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# About me
Ezra || 18 || He/theyDying
Is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.
- Sylvia Plath
# Comments
Comments: 12773
Nullibicity [2019-09-03 02:27:52 +0000 UTC]
You don’t need to remember who I am (we didn’t talk much) but I still think of you sometimes and hope you’re finding good things in life. Your words always inspired me to write more honestly - sent me off on a path of healing through writing out my own wounds - and I never thanked you. I really wanted to thank you. And it’s okay if you never see this, but I wanted to at least say it, and that I’m wishing you the absolute best.
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pansydiv [2019-07-02 18:06:00 +0000 UTC]
pterophorus pentadactyla ~ catatonia & i could've died 👍: 0 ⏩: 0
from the sleepy-sickness
that had afflicted me,
as i { d r i f t e d }
between cotton-candy fogs
& frantic dwarves in con)tortions
couldn't choke
on cookie crumbs
or
disappear
following the glitter .:%*
of
pansydiv [2018-02-17 17:28:06 +0000 UTC]
i love you so much and i miss you so much when can we resume doing div & ez things and being traumafaggots together vertebruh take care of yourself <3 love you to the end of the galaxy and back a billion times over :')
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pansydiv [2017-11-10 13:47:48 +0000 UTC]
I READ THIS AND MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS OF ME AND YOU AND HONEYDEW
im tangled up in what i used to bebut here i am the sallow yellow
mess of it, crushing
the morning open
like a melon skin, breathing in
the smoke-thin skeleton
of the seventh floor
without a bud to bite down on,
without a labyrinth in me
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pansydiv [2017-05-30 18:01:47 +0000 UTC]
listen boy
someday, when you are older,
you could get hit by a boulder
while you're lying there screaming "come help me please"
the seagulls (hm!) poke your knees!
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counting-vertebrae In reply to pansydiv [2017-05-31 12:46:37 +0000 UTC]
divya this is the best possible thing you could ever send me
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pansydiv In reply to counting-vertebrae [2017-05-31 17:55:24 +0000 UTC]
okay maybe but my personal favourite is
one day i was walking
& i found this big log
then i rolled the log over and underneath
was a tiny little stick
& i was like, "that log had a child!"
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cholie [2017-05-19 00:50:16 +0000 UTC]
I don't want to risk sounding creepy, but, a-girl-named-divine wrote you this amazing poem and i was telling her how your (user)name is awesome. Ezra is such a rad name, and counting-vertebrae is such an awesome username. She encouraged me to tell you so even though you're on a hiatus. I hope you're having an awesome month. Take good care! I hope I've not creeped you out or anything.
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vvlpes [2017-03-07 19:31:45 +0000 UTC]
"but then
the too white teeth all night,
all over the American sky, too much to bear, "
dirty valentine
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pansydiv [2017-03-05 07:33:47 +0000 UTC]
did you know this exists???
why does this exist
what is happening
vvlpes look
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pansydiv In reply to vvlpes [2017-03-08 15:18:23 +0000 UTC]
Remember the good old days, when Ezra's page was full of people who didn't really know him but were in awe of his work? and all the comments were sweet & inspired & about how talented he was and how his work has made such a big difference to so many people?
and then we happened and now his page is ... us....
.. mostly me
7/10 comments are me
new drinking game idea
every time Ez gets a notif from us... ?
that'd probably be disastrous, lol
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vvlpes In reply to pansydiv [2017-03-14 23:37:15 +0000 UTC]
Random people are probably like, "Who's this 'Girl Named Divine'? She's all over the place?"
That game leads to alcoholism, I'm sure.
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pansydiv In reply to vvlpes [2017-03-15 14:56:42 +0000 UTC]
"..upsetting the skeletal scenery with her sugar-rush commentary- "
oh, definitely. and in the worst case scenario...
D E A T H
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pansydiv In reply to vvlpes [2017-03-17 19:50:59 +0000 UTC]
WHY ARE WE HAVING THIS CONVERSATION ON EZRA'S PAGE THOUGH
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pansydiv In reply to vvlpes [2017-04-16 14:29:33 +0000 UTC]
what no i'm just an obsessed fangirl
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pansydiv [2017-03-01 13:31:20 +0000 UTC]
there should probably be a limit on the number of times i'm allowed to comment on your page.
also omg what have i done, this is awful.
<3
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pansydiv [2017-02-04 15:03:10 +0000 UTC]
I think I'm more active on your page than I am on mine what could this mean
what even
why is that a thing
omg i'm so sorry this is terrible HAHAHA
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pansydiv In reply to counting-vertebrae [2017-02-08 15:55:12 +0000 UTC]
OH MY GOD EZRA LOOK AT THIS
LOOK AT THIS
can you see them too, or is it just me
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vvlpes [2017-01-29 18:33:30 +0000 UTC]
.
ezra,
you are a p o e t ,
a genius one,
and
le os-garçon
to us all.
keep your back straight
and don't lose
c o u n t .
