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crxwley
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[2016-08-24 20:56:51 +0000 UTC]
"if we go down"
(Canada)
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# Comments
Comments: 38
"They'll say you could do anything
They'll say that I was clever
If we go down then we go down together
We'll get away with everything
Let's show them we are better"
hi there!
come talk to me, i love meeting new people!
please only reply to this comment. thanksΒ Β
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casually stalks u B)))
hai friendo
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ew why
stalking is nasty
lmao hi
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that's gr8 ππ
chilling c:
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Ay there, it's been 99 years, 'ole friend. How have you been doing?
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Holy shit it's you! Yeah, its definitely been forever. I've been doing alright. Getting on.
How have you been?
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Yeah, to be perfectly honest, I've missed you a lot, but it never felt right trying to reach out to you. I kinda got over that, though, as 'ere I am.Β
I've been doing alright. I draw every single day now and I'm trying to pursue a career as an artist. I want to improve my skills so that I can actually hope to compete in this industry, because tbh, art is and always will be my passion whether I want it to be or not. Choosing this path has made me broke, though, right now I'm focusing everything into trying to get a car. I think I'll be able to achieve that soon, so I suppose everything is going alright for me.Β
I'm also really sad lately. Since graduating High School, those so-called friends of mine no longer contact me and are too busy with school and their own lives to interact. It's superficial and I hate it. I accept that it's the way it has to be, but I suppose I'm experiencing 'growing up blues.' I wish I could back to before things like money and self-support systems and independence mattered so much. Then again, I suppose that's just the kind of person I am.Β
How about you? I read you finally broke free from that house that was holding you down, correct me if I'm wrong. I'm really happy for you, if that's the case. Nobody deserves to be trapped where they are miserable. I always hoped the best for you, was believing that maybe you'd be able to find someone more suitable of the word 'family' than the one you had. If you're still stuck there, I'm sorry and I hope you free yourself soon. If you ever start a Youtube/ Twitch/ w/e, let me know so I can watch your videos! I strongly believe that you'd produce good content and be able to earn yourself a following. I would really hope the best that you might succeed.Β
Are you almost out of school, or? Any idea what you want in your future?Β
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Honestly, I'm really freaking glad you did. I can't say I haven't missed you either. You still hold a strong place in my heart after these years.
Happy to hear you've chosen a somewhat good career path. Sorry it's not panning out in income, though- hope you get a reliable car. Those things don't really seem to last long nowadays aha-
Tbh I really feel you with the friend thing. I really do.
Oh yes! I finally got away from my grandmother. Fucking hell- had to move all the way to Manitoba. My mom is now becoming like her, though, which is pretty shitty but I'm nearly 18- which is the legal age here- and soon'll be able to get out. I need to get a job first though. I'm still in Cadets, however, and if I get the summer course I want then that's 3-4k right there. I could go move into an apartment suite with that and be okay for awhile.
I will totally let you know if I do- I really want to do it and hell, I'm excited at the thought of it.
I also have just a few more months of school left. I graduate this coming June. And all I know is that I have no plans to go into college/university. It is not my thing at all.
Say, do you still use skype? Cuz' I'll totally add you so we can talk easier there. β€
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That's very relieving, I wasn't really sure how you'd respond to my reaching out to you again after such a long time. I'd say I wasn't nervous about it, but that'd be a lie. You're not alone there, either! I have thought about you many times, just never had the courage to drop in, but-- once again, that's changed. Here I am.
Well, money never really mattered to me, anyways. I'm not broke, nor am I in debt-- regardless of whether or not I'm living luxuriously, that's never really held any importance to me. I hope the car lasts, as well, I'm thinking of getting a Subaru for that very reason. I need something reliable, I don't have the money to replace a car if I do manage to get my hands on one.Β
I can't say how happy I am for you to have gotten away from that wacky woman, although I must admit that it doesn't surprise me that your Mother's beginning to take after her, I know that's not really what you need to hear right now. I really hope you manage to scrape together enough cash to get out and on your own. The thing that always amazed me about you was how dark and horrible your surroundings would become, but you would remain so positive about a future and changing those circumstances, no matter what happened. You stick to your goals and that's very admirable, I don't have any doubt in my heart that a person like you won't be able to succeed in the big, wide-open world.
I understand that, school isn't for everyone and that is 10/10 a'ight. My step-father's income is through-the-roof and he hardly attended a year of Community College, worked his way up doing dishes. Anyone can do anything through hard work, I really do believe that, even now.Β
Yes! omf please feel free to add me @ musixdixie , I still use that blasted skype lmao
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Well, now you've done it and I really couldn't be happier about it.
Yeah, I understand. I'm the same way. Money doesn't matter so much- just get me enough to get by well. Ah, yes. Subaru's. Tons of them around here because they're so cheap but they get the job done.
Yeah, I'm happy too. Holy shit, I couldn't stand fucking living there. It sucked. And it sucks now but hey, I'm older and I'm able to go out on my own a bit more to escape my mom and the rest of my damned family. I did reach out to my uncle, though. I haven't seen him in about 11-12 years. Needless to say he changer but he's the only good family member i have left. He's got cute kidlets too. I also kind of have to be positive. It keeps my head in the game. I have responsibilities and I can't go into depressed moping for all my life. Of course, there's bad days where my depression and anxiety just sky rocket but I have a good support system, of which I can add you in again. Told a counselor of mine that you reached out to me and I told her how goddamned excited I was. And since I just recently went through a rough break-up, it was the first time she's actually seen me that happy.
Yeah, that's my mentality of it. Fuck, I don't want the stress of college and student loans and that kind of stuff. I want to get pn in my way and storm through. Hopefully, I can do that with youtube and twitch, as well as having a side job for backup.
I tried and I couldn't find you. Try adding me @/thekingofhellcrowley
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aayyy buddy it's me from @/klllerwithin !!
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pretty good , how about you ?
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I'm pretty good, kinda tired tho
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i'm pretty tired too, maybe i should take a nap
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naps are nice
omf sorry for the late responseΒ
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it's alright no need
to apologize c':
<3
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hope you have a good day !
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how did you put the music player thing on your page???
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i use this code; π: 0 β©: 1
you can use whatever dimensions you desire, normally i use 50 by 50 but 15 by 15 is a little neater.
THANK YOU FOR THE WATCH
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www.deviantart.com/art/Boredomβ¦
This shit just made me really uncomfortable
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Oh I knowΒ Β
It just made absolutely no sense to me, like why....?
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