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Lone Wolf
Or (Rage)

◬
the 3 Points

Profane words and insults
.
News, and hate.
.
Medicine
And Myself

.

There are some profane words,
inappropriate insults,
vulgarity.

You wanna know what I think?

in the context of rage,
They are equal to the levels of hate

it is a way to express a
Certain level of truth,
In the right context,
.

I don’t use them,
I don’t like them,
I don’t like to say them,

I hate it when I hear them from someone
who uses them without reason just
because of having a “style”
to try to fit in.

I not gonna lie to you,
I have vulgar thoughts
I write vulgar words

When trying to express my hate,
When trying to express
Something equal to what I feel.

But I try always to eat them away,
.

‘The discretion of a man deferreth his anger.’

consider all things,
consider the whole truth,
how beautiful, raw or horrible it may be,
and be discreet with it.
.

I would avoid using them,
in an inappropriate context.

There are more natural ways to express rage
and anger, like screaming,

But sound of pain, and anger,
Is difficult to transmit using only words.

I think
The world will be better
without so much unreasonable hate.

hard to tell how,
when trying to keep myself honest,
and the only thing I hear inside are curse words.
Or naughty thoughts.

Is not about…

Letting yourself go with that
With no control whatsoever,

Is about,

Letting yourself out from all of that,
Release yourself from it.

If going to use insults
better use it as a weapon,
Against someone who deserves it.

Otherwise, you can get the same level of hate
You give to others without reason.

Despite of that,
I always think there is a better and
More noble way to say things.

I end with this,
If you have something to say, but don’t say it,
They way you want to say it
.
You are faking and hiding yourself behind a mask

If you say things as they are, the way
They are inside you, being honest

Now you see the truth,
and you are aware of your inner self.

If you don’t like what you said,
And don’t like what is inside you,

Now you can decide whether to grow,
Or whether stay the same.

▌NEWS

Scuffles erupt between migrants and troops at Guatemala-Mexico border
youtu.be/FZJrYpVmtNs

Chaos at Guatemala-Mexico border as caravan tries to advance
youtu.be/cpdCDpsz5mw

the good thing is that the government,
seem to be taking action against gangs,
looking to declare them as “terrorists”
to begin a war against them.

According to the plan,
This seems to actually move forward to a,
More resilient and secure Guatemala.

Overall, that could be good news
for people that decide to stay here
.

Furries stop assault of a woman

'Furries' Stop Assault Of Woman On San Jose Streets
youtu.be/qURCNhSasWA

I think this kind of makes me proud, hehe.

I always felt that furries were like superheroes.

.

Coronavirus

China puts Wuhan on lockdown to stem spread of coronavirus | DW News
youtu.be/870N8Qaie4Y

Coronavirus: what you need to know
youtu.be/aerq4byr7ps

this says it all.

Gumball | The Virus (clip) | Cartoon Network
youtu.be/H2PaatFXgkg

Gumball | Gumball and Darwin vs. The Deadly Virus | Cartoon Network
youtu.be/7yJOnmSPCHM

Meme 1

Meme 2

Meme 3

▌PLAYLIST

The voices of rage,
The letter V

Ⅴ
But is not a letter,
is a number.

Five
Hidden on the Wall.

“…but five is just a number,
Not a name, a branding upon living,
Feeling flesh, a mark against the greater good.”

I remember those words.
….

Capitalism, socialism,
Communism,

What differences does it make?
What System we choose.

And no matter which one

As long as evil men rule,
There will always be injustice.

Rage Against,
The Machine.

Rage Against The Machine - Guerrilla Radio (Official Music Video)
youtu.be/Rm1nCYOZB-s

Lyrics
genius.com/Rage-against-the-ma…

Transmission, third World War, third round
A decade of the weapon of sound above ground

No shelter if you're looking for shade
I lick shots at the brutal charade

As the polls close like a casket, on truth devoured
A silent play on the shadow of power

A spectacle monopolized
The camera's eyes on choice disguised
Was it cast for the mass who burn and toil?
Or for the vultures who thirst for blood and oil?

Yes, a spectacle monopolized
They hold the reins, stole your eyes
All the Fistagons, the bullets, and bombs
Who stuff the banks, who staff the party ranks

More for Gore, or the son of a drug lord
None of the above, fuck it, cut the cord!

Lights out, guerrilla radio!
Turn that shit up!

Contact, I hijacked the frequencies
Blockin' the beltway, move on DC!

Way past the days of bombin' MCs'
Sound off, Mumia go on be free!

Who got 'em? Yo, check the federal file
All you pendejos know the trial was vile
An army of pigs try to silence my style

Off 'em all out that box, it's my radio dial!

It has to start somewhere
It has to start sometime

What better place than here?
What better time than now?

