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rosenglas In reply to SinistrosePhosphate [2020-04-06 22:07:57 +0000 UTC]

Hello!!! 

It’s OK. I ‘m at home but I don’t have time to draw. So I can’t draw but I can time to time watch other people’s works and I can add them to my list of favourites^^ 

 I want to go on my work. I have documentation three times more than usually. 

 I understand. I’m more safety than you are. You should take care about yourself! 

 It’s OK, I’ll wait. Don’t worry and be safety and health!!!!! 

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SinistrosePhosphate In reply to rosenglas [2020-04-13 02:47:47 +0000 UTC]

Hello!  

Thank you so very much for your understanding! I am glad to hear that you are at home. That means you are safe and you are not going to catch this virus. I think that's the better thing to do. I am still going to work every day, but even at my work, things are different. We do a lot more phone-calls to our patients instead of letting them come to see me. It's safer for them and for me, too. I still have paperwork to do, though! I can't escape from that.  

I am trying to take this time to do a few more things. But it's hard because I am worried. I am worried for my parents, my patients and my friends more than I am worried about me. I am glad to hear that you are safe. So please stay safe and stay healthy!   

Happy Easter!!

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rosenglas In reply to SinistrosePhosphate [2020-04-18 23:50:57 +0000 UTC]

Hello!  

I understand you. I also worry about my students and my relatives more than about myself. I come to school time to time to water the flowers.  I started make video lessons for children. First I make audio then I scan pictures from pupil’s book, than I copy audio from class CD and put it all together in program Pinnacle studio. It takes all day and often to three a.m.  My mobile phone lives with me and my e-mail is full of letters from my students. President said that in our country we didn’t take the high line of sikness so we will be on quarantine till September.  It means I need to make more videos.  Some parents write bad things on websites about teachers. We know the news because principal always retells these bad things to us.   More parents say good things and these words mean lots for us.  

 I hope everything will be better in short time. Take care about yourself and stay healthy!!!!        

 Happy Easter!!!!!        

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rosenglas In reply to 0ArmoredSoul0 [2019-09-22 21:26:42 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome!!!!^///^      

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rosenglas In reply to WingedJac [2019-09-22 21:31:45 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome!!! You have got strong works and good ideas! Thank you for your attention to my fanarts! I love this cartoon and I hope to watch new episodes!!!!

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WingedJac In reply to rosenglas [2019-09-22 22:30:02 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! Looking forward to new episodes as well!

Before I forget, you know those two paintings that appear in Black Hat's office in the pilot, including the one with the character wearing a red cape? They've been posted on DeviantArt! Miguel Ángel Sánchez García, known as Thor0denson, painted the props for the show. His work should be on the front page of DeviantArt, but I've yet to see that:

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rosenglas In reply to WingedJac [2019-09-22 23:35:28 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!!!
It's so cool!!!I remember those works in episode but I didn't see them on DA. Thank you for sharing!!!!
    Let's hope new episodes will appear soon!!!! 

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WingedJac In reply to rosenglas [2019-09-22 23:43:24 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome!  

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rosenglas In reply to 0ArmoredSoul0 [2019-09-22 20:22:06 +0000 UTC]

Hello! Thank you for your letter and sorry for my late answer. I love art and I understand your feelings! Every single work is a little part of you and of course you love your works because you put a piece of your soul in them. Every new art makes you stronger and wiser. I also try to do my new work better then pervious. But the old ones works are also a part of me and I remember the feelings I felt when I drew them. Love your arts and do your best! Good luck!!!

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rosenglas In reply to SinistrosePhosphate [2019-07-21 15:32:18 +0000 UTC]

Hello!

I can’t say I wasn’t angry or sad all this time. I’ve told you you haven’t write much to tell me that you are OK. First time I visited Deviant every free time in hope to see some messages about you and than I’ve lost hope and stopped review the page so often. I can’t say I’m not angry now. But I still think you are my friend and I’m happy you are all right though you are busy.

In May 2018 I was in the hospital. Doctors made me laparascopy operation and deleted the gallbladder. There were stones in it. I was really afraid and I couldn’t talk about it with my friends. I didn’t want to scare them and tried to be positive. After operation I cut myself from my friends for some time. I tried to be strong but all that was happened showed me that I couldn’t be strong all the time.

