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Description I will keep faith.
Done in oils
My work is about fear, ever since I was a child I have been afraid of life. Religion and art was all I ever had to keep me sane. I have a constant fear of hell, and eternity, and at the same time death. I am afraid of being, and not being. I feel like I am down a path that I cant stop or even just put on hold. Sometimes I feel Faith is really all I can hold onto.
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Comments: 21

C3R3ALKILL3R [2009-01-11 11:53:04 +0000 UTC]

amazing, sometimes looks like a great evolution of Dali and M Ryden

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AlchemyArtist In reply to C3R3ALKILL3R [2009-01-11 20:29:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!

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varziel [2008-08-11 16:09:20 +0000 UTC]

it's a great piece.
the technique, colors, and the meaning behind this piece.
somehow i feel the same way as well - i will keep faith - that's a nice word. and faith is very, very comforting indeed.

lovely.

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BarefootedBaroness [2008-03-02 16:21:11 +0000 UTC]

sounds more like religion is what you really fear,or at least what it teaches

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AlchemyArtist In reply to BarefootedBaroness [2008-03-04 07:14:34 +0000 UTC]

I dont fear religion. I fear death and what may happen to me.
Honestly...I fear life as well. I guess I just fear everything. Religion comforts me in some way.

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BarefootedBaroness In reply to AlchemyArtist [2008-03-04 07:16:30 +0000 UTC]

but religion teaches you to fear those things...religion made up hell and purgatory and satan and all that

what religion are you?

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AlchemyArtist In reply to BarefootedBaroness [2008-03-05 18:23:45 +0000 UTC]

It depends on how you look at it. I am a Christian, my brother is too. He feels that there is no devil, or hell through research. He feels that when you die it becomes once again like things were befor you were born. Do you remember anything befor you were born? Nothing. Your soul moves on, but you dont know it.
The Catholic church is who really pushes the "hell" issue. I am not Catholic.
I am aChristian by my own choice, and I dont force religion on anyone.

I take things differently. Religion to me, trys to prevent you from falling, and life throws temptation at you so you do fall. where I differ from my brother, I do believe there is a place where you can end up if you were bad. I mean, I really wouldnt want to be with Hitler. lol
I guess I just fear the unknown. Thats something you learn in life without religion.

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TalismanLangley [2007-11-07 13:43:28 +0000 UTC]

The symbolism is awesome, detail marvelous as usual; another great piece.

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TranquilBeauty [2007-11-07 12:25:48 +0000 UTC]

this is phenomenal work

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Lullaberry [2007-11-07 11:07:01 +0000 UTC]

That's very interesting Everyone fears death, in some way. I like the guy's impression a lot, it looks like he's really trying to think hard about something. You're really talented! I paint with oils, but I'm no good ^^"

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Siowified4Christ [2007-10-23 13:14:37 +0000 UTC]

Fear, eh?

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AlchemyArtist [2007-03-27 06:41:43 +0000 UTC]

oils

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JAY1CAT [2007-03-04 22:07:39 +0000 UTC]

Wow! Very powerful piece.Great job!

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diamondie [2007-03-04 11:06:11 +0000 UTC]

Quite an expressive piece, I like the intense stare you've painted on yourself. The symbolic parts look great and the atmosphere is very strong. The fairly limited color palette works well too.

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H-I-M [2007-03-04 05:04:40 +0000 UTC]

lovely colours! so deep and intense! very beautiful
The choice of animals is also very interesting! do you find painting yourself hard?

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AlchemyArtist In reply to H-I-M [2007-03-05 00:37:47 +0000 UTC]

You know, I used too. But its a look I have become so familiar with, that it wasnt that hard to capture.
Thanks

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H-I-M In reply to AlchemyArtist [2007-03-05 23:02:32 +0000 UTC]

hah... i couldn't do that! well done to you

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pr0jectz [2007-03-03 17:41:16 +0000 UTC]

classic

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Circus-of-Dreams [2007-03-03 15:43:38 +0000 UTC]

What did you use to paint this? any mediums?

The concept to me reads so far as "bible guy wants to practice religion but can't and the demons represent his shortcomings." I don't know what the title means, so I suppose I'm at a disadvantage.

I would like to critique you but i don't know enough about the piece....

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AlchemyArtist In reply to Circus-of-Dreams [2007-03-03 17:04:32 +0000 UTC]

It means "I will keep faith". Its actually a self portrait and your pretty much correct in what your saying. You cant see it in this print but there is a significance with the date 2012 on a piece of paper behind me

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GothicFeverDream In reply to AlchemyArtist [2009-05-25 17:36:14 +0000 UTC]

2012 always makes me a nervous wreck too, i try to push it at the back of my mind but every now and again it bubbles up and i have a rough nights sleep.
i can relate with this piece so much becuase even now im afraid of every little thing, when i go out i wonder if im going to get struck from falling debris from a building or hit by a car or if im going over a bridge will it collapse etc etc
but opposite to you, i dont really use faith or religion as something to keep me sane but rather choose to be agnostic. i think if i can help myself believe that theres no after life then theres no worry that ill end up in hell.
its a rough life to live in fear and its so refreshing to see other ppl are the same way

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