All hell can't stop us now

////////////////////

I sit around all day,
Work from day to day,

I Watch the news online,
On the radio, on the phone

Captain America,
Dresses with “A”

A hidden soldier on the job

War of the dead
ideologies,

I hear voices inside my head.

I am were I wanted to be,
Then I hated it,

I want to get out of it,
But here I am,
Trying to escape my destiny.

System Of A Down - Sugar (Official Video)
youtu.be/5vBGOrI6yBk

Lyrics
genius.com/System-of-a-down-su…
soad.fandom.com/wiki/Sugar

"Good evening, I'm Eric Alost.

NATO forces bomb Serbia and Kosovo.

An unidentified man
is being held for questioning by the FBI
for suspected links to last month's biological virus deaths.

In local news,
a dog named Hero takes the grand prize at the annual-

I wish I could tell you more pertinent news,

but we're in a rating system here,
and the key factor is 'sensationalism'.

They've got you running in circles, 9 to 5,
and 5 to 9... you're mine!

I tell you what they want you to know,
and you consider it the truth.

Nobody is opening their eyes!

Our global economy is depleting the world of our lives and natural resources!

AND ARE YOU HAPPY?! COME ON!
I WORK FOR THE SYSTEM!

The Kombucha mushroom people, sitting around all day
Who can believe you? Who can believe you?
Let your mother pray
Sugar, sugar

I'm not there all the time, you know
Some people, some people, some people call it insane
Yeah, they call it insane
–sugar

I play Russian Roulette every day, a man's sport
With the bullet called life
Yeah, mama called life
–sugar

Yeah and
every time I try to go where I really want to be
It's already where I am

'Cause I'm already there!

The Kombucha mushroom people, sitting around all day
Who could believe you? Who could believe you?
Let your mother pray
Sugar

I got a gun the other day from Sako
It's cute, it's small, fits right in my pocket
Yeah, right in my pocket
–sugar

My girl, you know, she lashes out at me sometimes
And I just fucking kick her
And then, ooh baby, she's okay
–sugar

People are always chasing me down
Tryna push my face to the ground
Where all they do is suck out my motherfucking brains
My brains!

(Sugar!)

The Kombucha mushroom people, sitting around all day
Who can believe you? Who can believe you?
Let your mother pray

I sit in my desolate room
No lights, no music

Just anger, “I killed everyone”

I'm away forever, but I'm feeling better

How do I feel? What do I say?
Fuck you, it all goes away

How do I feel? What do I say?
In the end, it all goes away

…….
///////////////

I hear voices inside my head.

I wonder,
they are only thoughts
or They are demons?
Or just my insanity

▌MEDICINE

How much I wish to tell you,
That I don’t want to share these things with you,

That I wish none of these things were real,
But they are.

I think about nature, about Zelda,
About calm music.

Some peace,
A small thing we all should get.

Sounds of the Wild - Temple of Time (Rain) - Zelda: Breath of the Wild Ambience
youtu.be/l5By5IRWxxk

Real like the pain I feel,
The pain I suffer,
And the pain I see in people around me

you have no idea….

what I'm going to do next,
a poem written by a child
…
.
.

You can't even do it anymore,
you just want to be free of this hellish existence.
You feel like the world is going to end at any moment,
but somehow you still have hope that something good will come out of all this.

You cry as loud as you can, hoping that someone hears your cries for help.
It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks of you or how much they hate you;

if there was a way to get out of this situation,
then maybe You would be able to live with yourself.
.
I am shy and unanswered,
Full of resentment

But dragged by the wind,
Hoping to be validated”

.
You are in your bed
Rest peacefully in your sleep.

.

The next day,

You walk into the forest
where you find yourself
where you find a door.

a large stone door.

The door opens up
illuminating the area.
reveal a room filled with torches
various items such as books, maps, and other objects.

A voice calls out from behind the torches.
A man dressed in black clothing

says.

"Welcome to Hope Springs."
"What can I do for you?"

“I'm a bit shy and I tend to keep to myself most of the time.
I feel a sad emptiness

I need help"

“I don't know why you're here…
but whatever it is that's happened to you
this has made you very different

…. That story is over”

Stories from the past.

I've always felt like we were more
or less alone in our pain

"What should I do?"

I don't know
This is my broken home
but we're getting through it

but, We just want some peace

This is something very small
But the most important thing

Maybe it is better this way
Look over the horizon.

I feel sad and
Empty
,

"I need help"
.
I am were I wanted to be,
Then I hated it,

I want to get out of it,
But here I am,
Trying to escape my destiny.

I am shy and unanswered,
Full of resentment

I feel sad and emptiness

Ashamed and despair
Accompany me.

Beware of me,

I have tried to make a blog,
so you can have another way,
to read some of the content I have made.

