SippyCupMistress In reply to B-TURKS [2009-08-02 14:10:03 +0000 UTC]

lol! I know, right? Although all the stuff here is really intimidating XD And most/ALL of the detail was lost upon scanning UoU

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B-TURKS In reply to SippyCupMistress [2009-08-14 20:00:21 +0000 UTC]

you said "intimidating"? Yeah sometimes (or i must say.. always) I'm scared by the deviant's job! All the deviation are a.w.e.s.o.m.e!!!!! I don't know how they can do =_=
Aaaaaaaaah, often scanners have no mercy

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SippyCupMistress In reply to pho0b [2009-06-04 14:30:36 +0000 UTC]

oh, mysterious stranger, how you terrify and allure me with your epic anonymity. I, out of love and respect, have never visited your DeviantART before! but, if i had to pick someone who was spreading the word, it was ZOE. ZOMG. RUN AWAYZ.

yeah. super hot mistress. that's me. Don't even deny your feelings. you hear what you wanna hear. i know it. you know it. EVERYONE KNOWS IT. we'll be the latest craze.

and it occurs to me that hitting on your - albeit sarcastically is not something i should really be doing (especially not at 12:29am after reading fic after fic of lawyers doing....) anyway. yes. stalk me. go on. bring it. i don't actually draw much though XD/couldn't be bothered to actually upload anything and you know how dedicated i am to schoolwork.

you know gabby had an account on here at some point too?

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pho0b In reply to SippyCupMistress [2009-06-10 08:50:06 +0000 UTC]

I know I can be quite frightening can't I.

AHA YES
I can't help but lol when I say superhotmistress,
or think about you making it your username,
and keeping it private,
ahahaha.

You should definately upload lots and lots of pretty arts, and Jessie you know, I will always be angry that you didn't take art, just as I am confused as to why you never took Japanese, because the class is laking a Jessie presence, and you should have done it, the end.

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SippyCupMistress In reply to pho0b [2009-06-11 10:33:07 +0000 UTC]

laking a jessie presence, eh? can you really imagine me doing art in that class? i'd get pissy and over it and an overemotional artist (while very classic) is really not good for anyone's health - oh. and the obvious hate/don't respect the teacher thing - remember that? yup. complicates things. 'sides. i'm not very good at things past fanart anyway. i can draw manga/anime style and weird, strange monster things - and mermaids - but only ever in other people's books. you've seen tegan's art diary I presume XD

i will upload something soon, after i get over how much i want to slam brianna's face into the pavement, anyway. is it okay for me to say that online? Will i get like, persecuted for that?

ah, who even cares anymore.

oh. i also don't care about my ext. major work. useful, much?

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pho0b In reply to SippyCupMistress [2009-06-15 11:31:47 +0000 UTC]

No no I would like a bit more emotion in that class, sometimes its,, quiet.

like,
a quiet
art class
seems
so wrong,
dont'cha think?
Naw actually I guess I dont mind, but,, mm. I guess that doesnt help that you and the JS aren't the best of friends.
PS, um, I cannot believe you ditched the squares for painting in rocka! Not impressed Jessie!
Actually I don't believe I have seen tegans book! Oh nos! I have seen the lovely cat playing the piano in jens book though, yes that is greatness on paper.

ahaha yes you may get persecuted, mr walker can obviously track you down and conclude that you are breaking several telecommunications laws by even mentioning anything school related on the scawwy interwebz world.

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SippyCupMistress In reply to pho0b [2009-06-16 14:00:01 +0000 UTC]

*growls don tigre-esque*

[link]

seriously. that's the image in my head when i'm angry. BELIEVE IT, PHEE-PHEE.

