Kims-Friend-Heather In reply to Heathers-Friend-Kim [2006-08-02 23:11:53 +0000 UTC]

But Kim you don't love her as much as I love her

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Kims-Friend-Heather In reply to relzilla [2006-08-02 23:08:44 +0000 UTC]

I LOVE YOU MAGGIE!!

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relzilla In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-07-31 22:52:57 +0000 UTC]

I thought I told you not to overdramatize things.

Honestly, nobody is trying to do any such thing. Sure, we don't really like you, but we just don't care enough to plot out anything like that.

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Dragon-Demon-Klael In reply to relzilla [2006-07-31 23:06:06 +0000 UTC]

but apparently kim and heather are. i dont even know who heather is. i mean sure, i say mean things of kim. and it is wrong. but idk... ive just havent been doing anything since kim decided we shouldnt be around each other. i only have what... one person i actually talk to anymore. and before that, i would have loads of fun days and very little actual time where im bored. now, im bored all the time and do nothing really.

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relzilla In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-08-01 00:45:21 +0000 UTC]

Apparently? What do you know? I know that they're not actually planning out anything like that. The only time they've ever mentioned you at ALL was in a joking manner. I really don't think they're planning a damn thing. In fact, I'm fairly certain they're going out of their way to avoid you.

And if you're unsatisfied with the number of friends you have, do something about it. Talk to different people and get to know them. It's really not that hard.

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Dragon-Demon-Klael In reply to relzilla [2006-08-01 07:22:41 +0000 UTC]

its hard for me. cause i have probably the lowest self esteem and confidence ever. whenever i talk to someone im always thinking what to say and what not to.... ugh... cant explain. i mean i overthink everything, i judge myself negatively all the time, i beat myself over things i say(i mean... normal things), and i question in my mind if they secretly dislike me and whatnot. im just in a constant freak mode in my mind when talking to people. and i do have founding. until late 8th grade, i truly was hated. you can ask taylor. she knows how i had it. everyone had such FUN nicknames for me. and you cant beleive the amount of fake friends i had during that time. so i do question people after all that.

actually, kim did talk to me, i just couldnt see what she said cause my sister felt a need to shut down the comp. ive told her i dont plan on talking to her again, so whyd she say someting then? seems odd if shes trying to avoid me

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relzilla In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-08-01 09:23:11 +0000 UTC]

Ha. No. It's not. Don't give me crap about having a low self esteem and shit. I've done the same exact thing my entire life. I've always felt alienated and alone, among peers and in my own family. Don't tell me how hard you've got it. Live one day in my shoes first. See how you can struggle with your own repressed memories. See how you feel living every single day knowing even your own mind betrays you. Before you start spewing that shit, think about what it would be like in my position.

I know exactly what you're talking about. I've always been afraid of saying stupid things, giving people the wrong impression. I used to NEVER talk. Until recently, I had no real friends. I was just that weird girl. The difference between you and I? I've actually tried. I've been working past it. I've been going through years of HELL repressed by my own goddamned fears and insecurities.

And you know what I've found?

It was all bunch of stupid bullshit. Believe it or not, EVERYONE has those same fears you're telling me about right there. EVERYONE. Don't think it's just hard for YOU. When you think about it that way, it's not fucking hard AT ALL. The point of being real friends with someone is being able to accept them for themselves, flaws and all. And you have to pay attention to them. It's not all about YOU.

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Dragon-Demon-Klael In reply to relzilla [2006-08-01 19:43:06 +0000 UTC]

you dont know me. ive actually had that same thing my life too(... cept for the mind part). and i have tried. otherwise i wouldnt have known the people i do now. and its not hard for everyone, only for people that have had problems. i dont know what its like in your position, i dont know you either

hmm... no. i think its just that no one ever talks to me first. thats true. ask taylor, the reason i know her is cause I forced myself in. she would have completely ignored me otherwise, hell i think she even disliked me. and it just seems like that with everyone else.

but nevermind. you dont need to go on with this. not as if well ever see each other or talk really. so we might as well drop it, ok? there isnt a point to all this and its all needless

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relzilla In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-08-01 22:59:23 +0000 UTC]

The only friends that I've got that took the initiative to talk to ME first were Jade, Heather, and Sherrie. And I love them to death for it.

But seriously, you're just supporting my case, there. It shows that you CAN make friends, because you've done it before.

