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As promised Lyo walked to Alva's apartment and could persuade her to follow him,
to one of his favourite places at RPS, a hidden Balcony you could reach stepping up a railing up between a small roof.
The view allowed to see the people in the court and over most of the meadows where now entrants and guest horses
were preparing for the night slowly. Alva had guessed Lyo is going to be busy with judging work tonight but
paperwork was none of his business xD He tried to lead the conversation where it actually should have been going....

"I think we have mistaked each others intentions..."

"You think" Alva mumbled, biting her teeth together. A part of her was relieved that he had understood what this was about.
She wasnt sure she would have been able to tell him. She was surprised at how calm she managed to remain,
maybe it was to save the little dignity she had left. Lyo looked at her questioning and both started
to watch the people walking about in the court. He explained her that he understands if shes mad at him,
he had never guessed there was anyone who didnt believe, or didnt heard of the rumors about him being a player.
When she thought about it he hadnt done or said anything that indicated he had feelings for her, or wanted a relationship with her.
It was just her own imagination. She naively thought it ment something when they had sex, as he still continued to give her attention after.

"i thought, your just enjoying time and we could be friends" he shrugged a bit like he thought it was foolish of him to think she believes, that
he has friendly intentions after having sex. but. he had a weird point of view in that matter and he knew that.
"i hope still that we could work it out x'D i dont want to - never see you again- after that or that we turn to strangers"

"You dont think me a fool? For even thinking that what happened ment something more than it did?" she whispered.
She wanted to be his friend, but she didn't know how she would handle it. Every time he would be kind to her, or touch her,
she would just be reminded that none of those things ment what she wished they would mean.

"I know very well that my actions can fool someone, whoo...." swallows nervously "doesnt knows"
he faced her but looked away with his eyes " i'm sorry for that i wasnt aware that you'd think so..."

"You didnt do anything wrong" she whispered. "I shouldnt have... I just hoped... I should stop being so naive".

"i feel for you dear, i am very..very very naive..." he was hiding his face.

Alva frowned. "you?" she asked, almost felt like laughing, but felt it was not the right time.

He started laughing at himself a bit and nodded.
"ohyes. i believe people around me know i'm nothing more and nothing less than freedom chasing fool"
He sighed "Some eventually can live with it, some probably will be always disappointed" he carefully looked at her and hoped she wasn't.
Lyo tried to explain Alva that it was not his intention to make her feel like he used her, what his actual motives are to sleep with someone,
but weird enough she seemed to understand with bitter smile, and for his great surprise she didnt blame it to be his fault.
"i am. reaally. really sorry to have caused your disappointment"

"Not your fault, just my own" she said with a carefull smile as she looked at him. "So... what should we do now?"

He titled his head "so you dont hate me and wish me to be on the other end of the world?"

"If you had done or said anything that directly told me you wanted to be with me, and then saw you making out with someone else,
I would be pissed at you. But the only person who got me in this situation is myself. I have no reason to be mad at you" she sighed.

"you..didnt think it was a very special time we had so far...even if it wasnt the intetion of a so called relationship..?" he asked carefully.

Alva looked down and seemed to be in deep thought. "no... I had a wonderful time" she whispered.
"You're a special person. You're happy mood slipped over on me"

"they say life is too short to make anything that doesnt makes you happy" he glanced over at her.
She didnt seem to confident about it, but agreed to stay friends. It visibly pained her, but she
saw a hope to get over it since they wouldnt see each other for a long time after the Olympics.
"Damon told something about a possible event at your stable?" he asked with much relief in his voice.
Indeed there was an event, sooner than Alva thought, a race through the beautiful autumn landscape in Norway,
as Alva was telling about it Lyo imagined it almost mystically beautiful with all the colors.

"Will you be entering?" she asked, tried her best to just keep a normal conversation. Just burry all the feeling flying around inside her.