Talking about my work, it was really hard year for me. It wasn’t hard because of children, it was hard because one of my colleagues. All the year she was complained to our principal. Principal called mum and told that she is not right about this colleague. I was between two fires on my work, because this colleague blowed up my brain, and at home because mum was angry and sad about all this situation.

This summer is busy for me too. Mum decided to make a “little” renewal in our flat. It isn’t little and after school camping we are often visitors in warehouse store. I try to forget all hard things I carried up and down the flat. My two sisters didn’t help mum not with the money, not with the help about carring all this bags up the flat and down of it. The workers still make some works in the flat but now it’s easier because they almost finished.

In March there was a great holiday for me. I was in Egypt. I was there with my teacher (now she is my colleague) and her son. Many things were for me for the first time. I was diving and saw fish and corals. I’ve fallen down from the cart and scratched my left elbow and to the end of the journey I’ve trveled with the instructor on his cart. We’ve eaten a lot of tasty food and walked a lot. It was a little miracle for me!

I’m sad because you are tired and busy.  I’m sad because you don’t rest and I understand your sadness. As I’ve told you don’t have to write a lot. All I need to know you are Ok! Take care of yourself and send my greetings to everyone in your family, too. Thank you for writing!

With love, Azalia!

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SinistrosePhosphate In reply to rosenglas [2019-08-04 05:57:57 +0000 UTC]

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rosenglas In reply to SinistrosePhosphate [2019-09-22 21:21:55 +0000 UTC]

I'm happy you are OK!

Sorry for my late answer. I also have some problems and a lot of work to do. I'm as you have less time for a rest and as you I work really hard.

You have to do the surgery. You should to care about your health. You have better medical equipment. I was afraid because there was an old woman in one ward with me. She was cried all night and scared me. I spent all night at the hall because she cried all night. My surgeon was at home because her shift that day was ended and she couldn't move me into another ward. There were strong and wise surgeons who operated me. I'm really thankful to them!!!!

I still have problems on my work. We don't have enough study rooms and we must move from class to class with the children. Second year we ask principal to give us one more study room. We have some rooms at school we can use as study room but she doesn't want to give none to us. That's why all the troubles between English teachers and our colleagues. Another teachers don't want to share their rooms with us in their free lessons because their children left their things under their desks and in the bags. They afraid that children, which came with us will steal another children's things.

The renovation is still go on. I was hope my sister and mum will finish it until I was in Dnipro. But we still have to wash and do something in the flat. My older niece went to school this year and I went to Dnipro to watch her first day at school. There was traditional line. Principal said good luck words and children went into school. There were two lessons on first day. After lessons we made photos and went home. We were at school from eight o'clock in the morning to three o'clock at midday. I was all the time with my little niece. Three days older niece didn't want to go to school and three days we asked her to come. Three days pass she liked the children in her class and went there without crying.

I want to change something in my life but I'm afraid and I'm not sure. I want to start a new page. I love children but I want to work in art sphere. Because of school I don't have time and strengths to draw, to learn how to draw better, to draw my comic. I start to hate my work. I started learn Spanish but even for it I don't have time. I fell asleep every day late at night and all my free time I spend to do something for school. Colleagues of mine trying to find some new methods how to learn children better and faster and I'm trying to find a time for a rest and for art. Memories of Egypt saved me for a little time but now it sounds like a dream. I'm broken and I can't fix myself. 

I hope you are OK! Take care of yourself and think about surgery. You are doctor and you understand better than others that you must take care of your health. How will you help others if you will ill by yourself. There is nothing more important than your health and your life!!!!

With lots of love, Azalia!
 

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SinistrosePhosphate In reply to rosenglas [2019-09-30 03:37:45 +0000 UTC]

Hello, hello!
I am glad to hear from you. I am sorry to hear that you have a lot of work to do. I hope these things are finished for you now. I hope you are doing better and you have some rest!

I have talked to my doctor about it. She said she can contact a good surgeon for me when I am ready to have a surgery. My parents are really worried. They tell me that if I don’t need to have one right away I should probably wait. I think they are more afraid of it than I am. It sounds like you had a surgery in the past, too. I don’t remember you telling me about that. I hope you are feeling better now!

