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ienotsr ♂️ [931158] [2004-06-18 23:30:34 +0000 UTC] "EL" (United States)

# Statistics

Favourites: 45; Deviations: 22; Watchers: 5

Watching: 17; Pageviews: 2609; Comments Made: 93; Friends: 17

# Interests

Favorite visual artist: all.art is exspression and everyone has their moments
Favorite movies: Chinatown
Favorite bands / musical artists: Morbid Angel
Favorite writers: Poe
Favorite gaming platform: PC
Tools of the Trade: my fingers,voice,and writing/drawing implements
Other Interests: Guitar playing(the more complex the better)

# About me

Favourite genre of music: Metal(real metal)
Operating System: windows XP on a 64bit P4
MP3 player of choice: winamp
Wallpaper of choice: blood.flowing blood.
Favourite cartoon character: Johnny Bravo

# Comments

Comments: 25

stirFrell [2006-02-26 00:27:53 +0000 UTC]

i'd love it if you didnt butcher me. if you listened to me. if you cared. if i knew you forgave me. i'd love to not feel like a whore for fucking you. i'd love to think you didnt toss me away just cuz you were done with me. and i wish i still didnt love you. i wish i could say, "Sure *insert name here* I'm single, and my heart isn't broken. I'd love to date you!" but i fucking can't. i don't fucking want to. and you don't understand what love is. you have no soul. you have an empty swallowing void for a heart. there is no warmth from you. you've broken me for something i didn't do. you shattered my heart on my birthday. i will never forgive you. never. never. never. i hope you find happiness in your life. i hope you find someone who can take the abuse. i hope you can find someone who'll fuck you when ever you want, whether or not she hurts or is in pain. and lastly, i pray you buy yourself an amp, so you can play, and so that you can stop pulling the piano strings you have wrapped so tightly around my heart you sick fuck.

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ienotsr In reply to stirFrell [2006-02-27 16:21:29 +0000 UTC]

thank you for the comment.i'll file it away with all the other retarted things i've heard in my life.has your mom destroyed "MY" magick books yet?i should tell her where to find the rest,seeing as how it is "MY" collection.with the exception of like 4-5 books that are yours.

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stirFrell In reply to ienotsr [2006-02-28 03:12:23 +0000 UTC]

i forgive you for the pain you've caused. i understand your hurting and your afraid to love. but your not my problem anymore. and i'm not yours. tell her where the books are my Love. i don't mind anymore. i realized this mourning, that all i can remember now are the good things we had. and i'll hold on to those good things. i'm sorry i screwed up over the summer. i'm sorry i hurt you. i guess i can understand why you'd be paranoid this time. it's ok that you were wrong. it's ok that you were afraid. i'll always love what we were, what we had together and who you were. i'll miss the magic of waking up in the mourning to you, feeling you next to me, looking in your eyes and hearing i love you. i won't miss the agony of waking up to you mother screaming at your brother and being told "fuck you, go turn the fucking alarm clock off." it's ok Louis. i forgive you, i'll always love you, but i need to move on. goodbye.
i love you.
~Z

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death-black-metal [2006-02-09 20:01:44 +0000 UTC]