rxsecoke In reply to Meloncolliez [2019-05-30 00:50:01 +0000 UTC]

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Fantasycatt In reply to Meloncolliez [2018-06-03 20:36:12 +0000 UTC]

aaah dude how have you been?? i've missed you ;0; this week in school is so anxiety inducing for me i just want it to end ToT

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Meloncolliez In reply to Fantasycatt [2018-06-04 22:54:07 +0000 UTC]

Ahh I really missed you too!!!!!!! I'm going to try being more active here, I will probably fail at that because I'm going to be pretty busy this summer so yea :,D

AHHH I have had so much anxiety lately too ;-; Like dude I actually got a therapist because I apparently have social anxiety :/ Yea I can't wait for school to just be DONE :0 My last day is this Thursday but I have 2 huge tests on that day and I'm freaking out 0-0 Also I JUST had to get blood work an hour ago and my arm HURTS



also I now realized my obsession of star wars is increasing rapidly 0-0 I literally have star wars tooth paste, 4 star wars funko pops, a star wars hat, 2 star wars shirts, (and I just ordered another one which I will be getting next Tuesday XD ) I have watched all of the movies, I own 2 of them, I have 2 star wars books, I have 232 star wars photos in my phone gallery, on Instagram I've saved at LEAST a thousand star wars things, and I spam Dusky with star wars posts on Instagram EVERYDAY because she is the only one I can talk to about star wars and also she sends me posts all the time too. And when it comes to star wars I could talk for HOURS.

God I'm such a nerd XD

ANYWAYS so what are you doing this summer!!?! (I'm going on vacation to North Carolina with 5 of my little cousins and I hate little kids -_- )

AHH I have no idea why I type so much XD and it only takes 3 minutes to type this much (most of the time) 

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Fantasycatt In reply to Meloncolliez [2018-06-05 02:25:22 +0000 UTC]

That would be cool!! This summer is gonna be the best in a long while; I get to stay at my dad’s house for six days every other week!
But since my dad had to buy four children loft beds *and* and a super expensive awesome couch we probably won’t get to vacation again... plus the fact he took us to Disney World last summer (so did my mom rofl).

Im pretty sure I need a therapist pretty desperately but I don’t trust people so good luck with that lmao ... I try to tell my parents about stuff but either some of it might land me in a bad place or they just brush it off :/// so I’m probably never gonna be able to see one. Really wish I had medication for anxiety it’s the worst most annoying feeling ever like can I just w o r k please

this week on Wednesday we have to present to the class these multi media projects..... basically we had to pick from a list of universal themes like “how does the past impact the present” and then find five different types of media and connect them... our teacher gave us no format, she literally gave us the rubric and reminded us that we had to do five and that was it. Same teacher is also making us perform a scene out of Shakespeare’s Twelfth Night and I thought my group would be awesome because yay friends and we could just record the scene but then the most annoying kid in all of middle school had to join our group because he didn’t join a group when he was supposed to and we had an extra roll... it’s due this Friday. We still haven’t recorded. My friend’s girlfriend refuses to be in the same room as this kid. So yeah, there’s something for me to petrified of. ***dude I fricken hate that teacher***

ohmygosh I’ve been through so many phases pffffff .... PLUS  I like completely changed my aesthetic while you were gone. Now I’m in love with that black and green sci fi fantasy cyberpunk style lol. I went through some phases (okami and invader zim and the office and Glass Animals mostly)
Star Wars is awesome I love Hux and Kylo Ren the most out of everybody rn lol... have you seen the Solo movie yet? We saw it opening weekend, my mATH TEACHER WAS IN THE SAME THEATER AS ME and she didn’t see me

don’t worry, nerds are the best kind of people <3<3

no worries I love replying to long comments pff

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Meloncolliez In reply to Fantasycatt [2018-06-05 21:21:51 +0000 UTC]

Ahh yea I'm really looking forward to summer!!! (Besides the fact that my dad wants to limit our use of electronics but he is going to fail horribly because he works all day and my mom is home all the time and she doesn't care if we are on our electronics or not) :0

whAT YOU SENT TO DISNEY!?!?! I WANT TO GO THERE SO BAD (MOSTLY SO I CAN GO TO THE STAR WARS PART OF THE PAR I DO I CAN BUY ALL THE HECKING STAR WARS THINGS I WANT AND SO I CAN MEET KYLO REN AHHHH But I heard that he is REALLY intimidating and likes to get in your personal space and my anxiety will probably be through the the roof 0-0 Dusky and I are most likely going there someday together :0 (After I get to meet up with her) which I'm going to try to do this summer :0 (I feel like I already told you that I think)

Yea I don't like therapy very much :/ And I don't feel comfortable around her sometimes :/ Ahh dude I can't tell my parents ANYTHING. like I could name a hundred things they don't know about that I keep secret from them because I would be in HUGE trouble if they find out about some of these things....

Oh shoot group projects are the WORST. AHH I'm sorry about that!!! There is always that one stupid person that ruins it :/

Ooooh :0 That's cool!!!!!!!!!! I'm pretty sure I've become emo???? :,D considering black is now my new favorite color, I painted my bedroom grey and got black curtains and I try to wear black clothes whenever I can (also my one star wars shirt and hat are black so that's great) And I only became this way after I watched star wars the last jedi and I love the First Order/Dark side and Kylo and Hux so yea I think star wars completely changed me :0



DUDE KYLO AND HUX ARE MY FAVORITES I LOVE THEM AHHHHHHHH THEY ARE THE MAIN REASON I LOVE STAR WARS AND WHY I'VE GOTTEN INTO STAR WARS A LOT MORE :0000 (the only star wars character I like from the older ones is Anakin XD ) Also I hate seeing teachers/kids from school it's so awkward and I try to hide so they don't see me XD

AHH yea I ship Rey and Kylo (their ship name is apparently called Reylo) And a lot of people say their relationship is abusive or that they don't have feelings for eachother but I could write a BOOK to prove them wrong like seriously??? If they don't like each other then WHY DID KYLO BEG HER TO STAY WITH HIM!? I have so much proof about it but I will not say anymore or else this is going to be a very long comment (it already is :,D )

AHH No I haven't seen Solo yet!!! I want to!!! :0

I swear when star wars episode 9 comes out I will probably try VERY HARD to see if the First DAY of comes out even though that will probably be a big mistake because o f so many freaking people going to see it so basically I'm going to have to be there like an hour early 0-0 ) also I love audience reactions :,,D

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Fantasycatt In reply to Meloncolliez [2018-06-05 23:11:41 +0000 UTC]

Ha, hopefully, you won't have to worry about it! 

