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Dear Diary,
He called me today. Remember how I waited months by the phone just hoping he’d call? Remember how I use to hold my breath whenever the phone rang, secretly praying it would be his voice to greet me? And how when it wasn’t, it would break my heart? He called today. I hung up.

He rang my doorbell today. He was standing outside my door with a bouquet of roses. Remember how I use to spend all those lonely days sitting by my window ceil, staring out the window because some insane part of me thought maybe; just maybe he might drop by? Even when it rained? He rang my doorbell today. He was standing outside my door with a bouquet of roses. I didn’t let him in. Instead I watched him stand outside my door with a sad, lonely expression on his face as the cold rain began to pour.

He smiled at me today. Remember how whenever I would walk by him, he never once glanced in my direction? Remember how I use to call his name but he never answered, as if it was no more then the whistling wind that he’d heard? Remember how I fell in love with his smile? How he use to look right through me like I was a ghost? He smiled at me today and I looked away, as if I hadn’t noticed him at all.

He hugged me today. Remember how it felt like a knife being jabbed through my heart every time I saw them walk by? Remember how I use to cry myself to sleep every night because it just wasn’t fair that she got to hold my entire world? How I felt worthless because I meant nothing to the one person who meant everything to me? He hugged me today and I just simply moved out of the way, like he was invisible.

He told me he loved me today. And those words that I’d once scribbled all over my notebook, the same word’s I spent every night dreaming he’d say to me, he now whispered into my ear and I felt absolutely nothing. Remember how I’d have died to hear those words? Remember how he was my life? He told me he loved me today and I did not whisper it back because for the first time, I wouldn’t have meant it. Remember how I was never good enough? Remember how he laughed in my face when I told him how I felt? He told me he loved me today and I just simply walked away because today was a year too late.

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Dear Diary,
He called me today. Remember how I waited months by the phone just hoping he’d call? Remember how I use to hold my breath whenever the phone rang, secretly praying it would be his voice to greet me? And how when it wasn’t, it would break my heart? He called today. I hung up.

He rang my doorbell today. He was standing outside my door with a bouquet of roses. Remember how I use to spend all those lonely days sitting by my window ceil, staring out the window because some insane part of me thought maybe; just maybe he might drop by? Even when it rained? He rang my doorbell today. He was standing outside my door with a bouquet of roses. I didn’t let him in. Instead I watched him stand outside my door with a sad, lonely expression on his face as the cold rain began to pour.

He smiled at me today. Remember how whenever I would walk by him, he never once glanced in my direction? Remember how I use to call his name but he never answered, as if it was no more then the whistling wind that he’d heard? Remember how I fell in love with his smile? How he use to look right through me like I was a ghost? He smiled at me today and I looked away, as if I hadn’t noticed him at all.

He hugged me today. Remember how it felt like a knife being jabbed through my heart every time I saw them walk by? Remember how I use to cry myself to sleep every night because it just wasn’t fair that she got to hold my entire world? How I felt worthless because I meant nothing to the one person who meant everything to me? He hugged me today and I just simply moved out of the way, like he was invisible.

He told me he loved me today. And those words that I’d once scribbled all over my notebook, the same word’s I spent every night dreaming he’d say to me, he now whispered into my ear and I felt absolutely nothing. Remember how I’d have died to hear those words? Remember how he was my life? He told me he loved me today and I did not whisper it back because for the first time, I wouldn’t have meant it. Remember how I was never good enough? Remember how he laughed in my face when I told him how I felt? He told me he loved me today and I just simply walked away because today was a year too late.