xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to 666devilprayer [2018-01-01 02:08:24 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the wish it was very awesome I had a good time.

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666devilprayer In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2018-01-01 04:41:41 +0000 UTC]

That’s fantastic! I’m so happy that it was a great day for you.

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Bloodgoodmlp [2017-06-12 05:18:14 +0000 UTC]

I have returned! 

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Bloodgoodmlp In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2017-06-12 06:07:01 +0000 UTC]

YAY!

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Bloodgoodmlp [2017-06-13 07:36:06 +0000 UTC]

:3 

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to 666devilprayer [2017-06-12 05:19:33 +0000 UTC]

Hey I'm back. It's been awhile my friend. 

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666devilprayer In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2017-06-12 13:55:34 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god! You're back! I'd so hug you right now! How've you been? DeviantArt hasn't been the same without you, you would not believe how much has changed since we last talked. I'm literally jumping up and down cause I'm so happy right now! XD

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to 666devilprayer [2017-06-13 07:35:35 +0000 UTC]

A lot has happened I've been busy and in and out of the hospital an d a lot of shit. I'm so glad your happy and doing well. It's been so long I'm not sure if people who watched me still active. 

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666devilprayer In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2017-06-13 12:29:22 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god! Are you okay? Must've been pretty shitty. And I'm happy you didn't forget about me. Life for me...hasn't been so well. I'm basically failing all four of the classes I'm taking in school, I'm looking for a job but I'm too busy to sit down and work on my resume, exams are coming soon, and four months ago I broke up with a perverted asshole of a boyfriend. I'm surprised that I haven't suffered a mental breakdown with all the shit weighing down on my shoulders. They might still be, after all I think you're a great artist and a fantastic friend.

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to 666devilprayer [2017-06-14 04:36:12 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I'm okay I had suicidal plan and I broke during work and my boss made th exalt for a crisis team to get me. It just happened right after I got back from the mental hospital a few days ago. I'm on meds and I'm see people to cope with my mental illnesses. 
Sorry about your shitty relationship I've been with a few assholes before it's a good thing you left people like that turn to be sick people. I would still seek help from that tho. Also thank you. Your a good artist too.

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666devilprayer In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2017-06-14 12:49:27 +0000 UTC]

It's times like these where I genuinely wish I could hug you. Oh god, that must have been terrifying. I don't mean to offend you, but do you think you know why you might've wanted to commit suicide? Whenever I got depressed I just wished I could just forget everything and start over, but the I realized that by forgetting everything I'd forget all of my amazing friends like you. As bad as life gets for me, my greatest joy in life is taking time out of my day to talk to you guys and support you through your problems like you've all done for me. I'm not the best at everything, but I'll do what I can to help the people who matter to me. So if you need a friend to talk to or you just need someone to take your mind off the bad stuff I'm simply a message away. And next time you feel remotely suicidal please tell me. The fact that I almost lost my best friend is a lot scarier than you might think.
The guy was a flirtatious pervert, I simply should've known better. He's actually on DeviantArt, turns out I was right about long-distance relationships sucking. I tried to tolerate his sense of humor, but when his jokes went too far we got in a fight and broke up. After that he said he wanted to be friends. I simply deleted all of his messages. But for some reason I don't feel bad about it, I feel like if the chance provided itself I'd date again. But this time an actual relationship where I wouldn't have to communicate solely by texting, you get what I mean? How should I seek help? Nobody knew I was dating him for two months. No problem, what are friends for. Aww! Thank you so much.

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to 666devilprayer [2017-06-27 04:34:47 +0000 UTC]

I think of sucide often just that day I was so sick of everything not turning out right for me so my boss called the crisis team. I have mental illnesses and I'm taking meds for. It's a good thing you deleted him toxic people are better off not being in our lives. 

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666devilprayer In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2017-06-27 06:04:06 +0000 UTC]

Well in all honesty I'm glad that you're still here, I never thought I'd hear from you again. Tell your boss I'm glad they stepped in and helped my best friend. What kind of mental illness? If you don't mind me asking. I have anxiety and mild depression. My anxiety was so bad today that I was on edge while in a clothing store and snapped at my mom that EVERYTHING in the store reminded me of how self conscious I am. Sure I was able to calm down and buy a couple of dresses, but considering I never used to do something like that it's got me worried that my anxiety might be getting worse. True, I feel better now that I've gotten over our break up (even though I had the worst Valentine's Day ever because he dumped me about a week prior). I'm just at that awkward phase where I want to date again to get over my ex but...dating is so fucking hard! What?! Are you supposed to stand on the street with a sign saying "free girlfriend"?! Because there's no way in hell I'm doing anymore online/long-distance dating anytime soon. Sorry, I just needed to get that out of my system. I did tell my closest friends on DeviantArt about him, and I feel stupid for not listening to one of my friends when she told me to be careful in the relationship.

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to 666devilprayer [2018-01-01 02:18:49 +0000 UTC]

I was dignosed with bipolar 2 disorder and BPD PTSD and anxiety I'm taking mess and seeking help. I got a new job kinda not liking it but it's better then nothing. I get snappy too but don't worry it happens to everyone anxiety just makes it worse but going to your mom and addressing the issue would be better for her to understand. It takes time to get over a long relationship but wounds do heal. 

