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sovietfightinggirl
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[2011-04-19 01:22:11 +0000 UTC]
"Luck favors the brave, dude."
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 79; Deviations: 16; Watchers: 16
Watching: 30; Pageviews: 3517; Comments Made: 2059; Friends: 30
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Andy WarholaFavorite movies: Alexander Nevsky, Fantastic Mr. Fox
Favorite TV shows: Top Gear, Doctor Who, Hetalia
Favorite bands / musical artists: The Beatles. Tchaikovsky
Favorite books: Gulag, Stranger in a Strange Land
Favorite writers: Edgar Allen Poe
Favorite games: Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
Favorite gaming platform: Wii
Tools of the Trade: Notepad, Pencil, Pen
Other Interests: Music, Art, The Beatles
# About me
Well hi there! If you're actually reading this, have a hug! -hug-I'm Bec and you can call me Bec or Joanmun idrc.
I post some of my crappy doodles and drawings on here, as well as do a little RPing.
"Who do you RP as?" Worry not, my little zaichiks, that shall be revealed shortly.
Like now.
Joan (On tumblr), Eridan, Sollux, John (badly), Dave, and Jake.
So I think that covers it.
See ya round, and don't be afraid to drop a comment or a Note~ I don't bite!
Also quick haiku
There are some haikus
That don't make very much sense
Refrigerator
# Comments
Comments: 288
hi
I now won't be the only person using my account
so
yeah
you should read some of the stuff that will be posted
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is high school doing that to you too
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high school has made me attempt to kill myself.
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yeah.
cant put up with it anymore
gonna try again when i go out shooting with calvin
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godammit erin
you cant just do shit like that
i'm still here too
what about me
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youll be happier
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No. I won't. Don't you tell me what's going to make me happy or not.
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Believe me you will be.
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You honestly think I'm that heartless?
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No, no one should have to put up with me so im taking myself out of the picture to make a lot of people happy.
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You are too beautiful, too passionate, too full of potential to die, Erin. You might not be able to see it, but I do, and that must mean that there's something there. You just have to see it and find a way to be happy with it, and I know there's a way.
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there is no potential.
my derby league closed down so there isnt even that anymore
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You have the potential of being exceedingly smart and ambitious, which is more than a lot of people have
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Its hard to be ambitious when youve lost the will to live
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I know. But you have to think about things that make you happy.
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which is pretty much nothing
even my enbyfriend is tired of me
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Well, i'm not. So you have me.
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you don't want me
trust me
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Erin, once that becomes true, I'll believe it. But it hasn't, so you're not going to jump to that kind of conclusion just because you've changed. I am still here for you 100%, and i feel like you trust me more than you do most people.
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Well, sort of is better than no.
*hugs*
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please dont touch me
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im sorry...
...
i'm too afraid of losing you...
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Well you shouldnt be im worthless and disgusting
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jesus christ
sometimes i think you're too stubborn for your own good
erin, sometimes you know yourself more than anyone else can but beauty and worth are not two things you can judge about yourself, and i don't care if you want to or not because it's pretty clear to me that you aren't doing it right, because you are beautiful and you mean so much to me... You're just not in the best mindset to be analyzing yourself, and it's clouding your judgements.
i want to help you. I don't care if you label yourself as ugly or worthless, i want to help you. I don't see any of that when i think of you and read what you write to me. I just think of a beautiful and strong but damaged girl who just needs help from someone who she trusts
And maybe you don't trust me, but at one point you trusted me with almost everything and i feel like that makes me better at reading you and figuring out what you need to do to make things better than other people
I feel like if you might try to be more open about your problems to me that you'll find that having the perspective of someone who cares really helps you sort things out and helps you feel loved, because you are. It may very well just be me, but that's still someone.
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im not a girl
you also dont know what ive become since i left indiana ok
im not the fat nerdy girl anymore im a skinny genderqueer dumbass who probably has throat trauma
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i don't really mind that much
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you sure about that
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if i didn't want you because you're not who i knew, i'd be exactly the type of asshole i don't want to be
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im completely different.
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Completely different is something I can deal with.
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I dont think you understand
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i don't care if i don't understand
you are you and no amount of changing will change that
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I'm not me
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that doesn't seem physically possible
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well it is
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i don't think either of us will win this argument
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i saw your picture
you look like a little cutiebox
:3
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yes you are
cutiebox
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