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Published: 2015-07-02 10:33:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 2691; Favourites: 106; Downloads: 53
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Long long LONG expected commission for somescarywolfFor him and his friend
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This is utterly amazing and perfect - the lighting, textures and realism are astonishing, the anatomy is fantastic, the detail is incredible, the colours are perfect... it's all just amazing! 
Even the expressions on the characters are great - wonderful job! This looks a bit different to some of your usual stuff - it looks like you've used textures, brushes and filters... but I'm sure you haven't used any of those things aside from the round default brush, it's just the effect the final piece has, it makes it look as though you have, which is quite an interesting look. Still, it looks super-cool and realistic, and the lighting is just great!
Haha, as to your reply to Nashatok... you say everyone can reach this level, I personally don't agree - well, maybe other people can get there, but I certainly won't. 
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Thank you dear! I always appreciate your lovely comments
What happened with your page? All in storage!
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You're very welcome, of course. And ha, I don't think my comments are lovely at all, but you're too kind as always.
Ah, about that...
I put my art in storage becauseΒ I couldn't bear to look at it any more. Because of Uni and things at home, I have barely been able to draw for a whole year, and even when I had a bit of time to draw, I found I couldn't... because my art was so terrible.
I took down my gallery first, because every time I saw any of my art, I was so distracted by the hatred for it that I was unable to do anything new because all I could focus on was how awful everything I had ever made was.
I have always hated my art, but the hate for it continued to grow, and things outside of dA continued to get worse, so out of anger I took down every single thing I have made, including my icon because it was made by myself.
I didn't see the point in keeping any of it up because it was just dreadfully bad, and part of me is still seriously considering leaving dA and quitting art for good...
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I can relate to your issues. I haven't drawn much in the last months for the same reasons. However, I never intended to leave DA because I've met so many wonderful people. My appreciation for my art is slowly getting back positively, but self-loathe did a lot of damage.
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Aww, I'm sorry to hear that indeed... but it is good at least to hear that your appreciation for your art is getting better again. <3
I never wanted to leave dA because I have met a lot of amazing people too - though with people I know on dA, I often feel like I don't deserve to have met them and I don't deserve their friendship - they are talented artists and wonderful people, and I'm just a worthless waste of space. I sometimes feel a bit guilty and wonder if their lives would have been so much better if they had never met me in the first place - they probably would, and not just the people I know online.
It is a shame you went through that feeling, since I'm sure your art was NOT the sort anyone should hate - judging by your icon it's bloody amazing.
In my case, I have always had self-loathing issues - and by always I literally mean since I was able to speak. I have never liked my art, and never been proud of anything I had done - but despite my intense dislike for it, it didn't stop me from doing it.
But then real life got more and more in the way, and my stress levels and self-loathing skyrocketed to stratospheric levels, and whilst before I was still able to draw even though I hated the result, I found that now even when I had the time to draw (which, as a medical student with a craptastic schedule, was extremely rare indeed) I just wasn't able to do it anymore...
I don't know what will happen now, or what decision I will make - it is too early to know.
I am glad though at least for you that things are startingΒ to get better, and I hope they continue to do so! 
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Oh...just there are no words ... I'm sorry that this is happening, and I very much hope that things will change for the better. I do not want you to leave, I like your arts, and whatever you say, yes, I really like! I hope you finally make the right decision for yourself
Contact me at any time, I am always ready to talk with you
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There is no need to feel sorry, this is just how things have turned out... I suppose I've been on a downwards spiral for a long time, and I wasn't exactly in a great place to start with.
It's so kind of you to say so, but I don't believe how anyone can like my art when I am the worst artist on the whole goddamned site - well, I WAS until I took down all traces of my art. I find it even harder to believe when amazing people like yourself and others I know like it, when they are amazing people and talented artists... and I'm just a useless piece of shit.
I haven't made a decision yet, and I probably won't for a while - because it's a big choice to make and I don't want to make the wrong choice too soon and end up regretting it later.
That is a very kind offer indeed, one I really don't deserve... you're far too nice to me, you know that?
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I still hope all will be ok in your life and art, WE ALL LOVE YOUR ART! And your beautiful species
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Aww, you're far too nice...
I don't want to give up, no matter how much it may seem like I will... I want to try to fight the urge and not give in to it, but I don't know if I can.
Still, thank you for your kind words, and thanks from my noodles. <3
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Anytime! Your work... It's just so... perfect. Never in a million years could I ever reach this level.
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Nope, everyone can make it! You just need to have a lot of practise. Just look at my gallery, in last pages you can see awful arts for sure! Just never give up in your development!!
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Yeah... uh-huh sure. Even then you were better than me.
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Wow that must have taken a very long time to get all of those textures and what not. Great work!
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Wow ^_^ awesome he is so going to love this!!!!
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Thank you so much! I hope so
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oh long wait (i know) he was moving country and didnt have any internet for like more than a year because things went really bad for him. but this cheered him right up! Thanks Anstice for making this possible
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You're always welcome!
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A werewolf and a dragon in a western scene? Hell yeah I love it!
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Thank you so much!
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Ha! Dang, thats awesome! Great job, esp on the fur and lighting details, Anstice.
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Thank you so much!
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