...

i make no apologies for the horrendous slaughter of your name. that's right. BECAUSE IM A BULLY. HA. *mutters to self and pulls musket*

due to reasons of 'blah blah blah im rankine and im amazing blah blah' i shall refrain from badmouthing anyone (with of course, no names mentioned) anymore, but... um. yes. TEH HATEZ. i kind of want to draw me as gaston and her as a curly, sulky, hunchy, wimpy beast, and i can lead an entire village against her.

i will have an even bigger chest and a musket. onoes. also, cogsworth and lumiere (and also belle, i think) will be domonic and rankine. except obviously in this version, gaston is not into belle. i dont mind still dying though. i'm all for martyring myself.

a quiet art class doesn't really seem right, admittedly. not at all. but you know if i was there it would just be me talking and everyone else being *wince* shut up. you know the new girl, anya? i dont think she likes me very much. admittedly, i wasn't in the best of moods when we met (may or may not have been shouting at jessica brisbane who kept ignoring me while i was in the process of an emotional breakdown, after which i proceeded to get paint all over my sparkle-scarf and then just got angry and stormed off....) but im not entirely bothered.

am drawing a pairing that's been on my mind lately, but it's lame not having any particular skill at drawing clothes. which is usually why my characters - most of which, as you've seen, are male - are shirtless. ONOZ.

MAI ARTZ R IN-CON-SIS-TENT. there'll be two characters in a picture and suddenly the art will just change. REALLY AGGRAVATING.

too bad about JSs situation, right? i dont particularly hate her. although that probably has something to do with not having anything to do with her. still, i extend my sympathy to her plight.

i ran away from the red lycra and foam squares. im sorry, phubbles.

anything i draw worth looking at is usually in tegan's book.

= epic fail.

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pho0b In reply to SippyCupMistress [2009-06-20 14:30:05 +0000 UTC]

Anyhow, well,
I shall endevour to look at tegans book for i would like to see your doodle

(s)

ha
ok
sorry
immature remark.

Well i couldnt see your link image because i got a no fun error of 403, (almost teh dreaded 404), which said I had ACESS DENIED, NO PERMISSION, to see your angry state. Obviously the interwebz is looking out with my best interests at heart, it doesnt want my soul to be traumatised by such an image.

Ee i dont want to wear lycra no no no no no no no no no nono
no
no!
NO!
Wa.
But im weak and cannot stand up for myself and cannot say i wanna drop out for fear of carlonious master of rock eisteddfod. Ps I am so proud that i can spell that word i hope i have a change to use it in a hsc exam just for some markers cred, im sure it would warrant respect.

ok im beginning to ramble i should sleep,
though sleep congruent to poop.

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SippyCupMistress In reply to pho0b [2009-06-26 23:52:32 +0000 UTC]

It always manages to make me shake my head when someone sends me back a reply and say they were rambling. Um, look at the messages I send, much?

Although the inclusion of your poop was very refreshing, I assure you. Well, you made me lol, which is probably going somewhere towards lifting me out of the BLACK ABYSS of depression I am currently finding myself.

Ah, is it depression yet? probably.

I want a kitten. I want a NICE CAT WHO LOVES ME for god's sake. How can i start a crazy cat lady army without having a loyal captain by my side? That's just so frustrating. I want to meet YOUR cat phoebe, and see if it's as evil as people say. Because i meet cats that people say are DEATH and it's an easy to get along with animal, you just... have to be a cat person. yays. i like animals. easy to work with (usually...)

I'm going to put it out there and say that you're doing rocka because you have a STRONG SENSE OF CHARACTER and aren't a little phailbird like me, basically XD It's too bad you couldn't see that icon. Just search Furio Tigre on photobucket or something. It's the one where he's pulling open his shirt and screaming with his head side to side. I would probably less be tearing my shirt though...

... probably.

i am amazed at your spelling of eisteddfod. I got it wrong, again, and had to look at yours. what the hell is with that word, anyway? What's with the english language??

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pho0b In reply to SippyCupMistress [2009-06-27 13:14:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeah i am in a black abyss of depression too.
*hi five*
i dont even have a need to be!
I have no huge drama to be depressed about, infact nothing is really all that depressing in my life to justify my depression, yet i am depressed. or i think i am.
yay! maybe im just in a slump with no motivation or enthusiasm with loss of interest in things i once loved and disconnection and isolation from those around me, hmm..
but i shouldnt be cos my life is fine and dandy and i get all good grades!
yay!

