Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-09-09 20:11:52 +0000 UTC]

yeah youre right. whats up?

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-09-09 20:37:13 +0000 UTC]

well i've been getting on deviantart alot more recently, now am a bronie, going to start watching doctor who, express love for my favourite band, use the word swag alot, and something im not realy proud of...so i wont tell you... how have you been. life been going good, having fun in your band commin' up with good songs, and anything interesting

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Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-09-11 20:54:12 +0000 UTC]

well ive been ok. not that awesome though. didnt have much time for guitar playing or something like that. maybe my bandmembers will quit cause there were some difficulties we had concerning the reliability of some of our members. and so yeah im sad about that cause i really loved what we did. i started my FSJ (in english it means something like voluntary social year). i work in a day care center with kids. its actually pretty cool cause you get paid for playing with the kids and all :-D
other than that nothing really much happened i guess

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-09-11 22:30:05 +0000 UTC]

so you play with kids... and get paid for it... awsome...... although i wouldn't like that... you see it's... been a while... i've changed... just not for better... im getting help so it's cool... It's bad to hear your band might not make it though because i would like to rock out to...german lyrics... .... ... ... yea i would sing to that

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Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-09-13 18:57:59 +0000 UTC]

whats wrong?! what changed?
if you want to rock out to german lyrics than you should definitely check out "kraftklub": [link]

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-09-13 20:25:01 +0000 UTC]

umm lucas for about a year...give or take... i've had thoughts of suicide, pain, hatered, and have been cutting myself to rid me of the emotional pain... on a better note i will check out that video and "rock out"

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Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-09-13 20:36:13 +0000 UTC]

oh ive had a really horrible phase too and i had professional help too. why are you depressed?

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-09-14 01:27:15 +0000 UTC]

i dont realy know why but i think it like this... I dont have whatever mind thing that lets people ignorre things, i take EVERYTHING to heart... i just dont know how not to... then i dwell on those things... i only think about the bad things. and there are LOTS of people that make fun of me or my friends... please dont tell anyone unless you think they can help better than some of my friends

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Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-09-14 14:50:56 +0000 UTC]

i never tell anything personal like that dont worry.
i know that feeling. you gotta find something that increases your self esteem!

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-09-15 02:11:02 +0000 UTC]

now im not so sure... i had a fight with my mom... long story short its not the first and im deeply considering suicide now... if you dont hear from me in about 3 days... this willbe the last time you do...just dont think about it... see ya

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Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-09-15 23:05:17 +0000 UTC]

cmon dont be like that! i think its really selfish to commit suicide. so dont even think about it. youve got to see the good things in your life. this year i had 2 dates with the girl of my dreams but she didnt want a relationship with me, my mom had a stroke and i had to care for her and my family on my own, my band (the thing that always made me go on in my life) is slowly falling apart. but still it wasnt a bad year. i had fun with my friends, improved my guitar-playing significantly, i graduated and now have my first job and i love it. you just gotta see the good things and youll see the meaning and the sense of life.

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-09-16 02:01:06 +0000 UTC]

im sorry lucas but im just not so sure anymore.

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Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-09-16 11:51:40 +0000 UTC]

i wasnt that sure about it as well. i mean really look at me: im 20 and my only relationship i had was with a american girl that i never met in my life. still i believe that one day i will meet a girl that actually loves me. you understand what i mean? my life never was easy and basically i had similar problems compared to yours. and still i always saw something in my life that made me go on and for fuck sake it was definitely worth it!

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-09-16 14:50:39 +0000 UTC]

still...

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Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-09-16 21:31:35 +0000 UTC]

cmon think of the next week. just think of it. and now tell me just a few minor things that may be worth to look forward to

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-09-17 00:42:26 +0000 UTC]

umm 3days of 6 hour practices of something i wish i didnt sign up for. Annother 12 hour competition for me to lose. constant harrasment and bullieing at school. homework. and living with pain...Those are the good things.

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Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-09-17 20:11:48 +0000 UTC]

well ive been through shitty times too and you gotta keep in mind that everyone has their problems. you have to be strong to make it change

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-09-18 00:38:33 +0000 UTC]

i just dont know sometimes...

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Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-09-18 20:50:15 +0000 UTC]

sometimes life seems hard but you got to fight for yourself to make it better. suicide is not a solution just a egoistic way of solving problems. keep that in mind please!

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-09-18 23:47:28 +0000 UTC]

ok

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Satsujin92 In reply to Toyeshinyama [2012-04-03 11:23:10 +0000 UTC]

hey thank you! ^^

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ArtMaster09 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-06-30 19:50:13 +0000 UTC]

Sup , Master of Photoshop. Been awhile since we last talk. What's good?

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Satsujin92 In reply to ArtMaster09 [2012-06-30 23:33:07 +0000 UTC]

hey man. i pretty much don't photoshopped anymore cause i ended up making music and now play in 2 bands. and you?

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ArtMaster09 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-07-01 00:47:06 +0000 UTC]

What? your in a band. Nice Congrats man. Hate u gave up photoshop though. Me, I doin good. Trying to find some employment and make that money. So what's your bands called?

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Satsujin92 In reply to ArtMaster09 [2012-07-02 08:58:12 +0000 UTC]

first ones called ideofunk and second one roses square.
so what sort of employment are you lookin for?

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ArtMaster09 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-07-03 04:56:19 +0000 UTC]

Gaming or cartooning. One or the other.

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Toyeshinyama In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-04-03 21:42:05 +0000 UTC]

sure np
imy dude hyb?

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Satsujin92 In reply to Toyeshinyama [2012-04-04 13:41:03 +0000 UTC]

god im not familiar with abbrevations in english :-D could you tell me what imy and hyb stands for?

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Toyeshinyama In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-04-05 05:26:50 +0000 UTC]

imy: i miss you
hyb: how you been
lol

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Satsujin92 In reply to Toyeshinyama [2012-04-05 18:21:16 +0000 UTC]

oh thank you ^^ missed you too.
ive been good i had lots of fun with my band and this year i finish school and im really looking forward to it ^^
and you?

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Toyeshinyama In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-04-05 18:25:57 +0000 UTC]

well, im happy for you!
n im doin okay

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Satsujin92 In reply to Toyeshinyama [2012-04-05 22:18:09 +0000 UTC]

oh cmon just "okay"? :-P whats wrong?

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Toyeshinyama In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-04-05 22:21:47 +0000 UTC]

nothing wrong
I'm good lol

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Satsujin92 In reply to Toyeshinyama [2012-04-08 11:06:20 +0000 UTC]

really? ok then hope it will always be like that

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Satsujin92 In reply to CaptainParanoia [2012-04-03 11:23:21 +0000 UTC]

thanks man

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Satsujin92 In reply to nairb123 [2012-01-15 17:06:39 +0000 UTC]

hey man. as long as you dont make it look like you hate jews or some shit like that its ok. i was in berlin once too and i know about the wall so i guees it wont be offensive anyway ^^

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-01-15 17:15:34 +0000 UTC]

its posted if you want to look at it now

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nairb123 In reply to Satsujin92 [2012-01-15 17:09:16 +0000 UTC]

no its just a pic i took of one of the peices in a museum. thx

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