.
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counting-vertebrae In reply to vvlpes [2017-01-31 17:08:00 +0000 UTC]
breanna you're great and i'm inarticulate but i appreciate this so so much
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pansydiv [2017-01-28 13:13:14 +0000 UTC]
vvlpes what's the plan?
HEY EZ YOU'RE A GREAT PERSON AND A LOVELY HUMAN BEING AND BREE & I LOVE YOU AND APPRECIATE YOU AND THIS IS DEFINITELY NOT SUSPICIOUS AT ALL
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counting-vertebrae In reply to pansydiv [2017-01-31 17:08:26 +0000 UTC]
divya i love you always ;^)
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pansydiv In reply to counting-vertebrae [2017-01-31 17:14:16 +0000 UTC]
i love you more.... vertebruh ;^D
fight me
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pansydiv [2016-12-26 18:24:17 +0000 UTC]
if i do my chem project right, i could actually parallel a set of themes common to your work. it's a good feeling.
see also: decay, teeth, soda & self-destruction, corrosion, dissolution
synonyms: i need to chill, haha
introduction i picked this topic because i love referencing poets to an almost spam-like degree & because ever since i befriended this vertebral boy i've been considering taking a degree in poetic dentistry and becoming a denture slam poet for a career
also on a somewhat unconnected note i am so everywhere i should probably at least attempt to show some restraint hahaha whoops
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counting-vertebrae In reply to pansydiv [2016-12-26 20:08:51 +0000 UTC]
i love love love it. i'm glad to be the referential poet of the moment. can i ask what the project you're planning is? i'm very curious, haha.
an apt summary of my poetry there, quite honestly
don't feel like you need to censor yourself and what you want to say - it's received quite positively, always!
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pansydiv In reply to counting-vertebrae [2016-12-27 04:28:59 +0000 UTC]
hahaha so then apparently i have succeeded in using chemistry to do something productive. no-one's gonna believe this
we had a surprise chem test on corrosion the other day & i wish quoting your poetry would've been a valid answer, seriously.
also apparently i cannot even do decay sums anymore without feeling like it's some sort of joke i'm in on
the chem project itself is the analysis of different soft drinks, which probably sounds like a middle school project except i had to actually conduct all the tests myself? and detect the presence of a ton of different things. it was actually sort of fun, which doesn't make any sense because chemistry kinda terrifies me.
with regards to my new career option, my dentist would be incredibly thrilled, because he decided to become a dentist after he got braces during his childhood & then realized what sort of scientific innovation goes into them? so it'd be like, a chain of inspired dentists trying to remove the dentistry stigma and make waiting rooms a better place i don't know
i'm glad to hear that, even if i do forget occasionally. but flooding your notifs might mean that something actually important gets lost in the crowd, under my excited 12 year old commentary hahaha
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pansydiv [2016-11-29 18:34:01 +0000 UTC]
i miss you & i have something for you. take care. sending much love.
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Viol-Dove-Teshire [2016-09-24 20:03:40 +0000 UTC]
Just wondering how you are, what you're up to.
I miss seeing your writing around this place.
And I hope you're doing alright. Talk to you soon, maybe!
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pansydiv [2016-09-07 15:41:36 +0000 UTC]
Your poetry is so emotionally charged I can't read too much of it at one go without feeling like my heart is gonna explode. You're incredibly talented. I haven't said this to you enough but I know you've heard it all before. You're a good thing. This is a good thing. Your words are a miracle. Sending you much love xxx
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faerea [2016-09-05 22:33:31 +0000 UTC]
Your poetry is raw and beautiful. You are my inspiration.
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emsoileau [2016-08-26 18:42:59 +0000 UTC]
p.s. i made contact with you in the place we discussed
i'm gonna be all cryptic because i didn't want to just create yet another note to spam your inbox
but, you know, check that place, you should see my contact attempt there
look for 'anniversary bowbow'.
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counting-vertebrae In reply to emsoileau [2016-08-26 20:14:49 +0000 UTC]
i enjoy this cryptic message very much
your contact attempt has been successful!
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emsoileau In reply to counting-vertebrae [2016-08-28 22:58:14 +0000 UTC]
CONFIRMED. PROCEED.
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EmaciatedandEpitaphs [2016-08-26 17:32:55 +0000 UTC]
Hello,
Thank you kindly for the recent favorite. Your support is greatly appreciated!
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counting-vertebrae In reply to EmaciatedandEpitaphs [2016-08-26 20:14:14 +0000 UTC]
you're most welcome! :heat:
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counting-vertebrae In reply to sleepy-punkboy [2016-08-14 21:08:02 +0000 UTC]
that means so much to me, thank you! i'm glad you enjoy my work!
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sleepy-punkboy In reply to counting-vertebrae [2016-08-14 21:25:39 +0000 UTC]
and i'm glad you write it.
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counting-vertebrae In reply to blanketings [2016-07-26 13:20:53 +0000 UTC]
thank you so much !!
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