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[2014-02-19 04:17:09 +0000 UTC]
"butterfly fly away"
(United States)
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If you'd like to help me out a little, life's tough for us all clicking this would help.
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eyy not much
u v u
Coffee
glad it's the weekend ; v ;
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Wish it was the weekend for me... I have work at 2:45pm today until 11pm so that sucks... and tomorrow I work from 6:30-11pm as well.Β
Coffee sounds pretty good though lol.
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What is your job, just out of curiosity o v o?
Sorry you have to work like that !! //paps
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I work for Krogers (But the company locally owned here by them is called Fred Meyer's) Kroger's owns other places like Fry's, QFC, Fred Meyers, Krogers, Smiths, Dillons, Ralphs, Food 4 Less, etc.Β
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Not too good, actually. Remember my surgeries? They killed my immune system and started a bit eczema that I've had under control for over a decade. Well something happened in the middle of July, we don't know what, and I swelled up like a balloon and the eczema went out of control, covering 90% of my body. We got a steroid, but then I was weaned off and it started again with major 'skin weeping' as they call it. Yeah.... it's been tough. xD And we have vacation 9-25th of August to see family. /ventingnotventingsorry
It's kind of better now. We can thank alternate medicine. /shot
How have you been? C:
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Oh geeze :/ That's no good! I didn't know that your surgeries could cause something like that, especially so out of control! Are you doing better now though? And that's nice (: Vacations are fun, where did you go?
I've been pretty good! I got a wonderful boyfriend :3 Whom I love very much. I met him on May 8th and since day one he was kinda calling me his girl, but he officially asked me to be his girlfriend on May 13th. He's always calling himself my "husband" because he said he has plans to marry me one day (which I do hope is true because I've discovered that I'm not anything but straight --- I don't remember if I've told you this before but it was an old journal after I left Chelsea about how I was only fooling myself thinking that I could romantically love a girl if it was a physical relationship -- the thought actually really disgusts me.) I did try to apologize to her about how I kinda just up and left her one day without any explanation - which I still haven't told her why either but we don't really talk so no drama anywhere for me.Β
I also got a job at Krogers/Fred Meyers in June and I get paid higher than minimum wage here so that's not too bad. I get a lot of hours and my co-workers are pretty good. It's so much better than fast food services working for Retail/Supermarkets but the customers aren't always the greatest.Β
I got a new puppy as well, well me and my boyfriend did. He's 7 months old and he's a Dogo Argentino, which is a rarer breed of dog you don't see too often in the US since they're origins are from Argentina, but he's pretty much like a GIANT boxer lol. I've got pictures if you want to see them (: His name is Howie.Β
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Actually it got worst, but we're working on it. xD We are on a long trip to Virginia to visit family, then Washington DC where we are now, then off to New Jersey to visit more family, then off again to Philadelphia and possibly Ohio. Lol, quite a few places in one vacation. We're driving and camping in our RV.
omg congratulations! 8D Who is the lucky boy then? And no I didn't see that journal, but in the end I will honestly admit I always thought you would end up with an awesome boy, demisexual or not. I myself am bi-curious, but only to a certain degree I think.... lol. Not sure on that personally, but I'm sooooo happy for you!<33
And a new job is great! I myself should be getting my driver's license soon and after this illness clears up, will try to find some job. I actually prefer manual labor despite my physical conditions, haha, so may be looking into that. For a future... hmm, still trying to decide between physical therapist, herpetologist(in Austin there is a famous snake farm), nurse, voice actor(since I have references and we live right next to Funimation), or going into the military. A bit wide-ranged, yes. xD I've currently been taking voice and been heavily into theater arts lately. I do community college/highschool theater that gets a good audience, and I've gotten parts, so that's fun.
And yes, surgery-illness-wise-with-killing-immune-systems, the anesthetic is usually the cause of it or something... not 100% sure on the science of it. One thing that I have recently been told is that I am a staph-carrier. Apparently a third of Americans are, but when they cut into my legs for the surgeries and more, on top of my immune system being low, I got myself a huge staph infection. We may be heading to Seattle or something to see the #1 eczema doctor in the States. It just depends on where I get with my current treatments. Another thing is that we found a few 'lumps' here and there, and have been told to get one checked soon to make sure it is benign. I just suspect it's a side-effect from allergies or staph, but ya never can be too sure. xD
OMG PUPPY! 8O Yes show me pictures! We also got a dog. She is a lab/pointer mix and is pure black with golden/brown/orange eyes and a fluffy tail. Belladonna is her name, or Bella for short, and she is the most mellow thing that whines, can't bark, and has extreme tolerance. (my 9 year old sister tortures that poor girl Dx).
