PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to fallnangeltears [2005-08-21 00:41:57 +0000 UTC]

Np hunni i loved ur work and wanted 2 know when u had more

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to Averru-Numena [2005-07-14 22:58:11 +0000 UTC]

np

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to PamzyLove [2005-07-14 22:57:22 +0000 UTC]

np, thanx 4 the fav

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to fallnangeltears [2005-07-07 16:54:37 +0000 UTC]

Np i loved it...its a beautiful piece of work and i wanted u to know that

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to Koori1989 [2005-07-05 02:15:02 +0000 UTC]

Well you really tried to stop him after he said he'd still try to be your friend still and so did i.
And if ur not denying being a hypocrite mayb u should stop and think about what you say b4 u get urself all tangled up in ur web of pointless decite. Cuz i didnt give up on you, and Kyle's just sick of hearing u bad mouth me about things you couldnt even being 2 understand. He and I both tried reasoning with you, and you just pushed us away...your the one who decided you were better off without us. Not the other way around.

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Koori1989 In reply to PlAyBoYz-BuNnY [2005-07-05 13:39:49 +0000 UTC]

Sonya, I would really appreciate it if you would stop accusing me of things. My "pointless web of deceit"?

When have I deceived you?

Kyle said he'd give up our friendship because of a fight I'M having with YOU, not HIM, so he obviously doesn't value our friendship very much.

I don't bad mouth you. I tell you what I think. Sorry for speaking my mind. If I'M bad mouthing you, then what do you think both of you are doing to me? Setting me straight? Grow up.

You weren't reasoning with me! You expect me to really go "Oh, I'm so sorry guys, I take it all back." when you're both saying things like "I'm above your childishness" "You're just being a stupid little bitch"?? ANYONE would push you away if you tried "reasoning" with them like that.

That's insulting! If you do want me as a friend, you should at least apologize for the things you both said.

About me being a hypocrite, sorry for not wanting you to be like me.

About posting that photo, why do you think I took it down less than a week after I posted it? I realized it was stupid.

I DID accomplish something. Don't you dare say I didn't. You heard me talk about my problems maybe twice. Not everyday. I didn't tell any of you because I didn't want to bother you with my stupid problems. I was ashamed of being so weak like that. For almost two whole months, almost nobody knew.

I understand that your problems are way worse than mine were, but you don't need to talk about them every time I talk to you. And that's what you were doing.

I'm sorry, I'm just saying the truth.

Sonya, I didn't throw you away over a stupid fight. The fight was just the last straw.

Almost everytime I talked to you, you would talk about your problems or Kyle. I understand that people need to talk about their problems sometimes, but it was getting to be too much. I also understand that you and Kyle are in love, and I'm really happy for the both of you, but when you talk about him all the time and tell me the same things over and over it gets just a little bit annoying.

You can't keep a secret. What Jane told you was something personal... and you told people. I'm sure you didn't mean for everybody to know about it, like they do, but you betrayed Jane's trust... and not just Jane. You told me something about Kyle that I don't think he'd like me knowing, but maybe he doesn't care. I don't know. It just doesn't seem like you can be trusted with a secret.

And I'm sorry, but I value trust a lot in friendships.

I'm sorry if it sounds like I'm bitching at you again, but I honestly don't mean to. I'm just telling you my reasons for doing and saying what I did. I owe it to you to at least let you know why I'm doing what I am.

As for Kyle, I honestly am sorry he got involved in this. It didn't concern him and I hoped he wouldn't get involved. I really did value his friendship, but if he was going to throw it away over a fight I had with YOU, then maybe our friendship wasn't as good as I thought it was. I know you're his girlfriend/fiance and he's in love with you, but I honestly thought he'd value our friendship more than that.

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to Koori1989 [2005-07-05 14:46:32 +0000 UTC]

Laura im Sorry for everything i said, but when u blew up at me...i was already under alot of stress from both my parents. You dont understand that when i get upset and ppl fight with me, i become VERY very defensive...ive always had to tho but im trying to stop, thats y im going back to councelling. I know i have problems but im trying 2 deal with them, and when u just pointed them out like that and said they weren't that bad...it kinda made me feel like u didnt know the first thing about what you were talking about. I was trying 2 help u understand how bad it really was so u'd stop and think about it b4 u went on acusing me of having a self pity party like my mom said.

Laura neither one of us said we did want to give you up, we both said that if you stoped talking shit about me...that we could all just forget about this and move on and still be friends. Your the one who said you still considered me not your friend and that kyle was no longer your friend either, when he said that himself in a comment to you.

Laura i dont think any of us really ment for this to get so out of hand, i know damn sure i didnt. I just didnt want the idea of me being so self pitying in your head over this whole thing ive been going thru the past 2 weeks with my parents. I didnt know who to trust any more, and i though that since you'd made it thru sumthing you might be a strong enuf person to help me. I guess u though i was unloading everything on you, well i didnt even tell you half the shit that was going on.

Laura Im the one who said u DID accomplish something, i wasn't being sarcastic in the slightest...u were my hero 4 getting thru wat u did and not being so bitchy about it. Well i guess i might have over estimated you, im sorry but after this whole fight...im not even sure if i know you any more. Not 2 say i wouldn't still want to, just that im lost and im pretty sure ive lost you.

Laura being weak isnt sumthing to be ashamed of, if you get thru it...you should be proud. I know i was proud of you when i saw it...all i could thionk was "YES, She did it...if only i could be that strong". For 2 years no one knew all of that about me, my parents are just finding out now...after 3 years.

