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Me? projecting myself into my characters? Yes.

Vent ahead, it has nothing to do with the pic, so you don't have to read.
Lately I've been very depressed for various reasons, some I can't even describe here, but some I can and I will.

I've entered a local art program for 'advanced artists' which I thought will give me more knowledge to improve my skills. Instead, I was accused of cheating, using AI and tracing just because both teachers and students couldn't comprehand the speed I draw in..
Moreover,Locals who have seen my gallery told me it's..not ok..it will get me nowhere..and generally I should stop doing that. (btw, my faraway uncle told me to change my messanger's avatar (picture of a cat) cause it "scares him" and "how do you ever sleep at night drawing such things?!")

You know what will happen when you tell me not to draw the "themes" I draw? I WILL draw even more of them! Like I'm doing now. Like I always will.

you know what else will happen? I will CUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE!
lesson learnt. not showing my art to real life people anymore. I will be myself only here on the internet, anon to my surroundings.
I'm very hurt and cried a lot lately. It's just a bit of what I'm going through rn, and I have no other place to vent than here, the place that really "sees" me.

I want to thank you, my watchers, from all of my heart for being that safe place for my soul. <3 I thank you for accepting me for who I am. I thank you for inspiring me to be a better version of myself.

Description
Me? projecting myself into my characters? Yes.

Vent ahead, it has nothing to do with the pic, so you don't have to read.
Lately I've been very depressed for various reasons, some I can't even describe here, but some I can and I will.

I've entered a local art program for 'advanced artists' which I thought will give me more knowledge to improve my skills. Instead, I was accused of cheating, using AI and tracing just because both teachers and students couldn't comprehand the speed I draw in..
Moreover,Locals who have seen my gallery told me it's..not ok..it will get me nowhere..and generally I should stop doing that. (btw, my faraway uncle told me to change my messanger's avatar (picture of a cat) cause it "scares him" and "how do you ever sleep at night drawing such things?!")

You know what will happen when you tell me not to draw the "themes" I draw? I WILL draw even more of them! Like I'm doing now. Like I always will.

you know what else will happen? I will CUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE!
lesson learnt. not showing my art to real life people anymore. I will be myself only here on the internet, anon to my surroundings.
I'm very hurt and cried a lot lately. It's just a bit of what I'm going through rn, and I have no other place to vent than here, the place that really "sees" me.

I want to thank you, my watchers, from all of my heart for being that safe place for my soul. <3 I thank you for accepting me for who I am. I thank you for inspiring me to be a better version of myself.