Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2016-01-28 03:36:29 +0000 UTC]

GAH I'm sooo sorry. I've been busy at school pretending like I'm awake and not sleep deprived. wow i haven't been on here in ages. Curse the government for thinking it was a good idea to use technology in classes. but i'm here now and HOPEFULLY i can finally reply and talk to you. enough about my trashy life how have you been?

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2016-01-30 04:32:11 +0000 UTC]

No no, it's quite alright. School's been overwhelming for me as well. I have an enormous pile of homework each week and it does not get lighter. One of my friends keeps venting to me about stuff that, personally, is just stupid. Three boys have told her that they like her(different times of course), and she doesn't know how to react, so she comes to me for help. I know all of them personally and I don't get why she doesn't just pick one or reject all three. But enough about that, I'm in a bit of a pickle with my girlfriend. I'm, not sure if I really, love her, or like her as a girlfriend anymore. I think I like her more as a friend, but, I don't think I can be alone without anyone. I'll try working that out. Fortunately, as much as I hate my school, I'm graduating in a few months. The only thing I really care about there are my friends, but I've got most of their emails, so.
I'm a little sick, a little depressed, and a little unhappy/upset, but I'm at least doing okay. I'm just overwhelmed.

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2016-01-31 04:02:44 +0000 UTC]

Ah I'm sorry about that. Homework is a chore that really needs to have a limit. I really hate when people say that in all honesty. if multiple people like you then find which one is the best fit it's really not hard people.

I really hope you do work that out. I have never really had an experience with relationships but what i hear (and trust me i hear A LOT. Thanks school drama) those things are a bit of a chore(?)

Hey that's great! It's a really good thing to have in touch with people you like.

Oh dear. Well i hope things go uphill for you. 

( i found this in my deviations thing if you want to give it a read: www.deviantart.com/art/A-word-… also something from a band i really like: www.youtube.com/watch?v=AUChk0… )

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2016-01-31 05:59:41 +0000 UTC]

Yea. But I emailed her back and told her my opinion so hopefully she'll stop bothering me about it or else I'm going to be kinda upset.

Thank you. And yea, they can be a problem. I think I will stay with her for a while longer though and see what happens. I've very indecisive and often have weird emotions, so it could just be that. I do actually like her more now than a few days ago, so, weird me.

Yep. But I'm a little worried about making friends at my new school. One is a public school and I'm a little nervous I'll get bullied, and the other is a private school that I'm nervous I'll be too weird for. But, from my experiences with both, I think I'll be able to find my clique.

Can I just, say one thing? Why do people always act like cliques are bad things? I mean, cliques are where you find your people, so why are they bad? Like, the cliche mean girls clique, where the nerdy, geeky, weird, or different girls are rejected. If they were accepted into the clique they certainly wouldn't be happy, so it's stupid to say that cliques are bad. Just something that came to mind.

Thanks. I should be fine soon.

Cool. Pretty interesting motivational talk.
I fucking love panic at the disco just omfg and victorious is one of my favorite songs holy fcukcmckcjxjhahajsj

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2016-02-04 11:02:40 +0000 UTC]

i hope she got what you where saying. if i had to deal with someone bugging me with that type of stuff i'd probably try to ignore them till they solve the problem themselves.

emotions are strange. today was my real birthday but yesterday i "celebrated" it with my animals from animal crossing and i was so happy. but i honestly hated whenever real people came up to me and said "happy birthday" (ironically today wasn't a very happy day) i almost cried. i dunno why though

Don't worry about bullies man they're just jerks who pick on other people because they have problems in their life and pick on others to make them feel better about themselves.

cliches are pretty cool. its where you can find people you can connect to. you share similar interests and can recocmend things to others. cliches shouldn't be shamed they should be accepted,

also i learned that the dab is not only a dance move but also a fish ( comps.canstockphoto.com/can-st… here's a stock photo cuz the real things are terrifying) 
same here panic is just too good man.

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2016-02-05 05:28:27 +0000 UTC]

Hopefully.
She hasn't emailed back or talked to me about it so that's good.

Oh, wow. My half birthday was the third.
Birthday's are kind of intense for me. All of my own birthdays have just been with my family, no friends or anything. They're personal for me. But my friends, they've got huge events and shit that just kinda make me a little sick. Yea, I guess it's nice hanging out with them, but it can be emotionally and physically exhausting. Often times it's sleepovers, and out of respect and care for my friends, I sacrifice my own comfort and time for their events. I'm both an introvert and an extrovert, so I do like hanging out with my friends and I'm okay with it for like, a standard school day. However, when it starts to get several hours over, I become tired, snappy, ruder, and generally unhappy. I just can't do it. Anyway..
I'm glad you were happy then.
Ah, that is sad to hear. It'll get better.
Sometimes we just subconsciously feel sad, over worked, or tired.

Yea. I know, I'm not worried at all about them. It's just because I have social anxiety and I'm bad at making new friends it's like the only thing I'm worried about.

Exactly.