Laura im pretty sure that your "everytime" has been l8ly, cuz only l8ly have i decided to talk about anything ive been going thru. Only l8ly have we really been talking, cuz before i didnt talk to you on MSN...i didnt talk to anyone but Kyle, Chris, Jonathan, or Zach on MSN. Only l8ly have i been under so much stress, that ive even had a panic attack, and almost ended up in the hospital cuz of my ribs...again. IM sorry to have ever though i could count on you for some one to talk to, if this is how everything would end up i would never have made that mistake.

She doesn't seem to upset about it Laura, i told her that it accidently slipped out...i told her it was all a joke and that i was really sorry that it happend. So if you think i dont value trust, guess again. When she told me, it just slipped out to, and its not like she didnt have stuff about me if she wanted it. Yah i told you something about Kyle, not everyone...if you dont remember i was really talkative that day, and well i was kinda under the influence of painkillers.

Laura if it's a secret, then i will keep it. I've been known to keep secrets very well. Jane never said that was a secret, and neither did Kyle. I dont think ive ever betrayed your trust Laura.

Laura i know your not bitching at me, your only explaining things...ive been trying to do that with you. And all i got from you was "Im not reading any comments you leave here, so please dont waste your time. Please just leave me alone." It really doesnt seem like you want to hear any appologies from me, cuz ive been trying and i dont seem to be getting anything in return from you. I told you why i took it so offensively when you said what you did. You think you were just trying to be my friend but i think, that you were pissed off about other things at that time, and you went over board on me. I understand that happens, but from that point we both got deffensive...and things escalated. They escalated to a point where you dont want to be friends with Kyle or me...well dont take this out on Kyle, he's just trying 2 stand up 4 me. Cuz anything i said you spazed on me 4, and when you heard it from him you took it way nicer and seemed to understand better. He realized that and then when he replied from my account you started, accusing me of doing all the writing. That pissed him off cuz he was finaly getting thru to you and then you blamed me for it all.

Laura if you would just admit to a few things you've done wrong in this fight, im sure that this could all be talked about in a civilized manner and we could fix this all...but if your not going to atleast try, then i guess friendship with either of us isnt in your mind anymore. Im just trying to atleast make an honest effort in fixing this relationship, after all you think it's mostly my fault anyways. So why not let me make the first move. Laura im very sorry for all of this, and if you'll accept my appologie id like to try and fix things between us. We were just getting to be really good friends and i'd hate to have ruined it all over an argument that never should have happend in the first place. We both acted childish, but neither of us are adults and everyone makes mistake...but we're suposed to learn from them. So will you learn from this one with me???

-Sonya-

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Koori1989 In reply to PlAyBoYz-BuNnY [2005-07-05 15:05:43 +0000 UTC]

I admit that I have said a few things I shouldn't have, and I guess you're right when you said I was already pissed off and took it out on you and I apologize for that.

But I don't deserve all the things you two have said to me.

And even if Kyle was just trying to "stand up for you", he didn't need to insult me in the process.

I need some time to cool off and think about things. You're not the only one dealing with shit right now, and having you two gang up on me hasn't helped.

I am sorry for being so short-tempered with you lately. I know it's not an excuse, but I was pmsing... I tend to get really snappy when that happens.

I don't know what to do right now, so... I'd appreciate it if you and Kyle would leave me alone for the time being. I got a job and I've been really busy with it lately, working seven hours a day everyday since Friday. Please, just give me some time to cool off and sort some things out.

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to Koori1989 [2005-07-05 15:37:00 +0000 UTC]

Ill give as long as you need...when your ready let me know

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to ImSoDusty08 [2005-06-28 15:41:51 +0000 UTC]

Hey Dusty im great how bout u?

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to wakey136 [2005-06-14 20:57:55 +0000 UTC]

Well baby i hope you come online soo im getting kinda bored and Zack is kinda weird, he likes the taste of his own cum and he likes 2 shove things up his own ass... HELP ME

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to sayra [2005-06-13 03:33:21 +0000 UTC]

Np i love your work

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to letters-to-god [2005-06-10 14:20:51 +0000 UTC]

as far as i know the sky is up

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letters-to-god In reply to PlAyBoYz-BuNnY [2005-06-10 14:30:39 +0000 UTC]

haha, you always say that
im so gonna laugh at you when the sky starts falling

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to letters-to-god [2005-06-10 14:47:02 +0000 UTC]

would it really do that??? *gets a worried look on her face* o no i need shelter...im prolly gonna be the first one 2 get hit in the head by a falling cloud lol

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letters-to-god In reply to PlAyBoYz-BuNnY [2005-06-11 15:12:03 +0000 UTC]

hahaha, so after the sky falls, and i ask you 'whats up?', what are you going to say?

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to letters-to-god [2005-06-13 03:32:51 +0000 UTC]

well u wont be able 2 ask me whats up after the sky falls ill prolly be dead...

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to PlAyBoYz-BuNnY [2005-05-30 00:13:06 +0000 UTC]

sry i got it wrong " The hardest part of life, is living it."
not living in it, which makes no sence.

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to PlAyBoYz-BuNnY [2005-05-12 16:26:36 +0000 UTC]

Well it was fun while it lasted, i wish it would come back. But i know it always laeves me, and somehow finds its way back when im read for it.

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to Seth-66 [2005-04-12 14:59:01 +0000 UTC]

np hun, ne time

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PlAyBoYz-BuNnY In reply to wakey136 [2005-03-31 02:51:48 +0000 UTC]

hi Kyle

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wakey136 In reply to PlAyBoYz-BuNnY [2005-04-02 16:03:54 +0000 UTC]

hi sonya

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