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YukiNitta
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[2016-03-16 00:23:46 +0000 UTC]
"Why the hell am I still alive?"
(Canada)
# Statistics
Favourites: 1655; Deviations: 69; Watchers: 133
Watching: 222; Pageviews: 31162; Comments Made: 10617; Friends: 222
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Don't have oneFavorite movies: Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Karas, etc.
Favorite TV shows: Most anime
Favorite bands / musical artists: Weeb shit
Favorite books: Manga
Favorite writers: Dunno.
Favorite games: You want me to pick out of the 100+ games I've played?
Favorite gaming platform: Anything works
Tools of the Trade: Not a whole lot. I'm a NEET.
Other Interests: Not much.
# About me
I'm bored, tired, and very opinionated. You probably won't like me.# Comments
Comments: 1078
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Thanks for the Fave. And man we need to talk more.
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I do want to know. What do you think of That picture I posted?
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*ahem* PADORU PADORUUUU!
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Not that the Mordred knew
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Oh, that thing. I misread your question. I think it seems really interesting, and something I'd like to see in-game. Buuuuuuuut, that might just be my bias for Mordred talking.
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Yeah that might be it. And there is an actual Design of Lancer Class Mordred and Her Alter on the internet.
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Seen 'em, and I want!
Oh yeah and Circe just came home.
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I got Circe as well. Saving more SQ for Abby.
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I'm gonna hoard SQ till January. I need Jalter!
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Oh yeah, before I forget. Is Avenger of Shinjuku any good?
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He is if you make his health be good.
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So he's a glass cannon?
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Well I've already got Caster Umu and Jalter Lily on my team, so I'm good on glass cannons for now.
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My current team is Nero, Jalter Lily, Serenity, Orion, Mash. I wanna use Circe but I dunno who to replace. Any suggestions?
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See, I would, but she's my best Assassin at the moment, and I like having decent class overage because, if you'll notice, she's my only counter to Riders. That and I absolutely love her.
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Ah I see. That does make sense.
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I'm Ok. Just getting all my anime bands stuff back, External Hard Drive broke cause of cat, got a new one.
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S-stop bullying my friend! What did she ever do to you to deserve this kind of hate? Your hurting them so much that it's unreasonable
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FluffyK-kyubey,Look i just wanna know what the heck happened
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Oh, her. We had a fight, we made up, then we just kinda drifted apart. I call her out when she does something wrong, and I don't coddle her like her other friends. She doesn't like honest, blunt criticisms it seems, so now here we are.
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She told a waayyy different story,Abuse it seems
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Yeah she likes to twist stories to make her look like the victim. Her idea of "abuse" seems to be "people being mean to me for any reason", going off of what I've seen from her and what I've heard from other people that she doesn't get along with. She's a liar with a victim complex, and I hold no pity or compassion for her. Only disdain.
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I want screenshots of what happened to make up my mind myself,She wouldn't give me any so maybe you could
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I unfortunately don't have any. I didn't think I'd ever need screenshots of my conversations, so I never took any. I can, however, give you a bit more context. This whole issue started back in... I wanna say September, in her discord server. I was just coming down from one of my suicidal episodes (yay depression), and went to the "vent" channel to kinda defuse and get some stuff off my mind. But then Fluffy was going through one of these episodes herself when I entered the chat. Still not entirely in my right mind (yay depression), I got mad at her for being so stupid as to want to die over such a non-issue as a bad day and mean people online. Both because I cared about her, and because I thought in the back of my head that she was just doing it for attention. Again, I wasn't entirely in my right mind. So anyways, an argument broke out and continued over the next hour or so. The situation eventually calmed down and I apologized for all of the things I said. Got an apology from the others in return, and I left the server. I thought that was that.
But it seems that Fluffy never moved on, and repeatedly tried to guilt-trip me with this event whenever I said something that she didn't like. At first I wrote her behavior off as mood swings caused by depression and/or anxiety. I get those too, and it seemed like that was all it was. But she wouldn't stop. A lot of her status updates from then on were about how awful of a person I was (without ever mentioning my name), and sooner or later, I was labelled as another one of her "abusers". I wanted to believe that she was just venting, or that she just blew a few things out of proportion and that was all it was, so I tried to make up with her. Didn't work. Then came her double-standards. Holy fuck her double-standards! Example: She can claim depression and suicidal thoughts as a valid reason for being a total bitch to people, but when I say "Sorry, going through another depressed state. I don't mean half of what I'm saying and I'm just venting, please don't take it too personally" then it's an excuse, and I have to own up to my shitty behavior! Tell me, in what world is that fair?! Where on this beautiful green Earth does that kind of logic make sense?!
And now she's sending whoever asks her about these status updates after me while only telling half of the story. She never mentions what she does to bring up these claims I make or the attitude I give her, she just plays innocent! Nope, she didn't do anything wrong! She's absolutely perfect! I'm just an asshole who hates her guts for no fucking reason! Yep! Totally! Absolutely 100% true! No bullshit here! And I'm not the only one that she does this to! As bad of an example as this may be since this person is just as bad if not worse than Fluffy, but another user by the name of Axris got the same treatment. Difference is Axris is a genuinely terrible person. There are others I've spoken to, but I'm afraid that I can't think of any names off the top of my head. I know that sounds fishy, but I'm simply terrible at remembering specifics. I'm trying to get help for that, actually.
Speaking of fishy, did she give a reason as to why she wouldn't show you any screenshots?
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That's kinda weird, imo. Like, if she wanted to prove that I was abusing her, you'd think she'd provide evidence. Did she say that she doesn't have any screenshots, or that she just didn't want to show them? I initially pointed this discrepancy out to show how she could be lying through her teeth, but now I'm genuinely perplexed by this.
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Wait,Just tell me how to send images on here for something
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