But whatever. Think what you want to think, it's not really my problem.

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Sin-Seer In reply to relzilla [2006-08-01 18:10:52 +0000 UTC]

DAMN STRAIGHT!!! No one can say the have THE LOWEST self esteem, because none of us know exactly how far everything has gone for each person. I know how Tyler feels, I know alittle how Maggie feels (because I don't know you that well still ;_ Tyler, Maggie is right. EVERYONE who has had self esteem probalems thinks like that. And did you ever hear me says the words "we are plotting to take away your happiness" ? NO.

And don't assume that everyones life I better then yours. Even when I had my big issuse, I knew that I was alot better off then other people. And you should take a week of your boring life, and spend it in the hospital. There, thats the best place to get a better outlook on the world. See how bad other people have it. Have no friends is the least of their problems.

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relzilla In reply to Sin-Seer [2006-08-01 23:00:23 +0000 UTC]

Psst. I don't know myself all that well, either. ;

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Dragon-Demon-Klael In reply to Sin-Seer [2006-08-01 19:12:12 +0000 UTC]

ok fine... TRUE or FALSE: kim, heather, and you were plotting to makeme feel bad?

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Dragon-Demon-Klael In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-08-02 01:07:56 +0000 UTC]

so it wasnt serious? hmmm... ... ... ... idk about heather, but i know kim doesnt have open hostilities. so i dont quite mind if i dont catch wind of it.

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Heathers-Friend-Kim In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-08-02 02:33:56 +0000 UTC]

I'm gald you think that I have closed hostilities ^^
Makes me happy.
Anyway, none of the girls care enough to plan to be your friend then rip it away. Honestly, do you think that we're broed enough to come up with that little plan? Yeah, yeah, we joked around a few times. Then again, you aren't one to talk.
I mean, I am somehow a skank and a bitch ho at the same time! Yay for me! -not-
Yeah, well if I'm those things, then we think you are a nazi bastard.
By the way, Heather there, yeah, she's jewish.
Poor Maggie, she really had nothing to do with this, yet you needed to rant to someone. At least you're giving her more page views... it's sad, her page was so pretty before this too. Oh well.

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Dragon-Demon-Klael In reply to Heathers-Friend-Kim [2006-08-02 08:13:15 +0000 UTC]

a bastard i agree with, but a nazi? hmm... i havent quite done anything like that. god forbid i can like learning about world war 2 and not be called a nazi.

ah well... i didnt come up with the idea of calling you a skank or bitch or ho. careful. im not the only one who hates you.

wow kim, for someone who clings to the word hate, who either hates something or loves it, you cant seem to take being hated. is it so shocking? ive heard you say youve hated people LOADS of times. and youre actually shocked someone hates you? HA...

oh. try not to have orgasms over the fact im so sad and depressed and completely friendless. its not actually true. as you well know, i dramatize. i can think of half a dozen right now. so... i think ill manage to get over this "ordeal" of mine quite well.

ill be quite content if you dont throw insults at me every time you see me at school, and ill shutup about you. you can insult me, i wont care and i probably wont pay attention, but you can waste the breath if you want. i dont care if you waste time.

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Heathers-Friend-Kim In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-08-02 17:57:51 +0000 UTC]

Don't be stupid. I love learning about World War II and I don't consider myself a nazi. You're just oh so racist with your 'hummor' that it's easy to lable you that. After all, it doesn't have to be true. 'Skank' and 'ho' don't really explain me either.

Yes, I know, Melissa proably did. The girl that barly knows me, now I really couldn't care less what she of all people thinks of me.

Well, no I can take be hated. It's simple, just when someone bitches about me to a friend -aka Taylar- It does bother me. If you never bitched to Taylar about me, I'd never have had a problem. Because I know, Taylar knows, and most know. That the true reason you hate me oh so much is to make it look like I wasn't the one that cutt off the friendship. If not that, to make yourself feel better by the fact that I cutt off the friendship.
Now, like I've said before, I was under the impression that we left on a good note. Where we wouldn't end up doing this little fun flamming on the intnernet dealy. It also has always amussed me that you are able to say these things on the INTERNET, but chances of you being able to say them face-to-face to someone is slim to none.

No one is having an orgasm over you, I'm very sure of that. Do you understand the meaning of that word, hm?