Yep B) except I was slightly depressed like the entire time :/ It was hard to enjoy anything. But I LOVE those citrus swirls, dude. Absolutely FAN-tastic. I haven't the pineapple dole whip (cause I don't like pineapple) but I bet a hundred bucks the citrus swirl is better. It's so underrated. The orange part is like - PURE citrus - So it's pretty bitter. But paired with the vanilla it is the most absolute best combination; I like to mix the two colors together, I wish it was something I could eat all the time. Since we are six people (my stepsiblings/mom + us) we got to rent a house and it was awesome, If I could pick any sort of house I wanted I'd pick something similar to it. Plus there was a pool!! But we always got back really late so we didn't get to swim in it for more than an hour; the water so pleasantly warm <3 

Yeah :/ We actually got a day off of school yesterday because of some flooding, so now I'm wondering how that will affect the presentations schedule. ESPECIALLY since the multi-media projects take two class periods + Shakespeare scenes, which are even LONGER than the presentations + Mrs. Mason is supposed to teach us Greek Mythology. So now, we only have three days left of English class. If Mrs. Mason actually decides to let terrified students present their made-in-five-minute projects  OVER learning Greek Mythology - Something I actually WANT to learn about - I swear, I'm going to scream. Not to mention... We are playing "electives kickball" later this week which I'm only a little bit absolutely and deeply petrified about   Plus... we are doing the "Science Olympics" where we get into groups. The first day I've heard you just gotta make a flag and a poster for your team, but after that, I'm really scared about what comes next. This is why the end of the year f*cking sucks, I can't even express the amount of anxiety I endure every day. That one kid who I mentioned joined our group... Some months ago he started talking to me and I'm like "ohmygosh FINALLY a male friend" because I've always wanted male friends because guys are typically much cooler than the girls at my school and I gave him a chance and boy did I make the biggest mistake of my entire life. He is extremely immature, never shuts up about south park and pink guy, he is also super clingy and has four classes with me. Lots of people think we like each other because he never. leaves. me. alone. Seriously sometimes I just want to stab him. I met another semi-friend because of him but it's not even worth it. Thank god he's moving away. I don't even understand why people think we like each other because 1.) I'm offended, you seriously think I have no standards 2.) if people knew how to read body language it would be extremely obvious that I, at the very least, dislike him. Sorry, I know this is so ranty but Jesus I don't know if I can wait much longer for him to get out of my life. The only good thing that came out of this is the fact that I can now tell stories of "that" guy. bhudfighsduiozx.

I've always considered "emo" more of a mindset, and "goth" for just the fashion. I don't blame you at all, goth fashions are really cool, and black is an awesome color lol. Isn't your room like, super dark all the time though? I feel like that would get annoying haha. But that's cool!! 

pFFT, SAME they are literally 90% of the reason LOL... 
I LOVE REYLO OH MY GOD <3<3<3 and abusive? seriously? where is there any hint towards that at all...? I think Reylo has a good chance of being canon, too. To balance out the good and evil, y'know? Like Ying and Yang

Personally, I didn't find the Solo movie very entertaining  :,0 the jokes kinda fell flat. I wish they had gone more comedy-centric than... what they did centric. 
yesssss can't wait for more reylo shipping material I MEAN I CANT WAIT TO SEE MORE OF THE STORY HahVDafvgsdtajfysd

I just want the year to end so that I can focus on art... and maybe animation, If I feel up to it. At the same time, I'm really scared about high school ;( I know once I'm there, It will quickly feel natural (as did middle school) but you can't help that lingering sense of fear :T

I am slowly acquiring black and green things... very slowly... I love cyberpunk a lot. Except I would be way less extreme in dressing in the style lol. Steampunk is really neat also Being into cyber things makes me wish I was born into the future. Like really badly. But I don't want to be like 70 years old when I want to happen happens, I want to be a teenager or something;-; Sometimes if I think about how badly I want to be born in the future I get really depressed. Green is my favorite color now. Neon green on musty purple is the best color combination. Plague doctors are cool beyond words. Speaking of, me and my brother are dressing as them for Halloween next year. I'm not into candy, so we're probably going to hand it out or just walk around being cool. Afterall, all Halloween is just an excuse to dress as awesome as possible without people calling your fashion sense weird Halloween is my new favorite holiday. I love its atmosphere to an incredible extent. 

Today I took my Algebra SOL. I took nearly six hours and skipped my classes It was practically a day off. And since I checked my answers so much, I'm pretty confident I passed advanced, even if only barely. In the beginning of the SOL, though, I was sooo sleepy, dude. On only the fifth question I started going to sleep and trying to jolt myself awake. 
!!On my writing SOL, I got a perfect 600!! but on my reading, I got a 470. No idea what happened there...
Still need to ask what my science SOL score was.

Shoot I just remembered I need to get my yearbook tomorrow morning... but my bus is late so idk If I will be able to get it...  

IDK if you'll see this before tomorrow, but wish me luck on my presentation :,0 90% sure I did it wrong but at least everybody else thinks they did it wrong so
the first slides of mine sound like they belong to a psychology essay :T I tried to add cool visuals to make it less boring (It's interesting to me, but I suspect It won't be to others)

 

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Meloncolliez In reply to Fantasycatt [2018-06-06 23:11:26 +0000 UTC]

Yea :,D

OO THAT SOUNDS SO GOOD AHHH :0 On my gosh that's so cool :,0

Woa, flooding???? I don't think you ever told me what state you live in, maybe you did idk but you dont have to tell me, but I'll just say that I live in Pennsylvania :,D actually I think I told you that before ?? Also on no D: AHHH presentations are so stupid I freak out 0-0 oooh man I'm sorry about that, ahhhhh on shoot he sounds so annoying on my god! That's good that he's moving!!! And no worries, I rant a lot sometimes, and also I like when people rant to me??? I don't know I guess I just like to listen to what they have to say :,D

AHH no my room was this weird light green/yellow color and it's always too bright and I had all kinds of embarrassing puppy and kitten posters so I switched from that to a dark theme really fast XD And because of my black curtains my room gets so dark and at night since I can usually see the street lights out my window but now I can't see a thing so I have to turn on my green/blue lava lamp :0

AHHHHHH YESSSS THANK YOU!! 👏👏👏👏👏 REYLO IS CANON AHHH! Apparently people somehow get the idea that it's abusive from when Kylo said in the throne room that she is nothing but not to him ??? So I'm really confused about that??? ALSO RIAN JOHNSON, THE DUDE THAT WRITES THE SCRIPT CONFIRMED THAT KYLO DID WANT TO KISS REY IN THE ELEVATOR SO I WAS FREAKING OUT WHEN I FOUND THAT OUT! And exactly!!!!! I think I that was the whole purpose, for the story to be focused on Rey and Kylo :0 Like we see so many scenes with Kylo and we can see his emotions, like this is the first villain in star wars that we actually see that shows emotion and is like a main character. Like all of the other villains we see in the older movies are just plain bad most of the time :0

