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# Statistics
Favourites: 377; Deviations: 534; Watchers: 30
Watching: 24; Pageviews: 16728; Comments Made: 1961; Friends: 24
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Anything differentFavorite bands / musical artists: Tom Waits, City and Color, Modest Mouse, CocoRosie
Favorite writers: Bukowski, Thompson
Favorite games: Settlers of Catan, WH40K, The Phantom Pain
Favorite gaming platform: xbone, n64, 360
Tools of the Trade: any ball point pens i can steal from work, and my moleskin.
Other Interests: History, writing, philosophy, movies
# About me
MoviesAmelie, Tekonkinkreet, Waltz with Bashir, Les Miserable, Grand Budapest Hotel, Road Warrior, Fury Road, The Motorcycle Diaries.
Books
The Rum Diary, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Motorcycle Diaries, Animal Farm, Whiskey Words and a Shovel pt. I
About me:
as a writer i draw influences and inspiration from artists such as Tom Waits, Dallas Greene, Hunter S. Thompson, R.H. Sin and especially Bukowski.
i consider myself an optimistic nihilist, both spiritually, and socially, and i try to convey this in my writing.
this is not to say i am a depressing person, at least i like to think i am not.
Things to live by:
"Ruin everything."
"At no point in the world will a man who is sane; Over-Reach himself, Over-Spend himself, Over-Rate-Himself"
~ Lao Tzu
"Don't Try."
~ Charles Bukowski
"Sell not yourself at so little price, being so precious in God's eyes."
~ Rumi
"Be yourself. Everyone else is taken."
~ Oscar Wilde
"The writer is the engineer of the human soul."
~ Stalin
"You yourself are the eternal energy which appears as this universe. You didn't come into this world; you came out of it, like a wave from the ocean."
~ Alan Watts
# Comments
Comments: 518
marciceman [2021-02-16 16:47:55 +0000 UTC]
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SonOfBeso In reply to Bad-Poet [2017-10-10 21:59:48 +0000 UTC]
thank you,Β
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β as well,
Β for taking the timeΒ
Β Β Β to read and favourite
Β Β Β Β Β 'little time'.Β
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TalithaChristian [2017-10-02 12:51:45 +0000 UTC]
"Sell not yourself at so little price, being so precious in God's eyes."
~ Rumi
Just found it interesting that you had that in your list ofΒ quotes to live by.
If I were to revise that quote:
"Stop selling yourself to do evil in the sight of the Lord, repent and believe in Christ,Β and you will become blameless in God's sight as you allow Him to continue leading you in the righteous paths." ~ TiffanyΒ
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SonOfBeso In reply to TalithaChristian [2017-10-02 21:50:16 +0000 UTC]
i can be civilized.Β
Β Β but, as far as i am concerned,
Β outside of literature,
Β Β Β Β and metaphors,
Β there is no god.
Β you won't convince me otherwise,
Β nor will you convince me
that i am living
Β in sin.
Β Β Β Β please make yourself scarce.
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FrightFriend [2014-09-20 07:48:41 +0000 UTC]
Hay the last comment here was in 2013...
..
-dusts comment section off-
there you go buddy.
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SonOfBeso In reply to FrightFriend [2016-05-21 10:29:27 +0000 UTC]
Last I checked the last comment here was 2016.Β
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FrightFriend In reply to SonOfBeso [2016-05-21 14:28:42 +0000 UTC]
It was relevant for the time that the comment was made
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ZombiePsychologist [2013-01-13 00:59:07 +0000 UTC]
Happy birthday!
deviantART muro drawing
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SonOfBeso In reply to ZombiePsychologist [2013-01-15 11:38:53 +0000 UTC]
Thank you.. I completely forgot about my birthday.
I actually really like this. You did a wonderful job.
Again, thank you, very much.
