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YourNinthLife
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[2012-05-10 23:38:08 +0000 UTC]
"life is moving on"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 986; Deviations: 13; Watchers: 23
Watching: 75; Pageviews: 6305; Comments Made: 2305; Friends: 75
# Interests
Favorite movies: I Am Number Four, Cowboys & Aliens, Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol, & more...Favorite bands / musical artists: Nine Lashes, Switchfoot, OneRepublic, Manafest, Disciple, RED, Seabird, Thousand Foot Krutch, Fire Flight, Skillet, Abandon, Ashes Remain, Manic Drive, LaCrae, The Script, Icon For Hire, Three Days Grace, Toby Mac, Pendelum, Cold Play, Muse, YM@6, & more.
Favorite books: Maximum Ride Series, Artemis Fowl Series, Sleeper Conspiracy Series, Chronicles of Nick, The Icemark Chronicles, Alex Rider Series, Warriors Series, Percy Jackson Series, Hunger Games Series, Rowan Hood Series, Many, many, kiddy books, & more...
Favorite games: TF2!!, Feral Heart, & a couple more not worth mentioning.
Favorite gaming platform: PC/Computer
Tools of the Trade: Pen and/or pencil
Other Interests: Writing (short stories, poems, songs), Reading, Drawing [no duh], Listening to music, Singing [believe it or not!], sports (soccer, going to try volleyball, running), figuring out puzzles/mazes, thinking, playing the piano [or at least trying to], & more.
# Comments
Comments: 158
you are a real hero, spartan-locke. thank you
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Heeeeey. I dunno how much you check dA anymore, but I just felt like stoppin' by cause we don't really talk much anymore. .n.
I miss you! How've you been?
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You... you, sir, deserve an award. That is too kind of you to wish me happy birthday- especially for the second year in a row and I have hardly had the pleasure of knowing you very well. -tears up- Thank youuu<33
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Still can't stop worryin' 'bout you disappearing.
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Really? I worry, too. But thank you! I worry more about others, though, such as yourself- how are you Aster? I know it's been so long but I recently read your last journal and I couldn't help feel sad, then happy for you. I don't know how you're keeping up with that, but I'm cheering for you all the way. And while I know I might not be around a whole lot, but I still am reachable through other ways because no one should have to carry their torch the whole time. I'd totally be down to at least chat a bit more, so if you're still around and up for it I bet we could work it out. I just don't get on dA much anymore (maybe the both of us, haha?). Anyways, thanks again, and I'm wishing you the best!
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Things are passing by. Trying to help my sister stay motivated too. Might be able to move out soon finally. So that's really good. I Almost daily sometimes to check for responses from friends I've almost lost contact with. Recently lost contact with about 4 more friends online... And it hits me hard... Just. Contacts anything. I need them so I don't go crazy. With a possible court operation in the future if my brother keeps up with his sociopathic behavior. I don't know if I can handle losing more friends.
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Ah! I'm so sorry, Aster, I really need to keep in contact with you, then, man! I just haven't been on dA hardly at all. I wish you the best of luck and lots of hope and prayers your way and to your brother and sister. :c I really don't want to loose contact with you, especially if you're struggling with the loss of some of your other friends. Let me shoot you a note...
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Give ♥ This ♥ To ♥ The ♥ Twelve ♥ Nicest ♥ People ♥ You ♥ Know ♥ If ♥ You ♥ Get ♥ Five ♥ Back ♥ You ♥ Be ♥ Perfect
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<3 No <3 You <3 Are <3 Perfect <3
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Thank'ee kindly, m'deer 
They's muchly appreciated
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Why was I not watching you? I am a terrible person
Also
your webcam
My evens
I cant
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Jus' saying hello. Long time no contact. And all that. So little inspiration lately for me personally. You'd think i'd have given up by now. Anyhow. Hey. Hows wolfieGrinn?