Really?? Yea flat jokes are really annoying to me :/

AHH SAME :,D I AM ALWAYS LOOKING AT POSTS AND LOOKING ONLINE AND STALKING RIAN JOHNSON'S TWITTER AND INSTAGRAM ACCOUNTS SO I CAN TRY TO FIND ANY HINTS WHAT SO EVER ABOUT EPISODE IS

ALSO I do if you noticed this or not, but in The Force Awakens, remember when Rey had the vision when she touched likes lightsaber??? Everything in that vision came true except ONE thing. Ok so some of the vision happened in the Force Awakens, and the part with luke watching the temple burn down with r2d2 was replayed in the last jedi when luke explained that Kylo did it. The only part that never happened was when Rey was in the ground and it was raining and some unknown character was above her and Kylo killed this character, and then Rey stood up and Kylo was standing with (I'm assuming) the knights of Ren that have been mentioned and then kylo turned and was her and started walking towards her I want to see if that actually happens

AHH same here!!! I was really active here last summer... And then school came and I would spend months away from here even though I do love deviantart, but I felt that I didn't have such easy access to deviant art as I do to my other social media apps because I was already logged in to all of my apps and it's just quicker I guess. I want to focus on art more too :0 Ahh dude good luck with highschool!!!! This was my first year of high school and I'm finally DONE. it was pretty hard in the beginning but you'll get used to it! :0

Haha! Yea those are such cool colors!!!!!! Yea I like black and grey a lot more now :,D I do like neon green and neon blue :0 AHH yes! That sounds so cool!! Halloween is great

Woa :0 oh my god I'm so bad at math :,(  Actually I'm really bad at all tests in general ;-; I will know the subject so well, and when the test comes, I magically forget everything. :/ And in science I was learning about atronamy, and that's my FAVORITE, and I didn't do well on the test!?!!

Ahh I hope your able to get your year book! I got mine 2 weeks ago I think

Oh no I'm so sorry about that!!! It's too late for me to wish you luck by now XD but I hope it went well!!!!!!!!!! :0

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Fantasycatt In reply to Meloncolliez [2018-06-07 22:02:59 +0000 UTC]

yES ITS SO GOOD

I live in VA, sometimes it just rains a lot and some of the streets flood just enough for schools to close, it's an abnormality though.
euch... I can't believe I have to see him *after* school to record my dumb scene -_- During school is always bad enough. He's also a big part of the reason I wish I was 100% gay instead of like 50% -_-

wow, that sounds like a weird color pfft... I have so many girly things in my room, I hate it lol. I want cool posters now, not cat ones >:0 unless the cats are cool.  I've been trying to reorganize to ease stress (because I'm a perfectionist and I hoard things) and I have so much dumb stuff like necklaces I made when I was 5 years old. I was soooo girly omg I also went through a phase where I wanted to dress like a hippie. I have a lot of peace sign stuff because of that. I do have an orange lava lamp (!!) but the light looks really hellish at night pfft. I want a green one so badly :T
...okay update we just recorded the scene and now I feel really depressed and sad


VEDGYUHTRESFGHJKL*T i love everything you just said


euch i was testing for six hours and got a 470... at lEaSt i pAsSeD


yeah i got my yearbook it has a really cool steampunk sort of pattern

actually i didn't present last class, i'm presenting tomorrow... i dont see how we are fitting everything into the class time 

sorry i want to type more but i just really need to relax :T hate everything right now to an unreasonable extent 

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Meloncolliez In reply to Fantasycatt [2018-06-08 12:19:04 +0000 UTC]

AHHH

Ooooo Virginia is cool :000 I drove through that state when I went to South carolina, and I'm pretty sure we stopped somewhere in Virginia to go to a restaurant?? Ahhhhhhhh he sounds extREmely annoying on my god ;-; 

It was a weird color 0-0 Haha I love to have everything in my room organized but no matter how hard I try it somehow gets unorganized and it's so annoying ;-; Ahh I actually have jewelry :,D I have some and my dad and great grandma got me necklaces for my birthday and I feel bad because I haven't wore either of them once ;-; but I do not like that stuff :/ Like I hate wearing dresses and painting my nails... Like nOPE I like wearing my star wars hat, tshirts, shorts, and a sweatshirt thank you very much XD AHHH lava lamps are amazing and yea green would be awesome!! :0 
AHH oh no D:

AHHHH THANKS

:0000 Good job I hate tests with a passion :,D

Woa that's so cool ;0;

Oh no! GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahh it's okay!!! I know what you mean :,D

Also today is my first day of summer vacation :0 Finalllllly

And I don't remember if I told you this or not, but I seriously really really did miss talking to you  

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Fantasycatt In reply to Meloncolliez [2018-06-08 20:03:20 +0000 UTC]

Where I live, the only food options are gross fast food... I love going to my dad's house because I can eat real food for six days in a month lol
We *literally* have nothing that isn't fast food, unless you count Applebees, but they're gross anyways

Same here, m dood. It's nice to have it look clean every once in a while though. My mom said we could rearrange everything over the summer and paint over the walls and make it look cooler??? I might get an inset book case !! I started wearing necklaces more often (literally two weeks ago) but I'm very picky about them. I've only worn like four different ones, but one of them is a choker so idk if ya count that
I hate dresses too... maybe if I went somewhere more formal i could stand it, but definitely no nail polish for me lmao. 

I don't find tests as stressful/anxiety-inducing as most people make them out to be ... i never really have, i guess i'm just weird 

my presentation went alright!! Lol this one guy (we are like semi-friends) who is also obsessed with cats made his entire presentation about how cats are actually not mean and i couldnt stop smiling XDDD everybody was like "dude what are you talking about" 

really??? we have two random days next week :/// monday and tuesday. 

aww... i used to think about you sometimes lol.. even if you are only back on the site to talk me like once a day i'll be happy hehe

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Meloncolliez In reply to Fantasycatt [2018-06-08 20:38:40 +0000 UTC]

:,D Fast food is disgusting :T I do get McDonald's quite a bit though but sometimes it makes my stomach hurt Where I live we do have fast food places, but we actually have quite a few resteraunts and a lot of them are pretty good :0

Oh cool!!!!!!!!

I still can't stand dresses wherever I go :,D I always ask my mom if I can just wear casual clothes :/ Yea nail polish is so annoying, like my nails feel weird if I paint them so I end up using nail polish remover 

I don't really stress about tests, I just really hate them XD

Oh good!!!!! Oh YESS that sounds like a amazing presentation :000

Ahh hopefully those two days to fast for you!

Yea I would think about you too, which is why I would check back here every once in a while :3 I'll try to talk to you a lot more often!! (Or at least until I leave to go to North Carolina on June 17th. I will be gone for 8 days I think) I really also missed being on deviant Art even though more than half of my watchers are not active i think :,P I am definitely going to be on here more often I'm also using my one account, xGalaxymuttx a lot more often, since it's my space themed account XD

Also when I typed xGalaxymuttx, my autocorrect changed it to fLashlights ??