Sunday, January 26, 2020

Posted using PostyBirb

Description

Hi! You can read the full extended version of this story here!
rzaprym.blogspot.com/2020/01/r…

Lone Wolf
Or (Rage)

◬
the 3 Points

Profane words and insults
.
News, and hate.
.
Medicine
And Myself

.

There are some profane words,
inappropriate insults,
vulgarity.

You wanna know what I think?

in the context of rage,
They are equal to the levels of hate

it is a way to express a
Certain level of truth,
In the right context,
.

I don’t use them,
I don’t like them,
I don’t like to say them,

I hate it when I hear them from someone
who uses them without reason just
because of having a “style”
to try to fit in.

I not gonna lie to you,
I have vulgar thoughts
I write vulgar words

When trying to express my hate,
When trying to express
Something equal to what I feel.

But I try always to eat them away,
.

‘The discretion of a man deferreth his anger.’

consider all things,
consider the whole truth,
how beautiful, raw or horrible it may be,
and be discreet with it.
.

I would avoid using them,
in an inappropriate context.

There are more natural ways to express rage
and anger, like screaming,

But sound of pain, and anger,
Is difficult to transmit using only words.

I think
The world will be better
without so much unreasonable hate.

hard to tell how,
when trying to keep myself honest,
and the only thing I hear inside are curse words.
Or naughty thoughts.

Is not about…

Letting yourself go with that
With no control whatsoever,

Is about,

Letting yourself out from all of that,
Release yourself from it.

If going to use insults
better use it as a weapon,
Against someone who deserves it.

Otherwise, you can get the same level of hate
You give to others without reason.

Despite of that,
I always think there is a better and
More noble way to say things.

I end with this,
If you have something to say, but don’t say it,
They way you want to say it
.
You are faking and hiding yourself behind a mask

If you say things as they are, the way
They are inside you, being honest

Now you see the truth,
and you are aware of your inner self.

If you don’t like what you said,
And don’t like what is inside you,

Now you can decide whether to grow,
Or whether stay the same.

▌NEWS

Scuffles erupt between migrants and troops at Guatemala-Mexico border
youtu.be/FZJrYpVmtNs

Chaos at Guatemala-Mexico border as caravan tries to advance
youtu.be/cpdCDpsz5mw

the good thing is that the government,
seem to be taking action against gangs,
looking to declare them as “terrorists”
to begin a war against them.

According to the plan,
This seems to actually move forward to a,
More resilient and secure Guatemala.

Overall, that could be good news
for people that decide to stay here
.

Furries stop assault of a woman

'Furries' Stop Assault Of Woman On San Jose Streets
youtu.be/qURCNhSasWA

I think this kind of makes me proud, hehe.

I always felt that furries were like superheroes.

.

Coronavirus

China puts Wuhan on lockdown to stem spread of coronavirus | DW News
youtu.be/870N8Qaie4Y

Coronavirus: what you need to know
youtu.be/aerq4byr7ps

this says it all.

Gumball | The Virus (clip) | Cartoon Network
youtu.be/H2PaatFXgkg

Gumball | Gumball and Darwin vs. The Deadly Virus | Cartoon Network
youtu.be/7yJOnmSPCHM

Meme 1

Meme 2

Meme 3

▌PLAYLIST

The voices of rage,
The letter V

Ⅴ
But is not a letter,
is a number.

Five
Hidden on the Wall.

“…but five is just a number,
Not a name, a branding upon living,
Feeling flesh, a mark against the greater good.”

I remember those words.
….

Capitalism, socialism,
Communism,

What differences does it make?
What System we choose.

And no matter which one

As long as evil men rule,
There will always be injustice.

Rage Against,
The Machine.

Rage Against The Machine - Guerrilla Radio (Official Music Video)
youtu.be/Rm1nCYOZB-s

Lyrics
genius.com/Rage-against-the-ma…

Transmission, third World War, third round
A decade of the weapon of sound above ground

No shelter if you're looking for shade
I lick shots at the brutal charade

As the polls close like a casket, on truth devoured
A silent play on the shadow of power

A spectacle monopolized
The camera's eyes on choice disguised
Was it cast for the mass who burn and toil?
Or for the vultures who thirst for blood and oil?

Yes, a spectacle monopolized
They hold the reins, stole your eyes
All the Fistagons, the bullets, and bombs
Who stuff the banks, who staff the party ranks

More for Gore, or the son of a drug lord
None of the above, fuck it, cut the cord!

Lights out, guerrilla radio!
Turn that shit up!

Contact, I hijacked the frequencies
Blockin' the beltway, move on DC!

Way past the days of bombin' MCs'
Sound off, Mumia go on be free!

Who got 'em? Yo, check the federal file
All you pendejos know the trial was vile
An army of pigs try to silence my style

Off 'em all out that box, it's my radio dial!

It has to start somewhere
It has to start sometime

What better place than here?
What better time than now?

