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[2011-07-31 05:54:15 +0000 UTC]
"Maybe one day I will fly."
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 1439; Deviations: 82; Watchers: 18
Watching: 42; Pageviews: 6937; Comments Made: 1255; Friends: 42
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Van Gogh and Andrew WyethFavorite movies: Alice In Wonderland (Both Versions)
Favorite TV shows: That 70's Show and Scooby-Doo
Favorite bands / musical artists: Paramore, NeverShoutNever, Of Mice And Men, Nirvana and A LOT more.
Favorite books: Alice's Adventure In Wonderland and Through The Looking Glass By: Lewis Carrol
Favorite writers: Lewis Carrol, C.S. Lewis, Shell Silvetien
Favorite games: Pokemon
Favorite gaming platform: Wii
Tools of the Trade: Pencil
Other Interests: Traveling and meeting new people
# About me
Well I'm Brandy.I'm weird I guess you could say.
I'm in LOOOOOOVE with PARAMORE and La Dispute. Well to be honest, I'm in love with MY music period. I draw for the heck of it, but not that well. Other than drawing and music, my hobbies are going to concerts, being with nature and just chilling with friends. I'm a pretty typical 15 year old. But I look and act 17. I am not a people person. I'm nothing special. I don't even know why I'm here. I'm pretty sarcastic and I'm craby all the time but my friends love me anyway. But I try to be as nice as possible. I know this long and pointless but hey, it's almost over. I'm a hard core animal lover. I've been a vegetarian for eight years. I love animals too much to eat them. But everyones always says "God made them for use to eat." And all I have to say is "SHUT UP! Eight of being a vegeterian and you think I haven't been told that?!" I have a huge thing for hugs. I hug anyone and everyone all the time. You think of Brandy and you can't help but to think of hugs! My favorite animals are unicorns and wolves! I love Alice In Wonderland. I could quote both of the movies for you. I love them A LOT! And my favorite colors are green and rainbow. I am stright edge. Plus I am Catholic (Christian). Yes I believe in God. If you don't then oh well. I don't judge. And I am 100% suportive of gay marriage. And if you want to lnow more, ask. I think I said too much all ready.
Well thanks for reading this pointless crap! You now get a hug for surviving it all ^.^ *HUG*
Current Residence: Louisiana
Favourite genre of music: Pop-punk, alternative rock, post hardcore, hardcore, classic rock, and whatever genre 3OH!3 is.
Favourite photographer: Scott Solice from Solice Photography
Favourite style of art: Traditional
MP3 player of choice: HorsePod!
Wallpaper of choice: PARAMORE! ^.^
Favourite cartoon character: Scooby-Doo, Cheshire Cat and Buttercup
Personal Quote: The hole I put myself in was more like a shelter than a problem. Now you want me to climb out of this hole, my shelter? For what? To be in the real world? I don't want to be there! That's why I dug this hole, hoping to one day hit Wonderland!
# Comments
Comments: 626
Hey. It's been a long long time.
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Hey!!! How are you?!
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THANX FOR THE FAVE GURL
SORRY I'M JUST IN A GOOD MOOD RIGHT NOW
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Heh well stay in that good mood! And anytime darling! ^_^
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anytime darling :3
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Oh anytime! It's such a great song and a great piece of art!
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Anytime darling
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Anytime darling
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to perceive life this way is a blessing
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Life itself is a blessing that i often look as to be a curse.
But I'm happy to see that my buddy is back online
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Yes I'm back now..really lol
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Can I tell you something? I have no one to talk to here at home and I'm sure you wouldn't freak out or anything. And i just want some good advice. You tend to give great advice.
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Ok lets talk
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Well, I know suicide isn't a good solution and I'm not gunna try it again. Self harm won't do any good. But all of closest friends have left me because "they need space" or they're tired of me. And right now I need someone more than ever but they're all gone. And I have no idea what the fuck to do. I'm sick of being alone. I want just one person to help me. It's hard to stop self harming by yourself.
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So, are you self harming now?
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Yes and I'm trying to stop but it's so hard. I swear I'm trying.
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What makes you do this?
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Well I''m straight edge and a lot of people give me crap for it. My mom calls me ugly so often and I can't stand it. And other than that, basically just being so stressed about school and my mom. And my family too. And I'm so fucking tired of being depressed. I'm ready for it to go away. BUT I HAVEN'T DONE IT IN A WEEK!!!
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Sorry it took so long to respond...Straight Edge as in no drinking or smoking
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Yes sir. No drugs, no drinking, and no smoking. I am not backing out of it either. And it's not big deal love.
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I am also straight edge
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Whoa. Wait. Really?!? Don't mess with me darling. Like for real?!?
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Yes I even listen to hardcore punk lol no drinking smoking drugs not even prescription drugs
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Holy crap! I COULD MARRY YOU!!! (I swear I'm joking.) Same here. But my school is known for its mass dispution of lortab and weed. And I get made fun of sooooo much for being straight edge. I was joking once with my friend's ex that I would turn him in (he carries pills and weed everyday to sell) and he pushed me down and burnt me with his lighter. And this girl hit me in the head with her bong once after school waiting for my ride. I hated her before then but she didn't have to fucking hit me. It just got so old. I wanted it to stop. It was horrible. I can't believe I actually met another straight edge person :') But that is why I wanted to kill myself and started self harming again.
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Its ok there are more like us..you will find one i promise
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I hope so. I'm so tired of what people say. I stayed up last night crying because my ex said we weren't getting back together because I got mad every time he took lortab. I get so tired of the shit people pull and shit they say. Are you sure there are more people like us? Because you're the only other one I know 
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Yes, I'm sure there are more trust me I know. But everything will be ok. Just calm down and go with the flow
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Heh. The flow here sucks. Which is why I'm trying not to fall in with it. But I'm glad you're here for me to talk to. Wanna know a secret?
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Yeah ok
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You're one of my main reasons for not killing myself. I love talking to you and I can't quite do that if I'm dead.
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Yeah true...don't ever give up on life hun
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I'm trying sweetheart, I really am. But it's so hard not to get so sad and just want everything to end. Thanks for sticking with me darling. It means THE WORLD to me.
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You are welcome have fun...find good in everything you do
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I'll try. But like I said, it's hard. Will you be at warped tour this year darling?
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Nah not this year wby?
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I go every year :3 so ya. But I was really kind of hoping to see you
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Aww its cool i might next year...you never know
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Well which one would you go to darling? And I don't know how I would find you anyway. I don't know what you look like.
Hell, I don't think you ever even told me your first name.
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Serge is my first name
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