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Fantasycatt In reply to Meloncolliez [2018-06-12 00:16:11 +0000 UTC]

Sorry, It took so long to reply. Today was my last day of school, It never really hit me that I'm only going to be seeing 2 of my friends ever again (in high school) until now. The one person I desperately wanted to be friends with (already we are semi-friends, I'd say) is moving. It sort of sucks. I expected this sort of crippling loneliness to come later in the summer, not right now. It's a sort of hollow feeling. Like, yeah, I'll meet new people in high school I'm sure, but I'm weird with relationships. (not romance. I mean in general terms.) There is a sort of... a list of standards I look for, and If a person doesn't meet that criteria I usually seem them as inferior, stupid, and at a permanent loss of my respect. So, as you can imagine, I hate nearly everybody at school. Why is it that when I find someone really cool that I have a lot in common with they end up moving? It's not even one time it happened.
...I'm so lonely.

I'm currently listening to songs such as "Out of My League" and "Safe and Sound" but because they remind me of when I was in my younger years and of my dad they are making me want to cry.

I used to be fine with fast food, but recently all of it tastes disgusting. We have a Mexican place that is good, but I fear I will grow tired of it quickly... 

The 8th grade formal was described to me by some friends and I can now safely say that I am very happy I didn't go. I don't like wearing boring/lazy clothes, but I don't want skirts and dresses or stuff. I'm just in the middle, I'd say.

Did I mention. That kid's presentation about the negative stigma around cats received more groans and eye rolls than the presentation about modern-day feminism. I swear, I'm the only female in my school that isn't a complete and utter sheep. Other times, I wonder if the students have brains.
It's at the point where females literally just *assume* I agree with them that the wage gap exists or something similar to that. I don't like confrontation, so I've never told them I'm conservative. I've never met another conservative female. I've met some who don't believe in feminism crap (like 1 or 2) but never a conservative. At least it makes me feel more in common with the males since I have yet to encounter a liberal male. ...Wow, saying "male" sounds creepy in reference to humans. I really wish I had guy friends. Genuine ones. The guys at my school (there is a certain "group" of them) are so fricken cool, dude. No offense but better than the females; although there is plenty of idiot male specimen ( the "popular" ones), Moreso than good. ...The females all sort of blend together, to be honest. Can't remember half of their names. But now it doesn't matter, I'll never have the chance to talk to them again.

I'm working on a reference sheet for a species. I want to do regular drawing, but I feel too sad, and besides, the main motivation I had for drawing was for said-kid to compliment it and we'd have something to talk about.
At least I can talk to him on discord, I guess. (He's the one who is moving .w.) 

...IDK, man. I hope when I wake up tomorrow, I'll be okay. Today I told another of my friends, who is moving, that I would come to school tomorrow. So, as you may be able to imagine, I never gave her a proper goodbye. And now my mom is letting me stay home (since it is the last day.) I'm going to feel guilty for a long time. 


Something else to talk about... I'm always curious about people's music tastes. I feel like the music someone listens to says a lot about how that person really is. 
So... what sort of music are you into? You don't have to get specific if you don't want to.
Personally, I've fallen in love with more "underground" sorts of music but I love a lot of popular stuff too. Since I absolutely love talking about it, I'll make a list of sorts.
-I lovelovelove electronic music. ALL types. Including electronic music that is mostly words but has really cool electronic sounds mixed in.
Specifically... I really love...

-Dubstep
-Trap
-Electro Swing (Caravan Palace, I SEE U)
-v a p o r w a v e
-Darkwave
-Witch house/haunted house
-Electronic metal/rock

Besides that, I love psychedelic pop (Such as Stealing Sheep (the song "Shut Eye") and my all-time FAVORITE BAND, Glass Animals. Ugh I love them so unbelievably much).
 
I love metal and rock in general. And then I listen to a mix of things. I have some mainstream favorites. 

You ever heard of "A Bullet for my Valentine"? Check it out if ya like some sort of rock music. My personal favorite that I've heard is "Your Betrayal." The guitar solo, in the beginning, is super long though rofl.
One of my most favorite songs in the WORLD is "Two Weeks" by All That Remains (metal). It's incredible. 
"I Am Electric" by (crap I don't remember) I didn't like at first but it seriously grew on me.

If you are curious about electronic metal/rock... PLEASE listen to Celldweller. My favorite is Lost in Time, but Down to Earth I also like. AND. ESPECIALLY. Listen to the Voicians. "This Pain Feels Real" sounds so epic and dramatic and "Prayer" is also amazing. 
...It sounds a little more emo than it is. 

Anyway, as you can see, I love nerding out over music. Now it's your turn >. 

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Meloncolliez In reply to Fantasycatt [2018-06-12 14:12:42 +0000 UTC]

That's alright!!

Dude I don't even know what else to say other than I'm really really sorry to hear that ;-; I've had 3 good friends of mine move away :/ Life just sucks sometimes

DUDE I LOVE THAT SONG :0 BOTH OF THEM

I don't get fast food too often so I'm okay with it. Also apparently when I go back home from my vacation, I'm staying overnight in a hotel in Virginia! :0

AHH I hate formals :/ For my 8th grade formal, it wasn't really formal :,D In the hallway there was a extremely long table and it just had candy all over it. And way too many kids took advantage over it because the room where they were playing music all of the kids were acting.... A little insane :,D 

Wow. That's just.... I hate when people just assume things about you!!! That's like with my dad, he THINKS he knows everything about me. Well considering I keep a lot of things to myself and have tons of secrets, no, he doesn't really know me. And it makes me SO MAD that he doesn't understand what social anxiety is!!!! I play the piano and he said I HAVE to do a recital and I'm just- like NO. luckily my mom understands, but honestly, my dad is just stupid.
I just can't deal with people. I'm so glad it's summer :/ Yea, at my school all of the guys are either stupid, know-it-alls, think they are better than everyone, or there are the class clowns. The cooler groups are basically the mean ones. :/

Oh cool!! Yea at the moment I'm not motivated the actually draw, so I'm just making some adopts so I can get some more points because I want to get a core membership because I'm changing my username again :,D On all of my social media accounts my username is Rainnmutt :T I hate how I'm always changing my username and all of my friends here have kept the same username for years. My first username was Winter Wolf and honestly I miss that username but I don't want to change all of my usernames again because I like Rainnmutt :,D Also I want to buy adopts from other people

I'm all about Pop music, like I don't know if just motivated me

SHUT EYE IS THE BEST SONG I LISTENED TO IT 3 TIMES IN A ROW AT 6:30 THE MORNING XD

My favorite bands/singers are Twenty one pilots, Imagine dragons, X Ambassadors, Major Lazer, Or Monsters and Men, Maroon 5, Calvin Harris, The Weekend, and Neon Trees

Here's a list of my current favorite songs :,D

-Out of my league
-shut she
-Blood in the cut (Wire Atlantic's Remix)
-Take Me to church
-Little Fang
-Dear Fellow traveler 
-Be Together
-Little Talks
-Sweater Weather
-Sleeping With a friend
-Make me like you
-Heathens
-Who we are
-Hymn For The Weekend
-Love Me Again
-Leave A light on
-Calabria 2008

So yea XD

Oooo I'll check all of those songs out later!!!

