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[2014-04-09 05:21:36 +0000 UTC]
"Just kill me"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 8523; Deviations: 51; Watchers: 1064
Watching: 190; Pageviews: 31563; Comments Made: 209; Friends: 190
# About me
This has been experiment.I suppose that as long as it is up, the experiment continues. I might add the rest of my piles of trash for people on here to browse and enjoy, but I'm not in any hurry.
It's purpose was rather uncertain.
I have decided to abandon it in favor of pursuing other interests.
Art or porn. It's not important. As a means to explore a stimulating idea graphically, I suppose it's interesting. As an outlet for the expression and indulgance in sexual desire it's lacking the physical and emotional gratification of real human contact. I'm speaking of both art and porn.
I'm rather disappointed that so few ideas came through from other people, as much as I attempted to invite conversation. It was an attempt at find an exchange of intellectual perspectives related to this- phenomenon. Not that it would ever alleviate my loneliness. I use the word phenomenon, however, it is actually quite familiar to me. The closest feeling of desire from the heart of my own childhood. Which is one reason I suppose I feel very protective over it.
I've decided to declare my interests on this subject, satisfied, for the time being. Perhaps for several years; possibly permanently. Not that I can ever really deny my own desires, I can only attempt to avoid them, even repress them. I do this simply because they seem to be unfulfillable. All attempts at real human connection (specifically, with women) are not reciprocated... ever, in any context; sexual, friendship, or other...
I'll be intentionally avoiding this sort of thing, mainly out of frustration and other useless emotions.
So, please continue to enjoy my trash. See you around.
# Comments
Comments: 67
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Thank you very much for the 
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Thanks for the fave!
This is me:
deviantART: kurtkrueger.deviantart.com/?rnβ¦
tumblr: kurtkrueger.tumblr.com/
Facebook: m.facebook.com/profile.php?id=β¦
fetlife.com/users/904326
My Bookstore:
"LIPS" www.blurb.com/bookstore/detailβ¦
... and something from my deep past: "The Face Of Hollywood" www.blurb.com/b/3812833-the-faβ¦
Thanks - and see you on deviantART and tumblr!
~ Kurt
P.S. If you send me your email address, I'll add your you to my mailing list for when "The Erotic Adventures Of Amy" and other books are released!
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Ya know what you call trash was actually very well rendered, modeled, etc.
You did a great job, don't let your self doubt keep you down.Β
I hope you find what you're looking for one day, bud.Β
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It's just a sort of attempt at self-loathing humor. It's... complicated.
Let me put it this way:Β It sort of helps my... process...
Thanks for your support.
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Oh I see, well. That's fair.
Keep up the good work then.
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It doesn't mean that I'm going to continue spending any real time working on this stuff, bro.
As I've said, I'll continue posting my old trash. Some of it won't be of the same quality. Early stuff when I was just starting this thing.
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Hey you do you, man.Β
Everyone has there own way of going about life.
And I will continue to fave that trash until you stop.
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hahaha! now you got it!
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very lovely ladies. nice photos.
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but of course, my friend!
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but of course, tis' marvelous!
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Thank you very much for the fave of Debt Slave 3!Β Β
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