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MewSoliar
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[2011-08-25 18:02:12 +0000 UTC]
"Dont be selfish when your Sad"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 86; Deviations: 16; Watchers: 1
Watching: 11; Pageviews: 1746; Comments Made: 88; Friends: 11
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: DrawingFavorite movies: Breakfast Club, Pokemon Movie 2000, Girls Just Wanna have Fun
Favorite TV shows: Fruit Baskets, Breaking Bad, The Voice, Paranormal state, Ghost Hunters, Deep South Paranormal, Fairy Tail, Shugo Chara, Key and Peele, Bones
Favorite bands / musical artists: Nickel Back, Skillet, Varsity Fan Club, Selena Gomez, Taylor swift, P!nk , Katie perry, and Brad Piasley
Favorite books: Nightshade, Hades, Heaven, Halo, Homestuck, Bad Taste in Boys, You Dont Know Me
Favorite writers: Dean Koontz
Favorite games: Maddness returns, Pokemon
Favorite gaming platform: None
Tools of the Trade: None
Other Interests: Dancing, Color overs, Drawing, Writing, Swiming, Making animations, Reading Homestuck, Cosplay
# About me
Hi I know no one knows me and the likeliness is no one well see this, but I’m gonna try.I’m Alex (otherwise Known as Devilia or Ally) I’m obsessed with Homestuck, Manga and Pokemon. I’m young so my cosplay rates are low (meaning I’ve been to one con and cosplayed one character and it sucked). Last time i made my own cosplay (meaning i made the horns put the outfit together and put cheep last minute makeup that no one could really see). I kept beating myself up about it when the truth is for my age making and wearing my own cosplay of something i fucking love is a great accomplishment. in my eyes. But before that day I had lost most of my friends because of my selfishness and i regret it. I can rant and rant and rant. But I realize my flaws and its pointless to rant cause its said and done. I can change nothing and though i well always regret it I cant change it.
THIS IS STUPID!!!!!
oh well
anyway
I wanted to tell you about myself. Since i was little (just around 4 or 5) i was always supposedly shy. I always lied and told stories and warned others of they’re own demise always worrying about mine. I hit I bit I punched i kicked. I judged. I threw tatrums I bragged. I never listened I was mean and stupid and a taddel tail I hated everyone (i still do today). As I grew into 7 and 8 i realized my mistakes i learned to hate myself and how to get attention and i freaked out every time I could My lies got bigger my curiosity was never peeked and i saw somethings i wish i could unsee. I got hurt i was a dare devil as much as I could be. I always tried to fly and act like a pokemon or a trainer to get away from real life. Now i was nine I hadn’t seen my dad in so many years to find out he had lied to me even before he left. I had a big brother. It was to late to try and protect him now there is another person like my father floating around florida. I wanted to punch him but i didnt and i sat back and lied again and put a smile on my face. I knew when i got back home i could see my nanny and tell her about my adventure. a few years later Im 11 and 12. I had much more responsibility I was no longer 5 years old. I was almost a teenager. When i found out I was leaving. Leaving all my friends and my family. I was so sad to leave, but I had to. During that time I screamed, ran and hit. I hated everyone and I wanted to get away. But now Im here My age now and I can realize many more of my flaws. Im selfish, unrealistic, Paranoid, dark, scary, creepy, sick, and I have a bad reputation. Im so young I shouldnt have to feel this. But I do and I have to make it through.
Now I’ve told you about me.
How about you?
# Comments
Comments: 18
no problem thanks for the badge
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its my pleasure your awesome
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