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666devilprayer In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2018-01-02 18:06:46 +0000 UTC]

I’m so happy to hear that you’re getting help, and I’m really sorry for not being able to do more to help you. It tears me up inside that you’re going through all this shit and I can only do so much. At least you have a job, that’s a start. All this time spent unemployed is starting to make me feel useless. What I wouldn’t give to go back to the days before I was diagnosed, back when I was nothing more than just a skittish kid. Things were so much easier then, mostly because I felt normal. Now every time I think of all my anxiety and depression...it’s like I don’t even know who I am anymore. I definitely don’t feel normal. Me and my mom aren’t as close as we used to be, we don’t talk about these kinds of things anymore. I think I might’ve found a new one, but this potential new relationship I’ve got going on outside of Deviantart scares me. Because I’m scared of pushing him away, but I’m also terrified of what’ll happen if he stays. If that makes any sense.

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to 666devilprayer [2015-10-05 01:55:30 +0000 UTC]

That's okay!
I'll love it no matter what.
I'm really sorry I haven't been on. I'm addicted to G+ and i'm running my own community now.
I feel very bad that I have felt here. I haven't even drew any FNAF things for a long time to be honest I moved on from that fandom because it just got to hectic and insane.  

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666devilprayer In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-10-06 05:56:08 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! To be honest I'm quite amazed at how good she turned out!
That's alright! Like I always say, as long as you're happy & having fun, then I'm happy too!
That's understandable. I read this one series where the first bit was ok, but as I kept reading it I started to hate how it was so dramatic that it made me wanna burn it to ashes. Then a few weeks after I finished reading the second book I found out that there was a third book! Pardon my language but this was exactly what was going through my head when I found out: "F*CK! Now I'll have to read this piece of crap (no offense to the writer)! And I barely survived the last two books!". To this day I'm still not sure if I should read it, especially since the second book's ending was a decent ending in itself.
But as I was saying, it's ok to take a break from something once in awhile, it's what helps us discover new things to enjoy.

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Chidori1334 [2015-07-04 16:19:45 +0000 UTC]

Hello friend it's been long.
How are you?

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Chidori1334 In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-07-06 08:43:53 +0000 UTC]

Good, its been forever

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Chidori1334 [2015-07-06 09:04:42 +0000 UTC]

Yes it has. XD

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Chidori1334 In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-07-06 11:45:57 +0000 UTC]

Since like years ago

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Chidori1334 [2015-07-07 03:21:14 +0000 UTC]

Aye. How are you doing today my friend? 

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Chidori1334 In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-07-07 13:27:34 +0000 UTC]

well you know like usual always here on DA

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Chidori1334 [2015-07-08 03:35:45 +0000 UTC]

Yeah same. Though my iPad has been acting funny when I'm on DA keeps sending me to the App Store and its pissing me off because I want to, stay on here longer and I haven't been able to load artwork I plan to do more FNAF trash but I ran out of ideas for now. 

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Chidori1334 In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-07-08 06:59:09 +0000 UTC]

Dang I know how that feels in my iphone using the browser that it takes me to the app store

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Chidori1334 [2015-07-09 05:46:35 +0000 UTC]

It's so annoying and I can't do anything about it. :/ technology is so stupid. =3= 

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Chidori1334 In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-07-11 05:08:05 +0000 UTC]

Yeah its annoying, I even use computer version without apps being showed

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Chidori1334 [2015-07-13 07:59:54 +0000 UTC]

I just use my ipad. I think I need a new one i'll have to wait till I have enough money. :/

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Chidori1334 In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-07-13 14:29:46 +0000 UTC]

I see

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Chidori1334 [2015-07-16 05:16:00 +0000 UTC]

Do you have a Skype? 

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Chidori1334 In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-07-16 08:10:26 +0000 UTC]

Yes I do

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Chidori1334 [2015-07-16 08:29:01 +0000 UTC]

How old are you? I'm 20. 

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Chidori1334 In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-07-16 10:28:40 +0000 UTC]

23 1/2 I'm turning 24 in August 25, wow "23, 24 & 25"

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Chidori1334 [2015-08-16 02:37:11 +0000 UTC]

Damn. XD I'm turning 21 next year. 

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Chidori1334 In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-08-16 21:56:26 +0000 UTC]

Wow next year, you'll be able to gamble at 21

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to Chidori1334 [2015-08-16 23:59:01 +0000 UTC]

I won't gamble but I will drink XD 

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Chidori1334 In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-08-20 12:12:46 +0000 UTC]

we got a casino up here as I sometimes do gamble which though last year I won: $976.84

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xJeffthekillerx01 In reply to ForeverDrowning [2015-06-30 06:26:40 +0000 UTC]

Hello. Nice flower crown. 

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ForeverDrowning In reply to xJeffthekillerx01 [2015-06-30 06:31:58 +0000 UTC]

Thanks,Man.

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