ink5000 [2004-10-29 15:59:30 +0000 UTC]

hey mel this is scott email me at ink5000@hotmail.com we plan on moving up to your area and need a tour guide. i cant find your phone number
scott and liz

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kabloona [2004-05-28 15:54:43 +0000 UTC]

Just stopping by. It doesn't look like you've been active lately.

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seattle-hustler [2003-09-26 08:50:26 +0000 UTC]

I don't have a reason to live. just ripped off all my posters from the walls in a hopeless rage. School's gonna start soon and already I want to kill myself. I should stop talking about it and just do it. Not like you'd care. You're not a friend anymore, are you? Doesn't matter that you said you were in your last e-mail to me. Or that you loved me (as a friend) in the e-mail, too. Just lies. Bullshit. Know what it's like having no friends?

No, you don't.

And you don't care.

My plan, assuming I work up the nerve, is to jump in front of the speeding cars on I-5 around downtown Seattle. Too much pressure in life. How can I start Autumn quarter like this? Thank a whole fucking lot, Mel. Can never rely on "friends." When they leave they just push an unstable person over the edge. I am so fucked up in the head. Punching my computer. Punching everything. Punching my head until I see starts flutter. I can't get to sleep because I obsess about our (assumedly former) friendship which you're too much of a pussy to articulate anything about. Wow. I actually stooped to calling you a name. Hell, you've said fuck you to me many times so who the fuck cares? You certainly don't give a damn about me.

I've never seen you this cold before. Must be that you're a witch. An evil one......Wow, here I am insulting you and pleading for your friendship - I am totally fucked up. I hate life. And I'm beginning to hate you. I don't even know why you hate me so much but now I hate you. You sadistic cunt. You stabbed my heart. Smiling.

Karma.

Just remember that, Melanie.

I really should check myself into the hospital right now but I can't afford to. I'd really like to, too. Wow. Now I'm burning a bridge and I don't want to. I'm so fucked up on Klonapin and Xanax. But what else am I gonna do? You don't give a flying fuck about me or whether I live or die. You've treated me like shit for the past week. I won't forget this. I'm gonna get revenge one day unless you apologize to me. Soon. Which I doubt you ever will since you're so damn stubborn.

Maybe I shouldn't have called you the names but who the fuck cares? YOU DON'T! Why should I let you hold so much power over me, you heartless bitch? You're never gonna reply, r ya? Go ahead, rate this a 1! You're too much of a coward to reply, anyway.

This won't be the last you hear of me.

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seattle-hustler [2003-09-26 06:11:45 +0000 UTC]

I am all alone and you don't care.
Please help me put the bullet in my head.
Send me a gun, Mel, it will make it easier on the both of us.
You won't hear from me again.
I will be out of this world's misery.
It's a fucking rotton jungle where, if you're lucky, your parents care (which mine do). But as for friends, hell, friends only stick around during the good times, isn't that right, Mel?
PLEASE KILL ME.
I ABHOR LIFE.

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alienari [2003-09-25 07:59:43 +0000 UTC]

Thank you tons for the faves! How's life? Mine's pretty hectic. I'm waiting for the beginning of November, as things will calm down then. Take care .

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ninjakittykat [2003-09-22 18:59:05 +0000 UTC]

thanks a lot for the watch
/me gives you a piece of bacon
mmmm bacon

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castitas [2003-09-10 19:13:33 +0000 UTC]

thanks alot for the comment on my newest!

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alienari [2003-09-09 10:11:40 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the comments and the faves! Much appreciated .

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kirbtastic [2003-09-08 18:18:24 +0000 UTC]

thanks so much for the comments and favs ..very appreciated

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rasierklinge [2003-09-01 04:34:37 +0000 UTC]

thank you for the compliment, it means very much to me

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d120l-t120l [2003-08-29 20:37:40 +0000 UTC]

heh, my arse is hitting the 26 in december... i feel old too no more " young adult" for me. and seeing all the 80's retro in the mall isn't helping matters either.