I'll tell you if I like them or not

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Fantasycatt In reply to Meloncolliez [2018-06-12 15:16:13 +0000 UTC]

Agreed...

pFFT... I find myself not really liking candy anymore. I haven't for quite some time. People are always so surprised when I tell them... I just really don't like sweet things, I guess. I'm a salty + savory kind of person. I also like bland food, though. I hate all sauces (except, VERY occasionally, mustard; and I like Italian dressing), either because they taste bad or I want to be able to taste the original food. Whenever we have fondue, I'm torn because the cheese taste amazing on the bread bUT THE BREAD TASTE AMAZING AND WE ONLY EVER BUY IT WHEN WE HAVE FONDUE. 

REALLY ??? I used to listen to them all the time when I was younger. I was all about those two songs + "Come A Little Closer" + "Ho Hey" + Lady Gaga + Dance music. 
...Lady Gaga both reminds me of my Nana and a random memory from when I was at the grocery store w/ my dad.

OO really??? That's cool! Now I wanna know which one ... 

Blech. It was harder for me to tell my mom I was conservative than it was to tell her I'm bisexual. Also, I feel like this is sort of funny: EVERYBODY on my mom's side is liberal/feminist and EVERYBODY on my dad's side is conservative/we make fun of feminists and SJWs. ... 
Sorry about your dad. My mom is the same way with my brother; she forces him to play guitar (probably just because her fatass boyfriend is in a band).

Summer'll be nice for a bit before I daydream about murdering my stepsister every 4 seconds. Just because we will see them so often. Hey, my dad bought loft beds for us!! And he's getting the "Awesome Couch" that we will actually be able to *fit* on. They're waiting for it to go off sale; every so often items will go off 15%. To give you an idea of the price, 15% of it is, according to my father, about $625. So, no wonder we aren't going much of anywhere over the summer. 

I want to make adopts, and I personally love all the designs I make, but they don't get much attention. Meanwhile, popular artists get tons of attention for painting a design really well but putting no thought into the design itself; e.g. the drawing of the adopt looks really good, but the design itself is very bland. But just cause it looks skillfully drawn, people flock to it. 
I'm going to make my species semi-open so that way I won't have to worry about controlling everything and I can still make some points off of it.  The main reason I want Core now is to request critiques. 

OH, I actually like all of those bands and singers lol! I should give you a proper list of my favorites:
#1 Glass Animals (<3<3<3<3)
#2 Caravan Palace
#3 Nohidea/Shiloh (its a tie)
#4 Celldweller
#5 Paramore/Of Monsters and Men (its another tie) 

IF YOU LIKE POP MUSIC LISTEN TO "GOOEY" BY GLASS ANIMALS. It is the most popular song they've made because of the pop appeal. "Pools" and "Youth" are also a bit pop-ish. bUT PLEASE. LISTEN TO GOOEY. I NEED MORE GA FANS ROUND HERE <3<3<3

I really love like. All those songs. I bought Little Fang on Itunes! It's so uplifting. 
Nobody else I've known likes Hymn For the Weekend. I really love it because it gives me beach memories (on a boardwalk in Bethany Beach, I believe) and I love that cowbell, so much. 

That would be awesome!! Sorry if it's a lot lol. I don't have any friends who are passionate about music so it makes me really excited that you'll listen to them lol. 
PLEASE tell me whatcha think <3<3 

I have a really long playlist of songs on youtube but it's private because I can't change my youtube username and I don't want people to know my last name. 
Dude, there are so many songs I know that I now want you to listen to rofl. Do You by Troyboi and Who Is She? by I Monster both are dark sounding and have really cool electric music.  

We're going on a nature trail walk thing now. Then I have to turn in something to the school office. Then we eat food. I think Five Guys. 

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Meloncolliez In reply to Fantasycatt [2018-06-16 13:54:06 +0000 UTC]

Sorry it took me 4 days to reply ;-; I've been really busy and now tonight I'm heading to north Carolina and I will try my best to reply to you but it might take a few days :/

:0 Really? I'm actually not that big of a fan of candy either, but I love chocolate :"D I can't eat anything spicey :T AHHH that sounds really good!! ;0;

I love that Ho Hey song!!! and i still listen to lady gaga sometimes :,D

Oh wow :T It is so hard to tell my parents things so yea, I just keep it to myself :,,D

Haha XD I have been daydreaming a lot lately and I will just sit in a chair or on a couch listening to music and starring at something until someone walks in the room and gives me a weird look :"D Good luck with your sister XD Oh wow that's expensive, especially since you won't all be able to fit in it :/

Yea! I know right!!?!? It's so stupid!!! Most of Them do this really good lineart then they don't put much thought into the design and they make it really expensive and here are the rest of us, making these cool adopts with cool designs and no one notices. He's a sometimes I just don't like the designs I make and I do sometimes see these adopts with such cool designs, like you should check out these people on here, even though they are asking for actual money for their designs but their library and designs are really cool, (that's my opinion) These people: Toucat, Colonels-Corner, ranalligator, and c-Chimera

Yea! Oh cool! I want to check them out!!

AHHH OK I WILL LISTEN TO THAT

yea little can't is great! Hymn for the weekend is such a great song, it's currently like my favorite and I listen to it like everyday :,D

AHH ok so I did listen to those songs and I liked all of them!!!!! I wouldn't say they are my absolute favorites, since that's not the type of music that I'm used to but I liked them!!!!!!

Ahh :/ My YouTube is not private because I think I was able to change my username, or my gmail had a fair username? Because my YouTube is Storm1417 I'm pretty sure...
Oh COOL I will listen to those too!!!

Wow that sounds fun!!

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rxsecoke In reply to Meloncolliez [2018-03-12 21:22:48 +0000 UTC]

ssooob hii its been a while

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Meloncolliez In reply to rxsecoke [2018-04-03 20:48:37 +0000 UTC]

Woa it has been a while!! Hi!!

I'm not very active on here anymore :/

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rxsecoke In reply to Meloncolliez [2018-04-05 18:14:02 +0000 UTC]

Yeah! 
Aw, what are you most active on then?

