HOME | DD

AdoraMei — What You Lost

Published: 2004-12-26 22:04:54 +0000 UTC; Views: 796; Favourites: 6; Downloads: 35
Redirect to original
Description Some of the following is copied and pasted from the original of this deviation..

"You left me high and dry and changed me.
You lied to me- now, I am angry..
And when the sun comes in your room..
And awakes you from your vanity..

You won't find me.." -- VAST ("Last One Alive")


This was a picture inspired by some lyrics in a song. ^_^ An uber band, yes indeed! Hee.

Hmm.. And it's Maefa, one of the girls in my "Amamae" story that Blindly Stepping and To See You Again.. was based off of. Actually, I made this story after my boyfriend of 3 years dumped me. (We had a shaky breakup.. that ended up with the two of us in opposite roles. Go figure. =\) So you can imagine what kind of themes this story is based off of.. Maefa starts out really weak. And she has her sister, Amaterine holding her up all the time.

She's devastated by the breakup with her long-term boyfriend.. Along with finding out that he's with another girl.. And the storyline gets real sad. oO But to make things short, they end up in an alternate dimension. And they realise that they don't really have much reason to get back, but they still try anyways for their mother. As Maefa slowly gets over her ex, she gets stronger and stronger.. and later, there's a confrontation when he finds his way to her, wanting her back. And then, she gets sent back into a phase of not knowing what she wants..


But this is her..

Being strong.

Realising that she doesn't need to depend on others to survive.

She's feeling exactly what I felt a year ago. And she's tougher now, less fragile. But.. erm.. that's not her natural eye colour, I'd like to point out. Her eyes are naturally brown. Seeing as she's 100% Asian.. It's a storyline thing that changes the colour.. And a part of what's made her stronger. Yeah, gasp. I'm making an angry picture. =x Ohnoes! Hee.. The lineart looks much angrier, I must say.. XD
Related content
Comments: 22

saraischan [2009-11-14 17:25:30 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, VAST ( along with the band, A Perfect Circle ) is VERYYYYY inspirational for all of my stories. I love the picture, and your stories plot, it sorta reminds me of one of my scenes in one of my stories, but I changed it up a little as of last night, so the plot is quite different now.

Great job, Great job,
do you happen to take any requests?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

AdoraMei In reply to saraischan [2009-11-15 08:22:03 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, yes, the wonder of VAST. I've been inspired on occasion by them like random sketches such as The Gates of Rock N' Roll . Heh.

And I sort of take requests, but I mean, that's all it'd be. A request. XD I've never actually gotten requests before. Heh. Unless you consider the ones I get offline, of course. I get a lot of, "Hey, draw me!" requests. Ah, good times.

Heh. And thank you. If you want to request something, feel free. I'm actually trying to get my paypal account set up to start attempting cheap commissions. But I'm absolutely awful at keeping up with things. Especially with art. Especially when I'm expected to do something. Ahhh, reasons why I don't miss being an art major. I quit all of that. BUAHAHA. Heh.

Ah, good stuff.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

saraischan In reply to AdoraMei [2009-11-15 16:45:47 +0000 UTC]

VAST is one very unique band lol. OOOOOOOH! This is pretty AWESOME!!!!!!

Oh really? I get those "Hey Draw me!" requests ALL of the time too. yes good times. Hrm.

You're very welcome. I shall request something, well if you can, please take a look in my gallery for a few of my latest deviations, they describe some of the plot to one of my latest stories called "Summer May Come" which is some romance/adventure story.

Agh, I dunno if I should use paypal cuz I'm only in highschool freshman year.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

AdoraMei In reply to saraischan [2009-11-16 04:31:29 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha. Don't worry about paypal quite yet. Honestly, if you're too young to have a credit card and open a bank account on your own, then you're too young for paypal. Literally and figuratively. I've been working for a very long time- over a decade. In fact, half of my life. And I can honestly say that any money that I'd accrue in my youth, I'd look to spend.

