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[2016-10-19 14:50:36 +0000 UTC]
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Favourites: 66; Deviations: 9; Watchers: 554
Watching: 700; Pageviews: 9204; Comments Made: 873; Friends: 700
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# About me
PALLAS NIKOLAEV. FEMALE. DEMON/HUMAN. CHILD.
3-12. RUSSIAN-CANADIAN. 3'1. SHY. TIMID. CAUTIOUS. QUITE
PTSD. ANXIETY. PARANOID. TRUST ISSUES. ABUSED.
This is Pallas. Pallas was a little child who was born in Moscow Russia and raised in Montreal Canada. She lived a happy little life before her Dad was sent into a coma due to a car crash, this is when her Mother snapped, beating her and abusing her horribly until she ran away. Pallas now wanders the streets hungry and alone.
She's a small child and a scrawny person. She wears a ripped sweater along with jeans ripped at the bottom and wrecked sneakers, her hair is also a mess, kind of like herself. Her eyes are a light blue color, she's also covered in a lot of scars from the abuse.
Taken in by age five by a police woman, a lawyer, a photographer, a hunter and a older sister-like figure, Pallas had grew up through out her childhood with a lot of moving, a lot of hotels, and anxiety along with PTSD. Her family tries their best to stop it but it is really hard to stop.
Your mama painted your room
'A shade of pink' she said
But with your great arrival
That shade has turned to r e d
# Comments
Comments: 187
I scream out to be heard, to be free, to help others know what I'm feeling.
But they just see a screaming physco, they think I'm crazy like I need help.
Well, maybe I do, but saying out loud isn't going to help me.
I'm alive but at what cost?
SEMI-SELECTIVE. INDEPENDENT. OC BASED. RP ACCOUNT.
HAUNTING EVENT IS GOING ON FROM 3RD FEB TO THE 1ST OF MARCH!
PLEASE COMMENT HERE!
Hello, this is Tris with a destroying event here.
Please feel free to comment or leave a starter her to interact with Pallas at her lowest if you need angst.
Please feel free to talk; I may have made this event but I swear I'm not evil lmao.
Have a nice day!
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Ripped pages are scattered all across the room, the smell of fear and dread can also be smelt around the destroyed and broken home of Pallas Nikolaev. Normally a very clean, organized art room had now been turned into a mess of equipment and destruction. Only one book was left somewhat untouched and that was a journal mixed with a sketchbook that had a begging note on the front with messy and rushed handwriting on the cover that pleaded and wept for anybody that found this to not read this and destroy it the book if found.
But curious is such a strong thing, isn't it? Will you read on?
MUN/MUSE THOUGHTS
PLEASE DON'T COMMENT TO THIS COMMENT, INSTEAD, COMMENT ON THE JOURNAL ENTRIES BELOW.
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2/3/18 IC
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
I WANT HIM TO GO AWAY
I WANT HIM TO GO AWAY
HE NEEDS TO GO AWAY
I CAN'T FUCKING DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE
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ἐπιχαιρεκακία. ok but, ,, , gauche plays some of asier's songs in his shop and ,,,
imagine pallas hearing them for the fIRST TIME AND GETTING RLLY EXCITED THAT HER ,, DAD HAS FINALLY GOTTEN SOME MUSIC OUT
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ooc.
uhhh yes?? please?? She'd be so proud of her dad for doing what she could never do
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( tris how do i do mathematics im gonna die
we had water problems and im laughing bc —
our water was off for a good day and a half
and all i thought was " I wonder how that soda boy would react " )
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Ad that's not my job i'm shit at math :')
oh my gOD
tbh I'd image he'd get a soda can and be like "I told ya'll."
I actually have him Tomorrow for an after school class because he needs it he's improving his grades and I'll ask him then.
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( that makes two of us then
worst part is that i got,, the really hard teacher rip i nEED TO GRADUATE i've been working my ass off with it but just,,, nope i forget shit or something happens
probably —
But honestly I’m just surprised I thought about it, i await to hear his answer :'D )
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(☠️) A low snarling can be heard from the corner, the smell of blood and rot hanging in the air
(☠️) Monet turns the corner, jumping when he saw what was in front of him, the huge Minotaur
(☠️) He growls, backing up till he hit the wall, orange eyes wide and staring at her
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I'm so sorry this is late.
🌋 The ground rumbled a little bit as the huge creature saw the small feral animal. Now normally when Pallas was not a forty five foot monster, they LOVED dog-like animals, but now Pallas had no sympathy to anything in this form.
🌋 The bulls jaws clench and their foot stomped on the floor, Pallas lowered their horns and bared their shark-like teeth at Monet, and within seconds the Minotaur was charging at him at full speed and if they got him they'd probably kill him.
🌋 Pallas' soulless eyes showed no mercy as they charged, it was like they no longer cared about anyone's well being noways, like they just wanted to kill anything and everything Pallas didn't recognize, and Monet wasn't recognizable at all to the Minotaur.
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(It's fine! Don't worry about it!)(☠️) Monet jumps, managing to scramble away to that he wasn't hit
(☠️) He snarls harshly, twisting on his heels, having the advantage of being able to turn on a dime
(☠️) Sharp claws dig into flesh as he starts to climb up her, the disease that has infected him, over ridding all reason
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The Nephilim entries
"You shouldn't be in here, fucker."- Pallas Nikoleav.