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Alva © by *Joybird
Lyo © by the Cursed Pirate

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As promised Lyo walked to Alva's apartment and could persuade her to follow him,
to one of his favourite places at RPS, a hidden Balcony you could reach stepping up a railing up between a small roof.
The view allowed to see the people in the court and over most of the meadows where now entrants and guest horses
were preparing for the night slowly. Alva had guessed Lyo is going to be busy with judging work tonight but
paperwork was none of his business xD He tried to lead the conversation where it actually should have been going....

"I think we have mistaked each others intentions..."

"You think" Alva mumbled, biting her teeth together. A part of her was relieved that he had understood what this was about.
She wasnt sure she would have been able to tell him. She was surprised at how calm she managed to remain,
maybe it was to save the little dignity she had left. Lyo looked at her questioning and both started
to watch the people walking about in the court. He explained her that he understands if shes mad at him,
he had never guessed there was anyone who didnt believe, or didnt heard of the rumors about him being a player.
When she thought about it he hadnt done or said anything that indicated he had feelings for her, or wanted a relationship with her.
It was just her own imagination. She naively thought it ment something when they had sex, as he still continued to give her attention after.

"i thought, your just enjoying time and we could be friends" he shrugged a bit like he thought it was foolish of him to think she believes, that
he has friendly intentions after having sex. but. he had a weird point of view in that matter and he knew that.
"i hope still that we could work it out x'D i dont want to - never see you again- after that or that we turn to strangers"

"You dont think me a fool? For even thinking that what happened ment something more than it did?" she whispered.
She wanted to be his friend, but she didn't know how she would handle it. Every time he would be kind to her, or touch her,
she would just be reminded that none of those things ment what she wished they would mean.

"I know very well that my actions can fool someone, whoo...." swallows nervously "doesnt knows"
he faced her but looked away with his eyes " i'm sorry for that i wasnt aware that you'd think so..."

"You didnt do anything wrong" she whispered. "I shouldnt have... I just hoped... I should stop being so naive".

"i feel for you dear, i am very..very very naive..." he was hiding his face.

Alva frowned. "you?" she asked, almost felt like laughing, but felt it was not the right time.

He started laughing at himself a bit and nodded.
"ohyes. i believe people around me know i'm nothing more and nothing less than freedom chasing fool"
He sighed "Some eventually can live with it, some probably will be always disappointed" he carefully looked at her and hoped she wasn't.
Lyo tried to explain Alva that it was not his intention to make her feel like he used her, what his actual motives are to sleep with someone,
but weird enough she seemed to understand with bitter smile, and for his great surprise she didnt blame it to be his fault.
"i am. reaally. really sorry to have caused your disappointment"

"Not your fault, just my own" she said with a carefull smile as she looked at him. "So... what should we do now?"

He titled his head "so you dont hate me and wish me to be on the other end of the world?"

"If you had done or said anything that directly told me you wanted to be with me, and then saw you making out with someone else,
I would be pissed at you. But the only person who got me in this situation is myself. I have no reason to be mad at you" she sighed.

"you..didnt think it was a very special time we had so far...even if it wasnt the intetion of a so called relationship..?" he asked carefully.

Alva looked down and seemed to be in deep thought. "no... I had a wonderful time" she whispered.
"You're a special person. You're happy mood slipped over on me"

"they say life is too short to make anything that doesnt makes you happy" he glanced over at her.
She didnt seem to confident about it, but agreed to stay friends. It visibly pained her, but she
saw a hope to get over it since they wouldnt see each other for a long time after the Olympics.
"Damon told something about a possible event at your stable?" he asked with much relief in his voice.
Indeed there was an event, sooner than Alva thought, a race through the beautiful autumn landscape in Norway,
as Alva was telling about it Lyo imagined it almost mystically beautiful with all the colors.

"Will you be entering?" she asked, tried her best to just keep a normal conversation. Just burry all the feeling flying around inside her.

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Alva © by *Joybird
Lyo © by the Cursed Pirate