daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 03:04:16 +0000 UTC]

you arent a istake. Why kill yourself? What has happened?

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 03:14:32 +0000 UTC]

I am done with all of my mistakes and how I have fucked up numerous times. My mind won't let go of the guilt and my mom certainly pounded that deep in my skull. I don't want life to be a burden upon myself and everyone else including you. Thoughts of cheating lying killing all of it just kills me inside and is no longer worth dealing with. I know you still care but just forget it all happened and be free and happy.

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 03:19:49 +0000 UTC]

what mistakes? youve done nothing wrong and you arent a burden

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 03:25:49 +0000 UTC]

if I wasnt such a mistake why do my parents push me to do this? All I am is a weakling for I couldn't even do anything on my own without my parents but once they started this favortism and hypocracy I have no one but Alex and she doesn't know this... feeling of dread and torment that inflicts me but I just... this car accident fucked my head up so much that I just want to releive it all.

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 03:27:54 +0000 UTC]

YOU HAD A CAR ACCIDENT???!!!

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 03:31:50 +0000 UTC]

yeah and then thoughts of if I had killed someone ran through my head then my mother seemed to think that wasn't the first fucking thought in my head. Guilt. The true killer of killers and the fools who try not to...

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 03:34:00 +0000 UTC]

what is goin on with your parents??? are you alright??????why are you so suicidal? 

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 03:35:14 +0000 UTC]

I reflected and found no more purpose to live... not even for Alex...

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 03:38:22 +0000 UTC]

You are too young to know that. i dont even know that myself and i am 20.

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 03:42:33 +0000 UTC]

Have you seen true horrors of death with your own eyes and not re-enactments? Countless lives seen slaughtered and I could have been a monster and killed a 12 year old girl... I dont want this guilt anymore. I am sorry for these burdens...

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 03:43:56 +0000 UTC]

but you didnt kill her. you are not a burden!

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 03:46:06 +0000 UTC]

how am I not even you didn't want me... not even my own parents want me...

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 03:46:41 +0000 UTC]

yes i did

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 03:57:16 +0000 UTC]

really? why?

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 04:49:01 +0000 UTC]

Because you are an amazing person! and talented! 

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 04:50:57 +0000 UTC]

Danii... I...

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 04:53:21 +0000 UTC]

Gabe, you are insanely awesome. yet you fail to relize this. you could go far. i mean FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR. you just need to hang on until then. youll be graduating this year. then you can do anything you want

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 04:54:13 +0000 UTC]

thank you...

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 04:59:03 +0000 UTC]

you are very welcome. i did not leave you because i didnt want you. i was afraid you  wouldnt go anywhere without me. i was and still am afraid you wont go out and fufill your career. you will be DAMN good at it you just have to hold on

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 05:08:12 +0000 UTC]

okay... I will try dear just... keep trying for me okay?

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 05:10:02 +0000 UTC]

alright. it will all work itself out in the end.

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 05:15:44 +0000 UTC]

okay danii

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 05:25:56 +0000 UTC]

did u goto prom?

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 05:26:48 +0000 UTC]

mhm

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 05:32:39 +0000 UTC]

howd it go?

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 05:38:19 +0000 UTC]

rather great actually

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 05:40:52 +0000 UTC]

i didnt tell anyone bout it so they wouldnt make me go

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 05:41:57 +0000 UTC]

awh

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 05:44:51 +0000 UTC]

did u end up goin to the graduation

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-04 05:57:31 +0000 UTC]

no sadly because of idiotic ticket pricing.

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daniireannelittle In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 07:40:32 +0000 UTC]

ah

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dethmachine5 In reply to daniireannelittle [2014-11-05 06:53:18 +0000 UTC]

yeah

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dethmachine5 In reply to dethmachine5 [2014-11-04 04:41:33 +0000 UTC]

I can't even do the most simple stab through the hand... I am just what my parents thought...

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daniireannelittle In reply to Ultimate-Psycho [2014-09-23 20:38:12 +0000 UTC]

yw^^

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daniireannelittle In reply to fradarlin [2014-09-18 21:34:43 +0000 UTC]

yw!!

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daniireannelittle In reply to TimareeZadel [2014-09-18 19:24:56 +0000 UTC]

yw!!

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daniireannelittle In reply to ZKROX [2014-09-18 19:25:09 +0000 UTC]

np, i love yer art!

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daniireannelittle In reply to Porcelain-Nightmares [2014-09-05 15:35:25 +0000 UTC]

yw!!

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