Ah, I see. It sounds like the school is not being really kind to you. Do they not like English teachers? Or do they do this to all of the teachers.  I think these excuses they are giving you are wrong. They think you or your children will do bad things. I don’t understand why they are so suspicious! Where I live, there are some problems between the teachers and the government, too. The government is cutting down the teacher’s salaries and they are firing a lot of teachers. The teachers got angry and they have started to cut down on the services and the lessons they provide to the children. I think that’s awful for everybody. The government is taking about saving money, but they can save their money somewhere else. You cannot do that to children. Children are our future!

I hope the renovation is finished soon!
I think a lot of children hate school at the beginning, but they eventually learn to love it. School can be a lot of fun, but it can be scary, too. Recently, a mother told me that her daughter had some bad friends in school who tells her scary ghost stories. So her daughter is really scared and doesn’t want to sleep alone. I have asked her to bring her daughter in to the clinic. I hope I can make her feel better.

I see what you mean. In a way, I have the same problem, too. I go to work every day and come home to write records for my day. I sleep late and I don’t have time for much of anything else. You noticed that I spend less time on DA, too. I am sad about that. I don’t want to change my job, but I am really tired doing my job, too. I want to find time to draw and make fun things again. I think when people are this tired, they need to look at their lives and make some hard decisions. I usually recommend people to transition from working all the time to working some of the time. Working in the art business is tough. There are not a lot of opportunities and they don’t pay very well. And you still need to earn enough money to stay alive. So I want you to think about how much you need to keep alive, and what you need to do to keep yourself happy. Sometimes the path you should take is somewhere in the middle.

Thank you so very much! I am doing my best to look after myself. I hope you are doing well yourself, too. What you are telling me is troubling. I know it’s really, really hard. But I hope you will find a happy way to go that will keep you nice and safe, too.

Lots and lots of love, C.J.

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rosenglas In reply to SinistrosePhosphate [2020-02-16 22:36:03 +0000 UTC]

Hello!

I’m sorry! I’m shame for my long answer. I’m really sorry. I hope you still want to be my friend.

I hope situation on your work is better now and you have rest enough. I hope you are healthy. We work with people, that’s why we have bad immunity by ourselves. I was ill three times in autumn and I couldn’t take sick leave because I worked for people who were sick leaved.

I had a surgery two years ago. Doctors made me laparascopy operation and deleted the gall bladder. There were stones in it. I didn’t want to do it, but stones were almost in the exit and surgeon said she won’t let me out from hospital. I needed to do it quick. The incisions were healing for about one month. There are still three scars on my belly. I worry about you. Why do yopu need a surgery?

I had a little rest because we had quarantine last three weeks. From September until now it was really hard period in my life. Some problems are still the same.

I’ve phoned to a friend of mine and he answered to me. He was she in the past and I hope I’ll learn to conversate with him and I won’t get him hert. It is hard to me not to understand these things; it is hard to feel them. Her voice’s changed, and it sounds like man’s. He wants to start our friendship from the clean sheet of paper.

My other friend is angry on me. She didn’t want to make her Birthday and I tried to meet with her to make her a present and she got really mad on me. She told she doesn’t like her Birthdays but last year we celebrated it and three years ago it was the same. I tried to talk to her and do not touch the Birthday theme but she doesn’t take the phone and doesn’t answer on my messages.

I can’t change my work. I can’t say I don’t love it, I want to live better and spend more time with my family. When mum needed money for operation, I couldn’t help her. I’m really thankful to God my sister could. I work really hard but I still can’t help my mum with the money I still can’t go somewhere to have a rest. I can’t give money to mum she cold go somewhere to have a rest. I was in Egypt but I finished repayed only in October. My salary is not big it is about 300 dollars. We have high communal payments. That’s why I want to change my job. I asked a friend of mine about work in China or somewhere in Europe. In China, they don’t need English teachers, who aren’t natives. I‘ve been in shock when she told me all refinements about her job in China. I’ll try to read information about Europe later, I don’t have time and strengths to do it now.