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Meloncolliez In reply to rxsecoke [2018-04-11 19:21:40 +0000 UTC]

I'm on instagram every single day XD my instagram is rainnmutt

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rxsecoke In reply to Meloncolliez [2018-04-12 14:45:24 +0000 UTC]

cool! ill follow you asap!

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-11-22 23:46:50 +0000 UTC]

Hey :3
I'm sorry I've been so unactive...
I'd love to talk with you ^^

I've improved a ton with my art, but i don't have any styli to draw with, and i don't have anything to take a good quality picture
My mom said she'll consider getting me an ipad pro, if i got one i'd be so unbelievably happy :')

How have things been with you?

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Meloncolliez In reply to UntamedFantasy [2017-11-26 20:17:02 +0000 UTC]

Hey! :3

Ahh same :/

Ahh I'd love to see your art! And ahh lucky!! My parents say "iPads are too expensive" yet they buy my brother a Xbox 1s and games for it too.

I feel so.. I don't really have the word... But I. just. Want. To. Draw. But I can't!!! I want to use my wacom tablet but I only use it when my dad isn't home or else he bothers me... But them my moms still home so I can't upload art here! I've just been waiting..  And waiting to get a laptop. WAITING. I just want to improve my art but I can't until I get a laptop my mom said "well maybe when you get a job" BUT THAT WONT BE FOR A FEW YEARS.

I'm just so frustrated ;-;

Anyway, yea XD

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-11-26 20:27:36 +0000 UTC]

wow, really? :/
I wish i could do commissions for irl money but i doubt anybody would want one. Because i'm pretty sure now that she isn't getting me one. I was watching a video review and she watched it over my shoulder, she didn't really say anything about but seemed impressed. but she was like "Is that an Ipad?" and earlier she kept saying like "IF i got you one," and stuff. at first i was thinking she's pretending so it'll be a surprise but just from that question i doubt she'll ever get me one.

...i really hope she didn't get me a laptop now that i realize i don't want nor need it anymore












...she did, didn't she









Aww :/ 
If i got an ipad pro i feel like i could improve sooo much. There would be SO MANY MORE OPTIONS and i'd be able to make digital paintings and everything :,0 Then maybe i could sell art with it and then...  if she got me one i could like pay her back or something, if it doesn't end up being a gift
it would be totaly worth every single penny. I mean the screen is bigger and the pen is super thin and YOU COULD TAKE IT LIKE ANYWHERE AND JUST AAAAAHHHH

i watched tons of reviews on it lol


I'm so sorry DX that sounds so annoying

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Meloncolliez In reply to UntamedFantasy [2017-11-27 13:41:54 +0000 UTC]

:0 I've wanted to do commissions for real money too! But I'm not allowed to have PayPal yet... And I don't even have a computer I could use because of my dad ;-;

Good luck getting that iPad!! :00000

I've been hinting my mom that I want a laptop...

But I also want to save up for a Nintendo Switch..

If I had to choose I'd get the laptop first but I've mentioned the switch quite a bit so I hope she doesn't get it for me for Christmas 0-0



Also yea, you could try out medibang paint because on iPads it gives you a lot more screen space :0 honestly I prefer medibang over autodesk

Ahh well good luck to both of us then XD (I know I'm going to need it DX )

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-11-27 23:39:07 +0000 UTC]

Rereading that first reply you gave me... maybe your parents just don't understand how much you care about your art? That's how I feel with my mom sometimes. I'm not sure how you would make them understand... I'd consult the internet, personally... lol

I might be allowed a PayPal if I asked... The thing is, though, that even if I had one, I probably wouldn't make any money... Firstly because of the limitations of the art programs my kindle, secondly because I'm not exactly popular on this site and have pretty much no way of getting any recognition. Perhaps I could make adoptables... but I doubt they'd get much attention unless they were either painted or have a very well-made base. 

Thanks ^^ Good luck getting that laptop

I wish I had known about Ipads earlier, because then I could have been asking for one for quite a while. While my dad initially got me wanting one, I watched tons of reviews online by artists who say it rivals, or even is better than, the Wacom tablets. The artists who talk about it also seem to be in love with the apple pen, which is very thin ^^ The fact that people had been saying that got me really excited about it. If I had an Ipad Pro, the only app I'd need is Procreate. It is seriously the best art app I could possibly wish for. A couple of artists have said Procreate was the only reason they got an Ipad .o. 
It seems absolutely wonderful.. and there's the fact that they're very portable, unless maybe if you have a 12.9 or something.
I was pretty much talking to my mom all day yesterday about how wonderful they are  u^.^

One day you will get that darning laptop >
I believe in you !!

I'm very excited for Christmas already... although I'm waiting to show it until at least December first... Thanksgiving deserves respect!!
We put up our decorations yesterday - I've told a couple of people, who all said they ALSO decorated on Sunday O-O
I get to be with my dad on Christmas, which has to be the best part!! We've had Christmas with him one other time, and it was absolutely awesome... just being with my stepsister during Christmas was so fun ^^

Also... do you remember Aynira at all? That huge world I came up with? I drew a couple things about it. Basically, I'm starting over with it. New characters, new lore, new gods, new world. It's going to be a collection of stand-alone novels. Some backstories may intertwine, but there will be no random overarching plot for the characters. I read a really good article about series vs stand alone collection that made me feel better about the idea. 
I'll have to listen to loads of music to get some character ideas U^^
I'm planning on making each character's backstory detailed, darker, and more mature. I really want serious themes like rape to be included, because I don't like the idea of having happy-go-lucky characters in an occasionally edgy world. There are a couple of things I may keep the same, such as tribes, glarings, Cursed Ones, magic, etc... But i'm going to introduce tons of new themes. I want a world I can be very proud of and one that you can get seriously involved in. Including serious and mature themes will be more interesting to read and write about. 
I'm also planning on making the world much, much more fantastical. Loads of magic and abilities, rather than a couple of mages and oracles. 
Although, I'm probably keeping Zaneki the same, with perhaps a couple different tweaks here and there - he was my favorite and therefore has a very well developed backstory. Even the characters in his backstory have extremely well-developed backstory.

Anyways, yeah. I'm super hyped up right now.

I still have homework to do... but... I'm just going to do it tomorrow since I miiight have told my mom I didn't have any. oops ouo 

We're about to watch Once Upon a Time... so, have a good night!   

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Meloncolliez In reply to UntamedFantasy [2017-12-02 00:47:31 +0000 UTC]

Ahh sorry for the late reply ;w;

My dad just... Doesn't understand art, and he also doesn't trust the internet and me using it for a reason I told you before ;-; 

My mom probably wouldn't mind it if I explain it to her but then she would tell my dad and I just don't want that to happen...