"you have no need to be depressed because you get first in everything!!111!!1!11111"
except that i have no social life or anything to look forward to in my life and have essentially no direction or passion for my future life and fear that i will never do anything and get stuck in a job i hate,,,,,,

yay again, im so full of sarcastic yay tonight.
i think i should see the school counselor before i slit my throat with paper cuts from the edge of my chemistry text book.
yay!

apologies for hideous non capitalisation of words. the shift button is lazy.
apologies also for huge teen angst/splurge etc,
i think it gets worse on weekends, im happier at school .. HOW SAD..

um,
yeah
wot.

on a brigher note,
my cat is really okay and definately more inclined to liking cat people. i gave her a bath yesterday [was it yesterday? the days just blur into one another *cut cut*]
and a wet cat is a funny sight
please dont take that to any sexual place, it has extreme wet pussy potential but we're not going there, right.
ok yes, so a wet cat is a funny sight. and how they splay their legs out to the side as if they can avoid touching the water, and then the meow as if they are being slowly slaughtered.. and then their neck looks so thin in proportion to their skull ,, well hahaha,
yay a laugh
my face just broke.

if this post is not a ramble i challenge you to define it otherwise.

have a good sunday
im working and doing homework, are you going to the anime festival in syd? nicole invited me but im ,, working. i was also invited to the movies but im,, working.
yay.
x

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SippyCupMistress In reply to pho0b [2009-06-28 11:48:15 +0000 UTC]

Nicole as in Nicole Brown as in Nicsy Noo-Noo Nugget? She's into anime?

Unfortunately, no freaking Sydney trips for dead-in-a-hole Jessie. Just crankiness and angst and OHMYGOD MY SIMS GAME DIED AND I LOST 7 GENERATIONS OF FAMILY! GISFMLISFNWSRMF!!! I was so angry! I pressed save and it DELETES EVERYTHING!? what the fucking fuckhole!?!?

That said, I have now developed an approving nature towards having daughters - that said, I will still gladly take any sons you may have (to save them from drowning, oh my ;D), but yes. My girls were awesome. I started off with this random sim that was already there, who was a woman, and she had three daughters, and then the eldest of them who i was playing had 5 daughters, and then 4, then 4, then 3, then SIX THEN IT DIED. RAWR *furio tigre furio tigre furio tigre furio tigre*

... sigh.

Fun being stuck in YEAR ELEVEN being afraid of no prospects, huh? I'm NOT getting the grades (although it's not for fucking lack of trying) and I KNOW I'm not stupid, but I have the feeling I'm more suited to 'smarts-that-allow-one-to-commit-murder-and-get-away-with-it-or-survive-out-in-the-woods' than things on paper... rawr. which is annoying. Try having your best friend steal the dream that you've had for eight years, who suddenly comes out of nowhere and just goes HEY. THIS IS WHAT I WANNA DO!! and is probably closer to achieving it too. *hisses* but what can one do, right? I'm at the bottom of my modern history class, which doesn't particularly surprise me... I'm sort of close to failing it, too, I think. I have to do really good next term to keep from... I don't even know. What happens to you if you fail anyway?

I was stuck in a job I hated. I quit XD At least you have a lot of money? Coz you work heaps, huh... like, EVERY DAY ON THE HOLIDAYS *gives weird, but impressed, look* Just spend things... on whoever you want?

Social lives are for the............... social? *sigh* it does get worse on the weekends. Find a fandom and stick with it... heh. fail. Or maybe we should go out and get smashed somewhere - or better yet!! We could go hang out with B and her mall-possy. Threesomes ftw, right? *blink* I know that you feel the same.

You know what's fun? 1/4 women get depression!! know what's better! 1/3 teenagers have depression!! HAHAHAHAHA. *screwed* I should tell you to go to the school councillor, but I've heard she/they're (is) more or less useless. I don't particularly like councillors. Ha...! I was about to make some scathing remark about rankine, then remembered, happily enough, that you don't like him either! so, I shall settle for a high five instead (times 10000000 <3)

Is it bad of me that I have the most amusing image i've had in a while of you slitting your throat via chemistry-notes papercuts? I kind of miss science/maths, you know. makes me think I should have tried. after all, english was my strength, and look at where it is now. ha...! I wish Treleaven hadn't left. Or McMullen, actually. Most of all,

I WISH WE WEREN'T HAVING PARMAR FOR LEGAL STUDIES WHEN ZABELL LEAVES!! I mean, was I jack the freaking ripper in my past life? Surely, SURELY, that's the only thing that warrants this kind of punishment.