On my work the corners became sharper. Colleagues argue all the time. One of them was ill and I worked with her children more than month. Her son is in our school and he used bad language to one of the teachers. She didn’t tell the son he must to apologize and from that time she is in bad relations not only with this teacher but with other colleagues too. She shouted on me too. She isn’t bad person, she is blind with the love to her son and she doesn’t see that she moves away from people who can help her. She is rearing her son alone, her mum and dad and sister are helping her. I think she had a man but her son kept him off. Yesterday I talked with her on a phone and he asked her “What a shit is calling to you?” I can’t talk to her because she isn’t stable now, and I can’t talk to him because he is a student and he will say to her that it was a conversation between us; and at the end she will be mad on me and we will argue. In every situation he runs to her and tells someone was unfair to him.

I hope you are in a good mood.

With lots of love, Azalia!

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rosenglas In reply to RiEile [2018-10-06 17:45:26 +0000 UTC]

You are really welcome^^

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rosenglas In reply to Veta-Fox [2018-06-16 08:34:02 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome!!! I like photos with beautiful buildings, cozy streets and some landscapes^^

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rosenglas In reply to SinistrosePhosphate [2018-05-24 22:01:19 +0000 UTC]

Hello!

    I missed you all this time and I also was sad when I didn’t see notifications from you.  I know you have a lot of work and I understand that you often really busy. In the future you can send me smiles or short messages that you are OK! I will understand that you are really busy and you will answer me later! ^^ I started worry about you. I’m really happy that you are OK!

    How was your vacation when you visited your grandma? How were your exams?

    I was really busy too and I’m tired because of my business.  First my diploma!  I wrote it all nights long and I slept for about four hours a day during three or four weeks.  I did my diploma with high temperature and in limit of my strengths. The night before I defended my diploma I wrote speech to my diploma and I wrote it all night. At the end of my speech my diploma tutor went in front of the stage to say few words about my work. In our country our tutors went at the end of the speech and usually they try to give good recommendations about their students. She went and she said that for her sadness I was not so attentive to my diploma and I didn’t finish it in full size. A friend of mine Nastya told me that my work was great and an old headmaster who also was when I presentated my diploma told the same. He told that my diploma was for about 90 to 100 points and my diploma tutor gave me a bad recommendation that’s why commission gave me only 85 points.

    Certificate about finishing University was at my university’s chair at the end of March but I could take it only few days ago.  All this time I was really busy and I couldn’t go to take it. When I finally took my diploma certificates at home I attended that there is a mistake in both certificates. The mistake was in the way of writing my name. In my old passport my name was written like Azaliya and now they write it like Azaliia. I went to translation agency to make translation from my passport and I wanted to assure it juridically but they said that there were big changes few years ago in transliteration. They couldn’t change my name’s writing and they couldn’t assure these changes juridically. I ‘m happy I mustn’t rechange everything for now but I worry about the future. If they will change transliteration again?

                I hope we will have more free time now and we will send messages to each other sooner!^^

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rosenglas In reply to Pajunen [2017-12-26 18:44:22 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome!!!^^

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rosenglas In reply to SinistrosePhosphate [2017-11-19 18:09:18 +0000 UTC]

Hello!!!! 

For first.....I WAS MISSING YOU!!!!!! I'm really happy you finally have time to write to me. I will wait for your answer. Write to me as soon as you can. 
I'm really sad because you've been busy and I will wait for your answer.

Have a nice day and take care of yourself too!!!

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SinistrosePhosphate In reply to rosenglas [2017-11-22 07:49:29 +0000 UTC]

Hello! 

Yeah, I missed you, too! I can't wait to tell you all the things that has happened. I will have to take some time, however. Because there are a lot of things I wanted to tell you!  

Thank you so very much for waiting. I really, really appreciate it!  
I can't thank you enough!       

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rosenglas In reply to SinistrosePhosphate [2017-12-26 20:51:47 +0000 UTC]

Hello my Dear Friend!!!!
 
First I want to Wish you a Merry Christmas!!!!! I hope all your dreams will come true and your house and heart will be full of love, joy and happyness. 