Same here... That's why I have this virtual online dog sim called Furry Paws, because there is an art side to it and people make a lot of money 0-0 and if everybody knows about you there, then you'll become popular here since it very easy to get noticed on FP if people like your art so I'm working on that. It would be easier if I JUST HAD A LAPTOP °^°

I really, really hope you get that iPad :000 I don't really see a need for myself to get one right now, maybe one day... But I probably wouldn't have much use for it if I just used my Wacom intuos art tablet and a laptop

Seriously though, I love that wacom tablet so much :0 its so easy to draw with the pen, and I thought since I have to look at the computer screen to see what I draw instead of down at the tablet that it would be so hard, but its so easy! If you just hover the pen over the tablet and move your hand around its just like moving a computer mouse but easier, and when you press down it actually draws ;0; 

Someday I'm going to get the expensive one that meets you look at the tablet screen though because it is a bit better

OK sorry I feel like I'm bragging ;D

Well I don't have much on my Christmas list so I'm just looking forward to our annual Christmas eve party since its what I look forward to all year every year XD its fun

AND YES I DO REMEMBER AYNIRA :0 Ahh I can't wait ;0; 


Also: SOME FRICKIN 30 YEAR OLD DUDE BROKE INTO MY SCHOOL THE FIRST DAY OF THANKSGIVING BREAK AND SET OUR VENDING MACHINE ON FIRE 0-0 He's now in jail but he was creepy looking... I'm a little freaked out :/

So yea XD

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-12-05 23:11:58 +0000 UTC]

aww it seems weird they haven't changed their opinion on that though. I mean, hasn't it been a while? ( i'm sorry

Woah! Think I may have heard of it? I should look it up ^^

Oof :0 I'm celebrating Christmas with my dad!!    !!!!
Christmas eve is going to be christmas w/ our mom, but then later that day my grandparents are coming over... -_-
plus, my brother has a concert that i have to go to -_- -_-  and stay from like 5:40 to 8:00 auughh
and my grandparents are ALSO going to be there (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻)

i've come to dread seeing my grandparents. they make me so uncomfortable. my grandma, for one, is a big feminist, and she talks to me like i'm still a kid. and then like if i don't know how to respond to her she kind of just smiles to the point of laughing but like not really?? And then... my grandad... jesus christ i don't know what's up with him. he likes to tease us, but he has a new way of doing it where he literally just STARES at us without saying anything. One time, he went outside and stared at us through the window. He keeps calling my brother gay... i don't think anybody has had a normal conversation with him in years. 

omg! seriously! why the vending machine smh

*sorry for the late reply i was feeling too lazy to type this out X'D

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Meloncolliez In reply to UntamedFantasy [2017-12-06 00:18:45 +0000 UTC]

Yea :/



Ooh have fun with that XD Yea, my grandpa teases us... But not like that XP

Yea :/

And ahh that's alright! For this reply I felt too lazy to type too much XD

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-12-06 00:30:09 +0000 UTC]

lol relat a bl e

i really wanna draw and post something but i don't really have anything to draw digitally with

the vending machine was my son how dare he

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Meloncolliez In reply to UntamedFantasy [2017-12-06 01:30:48 +0000 UTC]

Ahh same I feel challenged when I draw on my kindle and I always hate how my art turns out when I use it, so I use my wacom tablet but I only use it when my dads not around


Wait I drew something earlier and forgot to post it oops hold on (I'm a little nervous to post it tho even tho I want to because in the description I'm going to put a little info about what I found out about myself and I'll probably get judged ;-;

Anyways, yas  that vending machine had food and drinks that are necessary for us to survive a day of prison (school) 

I think we should get nap time, not the little kids

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-12-06 12:07:18 +0000 UTC]

Aww... I feel like that too,, i just saw what you posted. Bisexuals get lots of hate, because they're "greedy for sex" like wtf?? you've probably read my comment on it; but as an add-on i'm not even interested in sex in the first place and honestly, I never will be. I don't understand how it could ever be a normal thing for many relationships. 
People at school love to shove their homosexuality down people's throats. Half the people probably aren't even gay. It's starting to get annoying because frankly I don't care if you're gay or not. like,, cool, okay can we get back to our conversation, pleaseeee

augh

i wanna vending machine... except i'd be so nervous about doing something wrong and then somebody seeing so... nvm

Lol okay so in the cafeteria they got this annoying (seizure-inducing) flashy sign... and one of my kind-of-friends told our geography teacher that they probably spent more money on that sign than they will on our education... and my geo teacher just said "you're not wrong" XD

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Meloncolliez In reply to UntamedFantasy [2017-12-06 13:50:04 +0000 UTC]

Yea I know!!! D: 

Oh XD


Omg wow XDDDD


Sorry I don't feel like typing too much because as I said in my other comment my anxiety and stress are getting to me because I might have to get blood work ;-; 

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CreamiiKitten In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-09-05 16:27:59 +0000 UTC]

Hey this is Danny Fresh with a fresh pizza tip for you. Do you want to know how to receive a free Domino's one topping pizza from Domino's Pizzeria and Restaurant?Well sit down, let me tell you. Step 1: Telephone a Domino's Pizza Eatery and Restaurant and order a large one topping pizza and the guy will say, "What topping would you like?" And you say, "I'd like my topping to be another steaming hot Domino's one topping pizza." So the guy asks, "What topping would you like on your Domino's one topping pizza topping?" And then you say, "Go ahead and make my second Domino's one topping pizza topping a Domino's one topping pizza." And then the guy will ask, "Ok sir, what topping would you like on your Domino's one topping pizza topping one topping pizza?" And you respond with, "A Domino's one topping pizza." And continue to order Domino's one topping pizza toppings, until you are at a pizza topped with 71 Domino's one topping pizzas, and then the pizza guy will say, "Wait one moment, sir. We don't have any pizza boxes that will fit this 71 Domino's one topping pizza topping pizza." So you say, "Hold on," And quickly run to Home Depot and purchase a Maytag refrigerator which retails for 3,399 US dollars, and when it comes time to pay for the Maytag refrigerator, you offer to pay Home Depot, not with cash, but with 70 piping hot Domino's one topping pizzas, and they of course accept, so you buy the fridge and you take it back to the Domino's Pizzeria Restaurant, you give the pizza guy a Maytag refrigerator box and put the 71 topped Domino's Pizza one topping pizza into that, and then you pay Domino's using a brand new Maytag refrigerator which retails for 3,399 US dollars, so then you take the Maytag refrigerator box filled with a 71 topped Domino's one topping pizza back to Home Depot, and you give it to the cashier there as payment for your brand new Maytag refrigerator which retails for 3,399 US dollars, and when the cashier turns his back to get your receipt, you snatch the 71st Domino's one topping pizza off the top of your Domino's one topping pizza stack and you put it in your pocket, and the Are you have yourself a completely free steaming hot Domino's one topping pizza!