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Ughhhh.... Seattle is STILL a 6-7 hour drive away from me and yet if you DID end up going there to see someone you'd be SO close to me! Not fair! Do you like vacationing like that in an RV and driving state to state? Sounds like a lot of sitting but in the end totally worth it.I'd do that if my work would allow me, I'm at the opposite end from California but it'd be pretty cool to visit Seattle again, California, Idaho, Montana, and Arizona/Nevada all in one trip.Β
The lucky man's name is Joey :3 scontent-a-sea.xx.fbcdn.net/hp⦠If that link works that's a picture of him and his son, Preston. He looks SO much like his daddy it's not even funny lol. Haha yeah, I mean I guess I was just fooling myself thinking that I could be with a girl because Idk... there's just something about a man that even a trans* couldn't fulfill for me. And I'm just here thinking that the real reason I ever did LDR was because... in a way? They weren't real. This other person on another screen thousands of miles away... they didn't "exist" enough to be real to me. Sure I know it's another human being with real feelings and emotions but the fact that I could manipulate the relationship any way I wanted and not be physically/emotionally affected was something I liked to toy around with. As much as that does make me sound like a horrible person I have to face the truth one day or another. If that makes any sense to you, if not... it's still early here (9:10am lol and I'm probably not awake.)
Your drivers license?! Girl you're growing up so quickly! Do you have your permit? How long have you if so? Manual labor? Like what kind of jobs are we talking about here? (: Wide-ranged is good though, it opens your availability and possibilities to do multiple things, opening a "web" to catch you if you fall elsewhere. Metaphorically speaking anyway.Β
Benign... You promise you will let me know the results on that ASAP? That really... really... really concerns me, and I would never want anything bad to happen to you. You're still (and always will be) my lil sister that I love as if you're my own family.
Your puppy sounds cute too :3 Bella is a cuuute name lol. And tell that lil sis of yours to be nice to her haha! I'll show a picture in a minute, do we have other maybe more quicker ways to talk?Β
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omg maybe I could /attempt/ to explain to my parents that I am good friends with someone online and they'd let me see you. xDD But hopefully we can get my eczema under control and I can visit you formally when I graduate<33
And yes! RVing is a lot of fun, and I don't mind the drive. I have my music and we have DVD players in the car, plus my mom buys us a new movie each time. We got Divergent. /shot
Oooooh Megan sure knows how to pick out a guy. *nodnod*
xDD
And his son looks a lot like him! The resemblance is scary. o,o
And all of that does make sense.<33 That's one reason I have avoided any internet relationships altogether, and I still follow my philosophy of not dating until I am out of school, as dating/having relationships just can make things complicated unless you are ready. After all, 95% of the time in high school you are not going to end up marrying that boy. I do have a huge crush on this one boy though.....
Yep! Driver's license and permit were delayed because of my surgeries, so I got started a bit late, but now I have my own car and am soon going to get my license! As for manual labor jobs, they are mostly for until I get into school and adopt a real career. They include things like mowing, landscaping, painting, and overall more 'manly' work so to say, lol. Most girls don't like it for some reason, but I find it refreshing. This could likely be because I couldn't do anything physical back then, and now I'm thirsty for it, haha. And one new thing I've been looking into is working for the Chickasaw Native American Nation. I'm a fourth Chickasaw, and part of this trip is gathering names and information to get me free college or whatever. Benefits given to Native Americans from the government including free healthcare and more. ^.^ I also plan to start learning Chickasaw Muskogean language alongside my Japanese. Yeah I'm rambling here<3 I get off on this topic for a career and can't stop, oops. xD
I'll tell you the results<3 I'm certain it is nothing, but one of my doctors wants me to get it checked just in case. You also be sure to tell me if anything happens to you with anything because despite our "long distance relationship", pardon the pun, I do think of you as family and love you. You're my big sister after all!
Awh thank you! As for quicker ways to talk, I'm not sure. Phone could be risky with my over-protective parents, plus I rarely use it and it's lost, so yeah. xD Mebbe we can try facebook again shortly. But is there a way to add FB friends but not have it displayed on your page? That way my parents won't know?
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Do you still use this? I know it's such a long shot... and I tried to email you before... but doubt you use that either. God I miss you girly.
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MEGANNNN!!!!!
I'm on here, but rarely. I do have an email but it's heavily monitored by my mom. I'm on Xanje, was rebanned on WCRPG, and am on a few other sites. C: It's blair.kyran@yahoo.com
HOWEVER, there is my phone number and we can always say you are a friend from my youth group on Sunday nights lol. xD I don't have yours anymore with my new phone. ^.^
Funny... I was thinking about you the other day. <3
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text me girly!!!! 503 756 2071Β
I MISS YOUUUUUUU <3 Ill email you too!!! LOTS TO TALK
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I will! Once my mom stops watching my texts like a hawk. xDD Just nothing deep or cussing and we're good lmao.
I'll email you!<333
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Kay(: and i just emailed you. Hopefully you got it! My email is lizzyschmidt67@gmail.com
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Actually I didn't. D: I'll check my inbox and folders.
What is your number? ^^
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you are quite welcome C:
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new account?
my number is 9712023723
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Yeah :/ I moves twice actually-
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nobody tells me anything anymore
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what-why not?? Don't be sad please! I was just telling you the truth!
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you both are like really good friends of mine
or so i hope / thinkΒ
and ;-;Β
i mean I'm super super super happy because he's such a great guy and he deserves to be happy (and you're a good guy too and I know you both can make each other happy soooo don't get me wrong there hhhh<333 )
but nobody told me anything
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dude I've missed ya.
I been busy with my boyfriend and family lmao
and getting another job x3
where you beeen?
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Oh that's cool
Idk I've been pretty active on here lately because it's my summer break ovo
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it's ight but it's busy mostly cuz now all I do is hang with my bf lol
It just turned my summer break, im so excited
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