tzaroth [2008-06-10 01:08:28 +0000 UTC]

Sup. You learn to stop smiling yet?

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cozmospark [2006-07-27 20:13:19 +0000 UTC]

I want my brother.

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Patrick-J-Reynolds [2005-07-20 21:28:59 +0000 UTC]

I wonder if my diet is hindering me and those workouts I do, am I doing them right? And in life I crave these things, I take these things, I try to follow my instinct and do what is right and I just don’t know if it is worth it, where is it going why is it happening? Am I wasting something precious? It feels so special and wonderful I am so afraid I am spoiling it or making some wrong moves… Saying too much, too little, the wrong thing…

I feel so strongly its her I need
nobody wants to be alone or they lose themselves getting drunk and stoned. They escape
into a world all their own where the sky falls down when they can’t escape anymore
to the same old scenes remind them of dead dreams somewhere in the past they had a chance and missed it like me they struggle now just to get a fix from the here and now animal world of reality, the very logically sound yet pointless dark matter of now.

I’ve been moody, condescending, distant, and constantly reprimanding of her actions because I am so scared I am going to make a mistake, things will work out for me no matter what, but I want this so bad, am I doing enough? Should I get out of here and go help her? If she doesn’t do these things and just sits and waits for me am I gonna have another damned robot on my hands? I don’t want to deal with this mess if it she is gonna be static

I feel out of place so purposeless
I feel drained and grey
I never do my best
I just crawl from each moment pissed and listless

I need more knowledge if I am to resist this
I can’t turn it down till my feet hit the ground
I can’t find the ground till I give her away
I don’t want to go but I don’t want to stay

Now all my pleasures last half as long
At the end of the day I don’t want to go on
Without this woman and all of life’s lies
I would simply lay down and beg to die

Even if the pleasure’s only temporary
It’s a nightmare in this world alone
I lay on the ground like my knees are broken
when all it is comes down to a heart so swollen

What a sick thing to say I’m a holy man
When sex of the flesh is my body’s demand
What right have I to claim I deny
When in truth without her I hate to survive

My nerves aren’t shot but I swear they malfunction
Something in her is needed nutrition
Without her scent without her touch
Colors and sounds refuse to stay lush

These things I seem to think I need
I feel so lost with nowhere to breed
It all comes down to basic greed
Without a ground to anchor me down

I just want to feel warm another day
I am black as a cloud raining down hate
How selfish I’ll look back and be
When tomorrow I awake from this dream

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Nergling [2005-04-01 15:43:53 +0000 UTC]

keep up the good work

We are pebbles washed by the same ocean.
We are leaves brushed by the same wind.
We are clouds moving together.
We are artists.

Al

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yrmomma [2005-02-24 06:10:32 +0000 UTC]

Ever looked at [link] ? I've been trying to get an account but they won't email my fucking pasword or it won't go thru or something....sucks cause I'd like to put in my 2 cents lol

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chocolaterot [2004-11-22 01:47:17 +0000 UTC]

*nibble*

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Patrick-J-Reynolds [2004-09-26 22:59:41 +0000 UTC]

maybe later?

[link]

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xam [2004-08-06 23:43:18 +0000 UTC]

rhomboid structures


mainly. thanks for the question.

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Killtheyouth [2004-06-07 03:17:41 +0000 UTC]

You are a dumb fuck.


thats is all.

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Variable-Angles [2004-06-04 15:29:35 +0000 UTC]

i have more to submit but there is no scanner again

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dillpill [2004-05-28 20:01:26 +0000 UTC]

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dillpill [2004-05-25 19:09:40 +0000 UTC]

love

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KungFuCatfish [2004-05-03 21:40:48 +0000 UTC]

wow 1,001 views... dude U R teh r0x0rz!

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Variable-Angles [2004-05-03 16:37:50 +0000 UTC]

wow 1000 views...

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KungFuCatfish [2004-05-03 12:23:58 +0000 UTC]

has 999 pageviews

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xam [2004-04-30 22:13:36 +0000 UTC]

.¸,·´‘·-«<(    \/   /\   |¯   |   /\   ß   |_   £       /\   /\/   Ç   |_   €   _/¯    > »-·'‘·,¸.

