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the-anime-vampire [2011-01-16 01:34:58 +0000 UTC]
I know who I are.
And you don't know my perception of you.
No one truly knows the perception of others.
Maybe you should ask me sometime. It's better to know than to assume incorrectly.
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7DaysToTheWolves In reply to the-anime-vampire [2011-01-16 02:40:30 +0000 UTC]
Then what is your perception of me? I'd like to get positive feedback on myself.
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the-anime-vampire In reply to 7DaysToTheWolves [2011-01-16 02:49:08 +0000 UTC]
I'm not blind to your emotions.
You may be hiding them, but I can see through your veil. It's thin to my eyes.
And I try everything I can to make you happy, because it makes me happy when you're happy, and it makes me hurt when you're sad. You don't want me to hurt, do you?
I try to help, but you almost always push it away. I just want to know-- why? Feeling guilty isn't an excuse, because you shouldn't. I don't know why you think it will come in the way. I just want to see you smile. And I want it to be a genuine smile, not a plastered-on-to-make-people-think-I'm-okay smile.
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7DaysToTheWolves In reply to the-anime-vampire [2011-01-16 02:55:22 +0000 UTC]
I only push you away because I'm afraid to continue to be attached to you...because even though I still am, I try to let go. But it's impossible...
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the-anime-vampire In reply to 7DaysToTheWolves [2011-01-16 17:12:54 +0000 UTC]
I deem this an acceptable answer.
But that doesn't mean you have to constantly beat yourself up emotionally.
To quote a famous redneck:
"You can't rollerskate in a buffalo herd, you can't rollerskate in a buffalo herd, you can't rollerskate in a buffalo herd, but you can be happy if you've a mind to."
And I know you've a mind to. 8)
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the-anime-vampire In reply to 7DaysToTheWolves [2011-01-17 00:48:07 +0000 UTC]
THERE! RIGHT! THERE!
That's what I'm talking about.
You constantly put yourself down.
Stop it.
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7DaysToTheWolves In reply to the-anime-vampire [2011-01-17 01:21:15 +0000 UTC]
Yes ma'am. -salutes army style-
The reason I am more motivated is because I enjoy very fluffy lesbian role plays.
I very much do.
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7DaysToTheWolves In reply to the-anime-vampire [2011-01-17 01:23:34 +0000 UTC]
Indeed. I also am MAD at animes that suggest EVERYTHING yet show NOTHING.
Those irk me deeply. Down to the depths of my...fangirlish...soul
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7DaysToTheWolves In reply to the-anime-vampire [2011-01-17 04:45:33 +0000 UTC]
Well, there's a list of words you could use to describe my soul:
-Fangirlish
-[clear] fangirlish
-Orgasmically fangirlish
-Fangasmish
-Fangasmliciousish
And just those. Among many other things.
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DeadZealot95 [2011-01-15 05:32:03 +0000 UTC]
omg.....just uguuuuuu~! TAT GOMEN NA SAI!!!!
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7DaysToTheWolves In reply to DeadZealot95 [2011-01-16 13:39:13 +0000 UTC]
Nothing is your fault. I just need to get things out.
I do these stories and those journals to vent what I feel, and if you're lucky enough to understand, good for you.
Most people don't have a clue as to what I'm trying to get at though.
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DeadZealot95 In reply to 7DaysToTheWolves [2011-01-16 16:55:56 +0000 UTC]
ok then, if youre still too hurt, i wish we could still be friends, all i want is for the both of us to be happy again, i know that we would be.....
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7DaysToTheWolves In reply to DeadZealot95 [2011-01-16 17:01:45 +0000 UTC]
We are friends, we will continue to be. I just need time. We all need time, even though we feel like there is never enough.
Somehow, my 'L' key is broken...>3>
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