Wow that's creepy whoawhoawhoa
Yaaaa

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-10-21 10:21:56 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I am, pretty tired and sorta stressed out but alive all the same

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-10-23 01:06:26 +0000 UTC]

Same

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-11-06 00:54:55 +0000 UTC]

So... Do you like game grumps?
 Because I've started watching the recently & I like them

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-11-06 04:08:21 +0000 UTC]

AH.
I'D LIKE TO MORE OFTEN, BUT I HAVE WAY TOO MANY OTHER THINGS, SO I USUALLY WATCH VIDS WITH THEIR FUNNY SHIT. OR ANIMATIONS.

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-06-20 15:58:20 +0000 UTC]

Oh god what even happened?

pretty good finally got a swimsuit that didn't make me feel bad about myself

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-06-20 16:05:14 +0000 UTC]

You DON'T wanna know. It's all sorted out now.

Woo! I realized how much I hate my skin. It's flaking. And, I didn't mess with a scab, and it still gave me a fucking scar. What the hell is wrong with my skin?

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-06-20 16:19:05 +0000 UTC]

Oh okay then 

Dunno man skin is a weird thing. I mean I've always wanted skin that was paler but I can't have that ;-;

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-06-20 16:22:42 +0000 UTC]

Yea bro, like, wtf. 
I've always had pale as fuck skin, cause it's super sensitive, and I hate sun screen.
But yea, skin is weird.

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-04-11 21:25:29 +0000 UTC]

Gr8 m8

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-04-12 00:19:18 +0000 UTC]

AND

I'M GETTING LOGAN TO JOIN US AND EVERYTHING.

MY PLAN IS WORKING.

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-03-22 15:50:18 +0000 UTC]

Omfg nu plz stahp 3cute5me

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-23 01:06:12 +0000 UTC]

YES.

KAWAII DESU.

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-03-24 23:08:35 +0000 UTC]

Omfg I just woke up from a nap (thanks to mah pills) and I forgot what year it was e-e

YEEEE

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-24 23:52:07 +0000 UTC]

XD
ITS 2020 AND THEORIES SUGGEST THE ZOMBIE-SQUIRREL APOCALYPSE IN 2025, LED BY MARKIGAN'S LOVE CHILD ADRIENNE, QUEEN OF THE SQUIRRELS LOGAN, AND KING OF THE SQUIRRELS MARKIPLIER.

WOOOO.

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-03-25 01:47:54 +0000 UTC]

sooooooooo is it too late to join in on the plan or.... e3e

YISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-25 03:01:41 +0000 UTC]

YOU CAN BE THE FRIEND OF MINE WHO'S BEEN SAVED AND SIMULTANEOUSLY THERE!!!!!
I WON'T EVEN TALK ABOUT IT WITH MOM OR DAD, I KNOW THEY'LL SAY YES. ITS ANYTHING FOR THEIR LITTLE LOVE CHILD.


AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-03-19 02:21:09 +0000 UTC]

Shoosh Shoosh shoosh shoosh
i just had my heart crushed 
at lunch yesterday 
the love lasted like 8 minutes or something 
but don't worry 
soon you will be happy child
soon 

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-19 04:16:22 +0000 UTC]

//cri

okai....

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-03-19 18:54:04 +0000 UTC]

//pets u

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-20 00:28:22 +0000 UTC]

//flops

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-03-16 20:39:42 +0000 UTC]

Hnnnnnnn I CANT CLICK IT QAQ 
WHYYYYYY

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-16 21:04:55 +0000 UTC]

WAIT.

A FRIEND OF MINE HAS HELPED US WIN THE WAR.

DO NOT BE SAD MY FRIEND.

WE HAVE WON VICTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

//flops

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-03-16 21:11:03 +0000 UTC]

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

//carp carp magicarp flop

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-16 21:18:19 +0000 UTC]

WOOOOOOO!!!!!!

NOW WE PARTY LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW!!!!

//cough cough karkalious cough cough

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-03-17 00:24:59 +0000 UTC]

MLP moar liek MLG m8 OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (I'm sorry here have this orig15.deviantart.net/9446/f/2… )

//cough yes cough

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-17 00:54:39 +0000 UTC]

WOO! //starts doing the Macarena
//clicks link expectant of what is to come
....//stops, stares
.............
...........................
//SCREECH
Holy shit gET ME SOME TISSUES!!!!!
//trips over table trying to grab Kleenex box
//shoves nose in box
BILL. One day, one day... you won't know what hit you...


//cough so much karka cough cough

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-16 20:44:59 +0000 UTC]

WAIT. SOMEONE OF MINE HAS BEEN KIND. SOMEONE.........



outside of the fandom..........

//dun dun dun!!!!!!!

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-03-16 21:10:18 +0000 UTC]

Who :0

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-16 21:17:08 +0000 UTC]

Coldioc, if you look under my points thing, she's the most recent to have given me points.
She's a rad friend.

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Pancake-maker In reply to Enderchild [2015-03-17 00:25:38 +0000 UTC]

Oh I know her 

o feel like an ass now ;;

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Enderchild In reply to Pancake-maker [2015-03-17 00:37:39 +0000 UTC]

Don't feel like an ass!
You're fine, shhooshpap it's okay.

//huggles

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Pancake-maker In reply to EtySky [2015-03-11 19:30:32 +0000 UTC]

No problem~   

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