Description
this app is so fucking chaotic im so sorry
"Just so you know, if I catch you eating my food again I will risk it all and go apeshit.
-sent from my iPhone"
i n t r o ▽
Name: Dacre Raisor
Nicknames: "Dagger" From his youth
VA: Mii-chan: x , x , x
Age ll DOB: 27 / October 8
Height: 6'3ft ll 190cm
Weight: 153lb ll 70kg
Orientation: :^)
Relationship status: :^)
Department: Human Resources
p e r s o n a l ▽
✧✧ XIII Death . Chaotic Neutral . Hydrangea ✧✧
▐[ ♡ ] Chivalrous ll Creative ll Diligent ll Observant
Dacre is the embodiment of a perfect worker. He's kind and gentlemanly during conversations and will put his best foot forward to present himself as kind and trustworthy towards those he wants to impress. He'll also change and alter her personality to fit who he's with in order to fit their standards and comfort. He also wastes no time finishing his tasks and often go over them just to make sure everything is in its place. With his critical eyes, scans his environment like a robot. Being in Human Resources has made him very attentive. Even when he's not documenting job-related information, Dacre is always watching. Furthermore, Dacre is also very right-brained! He's an artist after all. This makes him very innovative, a trait he's able to use at work and in his personal time.
▐[ X ] Impulsive ll Irritable ll Reserved ll Insincere
Not everything is pleasant and flowery with Dacre, However. Underneath his bright and courteous persona lays a tangle of thorns that he tries his best to conceal. While he's good enough at keeping his malicious thoughts to himself, there are multiple occasions when he's broken something out of rage. Often, he'd just leave the room to hide away in a closet or stall to cool himself down. He understands that he can be posed as a very dangerous and unpleasant person at times so he tries to distance himself emotionally from others in order to prevent any outbursts. Instead, he puts up a friendly front most of the time to not only isolate his disdain but also for professional and social reasons.
▐[ O ] Morbid ll Disorderly ll Artful
Not only are his thoughts plagued with dark fascination, but his room is also a clutter. In his defense, Dace claims that it's his mess and he already knows where everything is so there's no point in organizing it. He's just a hot mess honestly. Almost everything in his possession is stained with paint or whatever else he's decided to use. His erratic bouts of artistic inspiration only contribute to the disarray in his home.
History:
Dacre was raised on a Texas ranch owned by his mother, a famous Vietnamese-American model, and his father, an equally successful author. He was the youngest child and had two older sisters. The three siblings were extremely close and would do everything together. In fact, a lot of Dacre's interests stems from his sister's influences. This caused Dacre to become protective of his sisters, never hesitating to fight their bullies.
Throughout his childhood, Dacre was feared by his classmates due to his explosive temper and rash nature. Despite having a warm and loving environment at home, there was nothing that could hold him back from lashing out at some kid that was mildly annoying him. He'd be sent to alternative school and ISS multiple times but his good manners and otherwise kind personality shortened his stay. His parents hoped his wild energy and erratic bouts of energy were only symptoms of being a child and having too much energy but they couldn't be more wrong. To them, he was just their sensitive and caring son.
Going into high school, Dacre was quickly labeled as one of the weird kids. He knew that his lack of emotional control and a tendency for physical violence was dangerous. He decided to only focus on his education and would only talk to his sisters. This was also the time when he'd get really into the alternative emo/punk culture. Luckily, he didn't get into doing drugs or drinking, he just wanted to draw and get good grades. He was the model student, if not just a bit reserved and gloomy.
However, Dacre could only go so long before something tipped. On one occasion he was cemented as "Dagger" after a violent fight that led to him stabbing a student. In a small misunderstanding, Dacre went apeshit and took things too far. Dacre escalated what should've been a small dispute into a large physical altercation. Fortunately, before things could get worse he was detained by the campus police officer and was sent to a residential treatment center.
During his time in the mental health facility, he learned many new healthy coping mechanisms and creative outlets for his anger, including art. Art was the main driving force that pushed him into becoming a better person. It also created newfound aspirations for him. He wanted to become a painter and perhaps even make a comic book. Another talent he honed during his stay was learning to play the keyboard. It was clear that Dacre had a bright future with his talents and everyone in his family and the residential center was encouraging of his pursuits.
After high school, Dacre enrolled in college as an art major. Everything was on track with the plan he made. But his progress would come to a halt in his second year. After getting into a heated argument with his professor, Dacre dropped out and cursed art school as systematic, corporate, and deadening to true creativity.
After some soul searching and long conversations with his parents, he found out that his dad was a human resources manager before publishing his long line of highly successful books. Perhaps he took the inspirational story a bit too far but after that night, Dacre decided to follow in his dad's footsteps and get himself a bachelors degree in Human Resource management. Fast forward a few years later and he's landed himself a position at a pen company.
Even though he's a grown man, his parents still want to support him. They paid for his bills and rent for the first few months before he was able to persuade them to let him be independent. A part of Dacre feels guilty for being such a handful his entire life so he just wants to unburden the parents of his financial needs. Despite that, they still send him gifts and money monthly and he makes sure to visit Texas several times a year to spend time with them.
Dacre still practices art and music in his free time. His job offers a steady income and allows him to pursue his main interests without worrying about money. Overall, he's pretty satisfied with his outcome! Mostly!
Likes/Dislikes:
♡ Art :: Pretty self explanatory. He feels like it's the only thing he can control nowadays.
♡ Sweets :: Dacre often loads his coffees and teas with multiple packets of sugar.
♡ Early 2000s rock and punk :: His music tastes from his high school days followed him into adulthood
♡ Animals :: Being raised on a ranch really solidified his love for nature and it's creatures. X Silence :: He'll hum or try his best to make any kind of noise to prevent the room from becoming suffocatingly still.
X Waiting :: Listen he knows that people are trying their best but it'd be great if they did it faster.
X Incompetence :: A fault of his is that he's too impatient and far too easily-annoyed for his own good.
X Public shopping :: He'd use those grocery delivery apps if they weren't so expensive. t r i v i a ▽
Meme playlist
Pintrest mood board
Extra:
-Favorite MCR album is Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge
-Irrational fear of public pools
-There are multiple videos of him on youtube that he posted when he was in high school but he forgot the password so he can't delete them. One of them, "Cover of I'm Not Ok By MCR -_-" has garnered about 2000 views
-His hair is naturally brown but he dyes it white.
-Dacre has the same therapist he's had since he was in high school. He treats her like family and thinks very highly of her.
-Dacre also likes to exercise. It keeps him fit and energized.
- Some of Dacre's artworks have been featured in galleries and showcases.