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For anyone who might be wondering or curious, I am actually working on the next LovinoxReader story that I promised I'd work on awhile ago, so it's happening. Just very very very slowly hahaha

E D I T:

I'M STILL WORKING ON IT.
BUT IT'S TAKING SO LONG.
I HAVE 20 PAGES RIGHT NOW.
20.
AND I LITERALLY DON'T HAVE HALF OF THE ACTUALLY STORY DOWN
JUST LIKE BLOCKS OF IT.
RANDOM BLOCKS.
LIKE
NOT EVEN BIG IMPORTANT STUFF.
JUST LIKE FLUFFY DATE IDEA SHIT.
THAT IS IMPORTANT,
BUT FUCK.
I'M SORRY.
THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO MOTIVATE ME.
AND NOW IT'S TURNED TO THIS-THIS
MONSTER.
FORGIVE ME.
MY GOALS ARE SO SMALL,
AND THEN BEING THE ASSHOLE THAT I AM,
I FUCK MY ORIGINAL PLAN,
TO KEEP THINGS SIMPLE,
AND IT TURNS INTO A FUCKING NOVEL,
AND TAKES 9217308270182 YEARS TO WRITE.
AND EVERYONE IS WAITING FOR MY SLOW ASS
TO GIVE THEM THE FUCKING STORY I SAID I WOULD WRITE.
SORRY.
I'M JUST TRASH.
USELESS TRASH.
LOVINO WOULD AGREE.
HE BELIEVES IT.
I KNOW HE DOES.
SORRY LOVI.
I TRIED.
I TRIED SO HARD TO GIVE YOU THE LOVE YOU DESERVE.
AND YOU WILL BE SO OLD BY THE TIME IT IS DONE.
I CAN'T HELP WHAT I AM.

E D I T:

DOES IT MAKE IT LESS AWFUL
WHEN I SAY THAT IT'S TURNED OUT TO BE MULTIPLE CHAPTERS
CAUSE IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE CHAPTERS.
LIKE.
NOT EVEN 2.
JUST
LIKE
A SHORT STORY.
SO
I MEAN
LOTS OF CHAPTERS
FOR LOTS OF TIME
AND
I ALWAYS POST EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE.
SO THAT MEANS SOMETHING
RIGHT?
'CAUSE
I WON'T GIVE YOU ONE CHAPTER.
AND THEN NEVER UPDATE
FOR LIKE,
10 YEARS
SO.
YOU KNOW WHEN I POST IT
YOU GET ALL THE PARTS.
NOT JUST PART OF THE PARTS.
SO YOU REALLY GET THE WHOLE THING.
LIKE A WHOLE BOOK.
...
I'M WRITING A BOOK.

E D I T:

HEY SO MY LAPTOP CRASHED
BUT I'M BACK
GOT IT FIXED
SO I'M BACK TO WRITING
I ACTUALLY GO A LOT DONE
FUCKING FINALLY
SO HOPEFULLY IT'LL BE DONE
I HOPE
SORRY I'M AN ASSHOLE
THIS HAD TAKEN ME WAY TOO LONG
SO SORRY GUYS
BUT I HOPE IT'LL BE WORTH IT IN THE END

E D I T:

65.
FUCKING.
PAGES.
WHY DOES IT KEEP GOING.
WHY IS IT SO LONG.
WHY WON'T IT END.
WHY WON'T I END IT.

Description
For anyone who might be wondering or curious, I am actually working on the next LovinoxReader story that I promised I'd work on awhile ago, so it's happening. Just very very very slowly hahaha

E D I T:

I'M STILL WORKING ON IT.
BUT IT'S TAKING SO LONG.
I HAVE 20 PAGES RIGHT NOW.
20.
AND I LITERALLY DON'T HAVE HALF OF THE ACTUALLY STORY DOWN
JUST LIKE BLOCKS OF IT.
RANDOM BLOCKS.
LIKE
NOT EVEN BIG IMPORTANT STUFF.
JUST LIKE FLUFFY DATE IDEA SHIT.
THAT IS IMPORTANT,
BUT FUCK.
I'M SORRY.
THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO MOTIVATE ME.
AND NOW IT'S TURNED TO THIS-THIS
MONSTER.
FORGIVE ME.
MY GOALS ARE SO SMALL,
AND THEN BEING THE ASSHOLE THAT I AM,
I FUCK MY ORIGINAL PLAN,
TO KEEP THINGS SIMPLE,
AND IT TURNS INTO A FUCKING NOVEL,
AND TAKES 9217308270182 YEARS TO WRITE.
AND EVERYONE IS WAITING FOR MY SLOW ASS
TO GIVE THEM THE FUCKING STORY I SAID I WOULD WRITE.
SORRY.
I'M JUST TRASH.
USELESS TRASH.
LOVINO WOULD AGREE.
HE BELIEVES IT.
I KNOW HE DOES.
SORRY LOVI.
I TRIED.
I TRIED SO HARD TO GIVE YOU THE LOVE YOU DESERVE.
AND YOU WILL BE SO OLD BY THE TIME IT IS DONE.
I CAN'T HELP WHAT I AM.

E D I T:

DOES IT MAKE IT LESS AWFUL
WHEN I SAY THAT IT'S TURNED OUT TO BE MULTIPLE CHAPTERS
CAUSE IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE CHAPTERS.
LIKE.
NOT EVEN 2.
JUST
LIKE
A SHORT STORY.
SO
I MEAN
LOTS OF CHAPTERS
FOR LOTS OF TIME
AND
I ALWAYS POST EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE.
SO THAT MEANS SOMETHING
RIGHT?
'CAUSE
I WON'T GIVE YOU ONE CHAPTER.
AND THEN NEVER UPDATE
FOR LIKE,
10 YEARS
SO.
YOU KNOW WHEN I POST IT
YOU GET ALL THE PARTS.
NOT JUST PART OF THE PARTS.
SO YOU REALLY GET THE WHOLE THING.
LIKE A WHOLE BOOK.
...
I'M WRITING A BOOK.

E D I T:

HEY SO MY LAPTOP CRASHED
BUT I'M BACK
GOT IT FIXED
SO I'M BACK TO WRITING
I ACTUALLY GO A LOT DONE
FUCKING FINALLY
SO HOPEFULLY IT'LL BE DONE
I HOPE
SORRY I'M AN ASSHOLE
THIS HAD TAKEN ME WAY TOO LONG
SO SORRY GUYS
BUT I HOPE IT'LL BE WORTH IT IN THE END

E D I T:

65.
FUCKING.
PAGES.
WHY DOES IT KEEP GOING.
WHY IS IT SO LONG.
WHY WON'T IT END.
WHY WON'T I END IT.