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kabloona [2003-08-27 19:03:25 +0000 UTC]

kabloona was here

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katharien [2003-08-26 06:16:34 +0000 UTC]

thanks so much for the comment and fav...much appreciated!

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videodead [2003-08-16 18:48:26 +0000 UTC]

woohoo...


is a Varied Artist
is a deviant since Jun 4, 2003, 8:12 PM
has 1,000 pageviews
is located in United States
last visited 2h 50m 58s ago

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nikolfsoluski [2003-08-08 14:19:01 +0000 UTC]

saddness and regularity converge in your work for drawing tears of realization.

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alienari [2003-08-06 12:38:45 +0000 UTC]

Just dropping by to ask how you are doing these days. I hope life is treating you well! Sunshine and strawberries to you!

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sej [2003-08-01 04:36:25 +0000 UTC]

3 favorites! wow! thank you!! I really apreciate your support. I'm glad theres still some people here who can enjoy something a little different or risky.
Jes

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crisp [2003-07-28 04:14:11 +0000 UTC]

thanks for the .
i really appreciate it

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videodead [2003-07-28 01:33:43 +0000 UTC]

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agentmothman [2003-07-26 00:43:22 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the comment on the lonely chair. It really means a lot.

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fng [2003-07-24 14:01:46 +0000 UTC]

Thanks a bundle for your comments on "summertime 03" & "Have a nice day", also thanks for the favorites... Much appreciated!

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kittynn [2003-07-23 04:47:49 +0000 UTC]

Thankyou so much for the comments and for all of the favs. I appreciate it so much.

Hope you are well.

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devilicious [2003-07-21 03:15:43 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much for your LOVELY comment on DeathbyChocolate you made my day!


mary

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ktuluxx [2003-07-16 21:59:03 +0000 UTC]

Thanks sweetie for the fav addition!!

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alienari [2003-07-15 06:11:09 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the favorites and for stalking! You really made my day! LJ is so cool . Though I haven't been there too much lately. At least not tending my public journals (I got three, one top secret, one art related and one mainly public).

You like McKean? I just adore his works. Not his comics that much, but Dustcovers and Mr. Punch really intrigue me. I'm going to be him when I grow up *lol*.

Take care! Will be talking to you later!

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RhoadesAsylum [2003-07-15 01:58:54 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much

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shadowmech [2003-07-12 09:34:20 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much for the comment and for those ´s!
Much appreciated!

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stupidxstacey [2003-07-09 23:20:39 +0000 UTC]

thanks for the comment. i love icon btw..pink and black two of my favorite colors

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justsomelameguy [2003-07-09 05:56:45 +0000 UTC]

Your "look" is awesome. Odds are you already know that - but I figured it never hurts to reiterate the point!

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epizentrum [2003-07-06 12:18:56 +0000 UTC]

ooo tom waits is wonderful. i love Alice, such a beautiful song...

anyways...hello!

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RhoadesAsylum [2003-07-05 18:36:33 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much for the fave and comment

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finduilas-oronra [2003-07-04 07:34:42 +0000 UTC]

thanks for your comments!

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RhoadesAsylum [2003-07-02 16:43:45 +0000 UTC]

thank you again
I really appreciate it

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rasierklinge [2003-07-02 08:18:07 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much for the fav all of the recent pictures are very real to me...i will explain when i talk to you next if you want to hear me ramble

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mike-gray [2003-06-30 19:46:01 +0000 UTC]

Hey thanks so much, appreciated

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mzswats [2003-06-29 21:35:58 +0000 UTC]

oops.. I forgot to thank you for the fav as well THANK YOU

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mzswats [2003-06-29 21:35:11 +0000 UTC]

Thanks a lot for the comment on Growing Loneliness. I really appreciate it!

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RhoadesAsylum [2003-06-25 18:46:10 +0000 UTC]

Thanks much for your comment on 'what color is your fear'

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