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arachnid15 [2004-04-29 16:39:19 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the . I appreciate it.

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KungFuCatfish [2004-04-28 06:52:01 +0000 UTC]

i dunno man, i was about to ask you the same thing...
ya know i peeped at your other acct(s) to find out that one had been invaded by some ALF!

anyways, it's pretty bullshit man, at first i didn't even know why i was banned and apparently neither of us no for how long.
in the past i usually would recieve a warning or 2 or 3... and then after pissing off someone like +mooboy i'd be banned for maybe a day or something. thinking back to my first few "PV" when i was told by ^ndifference (remember him?) that people could say whatever the hell they wanted to in notes and that's how !calmius came to be such a monster.

it's so GAY that shit can go down like this here...
from what i gathered that pathetic ~ elewyn person didn't decide to report until after you had sent her a note (is this true? what did you say?) which i've been told is a PRIVATE* matter. further disgusting is the fact that i got banned for the same reason. it's not as though i ever even encouraged you to write her a note or that you can't think for yourself. infact i pointed out from the start that i was confused as to why she hadn't just replied to me in notes.
in part to avoid a situation just like this...

the fact that you had just subscribed makes it all the more ridiculous not to mention that the "help" desk can't be reached...
maybe we should find a new place man, lemme know if you got any ideas



* speaking of private, i am also concerned that it has something to do with our (my) open discussions about (il)legal drug use. curious too, why they erased my interests from my page...

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nuzz [2004-04-28 04:36:37 +0000 UTC]

hey remember me? the guy who almost died.
what sup

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cuuks [2004-04-27 07:54:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the support!

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Variable-Angles [2004-04-26 17:35:42 +0000 UTC]

if i could hide my recent dev and favorites and watchers

I would.

:acts like it matters:
:struggles to re-arrange:
:like couch cushions:
:The same in different places:

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elewyn [2004-04-23 20:47:16 +0000 UTC]

It's also none of your business. Back off.

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xam [2004-04-23 00:21:09 +0000 UTC]

beautiful.. beauitiful, my child.

.. damn, missed again..




vita brevis et itur ad astra..

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beautyfiend [2004-04-21 17:14:10 +0000 UTC]

hiya. just adjusting to a new home

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SombreRose [2004-04-19 02:53:22 +0000 UTC]

this is very belated, but thanks for the favorite. i appreciate it much.

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starlessnights [2004-04-18 00:24:49 +0000 UTC]

hi sir, thanks for the watch, sorry for taking so long to get back to you, have a good day

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c4rri3 [2004-04-17 07:37:40 +0000 UTC]

hey thank you alot for the fav on my poem

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BigRyeRye [2004-04-16 21:04:56 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the watch, I appreciate it!

-Ryan

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Squee-Koosh-Boom [2004-04-16 03:05:29 +0000 UTC]

o_O Hi to you too lol, thanks for stopping by my page.

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theledtool [2004-04-15 18:48:00 +0000 UTC]

So you like existentialism, eh?

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Variable-Angles [2004-04-15 16:52:42 +0000 UTC]

some people have too much money

[link]

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psyc0re [2004-04-14 20:57:00 +0000 UTC]

thanks for the fav. some nice work you have here. keep it up!

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undefinability [2004-04-14 18:47:06 +0000 UTC]

Why the fuck aren't you on my watch?
Seriously, I hate deviantART. I added you, like, two fucking months ago.

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Variable-Angles [2004-04-14 18:22:28 +0000 UTC]

:waits patiently for comments:

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kenzie [2004-04-14 17:22:41 +0000 UTC]

Hey there buddy.

I saw you added me to your buddy list... do I know you?

I like your featured selection. It reminds me of a close friend of mine..

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NightSabre [2004-04-13 22:56:33 +0000 UTC]

many thanks for the +fav! i really like ur dragon pics!! they are really cool, how do u make them?

anyways, u have a nice day!

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xam [2004-04-13 21:02:17 +0000 UTC]

way too busy but thought of you so came by to say hi!

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the-pr0phet [2004-04-12 21:37:30 +0000 UTC]

thanks... you have some interesting work here, keep it up!

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