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Matreon ♀️ [21728415] [2012-04-15 04:30:43 +0000 UTC] "I regret nothing" (Ireland)

# Statistics

Favourites: 502; Deviations: 29; Watchers: 11

Watching: 16; Pageviews: 4172; Comments Made: 224; Friends: 16

# Interests

Favorite visual artist: They are all to good!
Favorite movies: Don't Be Afraid of the Dark
Favorite bands / musical artists: Evanescence, Black Veil Brides, Shinedown, Anna Blue,
Favorite books: The Forest of Hands and Teeth, The Dead-Tossed Waves, The Dark and Hollow Places
Favorite writers: Edgar Allen Poe
Other Interests: Poetry

# About me

Hello, I am Matreon. I am just a teenager who has been labeled a freak all my life. I was born in Mullingar, Ireland. I moved to the United States when I was nine years old. I have been called goth, freak, weirdo, creep, loser, annoying, and the list goes on and on. But really I am emo. I have cut myself to feel a different kind of pain. One that I can control. I am trying to stop but it is not the easy since all my friends abandoned me and my family stopped talking to me. I also have PTSD (Post Tramatic Stress Disorder), depression, ADHD, ADD, Bi-Polar disorder and am also schizophrenic. I take medication to help with these but it does not work all the time. I have been writing poetry, stories, and been painting to take my mind off things. I am trying to find ways to let people that I am out there and that I really care about what people think. I've been to hell and back so many times that I could help almost anyone. So that is a little about me. You can message me if you want. Do not be afraid!

# Comments

Comments: 77

Dezaruthebeast [2014-06-11 07:30:10 +0000 UTC]

Welcome back matreon. Its good to see that you're going to continue writing. I pretty much died on this site, but I'll definitely check up on your stuff when possible. Good luck and I hope your stuff is great.

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TaigaChi [2014-03-15 22:33:15 +0000 UTC]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADY. Eat cake. For me. Plz.

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One-Already-Dead [2014-03-15 18:21:53 +0000 UTC]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

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scareygirl15 [2013-11-24 17:18:38 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the favorite

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Bark [2013-11-06 00:48:13 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the fave! :) (Smile)

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Anninhaxox [2013-11-05 23:05:34 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the fave. :) (Smile)

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pistachioSloth [2013-10-27 18:30:36 +0000 UTC]

So many thank yous for the fave.

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TFfan234 [2013-10-03 05:23:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the Fave.

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BlueDiamondSnow [2013-07-26 13:26:08 +0000 UTC]

Matreon, I am so pleased to meet you. I can totally relate to everything you have written, and I think I'm on the same path -- though not as early in my life as you are. If you want to know the story of my life, read the dark fairytale, Don't gather daisies (1&2) -- I just wrote them. I think you will relate.

This line in your bio just kills me: I've been to hell and back so many times that I could help almost anyone. i SOOOO know the feeling. And still, I'm sooooooooo sad for you! HUGS!

As one freak to another, I really like you. And you're brave. And art can help us. I know it.

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IINegativeII [2013-07-23 16:46:42 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the favorite :) (Smile)

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Thelionpride [2013-07-17 02:42:47 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the

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ashe-en-asta [2013-07-13 02:13:26 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the faves!

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ThroughMyEyesPhotos [2013-07-12 21:45:20 +0000 UTC]

Your poetry is amazing o:

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Matreon In reply to ThroughMyEyesPhotos [2013-07-12 23:38:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! It means a lot to hear that! Also thank you for the watch!

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bayanova5713 [2013-06-28 00:14:48 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the points !

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FluffyAndSweet [2013-06-12 20:22:27 +0000 UTC]

thank you for the favorite~

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BenHammonds [2013-06-04 18:52:53 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the fave my friend :) (Smile)

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samsamsammysam66 [2013-05-27 18:16:55 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the fav brosky!

