworth.
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Mays-dream In reply to MalevolentMinded [2009-07-09 05:03:11 +0000 UTC]
alright, is it ok if i call u fuzz?
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MalevolentMinded In reply to MalevolentMinded [2009-07-09 01:33:00 +0000 UTC]
I guess I would if I could figure out how the fetch to do it..
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