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Azurekitty — hate me
Published: 2006-04-26 00:02:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 769; Favourites: 23; Downloads: 16
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"Hate me" BlueOctoberI have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
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Comments: 32
I like the way you did the fur on the back of the neck, its adds a neat facet to the peice.
So whats gonna be in the backround?
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sorry it took so long to write you, I am really busy wit 3 jobs.....but anywho, thank you for the comment and for the background I think I am gonna leave it the way it is, I kinda grew a liking for it. Before I was going to put something like reels of tape and pictures hanging in the back and some up closer but I really do like just the plain background. and again thank you very much for the comment =^-^=
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Nicely worked. I like it, great pose, lotsa emotion, funfun *nods* I likes it, keep up the good work. A..and post more journals...geez...
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geeeeeeeez what if I dont want to? huh? ya what if I dont want to put more journals? gawd =^-^= so how is it up there? we miss you..... !!!!! *tackles to teh ground and hugs* miss you lots and thank you for the comment
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Awwz, 
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I really hate computers at times........ I had just wrote you this really big long thing and I dont know what happened but I just lost it all!!!!! Errrr ok well I am going to try to reamember what it was that I had typed..... things down here have been pretty good, I am going to be in a play tonight , oh and I have a BF now. his name is james, I moved in with him and John, you John John meh buddy, bout 3 or 4 months ago.he is 33....... alot of people think it is wrong and such but I am happy. He went around asking his family and the people we live with for permission to go out with me. that right there means so much to me and even though some poeple do not agree with it and dont want the relationship to happen, he is still fighting for me....... sorry to bother you with this but I am just so happy. well I will leave it there and I hope to hear from you again soon...... I mean like soon...... you know soon......soon..... tee hee hee...... *big hugs*
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Oh yeah! I forgot to ask... what play was you in? I wish I had been there to see it.
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it was a short 10 min play, a lil' section from the magiacans nephew, Narnia * cant spell* but ya it went great. I didnt scew up, so I am happy with how it turned out.
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Awww... I also hate computers! crazy things! ...But I also like them...shhh! Anyway, thats real awesome! In my opinion it dosn't really matter what other people think, as long as yer happy right? Well, I wish you the best of luck and good times! Have fun!
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thank you =^-^= and best of luck to you too up there on everythimg............. and dont forget, eatting a baby a day will keep the doctor away 
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Hmm lots of good pose go into this picture showing the emotion. Great job
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wow your realy good at drawing emotions great job....
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The look of someone that is about ready to be whipped 
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thank you very much =^-^=
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thank you very much. I have one I am working on right now, soon to be on
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Very nice drawing. You did a great job on the pose and anatomy.
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Wow, this is really nice. So very atmospheric. Great pose, mood, and anatomy, and even the skillful shading. Many kudos to you.
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thank you very much. I looked at you art and it is also very nice
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thank you so much! yours is very amazing also
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