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zombi-Fye [2012-11-08 08:04:32 +0000 UTC]
Hey
Mr. Koba,
I really, really respect you, and what you talk about, and I acknowledge that I am loud and obnoxious and probably seem to be a pretty horrible person. I'm spiteful, vain, rude and I often get carried away.
In that sense I can see why someone would want to ignore me, for some of the idiotic stuff I decide to share with the world. I can see why. And I respect that shit.
Extremely wise decision. I have a one-track-mind and I very rarely 'take back' something I have said, especially if I am trying to back up a point of view, regardless if I still believe it or not.
I'm not really sure what I'm getting at here. Probably just talking too much about myself like I usually do.
But what I want to say, is, I'm sorry.
Sorry for being loud and obnoxious. Sorry for being an absolute idiot.
I respect and acknowledge the fact you are a smarter, more experienced and overall-y better person than I am. I really want you to reply, since I honestly take a lot of your words to heart and it'd really tear me up if you didn't.
Would you...'take me back under your wing,' so to speak? 'Cause I really want to learn from you.
And despite the fact we are on opposite sides of the world, and are virtually polar opposite people, I believe you could help make me a better person. I don't know. From only knowing you via text, you've become really important to me. It's hard to explain. I just really don't want you to dislike me for whatever reason.
Agh. Text walls.
I'd totally understand if you completely ignored this, cause you bloody well have a right to.
I don't think I've ever 'met' anyone as intelligent as you. And perhaps never will.
I don't know.
I really don't.
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SonOfBeso In reply to zombi-Fye [2012-11-10 10:14:26 +0000 UTC]
Okay.. Wow.. This is a lot..
First and foremost, please, stop assuming that I loathe you.
I'm a hateful person, but unless someone gives me explicit reason to loathe them, I am generally pretty fair.
I honestly have no issues with you.
However, I am very lazy and uninterested in dA for the most part, and that is why I take forever to do virtually anything, up to and including answering my messages.
I am really not a good person.
I'm not a bad person, but I am certainly not a good person.
I'm just a person, and I am sure that you are no different.
We're all vain, spiteful, rude and self-interested, whether we're willing to accept this or not. Those of us that can are just more intelligent and more in tune with our realities than others.
I really don't know how to react to this.
I mean, don't get me wrong, I am flattered, and I am sure this is going to do wonders to my already overinflated ego, but there is really no reason for you to look up to me.
And at no point were you 'under my wing'.
Don't take this the wrong way. I like you, quite a bit, and I do intend on responding to you whenever you reply, but like I said, I am just lazy.
I am extremely flattered by the regard in which you hold me, if that is honestly your opinion of me, but I really do not think I have done anything to earn that.
In my eyes I consider myself an intelligent person. But as much as I joke about it, I am no prophet.
As I said, I have no problems with you.
You seem like an intelligent person, albeit lost. At your age however, that is more than expected.
And in all honesty, I think we're all lost. At least, I know I am.
Sorry if this was incoherent. I tried to acknowledge everything here.
Anyway, please, feel free to message me whenever if you want to talk or something, though, for consistencies sake, it might be best to PM me with a note instead.
~ Koba
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zombi-Fye In reply to SonOfBeso [2012-11-11 04:53:17 +0000 UTC]
Ha, I don't expect anything of you. I mean, for you to do.
I just look up to you in a weird kind of way.Because you're honest, I guess.
I think I was really worried that I had offended you in some way.
As usual, I went a bit overboard.
I really like that expression. It makes me think of jumping off ships.
If I do offend you, or express a different opinion, feel free to set me right (: It may just show me the truth. Or it may not. But y'know. Maybe.
If I have a different opinion to you, don't take me seriously because in all likelihoods I've a) gotten it off someone else and are blindly following their lead, or b) honestly do not know anything about what I am talking about.
I guess the reason I said I looked up to you is because, like I said before, you are truthful to yourself and others. and it's a relief to see that. Because I've never met anyone who is.
Uhm. I think that's all. Yep.