Sorry for my late answer. Last three weeks I was in work hell. First week my students took part in English challenge they made every year. This time it was my turn to send a letter with the work sheets. I also didn't have normal nights. First week was for challenge. On the second week I've cought a flu and felt myself really bad. Other two weeks I made an open lesson and every night I drew something or worked at computer. My lesson was good but it took all my strenght. First children needed to name Christmas words and did crossword at once, then we sang Jingle Bells, after that there were some children who acted reindeer and they named themselves and talked about their personalities. After reindeer children needed to let Grinch go away and they told Christmas carols and poems. Then they did exercise I made for them and after exercise there was a little scene about Santa Claus and children who were making Christmas party.

First week before lesson I made all crosswords and exercises on my computer. I also drew one exercise about elf who went to find santa Claus.
Second week. First night I drew reindeer's medalions. Second night I drew and coloured Christmas crossword. Third night I coloured all reindeer I also decided to draw medalion for Santa and two elves. Fourth night I glued ribbons to the medalions and teached my speach. 

I gave Rudolph's part to one boy and he didn't come to the repetition so I gave his part to another boy. I asked for help my colleagues and took few children from their groups. The boy who took the part of Rudolph first went to school on Wednesday and he was really sad because another boy took his part. In the evening his mother went to school and asked me to give back the part of Rudolph to her son and I said I can't do this because another boy went twice on repetition and he knows his part really good (and her son didn't want to learn it he only wanted to show the others he is cool). She was angry about my answer but didn't say a word. On the day I made lesson her son stole the medalion from the boy and we lose some time to find it. The second boy was cried and we lost some time to cheer him up. The boy who played Santa promised to bring santa's costume but he went to school in black sweater on. At the middle of the lesson his mother started phone me because she went with the costume I switched off mobile phone and finished the lesson. A colleague of mine said my lesson was good but I was sad because of all these things. 

Sometimes I don't have strenght to believe Iam a good teacher. I was angry when children didn't learn their parts after weekends. Then I remembered all that was happen in autumn. I remembered mean words adressed to my person. I started to think maby I must go away from school. I try so hard and there are not so many people who say Thank You for my job and these words are really truly. I teached two children for two summer months and they went to class with the middle learning of English. They were in simple class and they couldn't even read in English. They went to second class and they were one of the best one in the class. This year their mother said she wants another teacher because I was too kind. Sometimes after situation like this one I start to think: Why I must to suffer all these words? Why I must to suffer parent's and children's disregard? Why do they talk with me like I didn't have any privileges? I'm a human just like they! I'm the citizen like they are! I also have my  privileges! Why do they speak with me like I'm nothing? I do so much and have so less. I want to rest of all these things.

I hope your news are better than mine^^

Thank you and take care of yourself!!!!!!^^

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rosenglas In reply to MightyRaptor [2017-10-23 22:44:02 +0000 UTC]

Happy Croctober to you too!!!^^

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rosenglas In reply to SinistrosePhosphate [2017-10-08 21:59:11 +0000 UTC]

Hello!!!!

It's OK! I was so busy and tired so I couldn't answer you if you wrote me earlier. I feel bad too! Troubles fell onto my shoulders and I don't know how to go with their weigh. I have to pay money for the last term and my monitor said it to me lately so I have to pay penalty. Mum gave me money, but now I have to collect money to pay back. I also need to make many school things and I didn't have any silent weekend yet. So I didn't wrote any new word in my diploma and my diploma head phoned me and asked for it. I feel like in the trap. I try to do everything in time but I haven't got any time and it makes me feel really dipressed.   

Mum got ill and I've got a cold from her. We were visited the Shabo Wine factory and we went to Belgorodnestrovskaya Fortress on Teacher's day. I felt depressive and sad and I thought about non finished things and work I have to do. I was happy I ate roasted meat but I felt like I lost the time can be used in more useful things.  

We collected the grapes near the garage and mum did grape juice. I don't have time to clean the house and I hate dusty carpets. I sometimes catch myself in mind that I work more on my weekends. I don't know what to do. My life now is a mad house. I have no time for a rest and I haven't got any help.  

I'm sad to hear your things going bad! How are you? What happend? 

You were waited for my answers for long time and you always forgave my late answers. Thank you for your passient. I will wait for your answer as long as you need time to answer to me. It's Ok! Write when you will have free time. I like your letters and you are my dearest friend! I hope everything will be OK with you soon and your doings will be OK too. Take care of yourself!

With care, your friend!!!!       
 

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