It's best to stick it all in a savings account where you can't touch it without penalty! Eh heh. Until you're old enough to pay some bills and understand that although making $80-120 a day waiting tables seems like an amount that you can depend on, it's certainly not. And when you decide around your mid twenties that you would like to own a property of some sort, it'll finally hit you how you should have actually saved all of that spent money.

The ease of credit cards and paypal is very dangerous, especially for those of us who are still young. (And women, haha.) Stay away from paypal as long as you can! I warn you! XD I didn't even have paypal around when I was in high school- and I still managed to spend a lot of money. Heh.





Anyhow, yes, sure. I'll take a look through your gallery. At least it'll give me something to do in my miniscule free time if I ever want to get away from the other things that I use for the same sort of distraction. *laugh* I can't make any promises on an outcome, but I do promise to make an effort. I'm sorry if it doesn't happen, but at least you'll know that for at least a few moments, someone made a genuine effort in the name of your characters and story. :3

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

Shonendude [2006-05-21 21:00:19 +0000 UTC]

I have but one comment, because it is so good. The head is slightly big, I think. Ya gadda slim it down a little, ya know?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

AdoraMei In reply to Shonendude [2006-05-25 01:47:16 +0000 UTC]

Yup! :3 This is a real old picture, so I've improved with that since then. ^^ Thanks!

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Shonendude In reply to AdoraMei [2006-05-25 19:13:17 +0000 UTC]

^_^ Sorry, didnt notice the date!! ^_^

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

Hustla1 [2005-03-20 15:15:37 +0000 UTC]

teh sexeh =x

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

AdoraMei In reply to Hustla1 [2005-03-20 16:13:50 +0000 UTC]

XD <3

*huggle*

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

netcyber [2004-12-27 06:12:20 +0000 UTC]

heheh, better than ever, I must say

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

AdoraMei In reply to netcyber [2004-12-27 06:45:16 +0000 UTC]

^___^ Thanks

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

scrotumnose [2004-12-27 01:15:24 +0000 UTC]

hey. YOU are getting BETTER. and so fast too! great job!

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

AdoraMei In reply to scrotumnose [2004-12-27 06:38:51 +0000 UTC]

Joo lies! *huggle*

.. ^_^ Thanks, hon. I appreciate it. =x Joo are a bad liar, but I still luffles anyhow. ^^

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

isis-amataeru [2004-12-26 22:40:53 +0000 UTC]

Hurray! You colored it and it looks wonderful!
What an awesome background. You've done so well with the colors.
The highlights in her hair gives her hair a lovely shiny in liveliness.
I still adore the pose. sigh.
Great job AdoraMei-sama!

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

AdoraMei In reply to isis-amataeru [2004-12-27 06:46:28 +0000 UTC]

^^ Thank you, hon. Hee.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

isis-amataeru In reply to AdoraMei [2004-12-28 01:32:12 +0000 UTC]


You changed your avatar! That is sooo cool!
Which picture is that?

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

ZethHolyblade [2004-12-26 22:08:35 +0000 UTC]

Nice work dear
Could you make the wind blow a bit harder?
jk
I like her outfit her eyes are quite gorgeous as well keep it up!

👍: 0 ⏩: 2

AdoraMei In reply to ZethHolyblade [2004-12-26 22:24:44 +0000 UTC]

^_^ Hee.. Thanks for the comments. Yeah, I did make that wind blow a bit hard.. ;D

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

ZethHolyblade In reply to AdoraMei [2004-12-26 22:56:01 +0000 UTC]


BUT I WANT IT TO BLOW HARDER AND MAKE THE SKIRT GO UP! OOPS!

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

AdoraMei In reply to ZethHolyblade [2004-12-27 06:45:31 +0000 UTC]

*gasp* Tsk!

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

ZethHolyblade In reply to AdoraMei [2004-12-27 06:46:21 +0000 UTC]


👍: 0 ⏩: 0

ZethHolyblade In reply to ZethHolyblade [2004-12-26 22:09:43 +0000 UTC]

Ehm about her eyes I mean gorgeous, but showing truly feminine independence and yeah unconquerable

👍: 0 ⏩: 0