ManipulatedBlood In reply to STONEROSE14 [2004-06-17 02:28:45 +0000 UTC]

Hey my stoner rose friend, Thanks for the comment thingy.. I fuess the whole expressing the anger rage etc scares people.. I have my ups and downs where at some points I dont give a shit and say what I want and other times where its like.. yeha tyey have feelings to... weirdos.. haha lat'r Stace

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STONEROSE14 In reply to ManipulatedBlood [2004-06-18 06:21:03 +0000 UTC]

Heya, you be welcome my good friend who manipulates the fluid in peoples body (hence your name). Yeahhh, expressing your anger rage does scare some, but its beatiful and terrifying to those who can truely appreciate it. And anger expression is a great way to also HEAL old scars until they arent so vissible anymore. I am a very outspoken person, so i say what i mean. I do have soft points, but it takes a long time for people to find them. you know how it is.
Anyway i'll talk to you later! watch my site! I drew something for you!
wuvs,
Stace

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ManipulatedBlood In reply to STONEROSE14 [2004-06-18 16:22:00 +0000 UTC]

Yay! I have a new friend! haha.. Yeah Anger rocks! I am usually really nice to people that I care about etc.. but if you push me Im going to push back harder.. thats how it is... Good Old Italian rage coming out! *Dances* I love music.. Im listening to an local band right now.. called Tepid.. they are amazing! but I dont dance.. i just sorta make an ass outa myself! SWEET! Contacts suck.. anyway! I pretty much say what I mean, and I get in trouble for it. The one thing I hate though is when people turn their back on you while you talking and walk away, it makes me want to kick them in the back of the head... I get very loud when I am mad..

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STONEROSE14 In reply to ManipulatedBlood [2004-06-19 07:26:51 +0000 UTC]

Well, firstly, im loud all the time....ask anyone. People are about ready to throw stuff at me in the theaters its so bad. my friends are used to it though, so their just like, oh shut up stacie. lol! Anger....is very strong. I cant say that i like it. When im angry i feel alone, like everyone has deserted me, and that i have to fight to be the way i was. Which fuels frusteration....which incidently turns to a firey anger again. Woo hoo. Its okay, i cant dance either....and when i do people laugh. I dont think its so funny! I WAS HAVIN FUN DAMN IT! You have my permission to kick their heads. Then set their pants on fire and watch them run. God...thats a site eh?

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ManipulatedBlood In reply to STONEROSE14 [2004-06-21 00:12:13 +0000 UTC]

Ah shit, I popped the lenses outta my mom's expensive glasses to wear them and I cant get them back in... shit... lol! Yeah I know, anger can suck.. actually it does.. and it leaves me feeling alone too. I know! We can be alone together! haha! I can dance.... for crap.. the only time I dance is when either im shit drunk or someone dares me or everyone else is and looking really dumb... And as for being loud... yeah.. haha I was pretending to be spider man htis weekend and this cute kid wants by and im like.. yeah hi. It was great.. i do the best things when people I actually am attracted to are walking by!

I wanna set someone's pants on fire! Someone almost set my pants on fire. Actually a couple people.. great huh?

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STONEROSE14 In reply to ManipulatedBlood [2004-06-21 09:03:12 +0000 UTC]

HA! Good luck gettin those back in before she notices!!!
LOL yes, we'll be angry/pissed/alone together. With minor appendages that follow me everywhere. Like mikey. :nods: hes really smart and useful sometimes though.....like for homework.....and i know hes gunna bitch me out after this but OH WELL!
I dont drink....dont smoke either. Never have, never will. So i dont have anything to blame my horrid dancing on. But i can dance like this and i can disco......and i can do the worm, but only backwards mind you!!! ...Im tryin to figure out how them black women do that whole.....butt pop thing....it interests me.... how the hell do they DO that!??!!? God, the back muscles they MUST have!
Spider man? wtf were you doin' actin like Spidey for in public eye??? >.< Lemmy guess....he gave you "the look". You know, the one that says, "OH....shes actin like that one dude.....shes cute......but yet acting like shes in third grade.....but shes cute.........hmmm...oo look a poptart!!!!"

POPTART!? WHERE!!!??? O.O
why did they almost set your pants a'flame?

