Rawrv42 [2012-06-16 01:39:44 +0000 UTC]

I feel like i know you from somewhere....

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thegreatexhalation [2011-06-28 03:50:09 +0000 UTC]

(i miss you, paige, but i know that you are feeling grand again so i will try to keep this desideratum to myself and love you more than i miss you. the thought of you was with me last night when i could not sleep at two thirty am [because insomnia has become my new best friend] and i relived last summer and it was glorious. i know that we will mend this distance with our words and with our time together.)

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Dark-Mage-Girl-Xion [2011-05-04 23:08:06 +0000 UTC]

Happy Birthday to yooouuu! Happy Birthday to yooouu! Happy Birthday dear ! Happy Birthday to yoooouuu!

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CamishArt [2011-05-04 13:33:05 +0000 UTC]

DA says it's your birthday
Hope you have a nice birthday

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thegreatexhalation [2011-04-26 23:20:05 +0000 UTC]

i love you as much as galileo loved the stars. i know that we have become swallowed by this distance over these few winter months but i hope we will be able to mend things and become close again. i hope that you enjoy your notebook and your presents and i am working a birthday letter, drafting it in my head until it is good enough to grace your eyes.

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thegreatexhalation [2011-03-16 02:54:51 +0000 UTC]

dearest,

i promise you this forever. so wait for me with bated breath until i can come find you and teach you how to live again with love resting in your bones.
deviantART muro drawing

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thegreatexhalation [2011-03-14 22:33:12 +0000 UTC]

forty-four days until i see you again.
until i can tell you 'i love you' in person.
until i can just be with you and wade in simple bliss.

<3

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thegreatexhalation [2011-03-11 04:22:34 +0000 UTC]

if i could compose music, i would write you songs but all i have are words to suffice how i feel. i'll be seeing you soon in forty eight days and i cannot wait to build a fort with you in your red painted basement and take walks. can we go past that lovely willow tree again, my dear? <3

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thegreatexhalation [2011-02-15 03:24:29 +0000 UTC]

i am sorry for causing you unnecessary worry earlier. i am glad that we were able to patch things up, darling. <3

(also. this computer handwriting is so pretty. why can't my handwriting look this nice in my letters?)
deviantART muro drawing

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thegreatexhalation [2011-02-05 04:34:23 +0000 UTC]

all i want to do right now is sleep in your room for days
because i have not slept since i left
[no, i have only fallen into an unrestful slumber full of saturated light and sharks and death]

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thegreatexhalation [2011-01-30 03:23:12 +0000 UTC]

i know we'll make it anywhere away from here/light up/light up as if you have a choice/even if you cannot hear my voice/i will be right beside you dear

[link]

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thegreatexhalation [2011-01-28 04:40:14 +0000 UTC]

[link]

i do not care how long this verbal distance separates us for the moments we hold together, we create together no matter how long or short or cold or warm or dark or during the day or the night. it does not matter to me any more. to see you, to be with you, to even talk to you is a desire i will hold in my bones. but i will live in spite of this distance and i will teach you all i have learned through letters, and through a letter i will send off tomorrow.

i love you as much as i always have
and this love for you will never fade
and i shall sing you this song
on the eve of may
in ode of your birthday
and when i see you again.

have a great friday,
wherever you may be.

<3

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thegreatexhalation [2011-01-24 04:53:03 +0000 UTC]

to be loved by you
is a blessing in and of itself
[never ever forget that]

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thegreatexhalation [2011-01-16 04:17:18 +0000 UTC]

i will see you in three months.

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thegreatexhalation [2010-12-30 03:41:21 +0000 UTC]

my darling, do you remember that moment when i read my words to you to fall asleep?
oh, i hope they still provide you comfort even thought this distance has swallowed us but i know that you are going to be lovely and that we will see each other again.

<3

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thegreatexhalation [2010-12-27 19:38:12 +0000 UTC]

i hope that you check your phone soon + see all of the love i have left you.
i do not know where you are, where you have gone but i hope to speak to you soon because we have not done so in almost over a month.

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thegreatexhalation [2010-12-27 06:58:19 +0000 UTC]

i love you. i love you. i love you.
there is not a day that goes by where i do not think about this summer and its importance and effects on my being because you have changed me, my dear, for the better.
these xx days shall not be counted by my mind until they can be counted upon our fingers. + i am with you always, always, always in your thoughts and heart and mind. i am always there, loving you because these feelings will never burn out and are as bright as the sun and as infinite as galileo's passion for the stars.

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thegreatexhalation [2010-12-24 09:07:32 +0000 UTC]

you're on my mind, love. <3

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thegreatexhalation [2010-12-20 06:49:11 +0000 UTC]

i am in fiji now.
you would love it here, my darling.
we must skype soon.