Oh, one more thing. 'Skittlezzz' is one of the most hilarious people I've ever met. QuQ
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skiddlezzz In reply to zombi-Fye [2012-11-09 21:16:02 +0000 UTC]
This person isnt intelligent, trust me, he runs around mocking people all the time.
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zombi-Fye In reply to skiddlezzz [2012-11-10 01:09:28 +0000 UTC]
That's a personal opinion, and as I enjoy his poetry and respect him I can only assume he has a legitimate reason for doing so. ^^ He's very good with words for someone you say is so unintelligent.
Maybe, instead of trying to force your opinion on others, it would do better to get over whatever you have against ?
With how often you seem to stalk his profile, it would lead me to think you're...quite obsessed. The only reason he keeps replying to you and 'mocks' you or your friends would be because you seem insistent on spamming him with the most idiotic, illiterate spam I have ever seen.
I think you really need to get over yourself and perhaps consider purchasing a life.
xx~ Zombi
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skiddlezzz In reply to zombi-Fye [2012-11-10 09:50:13 +0000 UTC]
Please, i dont want to hear a life story, all i know is that he stumbled onto my friends page, and said his vocab was horrid, along with a few other terrible things to say, My friend cant help the way he is.
And iv'e heard the purchasing a life one, from a website "Top ten best insults" the insult reads "look on eebay and purchase a life."
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zombi-Fye In reply to skiddlezzz [2012-11-10 10:03:26 +0000 UTC]
Uhm, it wasn't a life story, which you'd know if you'd bothered to read the first ten words. -.-;
What he's done to you or your friend doesn't concern me. In fact, I couldn't care less. I just ask that you stop trying to convince me he's a bad guy. I can form my own opinions, thank you very much.
Were you searching for insults to use against people you barely know? -.-; I didn't get that insult from anywhere. And it wasn't directed to you as an insult anyway, just a recommendation. That you find something better to do. I'm sorry if you find insult in everything. I'd appreciate it if you left me alone.
*Also. If you're really the 20 year old male you claim you are, I also recommend purchasing a dictionary. You have the language of a ten year old who just discovered youtube. Please, do a favour to us all and learn some punctuation.
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skiddlezzz In reply to zombi-Fye [2012-11-10 10:49:19 +0000 UTC]
When i said life story, what i ment was you posted a paragraph of shit that im probably not gonna read, im only going to read the first and last words, so..
Purchasing a dictionary... i dont really feel like doing that, because i dont want to waste my time on doing something that someone on the internet 'Recommended' to me, i dont give to shits about my gramma, if you want to be all like a gramma cop then fine do so, but for god sake.. wait, i understand it, you want to be his friend.. because you too, are almost the same..
you both talk in paragraphs.. and you both act like gramma cops and treat everyone else like a turd under your foot :'D
Wow, erm :Y You, keep being bitter, and correcting everyone for a simple mistake.. while i make some good friends who dont judge me :T
Bye o/
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zombi-Fye In reply to skiddlezzz [2012-11-11 05:00:52 +0000 UTC]
b> I posted a paragraph someone isn't going to bother to read? x'D
Honestly, I think I've given up on you. But I have to say, I laughed so hard at this. And I'm not being mean by saying that, you are actually really hilarious. :'D
No, don't stop! I'm enjoying it.
And well said, Mr :'D
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SonOfBeso In reply to zombi-Fye [2012-11-12 22:06:37 +0000 UTC]
He always says he doesn't read the responses.
He must read it, at least in part, otherwise he wouldn't be able to carry on the conversation.
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zombi-Fye In reply to SonOfBeso [2012-11-13 04:49:07 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, I think he does read it, since he references most of what I've said...
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skiddlezzz In reply to zombi-Fye [2012-11-11 08:33:52 +0000 UTC]
Your not laughing at all.
Your reading it
Iv'e done this before.
Said i was laughing, im not really.
