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Anton-Constantin — .EVERYONE HATES YOU.

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Published: 2015-06-18 17:47:28 +0000 UTC; Views: 210; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 6
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Description You are lost,
In a sea of hateful smiles,
Of screams and fury,
They are laughing at you,
They hate you.
And there is no one else. 
You are utterly and completely alone,
No one will ever understand you.
You are ugly, weak, stupid, annoying, boring.
You are insane, strange, miserable, angry, lost.
Misunderstood.
Forever.

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Made with: black pen and ArtRage Studio Pro
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Comments: 15

liyaperfidious [2015-06-21 11:04:46 +0000 UTC]

You have no idea how spiritually connected I am to this drawing.
And that I feel too much alike to its message.

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Anton-Constantin In reply to liyaperfidious [2015-06-21 11:34:34 +0000 UTC]

I guess our minds have an unusual similarity. I find a very big spiritual connection with some of your drawings as well...

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katiousa15 [2015-06-19 06:24:39 +0000 UTC]

     

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Procar [2015-06-18 21:33:39 +0000 UTC]

and we hate them all.....¬¬

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Lust-M [2015-06-18 17:48:29 +0000 UTC]

Good I hate everyone.

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Anton-Constantin In reply to Lust-M [2015-06-18 17:51:21 +0000 UTC]

That's nice.
I wish I could hate everyone but the truth is, I desperately want their recognition even tho it's worthless and a lie. Yet I want it so badly. Because I feel awfully alone.

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Lust-M In reply to Anton-Constantin [2015-06-18 20:32:03 +0000 UTC]

We're all alone and we are never alone at the same time my friend.

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Anton-Constantin In reply to Lust-M [2015-06-19 19:28:21 +0000 UTC]

Actually no, I am all alone, and the others are not.

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Lust-M In reply to Anton-Constantin [2015-06-22 17:19:18 +0000 UTC]

Yep.  You are a special and unique snowflake, just like everyone else.  Cut my life into pinches, this is my crabby claw.

I just came back from a "friends" wedding where I did everyone's hair and no one talked to me or thanked me, even though everyone complimented the hair.  I don't even care because they were all 100+ lb overweight.

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Anton-Constantin In reply to Lust-M [2015-06-22 19:16:53 +0000 UTC]

everyone thinks it's funny. it is. I am just going to disappear somewhere and commit suicide now.
yeah it's very funny, hilarious.

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Lust-M In reply to Anton-Constantin [2015-06-23 01:26:46 +0000 UTC]

I tried to kill myself a few times. You're not gonna do it telling everyone about it.
Also best way to guarantee a successful suicide is to be completely shitface drunk.

Whats the point anyways?  We all are going to die someday.

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Anton-Constantin In reply to Lust-M [2015-06-23 04:03:24 +0000 UTC]

Indeed, there is no point. I am just going to stay in the corner of nothing and stare motionlessly until the end of my life. That's all.

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Lust-M In reply to Anton-Constantin [2015-06-30 05:09:40 +0000 UTC]

My birthday was 2 days ago.  I climbed up an 80 foot grain silo.  I was at the top looking down at the scene below me.  There were some old barns and sheds, soybean fields, and rolling foothills covered in tall grass and trees. Most notably I had a spectacular view of the exposed basement where my boyfriends childhood home once rested upon.  It was so beautiful.  I don't know why I didn't let go.  I would have most certainly died, the ground around the silo was surrounded by sharp thorny brush growing out of concrete.  If I could fall just right I might have not even felt any pain.

But I climbed back down.  It didn't even occur to me I could have ended all my suffering right then and there until I had made it to the bottom. Fuck.

I am suffering greatly right now.  I feel like my stomach is tearing in two.  I can't enjoy food.  I have been puking for the past hour.  All I can think about now is how I could have jumped.  I wouldn't have to be around food anymore.  I could float up to heaven and finally be light and pretty, just like in my dreams.



I like you.

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Anton-Constantin In reply to Lust-M [2015-06-30 07:16:17 +0000 UTC]

Remember the phrase.
"This world is a lie."
Do not ever get attached for everything that has formed must one day decay.
At least you have experienced that which I have not, and I probably never will.

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Lust-M In reply to Anton-Constantin [2015-06-30 16:39:33 +0000 UTC]

Life is a vacation that must end some day.

If I get cut I will bleed.  Regardless of the "lies"
There are no lies, there are no truths. There just is.

"The world is."

Momentum never stays still, you either move forward or move backwards.

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