<3

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thegreatexhalation [2010-12-18 04:10:20 +0000 UTC]

my head is running towards those summer days of docks and sand and ivy splinters. my wrists are made out of that bamboo grove and i miss our warmth against my spine. i am excited for summer on sunday, but i wish you could be there to give it more depth.

[oh oh oh, darling, i want to take you to the ends of the earth and back if you so desire because it as beautiful as you are.]

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thegreatexhalation [2010-12-08 04:44:36 +0000 UTC]

you are always here with me. you always linger in my thoughts and in my dreams. you are my all seasons girl and you make every single moment brighter. if you are not in the conscious, you are in the subconscious, simply floating because when we see each other again, it shall be the definition of magic.

[i love you, i love you, i love you.]

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thegreatexhalation [2010-11-28 04:43:30 +0000 UTC]

i love you.
i do not know where you have gone, my darling, but i hope that it is treating you well.

<3
i'll always be here.

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thegreatexhalation [2010-11-26 06:33:25 +0000 UTC]

[link]

she is such a beautiful soul and gives so much meaning to a language that i cannot comprehend.

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thegreatexhalation [2010-11-25 04:15:04 +0000 UTC]

i hope that everything is treating you in a fabulous fashion.
video chat soon?
i miss you.

<3
also: i will send off more love letters soon. i just need to find some stamps since i used all of the ones my mother bought for me just so i could write you.

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thegreatexhalation [2010-11-24 02:24:37 +0000 UTC]

my darling, what do you want for christmas?
[i will send your package full of mixed cds and love letters and newly bound novels soon. i cannot find the time but i will make room.]

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thegreatexhalation [2010-11-23 04:00:09 +0000 UTC]

last night, a girl came into my room and she was not you. she stared at the map on my wall and the pushpin forests planted so delicately there by my sparrow fingers. she traced the outlines of the burmese territory and told me that she wanted to free them so badly and speak their forgotten language. we spoke of that for a while until she noticed the winged elephant pinned on my wall. she asked me if it was mine and i told her that it was not mine, but a friend’s. i wish i told her about you; about how amazing you are and how you make me feel infinite and how i want to spend more than just one week with you at a time.

(of how i want to spend winters with you in an abandoned blue house by the ocean)

but i didn’t because i knew that her soul was beautiful like a fragile bird in the middle of winter. like a cut open wound. like the bruises on my ankle bones - seven to be exact - that i wish you were hear to touch and heal. her soul is beauitful, her mind is an expansive space and she knows more than you do about these things.

but she would not understand you. she would not understand how you make me feel. she would never be able to replace you, either, my darling, so i keep my words underneath my skin, ready to release them into yet another love letter. and you will sow them into your heart because you told me once that my words are what keep you from drowning.

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thegreatexhalation [2010-11-13 22:48:31 +0000 UTC]

it's so cold in my soul right now because winter is dragging out every exhalation with her respiring eventide.
and all i want to do is fall asleep next to you.
[is that so hard to want, to yearn for? all i want is to be with you more than once a year because our emotional connection is so great but i still miss our warmth.]

i love you as much as galileo loved the stars.
never forget that.

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thegreatexhalation [2010-09-26 17:14:25 +0000 UTC]

i love you.
it's raining and it reminds me of our adventure to the crab apple depression. where you ran down the asphalt passageway and laughed so loudly that i had to laugh, too, because we were fill with such a simple bliss. i am happy now [and i almost always am] but i miss our simple bliss.
and yesterday, i sent off yet another love letter to calm the storm[s] in your head. the mailman would not read my handwriting because he was too blinded by the stereotypical script the world has written on the folds of sky's skin.

and now the storm is breaking and i want to run with you again in between the houses. on the drive way of that fire department building and lie in that field of your school in the middle of the night and sing serenades underneath my breath to you to extend our love to something beyond these words.

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thegreatexhalation [2010-09-13 02:02:22 +0000 UTC]

you untie the great exhalation from your lungs. the oxygen breaks barriers and mixes with the milky way. spilling light from the heavens, your soul is thrown into the arms of angels and cloud mattresses. owl children scream explictives in response to your departure. abandoned apartments crumble with grafitti water floods. african children run to the red sea, constellating you because you are worth something to them. but to me, you are more than a star. you are worth more than a scream. you are an ocean - my ocean - an abyss of infinite kindness and love. and that is what i shall remember you by.

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thegreatexhalation [2010-09-12 23:43:36 +0000 UTC]

do you want to skype sometime soon?
i love you. <3

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thegreatexhalation [2010-08-17 05:23:32 +0000 UTC]

i love you.
i want to talk to about the world and its wonders.
and newly discovered bands and the end of summer and how this summer was different than all of the others because of you, because of us and the transformation we've gone through together.

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