Dont lie.
Its the worst thing you can do.
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zombi-Fye In reply to skiddlezzz [2012-11-11 09:54:46 +0000 UTC]
Um. I was laughing :'D Truly ruly. Out loud.
But uhm, you can tell yourself I didn't if it makes you feel better. I dunno. qUq
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SonOfBeso In reply to skiddlezzz [2012-11-11 02:28:42 +0000 UTC]
"The reality is that you are the weak, and I am the tyranny of evil men. But I'm trying Ringo, I'm trying real hard to be the shepherd."
~ Pulp Fiction
You people make it difficult for me to be civil, so I am going to try and be as concise and to the point as possible here.
1) Learn to properly spell and convey yourself. Doing any thing but is a sign of ignorance and disrespect, to both yourself and any other parties.
2) If you have a problem with me, take it out with me. This girl has done nothing to you, and you have no reason to treat her like you are.
3) Lastly, if you're going to commit to something, have the interest and courtesy to follow through with it by actually listening to the opinions of others, regardless of how moot you may think they are.
At least when I am being a dick to people, I still humor their ignorance.
Now that is the nicest possible way for me to have said any of that.
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skiddlezzz In reply to SonOfBeso [2012-11-11 08:32:51 +0000 UTC]
Im going to be honest, and because i am so honest im not going to post a big lie pretending i understand any of that. you two, get together, make poems and maybe meet up, your both the same.
Your both horrid people who judge
Your both incredibly bitter
and you both pick on the weak,
Maybe start a youtube channel because thats where you both will fit in the most. on youtube.
With the trolls.
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SonOfBeso In reply to skiddlezzz [2012-11-11 12:02:17 +0000 UTC]
I'm not going to bother reading any more than the first line of this, solely because I can already tell that it will only serve to further frustrate me.
Good day.
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skiddlezzz In reply to zombi-Fye [2012-11-11 10:15:13 +0000 UTC]
Wow, you really are rude arent you?
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zombi-Fye In reply to skiddlezzz [2012-11-11 11:20:22 +0000 UTC]
lol
I said
'lol k'
and you said I was a horrible, bitter, selfish person :V
Oh I am very rude
go figure
Why do you even continue talking to me? owo
You obviously have judged my type and hate without even knowing me
Why not just let it be? I think you should listen to some Bob Marley
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skiddlezzz In reply to zombi-Fye [2012-11-11 11:39:37 +0000 UTC]
:U Im not really into bob marley >w<
Anything else?
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zombi-Fye In reply to skiddlezzz [2012-11-11 11:50:09 +0000 UTC]
heh it's just cause he's 'chill and all.
I have no idea. What elses would you be referring to? owo
apart frommm
1. You likened me to a troll, yet you started talking to me first. Okaaaay. The same with .
2. Apparently I am a horrible person who judges. Yet as far as I can see, I've been fairly kind to you. At least, compared to how horrible I could be treating you.
3. I am picking on the weak? So I, a 14 year old girl, am stronger than a 20 year old man. oWo Interesting. It's not my problem if you see yourself as weak, nor is it mine if you decide that any bit of legitimate advice I give you is picking on you rather than constructive criticism. But please. Refrain from insulting me based on your personal flaws.
4. I don't really understand how I've been 'bitter.' I think that comes under no.2.
I think that's all the 'elses' I have.
Please reply though. I'm actually enjoying this conversation.~
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skiddlezzz In reply to zombi-Fye [2012-11-11 11:56:13 +0000 UTC]
I am also enjoying this conversation.
-derp-
(Iv'e forgot what i was going to type x-x)
:T
Look at this cat and tell me your opinion.
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zombi-Fye In reply to skiddlezzz [2012-11-11 12:01:09 +0000 UTC]
lol
no mate
as much as you want to get friend-friendly
you've basically ignored everything I've had to say and called me shit when you don't even know me, so
nope
not gonna happen
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