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Aster!! -Flies across room to tackle and hug.-
Oh my God, it's been too long! It's so good to see you again ;u; you don't know how much it's been killing me to not see you and the others back on the forums for so long, knowing that I still have that unfinished website looming over me. I-I know you're probably wondering about that, and the whole TS thing, but to be honest I can't really tackle that problem right now, and finish remaking the site because forumotion bailed on me and deleted the forum or something, and I just need to deal with some life crises right now- but, really, I'd rather not talk about that whole thing... I mean, yes, I am still VERY adamant about getting done, and I assure you it will happen. I'm not going to give up on it. But I just don't know when it'll be done. not soon, to say in the very least. TT-TT
Okay. Anyways- forget about all that- I want to talk to you about how you've been! Aah, Aster, I've missed you and the guys! I still talk to Tomas now-and-then, but it's not the same like how we would almost always be on the fh forums. I know we probably won't go back to that, but still. -Wants to get up and have a reunion dance.- I seriously am glad to see you on here, though! I thought you had died of inactivity on here, man. D: Then again, I'm not the most active myself, haha.
As for how I'm doing, I guess you could say alright. :> Things have started turning for a new direction in my life, and I'm pretty sure it's for the better. The holidays have given me a much needed break from academic and social stress, and time to just sit down and think things over. Straighten out some things, and spend time with some of the people I needed to.
wow I make it sound like I've become a fucking enlightened monk or something.
hAH, no.
Basically, I sat around, ate food, and slept in until it was already almost afternoon for much of the winter break. BUT, throughout that time I also did do the whole sitting down and revelating as well- it just wasn't noticeable from the outside. save for the occasional break downs and outbursts huehuehue With the turn of a new year, I admit things aren't where I exactly want them to be, but I'm pretty confident I've started in the direction where I want them, at least. Of course, that could just be the whole 'new year's-resolution-optimism' talking, but I suppose thinking positive for the very beginning of 2014 isn't going to hurt me, haha. All in all, I s'pose I'm doing pretty well. ^-^
But, forget about talkative, bipolar me- how have you been doing, friend? I haven't talk to you in ages, so I'd love to hear how you've been doing over the holidays, and just in general. c: I understand when you say you're feeling little inspiration (really T-T), but I'm super glad to hear that you haven't given up at least. Right? You better not give up on me, Aster. We need you, mann! So how's... thinksofanickname alabaster aster?~
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Never been a talkative one. Even in chats. So don't expect as much of a... Sizable response. I'm doing... Okay. Some bad some good. Hard to focus on the good when the bad is always sat in front of your face like a little gremlin attempting to moon you just to make it worse about how it just poisoned one of your pets gave a family member a heart attack that put them in the hospital and about burned down the entire house. But that aside. Making the best of a cul-de-sac style situation with one road leading in and nowhere to go. No jobs available. I can't drive. (Refuse to get a license to keep people on the road safe) I'm basically stuck at home acting like a self destructive online SHRINK for friends. Helping them through hard times. Because screw my problems. I'm more interested in helping other people fix their own problems. Or to at least make them better/seem better. A positive outlook makes the world just a bit brighter. And that makes everything worthwhile. Every small "Thank you".
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No, it's my pleasure! ^-^ Your art makes me so happy to look at! 
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Of course! I adore your artwork- the way you draw canines especially is just so wonderful! And I always love to see those amazing traditional artists :>
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Aw that really made smile, thank you! ^^
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But of course, you deserve it! :>
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Of course, friend!~ You're photography is just stunning. Keep up the amazing work!~
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Thank you for adding my art to your collection.
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of course! I love your art it's so great!~ you deserve it, my friend. Keep up the wonderful art.
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Thanks a second time.
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[ Self note because I'm a forgetful shithead ]
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^DO THIS NINE^
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dammitdamn
damndamm
da-dammitdam
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*Gasp* you noticed? Aww,~ I feel so special, you don't even know. ;u;
Thank you, it means [i]a lot[/i] that you noticed<3
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well everyone should get noticed on their birthday right? so did you have a good day?
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Aw, that's so kind of you!
Yes, it was a pretty good day, thank you!~
You really are too kind, sir. .u.
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cool. was there good food?
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Haha, yes of course! BBQ to be exact<3
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love bbq! did they do steak or chicken?
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Who doesn't?~ Steak, because beef- that's why.
^^
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Amg thank you, snowy, you don't know how much that means to me! 
It really does mean a lot<3
;U;
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