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Misqueme ♀️ [12431093] [2009-12-17 19:37:07 +0000 UTC] "means to displease" (United States)

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# About me

I yam what I yam

# Comments

Comments: 120

R4ttus [2022-03-16 00:58:46 +0000 UTC]

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Mystxx [2015-03-22 23:30:37 +0000 UTC]

Hey stranger. Long time no talk. Remember me?

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JezMM [2014-04-07 17:12:10 +0000 UTC]

I still find myself in disbelief whenever I think about how you're gone. I don't want to look back one day and have you be some 3 year chapter of my life in my 20's. We were supposed to still be surviving with beards Audi.

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Puppeteerz In reply to JezMM [2016-02-08 23:01:50 +0000 UTC]

You don't mean gone, gone right? Did I miss something?

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JezMM In reply to Puppeteerz [2016-02-08 23:39:24 +0000 UTC]

Apparently so, I guess I should have posted a comment here officially for anyone who passed by her page. Audi died back on May 7th, 2012, I'm afraid. She was my best friend to the point that her mum was actually able to get in touch with me on the day to tell me the news. She committed suicide. Obviously a massive shock for all who knew her, but that's how mental health issues like depression can be, cruel and non-sensical at times. Sorry you had to find out this way from a relative stranger like myself, and so long after it happened, I've no idea if you were close.

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Puppeteerz In reply to JezMM [2016-02-10 21:25:04 +0000 UTC]

Aw geez. I was locked out of my DA account for almost two years. I saw before that she hadn't posted for a while but I figured like many others she just got sick of DA and took a break. I wasn't close but I did like her. This makes her the second person I knew who committed suicide. I wish I knew what the problem/reason was. I would have given moral support.

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JezMM In reply to Puppeteerz [2016-02-11 18:06:13 +0000 UTC]

Depression is just like that unfortunately. Of course I was hung up on "I could've done something!" for a long time, but learning to see depression as an uncontrollable disease, just like any other, helped me try to push those thoughts down. It came completely out of the blue, I was playing games online with her and having a fun time the very night before it happened. Doesn't make it any less tragic of course, but it does help to be able to say "if there was anything I could've done, I of course would have done it, but with the knowledge I had of how severe her depression was, there clearly wasn't anything more I could've done".

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Puppeteerz In reply to JezMM [2016-02-12 10:41:46 +0000 UTC]

Well stay strong. I hope this wasn't painful to address.

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JezMM In reply to Puppeteerz [2016-02-12 17:14:25 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, and no worries at all, despite everything I'm perfectly comfortable talking about it.

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Phillnana [2013-04-01 21:16:56 +0000 UTC]

Audi... I pay my respects for you, and I wish for you to come back, knowing that that will never come true. I miss you.

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JezMM [2012-12-25 00:48:29 +0000 UTC]

Merry Billmas you lameface. =C

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Puppeteerz [2012-11-28 06:58:23 +0000 UTC]

Knock knock.

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Liteh529 [2012-10-19 17:39:50 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry we didn't get to talk much, but thank you for the TF2 gifts you gave me a while go. Rest in Peace. <3

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Phillnana [2012-10-19 15:16:15 +0000 UTC]

I miss you. Bap boop.

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reinah [2012-05-28 03:07:12 +0000 UTC]

Audi... I'm sorry for losing contact with you. You'll always be my bunny. You were there for my worst times... I'm sorry I wasn't there for yours. I know it's not my fault... But still, I wish I could have been there for you. I'll always remember you. I miss you.

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AraReeve [2012-05-14 14:33:38 +0000 UTC]