Please don't reply to this comment, but reply to the entries underneath this.
TRIGGER WARNINGS:
Satanism, dark things, gore, death, abuse, depression, bulimia mentions.
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08/26/17: IC Drabble.
I saw her, she was perfect, I was no-one, I was nothing, I was worthless, I was in my worst time when I saw her beautiful face. She was perfect, a Goddess, my savoir. And she was far enough to reach out to. She was a Chef, but food terrified me. She saw my pain in a few seconds, the pain which was well hidden for years under a mask of comedy. A smile on my face and a joke in my brain really helped me hide myself, for years I had been sneaking food and then throwing it away or throwing it up so nobody I knew got worried about me, I was hiding for years, but she found me in a second, like she could sense my pain. She gave me her number to help me out. I accepted. I found out things about her, I found out she was perfect, but would she ever love me back? Probably not. All I am is a terrible person who's a hassle to everyone.
I've fallen in love, I never wanted to do that, I'm scared of love, I can't love, if I get rejected then what do I do? All these emotions have made this disorder come back, I've only eaten three cheerios and an apple slice and that's all I've had for three days. I've been throwing up everything else, I'm not worth food or her. I'm not worth anything.
God, why do I have emotions? If I could have none then I'd do that. Why do I fall in love so easily? Have I learned fuck all? I shouldn't love, I can't love again, I'd just ruin her, and I can't do that.
I can't ruin Cantrelle, I just can't, I can't, I fucking can't.
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Get the hell out of my journal!- Pallas Nikolaev
Mun/muse ramblings here.
Please don't reply to this comment, but reply to the comments underneath if you like.
TRIGGER WARNINGS:
Shit's gonna be dark in this.
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8/30/17: OOC.
Jessii: Ugh i hate roller coaster rides! its terrifying and what if it breaks down?
Pallas: OH? THE DEATHNATOR 5000? WHERE YOU'RE TIED TO A FIREWORK AND YOU HAVE A GOOD CHANCE OF LOSING YOUR LIMBS?? YES?? LETS DO IT! COME ON, PUSSY!
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8/25/17: OOC.
We're on 69 deviations and apparently i'm a twelve year old boy
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8/25/17: OOC.
Jessii: *Is a really nice person who doesn't swear, cares a lot, and is kindhearted*
Pallas: fuck shit cock succing asshole lol lmao im gay, thot hoe. i crave that motherfucking death bitch
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"If one more person taller than me complains about being short, I'm going for your fucking kneecaps."
"You'll be fucking short, I promise."
[🃏] Was Insanity salty about their new body being four foot seven inches?
[🃏] Yes very.
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ooc. Yet another person to make Pallas feel short. 10 / 10 👌
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please make me better. i fEEL SO BAD
BC PALLAS HATES BEING SO SHORT
AND NOW HERE COMES THIS MONSTER WOMAN AT 6'3 ON SCARY STREET
JUST,,,,LOOKIN LIKE
quivi's too tall and i die
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WEAR ME DOWN.
PALLAS IS SO JEALOUS RIP HER
SHE'LL JUST LOOK UP AT HER LIKE
"WHY ARE YOU SO TALL? THIS ISN'T FAIR!"
"...also could u kick me in the face ur pretty asf."
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please make me better. pls don't ask quivi to kick u in the face
she takes things literally she wILL ACTUALLY DO IT
"i don't understand why you needed me to hurt you but did that at least fulfill your desires"
she's. a tol literal stoic lady. : ' )
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WEAR ME DOWN.
SHE'D WOULDN'T SUSPECT IT RIP HER
Pallas would be on the ground like
"what. what. what?"
and Pallas is a smol, confused lady :')
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please make me better. lMAO
me too tho
quivi just,,,,looks at her on the ground like
"was that satisfying to your needs"
"
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WEAR ME DOWN.
Pallas would still be on the floor like
"?? n-no?"
"...was that a good thing to say... sHIT!"
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please make me better. dON'T SAY THAT bc then she'll be like "you want me to try again
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"I swear this situation is getting more fucking stupid by the second."
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"it really fucking is, like what the fuck."
"Can everyone chill? ESPECIALLY Chase, fucking Chase, fuck Chase."
"...Don't actually fuck Chase..." : /
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( this is ( probably ) pallas and asier and no one can tell me it's not )
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I'M LAUGHING AT THIS WTF
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( I JUST??
IDK MAN ITS HILARIOUS )
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ooc. Clarissa could probably relate with her on the being short and angry department.
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WEAR ME DOWN.
Being gay, short and angry are the only traits Pallas has left
but yes, they could be the short squad bc everyone that she knows is around or above 6'0 and she wants to die™
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ooc. The short squad with a fiery vengeance.
-- I'd be triggered too though tf. Why is everyone a giant
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( Welcome time traveler | ooc ): I LOVE YOUR OC
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BABY, YOU'RE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY LOWLIFE
OH MY GOD THANK YOU!
I love your oc too! She's so cute!
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@ Pallasss
pALLY PAL <3
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[TEXT SENT TO: Booty hoe lmao 🍑 ]
hAVENNNN <3
HEY GIRL!
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[Text sent to: Jack Sparrow Rippoff]
Asier?? What??
[Text sent to: Jack Sparrow Rippoff]
I know that, are you ok?? Where are you??
🗻 Pallas you're meant to be his 'daughter' not his Mom
🗻 Save my daughter 2k17
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