At the moment, my life plan is just to live off the dol. I can be a dol mole, and live in a trailer with lots of cats, and a shotgun, perhaps, and pay people in sexual favours to clean up my trailer park like that woman on WIN one night... which was pretty epic, seeings as though her boobs went to her belly button. sagsagsagsag.

Speaking of sexual - cats are SRS BIZNISS. I would never make such an innappropriate call. I suspect, Phubbles, that that's just you venting your repressed teenagerness on to me (and the internet! oh my!!) and that perhaps we should indulge in, as i said, B-esque sex romps. Hurrah. Don't forget coming to school with hangovers, either. *grumbles about 4 years of wasted life*

anyway -

my cat would SLAUGHTER me if i tried to wash her. SLAUGHTER. i would be SO DEAD. she's 14, tiny, and has small man's syndrome, and she's just like DEATH TO HUMANS when she's near water... or you try to pick her up... or you pat her too much... or you ALMOST STEP ON HER (and by almost, i mean YOU'RE 2 METRES AWAY) harrumph. Right now I want a (lion) LABRADOG. A black one, called dusky. Maybe I'll ask for one for my birthday - nick suggested getting a kitten for his, but I know if he got one i'd steal it and it would love me and then he'd get angry, because where animals and i are like <3 he and animals are like sfjwlkernfklwdjlfislmmmmm#####!

oh noes.

*pats pheebix's broken face* there there, it's a lovely face, don't break it. (although, realistically, scars can be kinda hawt).

Should be doing the history assessment that i have already gotten zero on. I'm not. Instead, I think i'll take tomorrow off (SO SUE ME) and do it then. What frustrates me is that nathan is probably going to actually be not-dead tomorrow, and i havent spoken to him in a week and i'll miss it again, but mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmeh. I dont really care as long as he's FINISHED PHOENIX, DAMMIT.

oh, that's the other thing. The only reason I havent really offed myself yet is because the new pokemon games are coming out next year - SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! *excited a la max* and perfect prosecutor is coming out! I BELIEVE IN MILES EDGEWORTH.

... ignoring that, though...

I forgot about the movies - DAMMIT. ah, my mum's not in a good mood anyway, I suppose. She probably wouldn't be willing to drive me anywhere. Truthfully, I guess, too, I'm not in the mood to drive for an hour to watch something for two -_- I should just pack the fuck up and move to wollongong already. or to sydney. OR TO GERMANY. or IRELAND. goddammit I wanna go to ireland.

... or new zealand. I really like new zealand...

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pho0b In reply to SippyCupMistress [2009-07-01 09:54:46 +0000 UTC]

Yes Nicole as in Nicole Brown as in .. Nicsy Noo-Noo Nugget? Sure. Yus she is into anime and draws it, don't know what she watches,, but you should inquire.

Oh fuck thats a fucking bitch,
Really, I feel your pain, that has happened to me too on le Sims too. Ohh, thinking about le sims makes me sadly nostalgic thinking of nice happy times..
Ohhh. I feel like loading it onto the computer now but that is a recipe for procrastination pasta which I don't really need right now...

Another memory of a video game 'fuck!', I remember, mum was vaccuuming around my Nintendo 64 whilst I had been playing Zelda Majora's Mask and was up to the.. temple.. the water one, when you are a zora,, I forget the finer details its been so long, but I had been playing it for about 5 hours straight and you know you cant save it in the middle of a temple cos you have to start from the start again well mother bumped the nintendo with her vaccuum and it froze.
I was an angry, angry child..

