moonstonezeffiro In reply to tatacalthrop [2015-01-29 01:08:10 +0000 UTC]

OMG BLESS U AND THANK U SO MUCH THIS MAKES MY ENTIRE YEAR

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moonstonezeffiro In reply to JJ-Jam [2013-07-07 03:21:49 +0000 UTC]

thank YOU for the fave also :'D

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JJ-Jam In reply to moonstonezeffiro [2013-07-07 03:23:06 +0000 UTC]

lol! Didn't make sense, but it was really good writing!

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moonstonezeffiro In reply to KikyoTheHedgehog [2013-06-26 02:02:57 +0000 UTC]

I dont know what you expect me to say right now Kikyo. I cant say anything you want to hear.

All i can say is that ive changed, a lot, and if i told you about everything i dont think youd respect me anymore. Ive hidden something from everyone, because im sure theyd treat me differently.(before you assume it i am not gay i know it sounds that way but im not)

Ive been growing up i guess. I know youre older than me but it doesnt feel that way. Im going into the real high school and im surrounded by people i love, but few that would stick around with me if i snapped again. I snap a lot, every night texting people and honestly i just have a lot of built up tension in my head and thats why you see stuff about me crying and feeling lonely and not replying to you because i just dont have any control over my emotions when im alone at night

Im making ridiculous excuses and im sure its just a lot of confusion. I dont want you to think that i dont like you. Youre a memory to me that ill never let go of and everything weve been through together is something i will always remember. And ill never not like you.

I just get hard to deal with, and i push people away because im just a teenager. I want attention from people who dont pay attention to me, i push away people who just care about me. Like you.

I get hateful and pitiful and just sick. Im a sick person. And i cant cry anymore- i dont want to and i wont. Im not crying. Im just trying to be as honest as possible.

Im in so deep with school and friends and its summer and i just want to be free. Please forgive me. I dont want to lose someone so important to me.

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KikyoTheHedgehog In reply to moonstonezeffiro [2013-06-30 16:23:46 +0000 UTC]

Izzy, you probably tell me you killed somebody, and I wouldn't like you any less. It wouldn't make you any less my sister. You CAN talk to me, Iz. Nothing you say will make me dislike or hate or not respect you. What could possibly be so bad that you'd think I'd turn on you for telling me?

Maybe you have so much tension because you won't talk to anyone, and let it out? It's not good to hold your troubles in.. Especially when there ARE people who want to help you. I know I'm just the girl you RPed with and called a virtual sister, but I AM a real friend, over the internet or not. Even if those people around you that you call friends leave you, I won't. Real friends don't abandon their friends in times of need; they stay with them and help them work it out.

I know you get hard to deal with, you did a few times when we talked like 24/7. But I never abandoned you, did I? You're not gonna lose me, Isa. I forgive you. I've forgave you every time we've fought and you made me cry, so why wouldn't I forgive you now?

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moonstonezeffiro In reply to KikyoTheHedgehog [2013-06-30 17:17:45 +0000 UTC]

Its nothing Kik. Nothing important. (:

I think the tension comes from just being around people in real life and feeling like they really dont want me around. I know theyd tell me im wrong and that they love me and that theyd be sad if i was gone but the moment i act like im not going through a bout of serious depression they decide its funner to ignore me and poke fun at things im sensitive about. I honestly shouldnt mind it because i know its all in fun but the ignoring part hurts.

Thank you Kik. (I would call you ashlee to be all dramatic like addressing you officially but fuck that you are my Kik and no one can tell me otherwise) Youre the only person i know who wont abandon me and i should stop abandoning you. Maybe we could hold off on the roleplay? Honestly right now my entire roleplay universe has gone crashing down on my head because the one im using right now i HATE because shes in this terrible relationship and shes bitchy and crazy and blah.

Thank you for forgiving me. You shouldnt, but you do, and its the best thing i could ask for. You are the best friend i could ask for. Thank you.

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KikyoTheHedgehog In reply to moonstonezeffiro [2013-06-30 18:32:34 +0000 UTC]

If it's bothering you, it must be..

Izzy, if they're really your friends, they'd want you around, and they wouldn't ignore you, nor would they poke fun at you if they knew it was upsetting you. That's not what friends do. Well, real ones, anyway.