All hell can't stop us now

////////////////////

I sit around all day,
Work from day to day,

I Watch the news online,
On the radio, on the phone

Captain America,
Dresses with “A”

A hidden soldier on the job

War of the dead
ideologies,

I hear voices inside my head.

I am were I wanted to be,
Then I hated it,

I want to get out of it,
But here I am,
Trying to escape my destiny.

System Of A Down - Sugar (Official Video)
youtu.be/5vBGOrI6yBk

Lyrics
genius.com/System-of-a-down-su…
soad.fandom.com/wiki/Sugar

"Good evening, I'm Eric Alost.

NATO forces bomb Serbia and Kosovo.

An unidentified man
is being held for questioning by the FBI
for suspected links to last month's biological virus deaths.

In local news,
a dog named Hero takes the grand prize at the annual-

I wish I could tell you more pertinent news,

but we're in a rating system here,
and the key factor is 'sensationalism'.

They've got you running in circles, 9 to 5,
and 5 to 9... you're mine!

I tell you what they want you to know,
and you consider it the truth.

Nobody is opening their eyes!

Our global economy is depleting the world of our lives and natural resources!

AND ARE YOU HAPPY?! COME ON!
I WORK FOR THE SYSTEM!

The Kombucha mushroom people, sitting around all day
Who can believe you? Who can believe you?
Let your mother pray
Sugar, sugar

I'm not there all the time, you know
Some people, some people, some people call it insane
Yeah, they call it insane
–sugar

I play Russian Roulette every day, a man's sport
With the bullet called life
Yeah, mama called life
–sugar

Yeah and
every time I try to go where I really want to be
It's already where I am

'Cause I'm already there!

The Kombucha mushroom people, sitting around all day
Who could believe you? Who could believe you?
Let your mother pray
Sugar

I got a gun the other day from Sako
It's cute, it's small, fits right in my pocket
Yeah, right in my pocket
–sugar

My girl, you know, she lashes out at me sometimes
And I just fucking kick her
And then, ooh baby, she's okay
–sugar

People are always chasing me down
Tryna push my face to the ground
Where all they do is suck out my motherfucking brains
My brains!

(Sugar!)

The Kombucha mushroom people, sitting around all day
Who can believe you? Who can believe you?
Let your mother pray

I sit in my desolate room
No lights, no music

Just anger, “I killed everyone”

I'm away forever, but I'm feeling better

How do I feel? What do I say?
Fuck you, it all goes away

How do I feel? What do I say?
In the end, it all goes away

…….
///////////////

I hear voices inside my head.

I wonder,
they are only thoughts
or They are demons?
Or just my insanity

▌MEDICINE

How much I wish to tell you,
That I don’t want to share these things with you,

That I wish none of these things were real,
But they are.

I think about nature, about Zelda,
About calm music.

Some peace,
A small thing we all should get.

Sounds of the Wild - Temple of Time (Rain) - Zelda: Breath of the Wild Ambience
youtu.be/l5By5IRWxxk

Real like the pain I feel,
The pain I suffer,
And the pain I see in people around me

you have no idea….

what I'm going to do next,
a poem written by a child
…
.
.

You can't even do it anymore,
you just want to be free of this hellish existence.
You feel like the world is going to end at any moment,
but somehow you still have hope that something good will come out of all this.

You cry as loud as you can, hoping that someone hears your cries for help.
It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks of you or how much they hate you;

if there was a way to get out of this situation,
then maybe You would be able to live with yourself.
.
I am shy and unanswered,
Full of resentment

But dragged by the wind,
Hoping to be validated”

.
You are in your bed
Rest peacefully in your sleep.

.

The next day,

You walk into the forest
where you find yourself
where you find a door.

a large stone door.

The door opens up
illuminating the area.
reveal a room filled with torches
various items such as books, maps, and other objects.

A voice calls out from behind the torches.
A man dressed in black clothing

says.

"Welcome to Hope Springs."
"What can I do for you?"

“I'm a bit shy and I tend to keep to myself most of the time.
I feel a sad emptiness

I need help"

“I don't know why you're here…
but whatever it is that's happened to you
this has made you very different

…. That story is over”

Stories from the past.

I've always felt like we were more
or less alone in our pain

"What should I do?"

I don't know
This is my broken home
but we're getting through it

but, We just want some peace

This is something very small
But the most important thing

Maybe it is better this way
Look over the horizon.

I feel sad and
Empty
,

"I need help"
.
I am were I wanted to be,
Then I hated it,

I want to get out of it,
But here I am,
Trying to escape my destiny.

I am shy and unanswered,
Full of resentment

I feel sad and emptiness

Ashamed and despair
Accompany me.

Beware of me,

I have tried to make a blog,
so you can have another way,
to read some of the content I have made.

Sunday, January 26, 2020

Posted using PostyBirb