Oh Jessie! Who was the best friend and what was the dream? That is not so nice

I actually have no idea what would happen if you failed, I dont think anything really. Sooo no stressin'. I wish I did modern. Or SAC. Or some other humanity which is what I am good at and at least has a spark of interest and practical application to life rather than doing science which I am good at but currently abhor and will never, ever, use unless I am at a dinner party of chemists and can say 'ass the NaCl to flavour my C6H1005, please'.
Mm yeah I know I should quit my job I have more than enough monies, its just another thing I'm obsessive about and am perfectionist about that I have no need to be...

On the notion of town threesomes with B;
No further comment.
*blink*
A bucket may be appreciated at this time.

FUCK I could rant about the school hangover.
But I won't.
Because I am lovely.
RITE?????

Jessie your statement 'ZABELL LEAVES' --> Means what??!?
IS MR ZABELL LEAVING?
THE SCHOOL?
NO!
No no no no no thats Smithshillian blasphemy! Sin!
Virtue? A Fig! What is Smiths Hill without Rodney? We will surely be punished.. Really.
Iv'e grown quite fond of the man.
And to be replaced with Parmar?
Way to rub salt in the wound!
Or fragments of shattered glass..
Nawww actually Parmar is ok. Just joke with him about the pronounciation of your name, admittedly easier in my case, but it works I tell you. Also use the word sustainable. Use it often.

Mr Rankine, lets not go there.
He has our best interests at heart.
*Composed smile*

Lol, lol, lol.
Cats, are, funny.
My cat used to do that too. Get all amorous when you pat her, purring elevated to a noise indistinguishable from that of a loud obnoxious tractor and/or plane taking off, and she'd rub her head all over your hand, and pad you with her paws and claws digging into your thigh, and you'd put up with it because you love her, until
*UNG*
She sinks her teeth deep into your flesh and youd throw her off and she's hiss and be all not lovely. Like in a crazy frantic moment of too much cat pleasure released in a violent act.
Mm,
Cats.

I literally haven't done any homework in three days.
Whether its because i am too consumed in my black unmotivated depressive slump or- actually thats it. And I am going to art school thingy on second week of holidays so there goes a week to do stressfull homework cramming of major work and note making and otherwise.
Fuck, why do I even bother?

That wasn't rhetorical.

Yes move to wollongong.
Or to Sydney. I'd like to move there.
Or anywhere.
Mm. I'd like to go to Canada, and Europe; like spain and france and italy and greece and also south africa and to the amazon and into the wilderness of crazy far out corners of the world where nobody knows you and..
Aww.

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SippyCupMistress In reply to pho0b [2009-07-03 06:35:04 +0000 UTC]

Ha...! A new start... I god-fucking wish.

You know, I've decided that fuck school, I'm just going to get a genie/djinni, and wish for a) money b) eternal knowledge and c) eternal youth/hawtness or something. It'll be lots of fun. Oh, might make myself a sorceress, too, because well. I dunno.

... Oh. I would also wish for a transformer, because I'm actually in love with Optimus Prime. HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL. His flames and his leg wheels!! <3 <3

ah, love.

To make you love chemistry I have DRAWN YOU A PICTURE ON MS PAINT! HAHAHA! With a laptop mouse D: = scary. So nicsy draws anime/manga? ach, verdamnt, I kinda wish she didn't. She so far outstrips me in the artistic department *sighs and scuffles feet* which is pretty much why I didn't take art = i'm really nooooooot the most amazing drawer in the world. I wanna start computer art/animation... i've got so many characters dancing and singing/shipping in so many different songs AND - tell you what. when i actually start to get the hang of it, you can help me!

I can't colour things, you understand. There we go. You can help me. Nice distraction from homework. Not that I should be distracting you, but hey, how bout i drag you down to my level a bit? ha...! misery loves company - it's one of my rules.

