mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-27 19:31:30 +0000 UTC]

it kk your work is great. oh i'm jon btw and i'm good (more than good happy beyond explanation!) so how r u souf??

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 20:01:07 +0000 UTC]

Hi Jon
I am good too =] I'm not over joyed but I'm not upset so yeah
Thank you btw you're too kind XD

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-27 20:04:21 +0000 UTC]

awww poor u y wahts teh matter and buleve me i've ether heard it all or been through it so i'm here if u need to talk

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 20:19:09 +0000 UTC]

hmm life is just really slow going and not really working...
ever felt like you're not quite alive that something is holding you back?

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-27 20:48:57 +0000 UTC]

all teh time tht summthing allways holds me back. for me it's sume of my friends(oh now i feel bad) but sumtimes i need holding back to keep me safe. and if life is going to slow th'n thts how it is meant to be. it's teh same with miy life ~ it's too slow but when i tyi to speed up life it hurt me (emotionally and phyically) so maybe slow is teh way to go.

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 20:54:05 +0000 UTC]

i prefer fast because well i am impatient... 0.0
my family hold me back I feel i am a different person when i am with my friends like its the real me, but there are many things i dont tell them, that I dont tell anyone really =[

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-27 21:02:10 +0000 UTC]

i can be impatient sometimes 0.o
you should be open to the ppl u trust the most. i am and it also halps 2 see who is u friend or not. tht happened to me when i came out of the closet (as they say) i lost 1 or 2 friends but then i found out that they weren't myi friends they were useing me to get to my hot bf

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 21:26:33 +0000 UTC]

hmm its not that I dont trust people because I do and I am very open but I feel that its hard to tell somethings I dunno I guess I got used to holding it in and never being able to turn to my family for help because they never understood me.

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-27 21:32:33 +0000 UTC]

then go to a friend who u kno u kan talk to thats teh only advise i kan give u koz myi fambly dosen't under stand me koz i'm the first gay in the fambly so i kno how u feel

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 21:37:58 +0000 UTC]

did your family react badly?
I shall talk to my best friend tomorrow =]
I rely alot on my friends already... my family don't understand me in the way they don't understand the choices I make and they refuse to listen to me when I try and explain myself. I am hoping to do an art foundation course next year but its like they don't want me to do anything art related they believe it involves no intellect ¬_¬'

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-27 21:46:32 +0000 UTC]

no they already knew 4 about a year sumehow and they accepted it bu tthey will kill be if they found out wot happend at a party??

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 21:58:02 +0000 UTC]

hmmm...so they accept it but dont want to know the full details?

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-27 22:01:47 +0000 UTC]

exactly whitch is ggdd for me if i want to live past my 16th

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 22:05:36 +0000 UTC]

lol... =]

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-27 22:12:23 +0000 UTC]

it cud be worse some how

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 22:15:15 +0000 UTC]

it could be alot worse... so really you're quite lucky
i've heard alot of bad stories =]

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-27 22:30:10 +0000 UTC]

me to like my bf for instance wen his dad found out he thew him out for teh week and hasn't spoken to him sinse. bu the was lucky he had me sorry day dreaming nyway y wot have u heard??

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 22:38:58 +0000 UTC]

tehe ... daydreaming lol
I need a bf ¬_¬' huff!
errms there are afew of my friends have been chucked out and their family dont speak to them anymore...

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-28 21:22:15 +0000 UTC]

but that is the worst and then from this/that point it gets better.
oh btw if it halps i'm going thru a rough patch with my bf ¬_¬

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-29 17:29:39 +0000 UTC]

awww I hope it works out ok

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-29 23:41:50 +0000 UTC]

so do i we haven't talked in ages and i'm missing him

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-30 18:52:17 +0000 UTC]

well cant you text him and tell him that you miss him?
does he live far from you?

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-30 21:07:51 +0000 UTC]

he is spending a year in china with his dadand the last i sayed to him is "we need to think bout this relationship"

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-30 21:19:33 +0000 UTC]

well you could email him i'm sure they have internet in china =]
actually i know for a fact that they do, if he speak cantonese you can say: ngor oi lay! sorry I dont know it mandrin XD

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-30 22:54:04 +0000 UTC]

just got off the phone to him he has dumped me

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-30 22:03:46 +0000 UTC]

soz i was late getting bak to u just got off the phone to him, he just dumped me!

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-30 22:09:06 +0000 UTC]

=0 I hope he had valid reasons ¬_¬' you ok?

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-11-30 23:38:03 +0000 UTC]

upset i might go bak to how i used to stop the pain

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-12-01 21:34:54 +0000 UTC]

if you want to talk, i'm here if you want
we can talk on msn?
=[

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-12-01 21:38:59 +0000 UTC]

sure wots ur msn

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sobz In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-12-01 21:57:17 +0000 UTC]

soufiabelacel@hotmail.com

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mr-monk3y In reply to sobz [2008-12-01 22:13:45 +0000 UTC]

there u go

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mr-monk3y In reply to LizardPie [2008-11-27 19:36:49 +0000 UTC]

oh wow thanx teh frrst who started speaking 2 mii (yey i f33l loved.) and i'll take up ur offer. i want to start writing yaoi stories but i don't kno how to start of kan u halp mii pls thanx. jon xx

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LizardPie In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 19:41:36 +0000 UTC]

^_^ No problem; I know how much it means to have a nice welcome.

I could try, what do you need?

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mr-monk3y In reply to LizardPie [2008-11-27 20:06:03 +0000 UTC]

tips rlly coz i lyk teh yaoi others have wrote and i thought i myt give it a go bu ti don't know how (my god that sound needy XD)

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LizardPie In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 20:09:37 +0000 UTC]

Well, you're going to have to be careful about your grammar and spelling.

But it's not that difficult. You find a pairing you enjoy and write their interactions; generally focusing on at least the smallest bit of romance (though that by no means encompasses all yaoi stories). Just brainstorm for a while until inspiration strikes you. ^_^

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mr-monk3y In reply to LizardPie [2008-11-27 20:16:01 +0000 UTC]

ah i only spk this b'd im messges lolz but thankz for teh tip i will but if u kan think of 'nyting then tell mii

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LizardPie In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 20:22:14 +0000 UTC]

I would love to, but the difficulty is projecting inspiration onto other people. I have my own pairings that I know well, and I could do that, but I'm not sure what you know well.

What I can do is offer you a beta read, when you require it. ^_^

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mr-monk3y In reply to LizardPie [2008-11-27 20:43:22 +0000 UTC]

thanx 4 ur halp pie

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LizardPie In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 20:45:01 +0000 UTC]

^_^ Bye.

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mr-monk3y In reply to LizardPie [2008-11-27 20:58:02 +0000 UTC]

cya soon i hope
xx(i do tht to every body ...whos nice)

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LizardPie In reply to mr-monk3y [2008-11-27 21:00:43 +0000 UTC]

^_^ Awesome.

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