It's great how you can now thing of half a dozen yet for many, many, posts you could only think of one. Truly, it is. Now, it's a great thing you have friends. Leave us alone. It's a simple concept, and for someone who thinks they can get over this 'ordeal' so well. You're the one who started it, made it worst, and now kepts it going.

Once again, you're the one that started the insults. We never even kept up with them at all. We just joked every now and then because of what someone told us you said about, well, mostly me. You started this [let me point that out once more to get it threw your head]. Not us. We never insulted you, spoke of you, or anything along that line. Tell we found out that you talked bad about some of us.
Tyler, no one would waste their breath on you yet again. We are not, have not, and will not be obsessed with hurting or scaring you. You are the one that has fantasized about that.
Got it? Good.

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Dragon-Demon-Klael In reply to Heathers-Friend-Kim [2006-08-02 18:18:05 +0000 UTC]

i was being overdramatic on most things.

yes, it is indeed true we parted on a good note. but as youve said and had happen with you, hate can build. i was perfectly fine with the whole thing till i actually thought about it. once i saw how that basically made my life so uninteresting, it made me mad. where i once had good friends and did a whole bunch of stuff, NOW i basically loaf around the house or i work, and my free days, i just read to burn time till school comes which will also burn time.

no, im sorry, but the internet is not my life, im on her very little time. and im fine with doing things in person, i just dont want to because it will probably just be a time of yelling or insults. thats not very productive and just worsens the problem. im sure you wouldnt want to meet with someone and just have it be them insulting you, now would you? now, if i knew it would be peaceful(or with minimum hostilities) i wouldnt mind. but i honestly dont see it being peaceful.

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Kims-Friend-Heather In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-08-02 02:16:40 +0000 UTC]

So you don't know about me Tyler...well I know for one thing that you shouldn't be worried about what other people are going to do to you and if you are worried you should confront them yourselves in person. NOT go complain and start crying about it to other people on the INTERNET. Even though I may not have met you before, I DO know that you lie, insult, and irrate your ex-friends, which are now mine. Therefore that makes you one of my enemies. So if you ever come around my friends or I, you will regret it. Oh! and that's not a threat, it's a warning. So you better back the fuck off...

P.S. Your grammar sucks!
~Heather

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Dragon-Demon-Klael In reply to Kims-Friend-Heather [2006-08-02 08:05:42 +0000 UTC]

well now... i feel like irritating them do i? i was quite content with never speaking to any of you for months now, and would have been happy should it have continued that way.

why would i come around them? nothing positive would occur. so theres not a point.

ouch... my grammar... dont care. if i did, id wouldnt be in normal english and id actually work on it.

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Sin-Seer In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-08-01 21:53:38 +0000 UTC]

FALSE: we joked around, and I thought it was serious for a moment or two, and told you

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Dragon-Demon-Klael In reply to Sin-Seer [2006-08-01 19:03:48 +0000 UTC]

ok... hurm... plotting to make me feel bad is kinda the same thing

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Sin-Seer In reply to Sin-Seer [2006-08-01 18:11:43 +0000 UTC]

stupid emote ._. I ment ;__;

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Sin-Seer In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-07-31 05:28:39 +0000 UTC]

WHAT THE HELL! I SAID NOTHING LIKE THAT! YOU TWISTED MY WORDS ASSHOLE!!

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Sin-Seer In reply to Sin-Seer [2006-07-31 05:31:23 +0000 UTC]

btw, sorry maggie for posting that on your page >.< I didn't mean for it to be on your page.. >>;;

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relzilla In reply to Sin-Seer [2006-07-31 22:49:39 +0000 UTC]

It's quite alright.

It's actually kind of amusing. XD

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relzilla In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-07-23 22:56:45 +0000 UTC]

HOLY SHIT IT'S FUCKING GENIUS!!!!

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Dragon-Demon-Klael In reply to relzilla [2006-07-24 06:13:43 +0000 UTC]

I KNO! The people who wrote that are amazing at writing. im so jealous. Maggie, we should aspire to be just like that!!!

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relzilla In reply to Teruchan [2006-07-11 16:59:08 +0000 UTC]

いいえ、いいえ！♡

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relzilla In reply to kyouchuu [2006-06-14 20:47:01 +0000 UTC]

GASP. I WONDER!! :O

XD

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relzilla In reply to Genmari [2006-06-14 20:46:23 +0000 UTC]

Hullo! :]

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