The 64s had an awful tendancy to freeze D: My fucknut of a brother (who tried to steal MY ICECREAM again tonight, actually) used to watch me play games and squirm and kick out randomly and he stopped my zelda and pokemon games SO MANY TIMES, and i'd yell at him to SIT STILL or GO AWAY but then it would be MY fault because 'he's just little, etc, etc, etc'

Hey - semi-personal question, have you ever wanted siblings? I was gonna be the first of four, originally, and my mum was going to be stay-at-home and we would have been quite wealthy because my dad had a really good job (...and did four unit maths in year 9... he was kind of amazing... and he had an epic chemistry mind. Like, he'd look at things and just be like pfft, that's the answer, and then go away). Can you imagine 4 kendell kids? ha... I can't help but think about it.

God, my family would be so different.

I could even do better at school because I'd have a NUCLEAR FAMILY!! CAN U IMAGIN PHEOBIX? CAN U? ZOMG. I actually have the feeling that I would be this epic drunk slut. I'm not sure why... Would've had more time to be a kid, I guess. As opposed to 'be a second parent', not that i've done a very good job, since nick's all social-recluse runs away hates everyone kind of thing. sigh.

ha...! my best friend steal dream situation is nathan, then has actually become solange as well *frustrated* and he was complaining about how upsetting it was when solange told him she wanted to do, like, the same stuff. rawr.

Hey, you know. I'm a bad person who gets angry at her friends' success.

I mean, you're really good at school, but I know that you work hard, so it's okay. But *hiss* people that just turn up and go oh GOD ILL FAIL and then PWN you should die. I think i got 24/30 from my last legal assessment? Which is okay - LOLS same mark as tegan again! We're twins. I AM ACTUALLY HER UNBORN TWIN WHO DIED IN THE WOMB. it's true.

Oh guess what. Louis gave me three cartons of german fruitjuice today after school. heavy as fuck but actually very good. I think I'm addicted to german strawberry fruitjuice <3

Gah...! there is paint ALL OVER ME from this afternoon XD = fail. white AND black. I can has multicultural~~

Zabell is coming back next year... and in the meantime we're having parmar. It... He... breaks me sometimes DX I love the man, my god I do, but he is INSANE AND HARD TO HANDLE. especially the 'hahaha! i hid some wrong answers in the multiple choice answer sheet! so figure them out!! hahahahaha'

= GODDAMMIT DIE. he also staples things in the bottom left or right corner. and he hands out like 50 pages at a time. but he's awesome. I'm so glad I'm in his class instead of miss kutsukos'. she's alright, but it's not the same as zabell <3

Do you have a drawing tablet? You should use your monies to by yourself a drawing tablet...

...

or you could use your monies to by me a drawing tablet? hee. I WILL get myself one of those eventually. I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL. I have to, otherwise my life will JUST B POINTLEZZ

You know what, Phoebix? I enjoy talking to you. You make for good conversation, and we don't usually speak much

B spends her time telling Z about how sex with girls isn't actually that bad... as long as the guy in the threesome is shit. nice, rite? 'Magine saying that to a LESBIAN. *sighs*

Rant about the school hangover! I haven't heard much about it!! DO ITZ, PHOEBIX! DO IT.

I'm doing work on the holidays: I am, I am, I am. No really. I have to get this sort of stuff done DX *sigh* Why do you even bother? Because you're dedicated and determined to have a great future of amazingness. What did you want to be when you... well. next year?

... I'm really sick. And really cold... I missed out on doing my history thing again thanks to that...

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pho0b In reply to SippyCupMistress [2009-06-20 14:24:12 +0000 UTC]

i feel like a tornado of words just ambushed me

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SippyCupMistress In reply to B-TURKS [2009-05-20 06:47:33 +0000 UTC]

waha XD I know! my bad, right? I've got some things i could post, i just need to

a) figure it out
b) touch it up
c) let go of any reservations XD

Thanks for your interest!

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B-TURKS In reply to SippyCupMistress [2009-05-20 13:31:19 +0000 UTC]

Well, so I'll wait for a, b and c and then I'll come to see your new gallery :3

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SippyCupMistress In reply to B-TURKS [2009-05-21 10:23:07 +0000 UTC]

I'll be waiting

I was going to upload my first picture tonight, but i have heaps of homework...

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B-TURKS In reply to SippyCupMistress [2009-05-21 14:18:44 +0000 UTC]

D'ho!! xD

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