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ManipulatedBlood In reply to STONEROSE14 [2004-06-21 14:26:40 +0000 UTC]

Um, you can only worm backwards?! I'd pay to see that!! haha thats awesome! No I almost learned the whole butt pop black people thing on night.. my friend was teaching it to me and I half got it then shes like you fucking white people dont have any ass at all and she walked away.. I was like.. Kayla wtf!
I got the lenses in.. finnaly.. after teeth and paperclips and glue and toilet paper.. etc. Haha nah I just popped them in, mind you it was extremelly difficult!
Yeah he was looking at me before i did the spiderman thingy and he was like.. that far away dazed look that people get when they want you to look at them in their eyes.. and then I started acting like spiderman and he kinda raised his eyebrows and walked off.. i was like.. yeah im dumb.. I want a poptart.. actually at this point I WANT TO EAT.. i barely ate anything this weekend... *tummy growls* TIME FOR BACON!

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STONEROSE14 In reply to ManipulatedBlood [2004-06-22 05:46:53 +0000 UTC]

GIMMY BACON! I WANT I WANT!!! *makes weird noises begging for baconny-goodness*

Gimmy money and i'll do it. Dont gimmy money....i'll probably still do it. Though, i find it difficult to do it without....ahem.....undergarments in the upper area on. Yeah, that hurts....but i still did it. Then everyone had a laugh in telling me how flat i was. Gee, thanks guys.

....im not flat....i just played basketball too many times with people who elbo in that area and now i've lost most of the feeling LOL! its an explanation!!! and a good one at that!

Glad you got them in! would you have been in deep crap if you didnt?

I want someone to teach me to do the ass-pop thing!....it looks entertaining and im sure id stand for hours looking in the mirror to see if i was perfecting it or not. Ya'll know i would.
hmm....maybe i need butt implants.....

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ManipulatedBlood In reply to STONEROSE14 [2004-06-30 18:24:37 +0000 UTC]

Haha yeah, I want boobie implants.. but everyone says I dont need them and then persists to tell me I have "a nice rack." Well doesnt that just make me feel dandy and all un-degrated like..? Boys.. they dont know how to put things nicely or give compliments.. they end up just diging themselves a whole and falling in.. sorta like me! Haha!

OMG Theres this HOT drummer boy whos 18 (whichs sucks cause im only 15) and he wants me!! Hes sooo gorgeous and he plays the drums like nothing! And he DRIVES and has hi own car! Fuck yeah! Im turning 16 though.. his ass will be MINE! Haha! Hows your love life my darling? Have a special someone?

The only thing I do is Softball (only cause my mommy maded me) Guitar, I want to do drums... and.. alot of phone! YEAH BABY! Im so bored... Oh and I got grounded.. thats why I havnt answered you in forever! im sorry babe!

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STONEROSE14 In reply to ManipulatedBlood [2004-07-06 09:02:17 +0000 UTC]

Why in the world would you want two silicon-filled sacks poked through a hole in you into your breasts? You were created the way you are for a reason. (sorry if you dont...er.... believe what i do....dont mean to preach....just what i think/believe. *sigh* its the full blooded Christianity in me. lol) God, i hate little boys who think they have to give you a taste of their testosterone because they believe they are "Testiclees, Ruler of all Male Hormones and Master Saducer of Women Kind." They need to kindly, take the foot that is already pretty far shoved up their asses and get it out of their system. Because, obviously one ass kicking moment did not set them straight and they need a fresh one. Not all guys do that btw, i have a very nice one that doesnt do that......welllllll....unless it goes both ways. Im a bit of an obnoccious person myself....not to mention the female hormones that everyone has. ¬.¬ and i stop there for you know the rest.
You cant let men degrate you that way. They need to know that A- You dont like them. B- They need to Die. C- They are stupid enough to mess with a bitch who will beat them black and blue. D- Sexual Harrasment is against the law, and the authourities will believe basically ANYTHING you tell them. You know why? Because your cute. And your little. And your innocent. And your fragile. And those mean old guys that hang outside your bus stop are already affenders in this sort of situation. PLUSSSS, it doesnt hurt to add that you could put a little more frosting on the cake and get them into more trouble. Liiiiikkkeee....say one of them lifted up your skirt during class to have a look-see as a dare. You go bursting into the office saying "OH GOD THE BASTARD TOUCHED ME! HE LIFTED UP MY SKIRT AND THE BASTARD TOUCHED ME! I WANT MY MOMMYYYYYY!!!!!!"......mayyyybe not too drastic....dont want the poor stupid boy to get ass-raped in prison. THat will just make him either really Bi, or really Gay. Then he will be a Gay/Bi guy sexually harrassing you. How does it get any worse? (no offence to anyone who is, i have several friends who are and im okay with them. As long as they dont hit on me/touch me.....just no. And guys i dont mind so much....its when girls are interested that i get a bit creeped. Yes, homophobe, right here. At least i admit it unlike some pissants who cant be honest about it.)
Good luck with that drummer dude ive always wanted to play the drums too. I have dreams a lot about me just rockin' out with my buds and just lettin load some sick beats while they jam on elec/bass guitar. Just dont get yourself hurt kay? Keep your guard up till your sure you can trust him. And whatever you do, dont ...er....put out. Ive heard it can screw with you really bad emotionally/physically if your not ready. ANd even if you think you are, well....sometimes we all think we can handle things, but in actuallity we just dont have the brain power to handle it. Sorry if what i said offends/upsets you.
My boyfriend lives in Olympia. Hes down for the summer, but we dont get to see each other as much as we both would like. Him with work, and me with trying desperately to find work. it sucks ass. But, he'll be a senior next year and so, the year after we're going to the same community collage, and he wants to get our own little place after that. Im sixteen, and i know who im going to spend the rest of my life with. As crazy as that sounds its true. Sorry if that upsets you also...i saw one of your past entries and you seemed extremely bitter about the whole relationship thing.
What'd ya get grounded for??? GEEZ! Ive been here forever waiting! just joshin. check my new deviation out for me kay? Its darkness.