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Meloncolliez In reply to CreamiiKitten [2017-09-05 19:51:07 +0000 UTC]

Well then XDDDD

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CreamiiKitten In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-09-05 20:05:38 +0000 UTC]

*drowns in pizza *

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CreamiiKitten In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-09-05 14:19:14 +0000 UTC]

AA CONGRATS ON CORE STORM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs* welcome to the core club

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Meloncolliez In reply to CreamiiKitten [2017-09-05 19:50:05 +0000 UTC]

AHH THANK YOU!!

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im-raw In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-09-04 20:54:14 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the watch <3

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Meloncolliez In reply to im-raw [2017-09-04 20:57:41 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome! <3

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-08-31 14:43:34 +0000 UTC]

I think watching people play horror games and watching Supernatural is starting to get to me...
I've been at my grandparent's house since yesterday, At home it felt like something was watching me, not too much of a negative feeling... sort of like somebody was staring at me without emotion? I mean occasionally it feels negative... but it always goes away once I am with other people. But since I came that negative feeling has tripled even though I am always around people when I come over...
And when I went to sleep and I had to turn the light off, whenever I closed my eyes even for a second, I could hear footsteps in the hallway, sometimes I didn't even have to close my eyes to hear it(whenever that grandfathers clock made that ring noise or whatever each hour I heard it too). The first time I heard it, I tried to ignore it. It sounded like somebody walking in flip flops, just like the noise I heard when we had just moved Into our current house, but I was really determined to go to sleep so I just tried ignoring it but then I heard the same breathing noise in my ear that I had heard at my dad's house once and it felt like someone was walking around my bed. Like and actual person. My legs were sticking out and I got the same feeling I get when I'm supposed to sit still around someone I don't know... Obviously there was nothing in the room but I was so terrified... seriously my heart was beating faster then I thought was even possible and there was an ACTUAL pang of fear that I felt on my side, like somebody had scratched me and injected fear into my bloodstream. I could barely keep my right eye closed (which always wants to open when I'm scared for some reason XD)
So basically I got 4 and 1/2 hours of sleep last night because to make myself feel better I put on youtube, turned up the brightness , and put it on autoplay in the hopes that I would eventually get so tired that I wouldn't be able to hear anything if I closed my eyes and I would just go to sleep. Haha youtube was still playing when I woke up also XD

Also I went to open house yesterday and my math teacher promised we would have homework every single day ;^;
And I have to go to the library for reading class because I don't want to learn a language. :/
I have a bad feeling about this school year for some reason ;-;

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Meloncolliez In reply to UntamedFantasy [2017-08-31 21:24:29 +0000 UTC]

Well 0-0 All I really have to say about that is... That's very creepy 0-0 I would have had a panicked attack or something 0-o

MINE TOO ;-; I HATE MATH I ALREADY HAVE A C IN IT AND ITS ONLY THE 6TH DAY OF SCHOOL owo also I surprised myself with making 3 new friends so far :0

OKAY: WHY ISNT STEVEN UNIVERSE ON CARTOON NETWORK ANYMORE ;-; I was super busy so I wasn't able to watch it, (and I don't want my parents to know I watch it because they don't like it) Then I forgot about it for a looong time. So yesterday I was in the shower and I was like "Wait, I haven't watched Steven Universe in months!!!" So I go to the TV (after my shower) and search for Steven universe, and it says there are no episodes on. So I look at the cartoon network channel AND ALL I SEE IS TEEN TITANS AND TEEN TITANS GO. LIKE WHAT THE??? IS THAT THE ONLY SHOW THEY ARE PROUD OF OR WHAT??? I don't even see the amazing world of gumball, AND WHERE IS TOM AND JERRY, COME ON PEOPLE :/

Unless they are making new shows for it and I'm panicking over nothing

Also please tell me Star vs the Forces of evil is still on

I forgot about Disney channel I've been watching too much Nickelodeon shows (Spongebob, Henry Danger, and Game Shakers)

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-08-31 22:59:17 +0000 UTC]

Ahh I am also mad because MATH IS MY HOMEROOM like WHYYY ;-; and really?? What things are you learning about rn??
Ahh really??

Ugh I know how you feel about SU :/ TTG needs to like go die
Steven Universe has been on hiatus for a while though, did you see the special??
SVTFOE is on hiatus until december, I think zzz
Unless thats miraculous... jeez I can't remember

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Meloncolliez In reply to UntamedFantasy [2017-09-01 22:21:41 +0000 UTC]

AHH
UHm, well I have to know how to say the entire alphabet in Spanish for Spanish class by tuesday, uhh and I have a huge project due in English class in October

AHH NOPE ;-;
AHHH IM GONNA DIE THEY NEED TO PUT  SU BACK ON, EVEN IF ITS THE OLD EPISODES BECAUSE I HAVENT EVEN SEEN EVERY EPISODE ;0; ALSO THEY SHOULD MAKE NEW ONES TOO

ALSO IM FREAKING OUT BECAUSE I WENT TO GET MY HAIRCUT AND ACROSS THE STREET THERE WAS A POLICE CAR AND WHEN I LEFT I SAW 4 MORE POLICE CARS AND I WATCHED THE NEWS AND APPARENTLY THERE IS A GUY WITH 2 GUNS AND THEY CLOSED OFF THE WHOLE STREET AND I LEFT JUST IN TIME ;-;

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-09-02 16:09:56 +0000 UTC]

jeez... I took reading instead of Spanish, I'm not really interested in learning languages.. honestly, I still don't understand why there isn't just a universal language... I mean we can't really change that now... but it seems... utterly retarded.
Anyways, I have my heart set on learning Korean, in the memory of a friend who moved away while I was in third grade. Although I doubt that korean is an option.

oh jeez O-O i guess the world has a plan for you > it needs you alive

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Meloncolliez In reply to UntamedFantasy [2017-09-03 22:38:18 +0000 UTC]

:0 I'm forced to take a language
I kinda want to learn to speak German :0

Ahh

Also I'm not quite sure what to do because I opened a new canine gacha and I even had an auction, and out of both of those I've only gotten points from 3 people D: I'm guessing its because of school, but at this rate, I won't get a core membership until the summer of 2018 D: I even opened up commissions...

I don't have any other way to get points though and I'm no closer :/ I actually spent some of my points so I still need around 3,500 points


Ugggg I really want to change my username so badly ;-; 

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-09-04 21:27:37 +0000 UTC]

yeah, its mandatory in highschool for us too  


aww man... i wish i could do something to help i've been wanting to donate points to you but i also want to save up even if it will be slowly lol

maybe you could join some contests??

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Meloncolliez In reply to UntamedFantasy [2017-09-04 21:31:13 +0000 UTC]

Well I just gave myself a 1 month core membership to test it out anyways XD

Ahh I understand! :0

Ahh maybe! :000

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UntamedFantasy In reply to Meloncolliez [2017-09-04 21:50:26 +0000 UTC]

oh lol
i'm going to have to memorize aNOTHER name now?? >

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