TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 19:41:29 +0000 UTC]

hey there :3

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 19:43:09 +0000 UTC]

Hey ur alive

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TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 19:45:42 +0000 UTC]

kind of haha, if you have noticed my new journal entry then you know i might be even more inactive from tomorrow on wards

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 19:53:24 +0000 UTC]

Awwww :3

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TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 20:01:58 +0000 UTC]

i wish i had more time to be honest but i cant mess things up again

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:03:17 +0000 UTC]

Awww ff I have no one to talk to I'm a loner XD

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TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 20:06:18 +0000 UTC]

yeah, it sucks, my ex always ignores me so thats another reason why i wont be on DA for a while...

i might be offline for a whole month depending on how things work out with my new gf, i wont be seeing her until monday so i have a few days free time left on here

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:08:14 +0000 UTC]

Lol there's jest no one to talk today and I'm hyper as hell

Aww so cute :3

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TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 20:09:00 +0000 UTC]

aha yeah

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:10:31 +0000 UTC]

Fff lol I texted me bf but ipdk I'm about to run out side in the street

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TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 20:12:10 +0000 UTC]

why?

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:12:34 +0000 UTC]

Cuz I'm bored and hyper and it's fun

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TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 20:16:55 +0000 UTC]

everything is fun, it just depends on how you look at it :3

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:17:16 +0000 UTC]

Ffff lol yep |D

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TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 20:57:41 +0000 UTC]

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:58:10 +0000 UTC]

Lol

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TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 21:02:24 +0000 UTC]

you okay?

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 21:02:57 +0000 UTC]

Ya why

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TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 21:07:01 +0000 UTC]

just wondering

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 21:09:34 +0000 UTC]

Ooo lol ok ya I've been better then I was I think last week I was really dearest but with this time off of school I've felt better be SIDS my amount trying to hit my boob

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TheChronoWolf In reply to FreckleJesusxhorse [2013-03-28 21:17:27 +0000 UTC]

haha

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FreckleJesusxhorse In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 21:22:14 +0000 UTC]

Ya I was so confused I was like WTF 0__o

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 19:41:21 +0000 UTC]

i feel so loved haha

you okay dude, long time since we last spoke?

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:12:02 +0000 UTC]

I'm alright, I added fish oil to my anti-depression meds. Hopefully I won't be as down. I'm still single though How are you?

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 20:16:29 +0000 UTC]

you checked out my journal? im in need of advice so post a comment if you have any ideas :3

how does fish oil help?

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:18:29 +0000 UTC]

Can do ^^ Fish oil lowers cholesterol, helps prevent heart problems, and for depressed users it can increase the positive effects of anti-anxiety and anti-depression drugs.

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 20:20:04 +0000 UTC]

i should probably get me some of that stuff then, my ex is making me so depressed :/

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:28:03 +0000 UTC]

Consult a doctor first, my doc, the one who prescribes my meds only (not a therapist) recommended it for me. You should know that medications effect ppl differently, sometimes they make no difference or can increase depression even. My doctor also recommended I continue therapy, as drugs won't solve the problem completely. There is no pill for living life.

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280077s In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 20:35:34 +0000 UTC]

IF you take your own life or contemplate doing so, think about the feelings of the ppl you will leave behind. The world is a better place with you in it, and I for one would become even more depressed of you were gone. You are my friend, and I am here for you, always.

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 20:29:04 +0000 UTC]

there is a pill for taking life though, i might need one of those soon

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:38:37 +0000 UTC]

[link] please watch this music video.

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 20:55:27 +0000 UTC]

cool song

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:57:35 +0000 UTC]

Keep listening too it if you have too, thats what I do.

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280077s In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 21:16:35 +0000 UTC]

Not bad, very mellow, but with a sad tone to it.

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 20:58:42 +0000 UTC]

time - hans zimmer 10 hour version

this song is pretty good for keeping your emotions in balance

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 21:17:00 +0000 UTC]

Not bad, kind of mellow, but with a sad tone to it.

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 21:18:54 +0000 UTC]

yeah, it makes me forget about happiness which eases the depression, if i listen to happy songs like MGMT - kids it just makes me upset

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 21:20:26 +0000 UTC]

Its the opposite for me, I need happy things to make me happy, even then, if I get distracted, I get depressed again.

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-29 17:49:01 +0000 UTC]

yeah depression sucks big time

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-29 18:02:44 +0000 UTC]

Yup.

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:36:59 +0000 UTC]

If you take your own life or contemplate doing so, think about the feelings of the ppl you will leave behind. The world is a better place with you in it, and I for one would become even more depressed of you were gone. You are my friend, and I am here for you, always. I think if you are this depressed, you should seek therapy at the very least, no excuses, you need help, and the right can people can give it to you.

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 20:42:59 +0000 UTC]

i dont know what makes me so depressed, i have a few theories and ways of fixing it but i dont want to pursue them in case it makes my life worse, like for instance maybe i just miss sexual intercourse but if i have sex with someone there are loads of ways that my life can tumble down, heres a few:

-children
-it could break the relationship
-i may regret it
-i sort of liked the idea of keeping my virginity for someone who i loved alot but i wont be getting back with my ex if she hates me
-could get aids
-could be getting used for sex

and the list goes on forever haha

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:54:22 +0000 UTC]

Condoms my friend, condoms. No other method is as effective, (Except abstinence) and forget about the "pull out method" thats what leads to trouble (unprotected sex). Ideally before and after each sexual encounter you should get checked for STDS, and tell this to your sexual partners too, if they are not open about if they are clean or not, DON'T HAVE SEX. The right woman should not be offended by this question either, they should be grateful you asked, even if they don't show their gratitude. You can say " well i don't want AIDS etc, for the rest of my life, do you?" And see where it goes from there. The ways for fixing depression are as follows SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP ( therapy, and or meds). The right therapist and meds CAN make your life better. If one therapist doesn't help, seek other therapists, and DON'T STOP LOOKING UNTIL YOU FIND THE RIGHT ONE!!!

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 20:56:24 +0000 UTC]

well i have plenty of condoms XD

i hate having to seek for help

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 20:58:44 +0000 UTC]

Just do it, you are no less of a good, decent man for seeking help, in fact you are stronger than most for doing so.

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-28 21:02:14 +0000 UTC]

i just dont like asking for help, it takes a lot of guts to ask

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280077s In reply to TheChronoWolf [2013-03-28 21:19:06 +0000 UTC]

You really need to though...

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TheChronoWolf In reply to 280077s [2013-03-29 17:49:20 +0000 UTC]

when i get my new place i will consider a trip to the doctors

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