Take care of yourself,
Stoner
or, as you already know,
Stacie

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ManipulatedBlood In reply to STONEROSE14 [2004-07-06 14:43:24 +0000 UTC]

haha nice Stacie!! Dude you're the fucking funniest person in the world you know that?!?! I put something from what up said up there in my profile on AIM! Its hilarious and I will end up calling keith Testiclees ruler etc etc... Yeah I know exactly what you're saying and I am going to be very careful.. I dont think Im going to jump into this whole, lets have sex thing.. though I do kid around with him alot.. He was talking to my friend becky (whom he doesnt like to much cause she IS very annoying!) And he said something like She can do things with other guys, because I just want to be cool about this, but just dont let me hear about it.. and I was like oh.. interesting! And I said go ahead and do shit with other girls and he said somthing about not wanting to cause he cares about me and stuff.. I was like Hmm interseting! And I talked to him on the phone (trying to get a position on this whole "what we are" thing, and he didnt really seem to want to talk about it. Is that normal? He said he likes me, but he doesnt want to boss me around with this whole "you're off limits to other guys" deal... I will continue this on a later note. Anyways yeah he has peircings and he's getting tattoos and etc, my mom is a bit worried that I might move to fast with him, but she thinks to fast is hugging a guy that you've known for a couple weeks... *rolls eyes* I hug all my guy friends. Even my ex boyfriends!
BUt there is the issue of not seeing him, like you have with your um.. I didnt hear if you called him a boyfriend, but you're love interest I guess you could call him. I really miss him.. which is really quite dumb but he said he misses me too and I dont know whether to believe him because guys just say that crap all the time, but he sounds the most sincere, though they all do... This is confusing! This whole, life thing!
I almost got a guy in trouble for sex harassment. He was "wrestleing" with me in tae kwon do, and he was the instructor but he was 16 and I was 14.. and he kept putting me in these awkwardly sexual positions and he MADE me wrestle with him because he was the teacher! So I told on him because I was uncomfortable and he got suspended and almost reported to the police! HA! GO ME!
Im leaving for FL.. so I will comment to you in *creepy voice* seven days...... haha well probably 8 cause of travel days etc, but yeah have a good week and hopefully you wont get into any trouble you bad girl you! haha later!

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ManipulatedBlood In reply to STONEROSE14 [2004-06-21 14:26:31 +0000 UTC]

Um, you can only worm backwards?! I'd pay to see that!! haha thats awesome! No I almost learned the whole butt pop black people thing on night.. my friend was teaching it to me and I half got it then shes like you fucking white people dont have any ass at all and she walked away.. I was like.. Kayla wtf!
I got the lenses in.. finnaly.. after teeth and paperclips and glue and toilet paper.. etc. Haha nah I just popped them in, mind you it was extremelly difficult!
Yeah he was looking at me before i did the spiderman thingy and he was like.. that far away dazed look that people get when they want you to look at them in their eyes.. and then I started acting like spiderman and he kinda raised his eyebrows and walked off.. i was like.. yeah im dumb.. I want a poptart.. actually at this point I WANT TO EAT.. i barely ate anything this weekend... *tummy growls* TIME FOR BACON!

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