You're very welcome, Isa. (And I'm just fine with being Kik. :3) And I'm fine with holding off on it.. But may I ask who's disrupting your RP universe so badly? o.o

And yes, I should. You're my sister, and sisters forgive each other when one is a little crabby and mean sometimes. *nodnod*

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moonstonezeffiro In reply to KikyoTheHedgehog [2013-07-01 19:23:47 +0000 UTC]

Mehhhh. Theyre the only irl friends i have and i do have my pal avery who is super cool. We watched A Nightmare on Elm Street last night and we laughed and we cried and i screamed and ;U;

flflffllflfFLFLFLFLFLF LET ME TELL YOU.
Okay so i have this character named Ecaterina (Eca for short) and when i first made her i loved her shes like she has magical tattoos and reddish eyes and wears dress shirts and shes all like 'i serve my brothers and they serve me and we obey our father' and shes all obediant but as the story goes on she starts to realize her 'father' wants to kill her and
I started roleplaying with my friend and every time we roleplay our characters have to be romantically involved HAVE to be no exceptions so she has this character Byrne and they have this love/hate thing and in the roleplay Byrne admitted his love for Eca then the roleplay kinda died out
Then me and two other friends started roleplaying and the other friend heard about it and i was using eca at the time so she brought back byrne and MY FRIEND CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING FROM THE LAST ROLEPLAY SO I HAD TO REMIND HER THAT BYRNE ADMITTED HIS LOVE FIRST but now hes all moody and like 'i have a demon inside of me and it wants to kill you and i refuse to admit i ever said i love you or want to kiss you even though my creator says i do???' and my friend is all like 'hehe byrne is so suave and eca is so a fool for him and jealous lol' and eca is like 'hey hey hey hey hey I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING MY FATHER ERASED MY MEMORIES AND HES TRYING TO ERASE ME AND YOU HELP ME YOU ASSHOLE' and shes just being bitchy and crazy and my other two friends are like 'wut' and the roleplay is almost dead and its doomed and fenlinne and aaron and viktoria and CRIES

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KikyoTheHedgehog In reply to moonstonezeffiro [2013-07-01 21:55:09 +0000 UTC]

Sounds like you had fun! But what happened to Shayde/Miriah? You two not friends anymore?

...That sounds confusing as HELL. XDDD
OH! Speaking of romantically involved, Kikyo and Satoshi/Platinum. Is that ever gonna be a thing again(I really freaking love them. ;A; ), or should Kikyo just move on and have someone else? (Lee and I are gonna make Kael(his new time traveler) and Kikyo official if you say Kik should just move on.)

I hear Magnet and I still see Kik and Plat doing it. THE FEELS.

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moonstonezeffiro In reply to KikyoTheHedgehog [2013-07-01 22:34:52 +0000 UTC]

flflflfl oh miriah is one of the people im roleplaying with now in the big confusing thing -u- her character aaron and avery's character viktoria are so cute cuz aarons all calm and viktorias all angsty and they just just AHHHH ;U; sobs

GRAAAAAAH ITS DRIVING ME (and Eca) MAD
uh uh uh uh uh uh WOAH THIS HAS COME UP RATHER SUDDENLY i guess kikyo can move on??? i dont think satoshi has a new love interest (cuz i love to watch aurora be sad >:'D mwahahhaflaflaflaflafla) but if kikyo does go for it :'D

i read doing it and got confused them i realized you meant singing magnet oh lol

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KikyoTheHedgehog In reply to moonstonezeffiro [2013-07-02 01:33:10 +0000 UTC]

Ah, okay. X3 She doesn't really talk to me, so.. XDD
Oh hey, I keep seeing ACNL stuff on your Tumblr. You have it? C:

Ah, alright. Kik'll date Kael(and love him), but she'll never stop loving Platinum. Lee and I agreed if you and I decided to put Kik and Plat back together, Kik and Kael would just break up. Until he suggested Kael, I debated on asking you if I could adopt Platinum(while you keep Satoshi.). XDDD

What about Kismet and Winston? Where do they stand?

