iluvallen In reply to iluvallen [2015-02-26 23:02:06 +0000 UTC]

What's wrong babe

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-02-19 13:22:42 +0000 UTC]

Heya! 

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-02-19 23:08:41 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Commenter

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-02-20 11:41:20 +0000 UTC]

been good, on msparp alot now, because, not to be mean, but cronus ampora is a sexy beast

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-02-20 21:55:17 +0000 UTC]

Why is it mean

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-02-20 23:16:11 +0000 UTC]

because im calling a seadweller a hot piece of ass to my girlfriend

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-02-21 03:35:03 +0000 UTC]

...

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-02-21 15:42:57 +0000 UTC]

a FICTIONAL seadweller

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-02-22 01:02:13 +0000 UTC]

...

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-02-22 17:44:20 +0000 UTC]

;-; *runs around screaming everybodyhurts*

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-02-24 02:32:40 +0000 UTC]

Stops you and wraps my arms around you burying my face in your neck*

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-02-24 21:09:00 +0000 UTC]

*rests my hands on your hips* what's up?

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-02-25 04:58:12 +0000 UTC]

Leans over and whispers in you ear* I'm in heat and for the last two hours I've been listening to Rihanna's song S&M, and now I need you to fuck me, HARD.

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-02-26 13:20:46 +0000 UTC]

Ash...I... *looks down at my feet*

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-02-27 22:59:21 +0000 UTC]

What's wrong ?

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-02-28 01:48:21 +0000 UTC]

i just, i dont want to do this anymore, i cant do this.

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-02-28 13:23:59 +0000 UTC]

Can't do what? *slowly backs away fear shown in my eyes*

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-02-28 15:55:34 +0000 UTC]

I'm a person who has issues and needslove constantly, you're never here and honestly, lately because of my depression im going into shock. the only one who's been there for me the past week or two has been my best friend. and honestly, if this keeps up, i dont know what will happen. 

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-02-28 20:31:01 +0000 UTC]

Well, I'm sorry you feel that way and I can try to do better if you still want to speak to me but, if you want me to leave just say it, and I'm sorry that you may be going through a hard time and I am happy you still have a best friend because your my last one! I just sorry and lonely and a piece if fucking filth that can't even be there for you! I'm so sorry! 

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-01 00:09:36 +0000 UTC]

Alex, im a ticking time bomb, if anything, i dont want to leave, but i have to, because once day, you're going to watch the news and see that i comited scuicide or homicide, whichever sends me over the line. I dont want you to be ashamed that that boy is your boyfriend.

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-01 00:19:17 +0000 UTC]

So that's it. Your leaving me because you think I'd be ashamed? It's your choice and I'll support you no matter what even if you want to do something as stupid as end your life, just know that as the last good thing in my life I might just follow you in death.

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-01 01:18:48 +0000 UTC]

i dont want to hurt you, i want to be around you, you're my little ray of sunshine, but 1 im a psycopath  and 2 honestly, our relationship just feels sexual now, that it's lust and not love

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-01 01:39:01 +0000 UTC]

I can show you love and the only thing hurting me is the fear of you leaving me forever because babe I do love you and I can express it it's just something I'm not good with because I've never really loved anything before.

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-01 02:25:16 +0000 UTC]

okay alex, i want you to know something, im a sociopath, im supposed to be incapable of love and emotion, but i met you and this crazy bullshit people call emotion, i have it. i love you, i really do, but im crazy

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-01 02:57:25 +0000 UTC]

And I am insane and for the safety of others should probably be in an asylum because I have already had plans that could ducesdfully cause a reign if terror and I would be at the top and would watch people be killed for fun, my point us maybe we're both a little messed up but we love each other and that's what counts

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-01 05:00:02 +0000 UTC]

i just dont want you to get hurt, yes im a sociopath, but as a pices i give way to many fucks.

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-01 14:14:30 +0000 UTC]

It don't matter I WANT to be with YOU.

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-01 15:17:29 +0000 UTC]

please, you can find someone better, somone with fewer issues

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-01 18:48:55 +0000 UTC]

I could try but I wouldn't be happy, because they aren't you

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-01 19:24:01 +0000 UTC]

i love you so much, but i want to be able to hold you, to hug you, to lie next to you and sing to you, not just know you through a screen.

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-01 20:53:36 +0000 UTC]

So what can we do we live half way across the us from each other almost.

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-01 23:50:58 +0000 UTC]

i dont know...i just, i never know what you're actually doing. i want to know, what you look like, how you sound how you are

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-02 03:32:57 +0000 UTC]

I'm a five foot two-three inch, 14 and two month year old, brunet, brown eyed,acne faced, slight pointed pierced ear, chubby, big footed, long legged and armed girl who has a possesive personality and a sort of male voice that dosent let my singing ability be good.im failing at life and school and spend most of my time struggling to be the straight a good girl my parents want me to be, when I'm just a meessed up teen with insecurities and with the feeling that I'm pushing everyone away so I can protect my self from any more heartbrake then from constantly fighting parents and fiends leaving me and then becoming bitches that treat me like crap. I'm sorry but I just didn't want you to know how flawed I really am.

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-02 15:45:46 +0000 UTC]

Ash, there's a song im going to post on my tumblr, that's going to be dedicated to you, i want you to listen to it anytime you feel down or sad okay?

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-02 21:40:35 +0000 UTC]

Kay...

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-02 21:49:21 +0000 UTC]

nevermind, im going to post it here

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-03 03:19:43 +0000 UTC]

Kay

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-03 04:25:07 +0000 UTC]

did you see it?

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-03 14:06:33 +0000 UTC]

Ya, thanks it helped

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-04 00:31:46 +0000 UTC]

that's my "im swimming away. from your bullshit. bye bitch" song

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-04 03:05:14 +0000 UTC]

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-04 16:11:14 +0000 UTC]

*Swims away from bullshit*

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-04 22:12:47 +0000 UTC]

I wish it were that easy

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-05 01:43:55 +0000 UTC]

*Still swimming away from the bullshit*

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-05 02:46:51 +0000 UTC]

Babe you know you could just come over by me

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-05 02:57:52 +0000 UTC]

*swims back*

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-05 12:38:15 +0000 UTC]

Hugs you* I'm sorry for not being there for you

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Thesoulmeister In reply to iluvallen [2015-03-05 17:11:59 +0000 UTC]

it's okay, sorry if i dont answer alot tommorow, im having a thing for my birthday

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iluvallen In reply to Thesoulmeister [2015-03-06 03:30:41 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I remember, it's your special b day tomorrow, have fun ok

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