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Angelkitty765 — Just let me live
Published: 2009-06-03 22:57:15 +0000 UTC; Views: 981; Favourites: 65; Downloads: 19
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About the pic~I just wanted to make it look like a soft portrait in the summer
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I got yelled at by my mother and her boyfriend for not putting a cup away. A god damn cup! I personally, don't think her boyfriend has any right to talk. I will not call him my father, nor will I acknowledge him. I personally feel he just sucks up to my mom. My mom started ranting about how I'm such a horrible child and it's all my fault. My god, mother, you come into my room almost every night at 2 in the morning to use the computer, regardless of the fact their is 1 downstairs. I wake up easily, so I usually wake up at 2 every morning. She has a shopping addiction, and it's serious. She buys more things than she can afford and is the reason why we are always in debt. I mean, she has over 300 pairs of underwear, and I'm not exaggerating. Plus, her and my ex-step dad took away half of my childhood. I am not asking for pity, I am just telling the truth. I am not saying how my life is worse than others and all this other crap. I just think I deserve at least some niceness once in a while, I mean this always happens. It's kind of hard when you've been abused as a child and never had privileges, and I have a scar on my lip that reminds me every single day. Regardless, anytime I bring home an A, I get yelled at because it should be an A+. I realize everyone has problems, but sometimes others are more severe.
All is ask from you, mother, is just let me live my childhood, because you've lived yours.
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Im terribly sorry you had to go through all of that crap but i will say this no matter what happens keep on going the path may look dim or look like there is no way out you keep on walking that road straight ahead of you. Also If i ever saw that boyfriend of your mother I would freaking kick his ass and beat him with a metal pipe for every abuse he put on you, anyways try to hold on sweetheart your not alone in this world were here for you
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WOW so pretty ^^ i LOVE her eyes
she really reminds me of someone from a manga i once read... damn i cant remember what one though >_<
(im not accusing you of stealing btw i know you wouldnt do that, you are too amazing to do that XD)
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Thanks very much 
I don't read manga so I wouldn't know XD
And thank you
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your welcome XD
haha i read way too much ^^ thats why i cant remember
no prob ^^
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I'm really sorry about what you have to go through on a daily basis.
If it's any consolation, I love the picture: her eyes are amazing, her lips are gorgeous and the hair is beautiful.
Just don't let it get you down.
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Thank you so much.
I can't let it get me down, not when I log on and I see wonderful comments like yours.
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She looks so sweet... But express what you are feeling right now... I understand what you feel and hope that this words helps you... :When the whole world gives you the backs there's someone that will helped you and understand you and that's God, He is waiting for you to let all your weight in him... Just believe in him and everything will be getting better... ask him for his help and he will lend you his strength and will be with you the whole time, and walk with you all the way...
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The child looks adorable and beautiful.
Have you thought about moving out of the house? I have and am going through the same thing as you, and all I can say is that faith helps me through it. Plus, I have realized that when death looks better than living, if I pull through it, some thing great happens and brings a smile upon me face.
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Thank you.
I'm 13, where am I supposed to go?
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Oh, sorry to hear that, I'm closer to leaving the house. If you have friends that wouldn't mind taking you for a night or two or if you have family nearby that can watch you for a little.
You're welcome.
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Well, I can't not read your story in the artist's comment and say I'm sorry, but I'm not giving you my pity.
But if you need to talk, I'm here.
and this does look nice
and 300+ underwear?!?!
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Thank you so much.
Yep, don't get me started on the shoes.
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This is soo sooo beautiful. I love it, possibly my favorite by you.
I feel sorry for you, and I understand how you feel, at least about the shopping obsession.
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Awww....*hugs* I am sorry...I can't say I feel for you, because I have never been in your shoes, especially abused. My family has never been well off (farmers are never well off, and rare to be a "rich" farmer) so I never got all the nice things as a child. But I wish for things to get easier for you, I really do. No one should have to put up with abuse of any sort.
On to the pic...you do wonderful eyes! I wish I could do mine like yours.
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Very pretty picture. ^^
*hugs* That must be terrible... On the bright side, it won't last forever. At the risk of sounding cliche, look for that light at the end of the tunnel. After so much blackness, it'll be extra bright. ♥
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Thanks
Yep, there always is.
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That's terrible about you're family, I hope things get better.
By the way, the picture is really beautiful.
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Thank you very much.
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Wow, I like the picture!
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I feel bad for you too. I'm sorry you had to go through that. And thank you
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Yeah, but it's ok now. I moved in with my Grammy after graduating HS and eventually got my own place in WI. And You're welcome.
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And you have your mother's boyfriend to deal with too?! That's just terrible that you have to go through this with them not making any easier for you.
You have a scar on your lip from her beatings?! That's just horrible! It's totally wrong! 
I know how you feel, I have a giant scar on my right arm that my 'friends' always make fun of also.
If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here for you.
I hope things will get better for you.
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Aww, I'm sorry for your situation too, but thank you.
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You're welcome, and thank you too. I hope that things get better for you.
I'm here for you if you need to talk about something.
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thats unfortionate. *hug* I really hope things get better for you soon. vary, vary nice picture though.
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Wow, that, that seems just cruel... I know what it feels like to do your best, only to be yelled at...
Still, I hope things get better for you!
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