BAHAHAHA YOU PERV.To be honest, I had that image too a few times. XDDD

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moonstonezeffiro In reply to KikyoTheHedgehog [2013-07-02 01:44:50 +0000 UTC]

NO I DONT HAVE IT I JUST WANT IT SO BADLY GRAAAH /FLIPS A WALL
I NEED A 3DS BUT ITS JULY WITH NO HOLIDAYS OTHER THAN THE FOURTH OF JULY that reminds me my friend invited me to a republican tea party event for the fourth FUCK

B-but platinum doesnt exist anymore :'D he just doesnt. I morphed him into satoshi and that is him now :'D

Uh huh uh um idk kismet is all human ((well actually more like demon but shh)) now and none of those particular characters are in relationships with other peoples characters cuz im finally piecing together their story and its happening bro were making it happen
Maybe idfk

flflflfl

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KikyoTheHedgehog In reply to moonstonezeffiro [2013-07-02 02:52:56 +0000 UTC]

OMFG IF YOU GET IT AND A 3DS YOU SHOULD TOTALLY ADD ME. WE CAN BE INSANE TOGETHER ON THERE.
Tea parties yay!

D'aawww.. Kay. XDD

WE MUST. Winston loves scary girls, and Kismet being a demon will just make him all tingly and he'll need alone time just from thinking about her. (Not that he didn't to begin with, anyway. XDDD) He's seriously attracted to pretty girls who are also terrifying. XDDD

XDDD Like you never have had images like that of characters you have with other people's characters.

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moonstonezeffiro In reply to KikyoTheHedgehog [2013-07-02 03:20:43 +0000 UTC]

I KNOW I SHOULD GET ONE BUT I DONT HAVE ONE AND ANYWAY I SHOULD BE WORKING ON CHEMISTRY SO I DONT HAVE THAT MUCH TIME FOR THINGS
no dude you dont understand this isnt like fancy british happy tea parties this is like crazy republican mother fuckers spittin shit about the government its scary

sh-she's exactly the same only not a mouse its like a weird kind of demon not like hell just like different i should probably find a different world for it but oblivionites is so no
i i idfk

fffff /flips you

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KikyoTheHedgehog In reply to moonstonezeffiro [2013-08-23 12:39:25 +0000 UTC]

GET OOOONNNNEEEEEEE

o-o;; Why go then?

Winston would still love her. Mouse, demon, or whatever. Nobody could take the place of his Kismet.

You know I'm riiiiight~!

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moonstonezeffiro In reply to KikyoTheHedgehog [2013-08-24 02:46:50 +0000 UTC]

I DONT HAVE MONEY /FLIPS EVERYTHING

cuz i enjoy spending time with my friends also face painting is some hella rad shit yo

CASUALLY CHANGES SUBJECT TO AVOID GETTING FLUSTERED WITH MY STUPID FEELINGS

tell me about your summer and WHERE THE HELL YOU'VE BEEN THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO SPEAK WITH YOU

asshole

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KikyoTheHedgehog In reply to moonstonezeffiro [2013-08-24 13:32:08 +0000 UTC]

GET SOME THEN. *FLIPS YOU*

Face painting? O3O

Y U CHANGE SUBJECT.
My summer was good. I jusr played videogames and RPed all summer. I also joined a bowling league at my church, with my friend Zach and his parents.

:3

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moonstonezeffiro In reply to KikyoTheHedgehog [2013-08-25 02:22:15 +0000 UTC]

we did face painting for it but only like three kids came over so we just spent the whole time throwing shit at eachother and writing on ourselves

~friendship~

wooooAHHHH bowling i suck at that but i kinda like it last time i went bowling was with a girl scout troop we dicked around a lot and got jacked up on sour skittles good ass times that was like three-four years ago shizz

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KikyoTheHedgehog In reply to moonstonezeffiro [2013-08-25 06:13:53 +0000 UTC]

LOL That sounds like it was alot of fun! Glad you had a good time!

And LULZ! I joke around with Zach ALOT. This one time, the alley had given us free pizza, and there were a few Styrofoam plates left, so we started pretending we were Programs from Tron,  And had a disc battle in our seats with the plates. XDDDD 

We had pen swordfights, randomly "Forcepalmed" each other, threw the balled up paper from straws at each other.. We're insane. We almost got into a mock karate dual a few weeks ago.. XDDD 

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moonstonezeffiro In reply to KikyoTheHedgehog [2013-08-26 02:18:37 +0000 UTC]

........... /couGH I DONT EVEN KNOW THAT KID BUT THIS IS A SHIP WAITING TO HAPPEN/

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