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DrMario08 [2013-05-26 04:04:38 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the +fav +fav +fav +fav +fav +fav +fav ! ^.^

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VixRayne [2013-05-23 01:41:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the fave Floating

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Squeaky-Squishy [2013-05-21 09:47:48 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the favee! :D (Big Grin) :) (Smile)

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LustfulDevil [2013-05-13 19:34:57 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much for the fav :) (Smile)

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MoonGazer606 [2013-05-09 18:57:12 +0000 UTC]

thanks for the fav :) (Smile)

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the-golden-eagle [2013-05-08 14:37:09 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much for the fave

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Ghostjay55 [2013-04-29 22:20:42 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the fave :D (Big Grin) And didn't you want to do a collaboration before? :o (Eek)

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Ellen-Souler [2013-04-17 01:35:57 +0000 UTC]

thanks for the fav

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LyricalInfinity [2013-04-15 23:15:06 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for faving my [link]

People just need to know and pary with the citizens of Boston

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LyricalInfinity In reply to LyricalInfinity [2013-04-15 23:15:31 +0000 UTC]

pray* Jesus... :s

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Demon-Crazy [2013-04-15 03:02:16 +0000 UTC]

I'm at the chatroom now

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dreamcatcher5674 [2013-04-13 22:50:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the +fav +fav +fav +fav +fav !

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Demon-Crazy [2013-04-11 16:51:01 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much for the fav :) (Smile)
And feel free to note me anytime you want!

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Matreon In reply to Demon-Crazy [2013-04-11 23:27:00 +0000 UTC]

You are so kind, thank you! You are welcome for the favorite. You earned it. Your poem described my life quite perfectly

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Demon-Crazy In reply to Matreon [2013-04-11 23:42:43 +0000 UTC]

Aw thanks :) (Smile)
How's your day going?

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Matreon In reply to Demon-Crazy [2013-04-12 02:02:43 +0000 UTC]

My day? Well, in all honesty, it has not been very good. I was bullied by all of my peers once again. I was shoved in to lockers four times...
I apologize, it is not my right to burden you with my troubles. If I may ask, how is your day?

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Demon-Crazy In reply to Matreon [2013-04-12 02:22:23 +0000 UTC]

You aren't burdening me at all! I'm so sorry you got bullied and shoved, I'd kick those people's ass!! I'm sorry your day wasn't good, you deserve a good day. I wish I could give you a big hug!
My day was .. well I'm not sure, it had good things to it and bad things to it so I guess it was a numb day =P (Razz)
I hope tomorrow for you will be better

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Matreon In reply to Demon-Crazy [2013-04-12 02:55:15 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, you are one of the first people to be this kind to me. You are also the first person to be willing to kick the asses of those who have bullied me and were willing to wish to hug me... I have met more people who do not think me a freak on DeviantART than I have ever in my life in all three of the countries that I have lived in.

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Demon-Crazy In reply to Matreon [2013-04-12 16:22:05 +0000 UTC]

Well some people need to get their asses kicked because you can't go around shoving people into lockers, that's not right. No one deserves that kind of treatment. And I don't see how you can be a freak at all, hey I'm outsane (instead of insane =P (Razz) ) and I'm messed up but I don't see how you could ever be a freak, you just have sadness in you and I wish I could take it away.

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Matreon In reply to Demon-Crazy [2013-04-14 17:54:54 +0000 UTC]

You are truly the kindest person I have ever met! I feel as though I could tell you anything. I have not had that feeling in years.

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Demon-Crazy In reply to Matreon [2013-04-14 23:02:15 +0000 UTC]

Omg you're making me blush! <3 And you kind of can, I like helping people out, people need to know that somewhere out there others care about them :) (Smile)

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Matreon In reply to Demon-Crazy [2013-04-15 00:37:12 +0000 UTC]

That is good to know. Things have been hectic in my life as of late. With my engagement, school, being bullied, and trying to please my family, things are stressful...

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Demon-Crazy In reply to Matreon [2013-04-15 00:50:20 +0000 UTC]

Sounds like it, if you want I can add you to this chatroom I have on dA and we can talk :) (Smile)

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Matreon In reply to Demon-Crazy [2013-04-15 01:05:25 +0000 UTC]

Could you please? I think that may help some.

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Demon-Crazy In reply to Matreon [2013-04-15 02:30:27 +0000 UTC]

Sure let me send you the link now
[link]

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MewWitch [2012-12-11 14:30:23 +0000 UTC]

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TwistedBrokenToy [2012-12-09 12:46:33 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the favorite~! I see we share some things in common, not exactly happy things but still . . .

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karmacursed [2012-12-06 05:58:36 +0000 UTC]

North Dakota, huh? I have a friend that just moved to Aberdeen. He said it is cold as all hell up there. Anyway I'm going back to my corner of the internet now. Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi!